UNWANTED!!

I'm an unwanted child...this idea just dawned on me just now when my father fetched zp(my cousin), my mum and me home...now me so bad mood...


Anyway today zp and his mum + me and my mum went takashimaya shopping...very fun!! Very long didnt shop and me bought 2 black shirts~~haha me and my mum gonna share the shirts! And she say she might want buy another one of one of the shirt coz we both like it a lot haha then next time we can wear out together!! So cool~~so nice~~Now so much closer to my mum le...love the feeling love the time...


Then after that my father come fetch us...he ar then nvr even call my name once on the whole trip home lo only care about zp...keep tok to him then me so sad...

I tot about it on the car ma...then the idea dawned on me lo...see ar im lyk 75% confirmed is adopted ma meaning my real parents don't want me...first evidence of unwanted...
second evidence is that time my parents keep quarrel until almost want divorce then my mum told me that if really divorce she will leave me wif my dad she don't want bring me along very hard work...............................=(
then third is my dad...he only like zp...might as well call zp live here wif him i go other place suan le...haiz...today my dad keep say all those 'i very teng zp' etcetc 'zp very guai' etcetc...make me feel so....AHHHHHHHh very upset leh...
Then when bathe ar i sit on the toiletbowl there cry lo...then bathe...haiz my eyes redred hothot lo luckily not spotted by them...haiz...i very upset leh...why am i an unwanted child??
Am I that bad? Why I just born already thrown away?Why my mum don't want bring me along wif her if got divorce?Why my dad also don't like me?(not like i like him...but tt's not the thing)

Ahhhhhhhhhh....me going crazy le la................

Woots

oh im so addicted haha..watch this very funny de but very sweet show love it ^^
this is last episode:

Coward!

Why am I so scared de especially scared my mother summore...but im really very scared...

After she see my result...wad will she do? I dunno...and tt's precisely why i scared ma...ahhhh

I also scared tt i wouldnt qualify for triple science la i dun wan go triple but it's so...saddening to know tt even if i wanna go in they also wouldnt accept me la.....get wad i mean rite? haiz

I will work hard and chiong back de i will temporarily quit neopets and youtube and chiong finish hols hw and all the way till after oct exams!!! JIAYOU!! cheer me on k ppl >< lol jkjk

I really really will work hard le but i think for now, it's too late la coz CA marks out le...my mother will hav to see it and...how??

Cried like wad lyk tt la in toilet b4 i bathed juz now...wanted to scream out loud but of coz...couldnt...wth sia...

And i feel so...失败(shi bai) la...cant even reach a 70% overall...the skit also cannot act well...feel so useless la...haiz...so depressed sia juz now didnt even feel lyk going back pri sku but forced myself to and quite a few ppl felt my abnormality lol (i supposed i was too noisy usually..)

Anyway...yea i die also nobody care la...wadeva lyk i will commit suicide...a useless coward lyk me dun even have the courage to do so...not when i've decided to catch up in my studies...

haiz...i cant help it

Aiya i noe i shouldnt think too much but i really cant help it...

(Let 'SHE' be the her i wan tok about k lol...
and 'her be an9other girl k)

I noe tt SHE is wan to help her only but i cant help thinking tt she prefer to be with her u get it?

Maybe im too paranoid la juz last few days hav been thinking about it (this happened today nia) thinking about maybe they will be happier la...i sound wrong rite? lol is girls ma so nvm ma haha anyway yea...muz remember cannot think too much

DUN THINK TOO MUCH DUN THINK TOO MUCH!!

But i really cant stop it siaa...feel so extra lo...cant w8 for next yr when we all seperate....

haiz

anyone got watch the saturday/sunday 7pm-9pm channel 8 show tt ended today anot?
So sad rite??Aiyo who say 好人有好报的??????So not true...

The guy is so n1 person so kind why die lyk tt...and so...sadly as in the way they portray his death is so sadddd...

.....speechless

Im very scared very scared...

Im scared tt my results for this yr will be very low....

Im scared tt i wont hav gd frens in the class for next yr...

Im scared tt I'll be lonely again...

Im scared tt I will not be able to cope wif work next yr...

Im scared tt I still cant decide what to take next year...

How? Haiz....im going crazy...

Maths got so low...chinese not high either...hist and lit no need to say...wad else?

=(

hahaha

so long nvr karaoke le sia...(im hurrying to go off le haha)

My father today suddenly on karaoke and i realise most old songs very romantic sia haha eg. 雨中、当我想你的时候etc and some other songs also very n1 >< eg. 明天会更好 haha so n1 so long nvr sing haha ^^ gtg le byeee

Sianz

I wanna blog on things happening but not in the mood sia...got mood then write ba...
just these few days very sianz lo especially when my mum is angry coz im even more lonely at home...morning wake up eat whateva's there then do hw in my room then at nite find excuse use com a while...everyday lyk tt...now my mother still say dun let me go anywhere le after sku..HOW TO SURVIVE...dunno wad to write le...tt's all byebye

2 days blog ^^

Ytd:
Ytd ndp calebreation was juz simple: BORING!! so nth to say la so boring de...
Then after sku go buy ticket then eat lunch wif siying then come home then 2+ i bathing then the doorbellring 3 times sia...then quickly hurry hurry lo...coz i noe is my cousin ma...=.=ll

Then after that me, siying and my cousin(zp) go watch SECRET 不能说的秘密, soooo super nice la i highly recommend it and encourage you to watch it haha vanessa say she watching on fri wif her siblings and she gonna buy the dvd so i wan burn from her (go get from her la, save movie money haha)wont regret watching it de..super worth it!!=) O ya the female lead ar SOOOOO ADORABLE! SO CHIO!! haha ><

Today de le:
An active volcano that erupts every few years is right by my side...always erupt when everyone gone de so im always alone during the eruption then when ppl come back, it became calm again... yea im exaggerating but it's quite true ma my mother always 1-2 yrs hav 1 BIGBIGBIG eruption(scolding) for me de lo...and during the eruption, she will remind of all the recent last time things some is repeated de from the previous eruption lol...

Here...
today ar we did hw in the morning then er tt's all=.=ll haha jkjk
K la k la following:

Then afternoon my dad came home and bathe then went to car workshop(AGAIN!!) with zp lo then i doing my hw hor my mother wiping the tables etcetcetcetcetc then she come ask me left how much hw ma then i say 'dunno' then i wan look at the calendar 的 post-it see then tell her ma...

This was when she erupted...it's lyk so small prob rite but that's not really the main thing le..she raked up so much of last time wrong la...especially last yr de almost lost in mountains incident... a lot of the incidents is i tot she forgive me le then i realise she nvr really did...

Then she say several times say i angry at her when she scold me everytime say i 瞪 her during tt time 2.4 run de eve when she say i nvr meet frens etc but i wasnt la juz blink too hard to dun let tear drop ma...few times le lo...she keep say i angry say i very rude...BUT I WASNT..

And rite, im not angry wif her..i dunno why...when she scold me ar, i wasnt angry, i was thinking through all she said and explaining all of them in my brain lol andmy tears was wetting my shirt and the drawing block(was drawing for lit)...

She got quite agitated lo saying all the chase-me-out-house again...make me so sad then say my fate was worse then this at first but they saved me but im not thankful (so im REALLY adopted la? and how was i to confirm if they dun tell me?) then say i jealous of my cousin but they rather treat him better still say my dad giv up on me le...make me feel so...upset la
O ya she also say if still dun change or sth de ar then dun tok to her le...then i cried even more..how to survive without them?

AM I THAT WORTHLESS ANYWAY?
O...wadeva...dunno la..im not angry...miraculously not haha fine play quite a while le happier ^^ tomorrow muz chiong hw le!! JYJY for myself!! haha ><

Hope it's not as bad as last time after eruption lo...after zp go back...haiz...hope all goes well...

to add:

你可不可以不要不讲BYEBYE就放电话啊，知道你生气但也要有基本礼貌嘛！不要学爸爸啦每次都不讲BYEBYE的可是他不是因为生气啦！

Im scared...

*juz finished crying(2-3 mins only) la*

Im so scared...scared tt my mother will scold me again later...she scold me twice le lo today..but of coz it's my fault la but still...

This morning my phone alarm rang i pressed once then got two more bells tt kept ringing repeatedly every five minutes...I didnt 'hear' it at all then didnt wake up coz i was real tired la... but it woke my mum then she got angry coz she ytd nite keep cough until cant sleep (how was i to noe tt?) Anyway..then she come my room at 6pm to scold me say until so serious..

She summore say wad if i dun change this habit then chase me out of the house etc de anyway juz very wad la...one tt make me most upset of her not-understanding is when she said: ''我们做工很压力了回家还要照顾你，你只是上学而以" i was lyk... wadde la she work is very tiring but she do housework for the ppl nia tiring those i no but stress?? a bit ba i dunno but HOW CAN SAY WE NOT STRESSED! we more stressed than her le la...

But tt morning she scold me so much i wasnt tt angry of coz i tried to 'understand' her stand and did not get angry over her blowing her top. Halfway thru her scolding i tried to explain, then she scold me back summore then after tt keep stress to me tt what i argue back is mean she wrong la etcetc i was lyk...wadeva la i answer she not happy i dun answer she also not happy...WAD SHE WAN ME TO DO LA see why i alays keep quiet when she scolds??

Argh but i wasnt angry either dunno why juz a little fed up then after tt ok liao coz i think she not feeling well and she very tired over work etc..

Then today is ndp celebration in sku ma so i bring a small bag instead then forgot to bring my keys out sia...then i ask her about movie tickets(was buying it juz now) thru phone she tell me she gib my aunt le later go take then scold again say wad i not guilty ar etc de...make me almost cry out la but siying was with me haha

Then after tt i buy tickets huh...i realised i cant use my voucher but i still used cash to buy my ticket...SHE SURE GONNA SCOLD ME AGAIN LA... arghargh...i really wanna watch ma summore hor, u cant expect me to waste so much of siying's time then tell her dun wan watch le wad...juz bcoz cant use the voucher then tell her sry cant watch le meh...so bad la!

But anyway i really dun wan her to scold me already...im sooo scared...i dun wan...argh... :'(
:( howhowhowhow BOOOOOHOOOOOO

im not angry

Alyways lyk tt de...they two say say say at me at same time supporting each other then what's there for me to say? So i say nth lo...keep quiet la then they keep say say i almost going to sream le la then blink my eye hard my mum tot i deng4 her then my father say i petty then they say i angry then they got angry and now house qi4 fen4 bad again...wadde la...MY FAULT AGAIN AR

sianz

Juz watched the JiayouJinshun...so sad la...haiz cried two times lo lucky parents didnt see sia...or else sure is laugh de then say why lyk tt also will cry etc i hate it, so of coz cant let them see lo la

Jinshun is Huicheng's real mother yet her grndparents dont let her bring him away when she get married...?What logic la..she is the real mother leh they got what right to take Huicheng away from her lor...

AHHH now so sadsad de my father still come bother me come irritate me.............

i am always amazed that my parents dunno how to spot my mood de lo...serious la they always dunno de la then i unhappy ar they bother me i dun wan to tok back but i will start crying coz very fed up with all the anger within me lyk tt ma so will walk away dun listen le or else i start crying how? Then they say i not happy wif them say i keep lose my temper say i disrespect them...wth la...I NORMAL THEY NOT HAPPY MUST MAKE ME MAD AR i very irritated liao le la...cant leave me alone de meh...

Haiz...what should I do? But then...i noe it will be over...as usual ma coz i always angry a while over le i dun mind le i happy again haha

But huh they huh juz lyk to be angry for long long time especially my mother but at least over bigger things la nvm dun wan say le the more i think the worse i get nvm nvm stop here then...

Today nth much in sku juz napfa inclined gdgd shuttle run cancan lo
Then lit test cancan also only write half of what i wanted to write but i think shld be alrite de coz tt's one whole big point ma...not bad la

One more thing...Im seriously starting to envy some of my frens le sia eunice specifically haha... dont understand nvm...juz saying nia..lol

Yea tt's all ^^ why ppl lyk to tok all about their day in blog? so boring..i dun lyk haha yea so end here cya ppl byee ><

recalling...

Last few days, I've been thinking about last time again...
about times in kindergarten...pri sku etc...

coz tt day go home saw a little girl outside sku gate the hdb flat there wif her sister or hueva...
she walking around doing nth look so cute then i look at her smiling then she stare at me like very curious so cute...

then i walk walk until end of the block then she cant see me then she look around then she saw me again then smile smile so cute...make me feel so n1 la to be really treated as someone 'important' or at least she cared whether i was there anot la...

ok la may seem very small thing but i dun feel tt often ma...so i really like the feeling and tot a lot about last time lo...

I think that kids...they are so innocent..they haven got in contact wif the others in the world. They do not about probs and feelings of the older ones and they play all day long,no troubles... so envious...they are so... wu2 you1 wu2 lv4 lo how i wish we can be lyk tt again...

I think that to love or to be loved (by or to ppl other than your parents) is such a blessing lo...
you have someone to care for and u have someone who care for you lol frns included la =.= yea... it's nice isnt?

I love to be wif my frens most of the time bcoz i can feel happy though not really always la lol... sometimes although feel quite...nvm cant say here frens reading de... but still, i lyk to be wif my gd frens generally =)

O yea another thing tt i had been thinking about a lot these few days...tt's about erm...ambition? lol coz sec 3 coming so i rather started to think about wad course to take etc ma...yea I wanna be a counsellor if not then a teacher lol so i dunno wad course i can take anyone hav any suggestion?

anyway i wanna take double science juz dunno which science and which humaities to take lo...a lot of ppl think double science not so gd but i dun mind la it's lyk...it's not bad wad.. i lyk can le since my humanities mostly better than my sciences de lo...

And (juz figuredthis out today) today do maths ar i realise im gd wif numbers but poor wif figures as in those shapes la lol tt's why i think im gonna score quite low for maths this yr again...die le la tt mensuration thing...zzz...

Yea I really hope to be a counsellor coz i lyk to tok to ppl i wan to have a job whereby i have contact wif many diff ppl...and i lyk to have a busy life when i dun have a time to think too much ^^

Last few days read some books(CL) then gan3 chu4 quite a lot lo coz the stories is those teenage love stories type de la then so romantic so touching...make me feel so...er... nvm lol

Yea but I lyk tt type of stories when i noe abou ppl meeting their true love if u noe wad i mean haha yea...tt's it la ^^

I'll try to post more often lo...haha cya ppl again...><

Who created vulgarities in the first place?

WADDE I WROTE THIS LE WHY ALL DISAPPEAR?!????!!! WASTE MY TIME LA... ... ... ... ...
I try to remember wad i wrote lo lol:

I hate hueva who created vulgarities in the first place...do you?

I dun lyk it when my father use the com beside me when i do hw lo...tt's de disasvantage when my desk is beside com in the study coz very irritating de la he keep as me this ask me tt how to concentrate...

Today he ask me do sth then i misunderstood his ques then go open all the images la then he angry go scold me then say quite a few vulgarities then hit the keyboard etc make me so...it's not the first time he got angry and bang things la and scold vulgar but this time it's lyk...so directed to me la last time is directed to the com when it got sth wrong de...i angry/upset mostly also bcoz how can he scold VULGARITIES at ME??!!!?

I so angry and upset la almost cry then go toilet wipe tears but cant stop =( so go my room my 'old hideout' and cry until can stop lo... =.=
That place not relly hideout la so obvious and open place juz tt it's beside my cupboard so cant see from door there nia unless turn lo i young always hide there dun let my dad find me haha very gd hideout coz he always look from door then dun look in so wont spot me wakaka

Yea then i cry until nose red red eyes hothot rest a while go use my mini mirror looklook better le then go back so started hw late lo... lol tt's all but now as fine as ever again..lol

Why i always lyk tt de? haha so fast ok but my dad faster lo he after i go back he ok liao la then i was lyk wadde...did anything happen? he can act so normal la when i was still so upset...wadde...

hu cares la...nth liao most important ^^

I hate hueva hu created vulgarities in the first place...do you?

People do change...Dont they?

Had been thinking about ppl around me...ppl do change...dont they? I realise many ppl do lo such as my pri sku best fren, some on9 frens, him and some others...
but then why do they change?
bcoz of surroundings?
bcoz of frens?
bcoz of a different lifestyle?
but do they still have the same 'personality'? this i dunno...hope so...
I dun wanna see my frens changing from good to bad from bad to worse or some not my frens but at least...ppl...yea
frenships changes too rite?
I suppose so...ppl juz change over time ma then some dont then the frenship btw them will change...it can be for the better i suppose but it can also be for the bad...tt can be rather sad for the second person lo...to see a once-so-best-fren change into 'another' person..
aiya but also no choice ma we have to continue on and not keep looking back on the past or else how will we ever be happy?
Thus, LOOK FORWARD AND NOT BACKWARDS!
Life ar no matter wad thing happen also need to go on de so juz look forward ba!


Tomorrow is NAPFA NAPFA NAPFA!
'yay' is definitely a very opposite word to describe sia...
it may be a gd test of fitness but...you know, for ppl lyk me tt can fail at least 1 thing de hor...not a gd thing obviously la....=(
i in previous pe lesson try ar fail standing broad jump and sit and reach la...standing broad jump fail by er...4cm lyk tt then sit and reach fail by lyk er...3cm lyk tt haha
i come home ar try sit up can pass ...can do 27 in a min not bad la haha
sit and reach got everyday at home prac lo hope have a bit improvement ba! ^^
standing broad jump ar i gib up le coz cant prac wad at home jump leg sure pain until lyk wad lyk tt haha so i dun wan bother about tt le inclined im alrite about it shuttle run i pass i happy le...


O ya to peifang haha wad compound thing? The compound plus compound thing? The wad nitrate carbonate sulphate hydroxide and hydrogen ion thing? Tt's complicating lo....our teacher everything also say next time wil learn so tell little bit then juz call us memorise la...!!
WHY CANT SHE EXPLAIN OR ELSE VERY CONFUSING LA! haha
but then cant blame her coz 1) it's not in the syllabus 2) we might not understand it yet
so juz so choice lo ><> you get hundred ar i go delete it lo haha coz not fair although also got ppl cheat la...haha


O ya this part to eunice de (if she reading anyway): You've a lot of frens around you alrite so muz cheer up k? ^^ Things will go right again soon! It'll de, bad patches are not tt big a patch. Even if it is, there's always a gd patch in front de haha >< THINGS WILL BE OK! DONT WORRY BE HAPPY!

lalala~

Alrite, it's quite some time b4 i last posted rite? yaya bored liao lo so sianz these days...
Everytime do work i trying my best to chiong now coz final yr muz score high enough to get back more marks ma....
But rite my lazy nature always make me slack slack de haha sometimes la but when do hw then can la BUT RITE, hope there isnt much work to do on com leh or else rite i'll be slacking lyk siao haha watch youtube la and on9 games etc de lol...lyk now la but now is finished hw le but then haven revise nia...tt can be done tomorrow since i juz wont get to play...
It's been quite long since my mum really LET me play le lo...zzz...
but nvm la com spoil so now can only use laptop so cant play audi ma...then i juz enjoy myself watching yotuube can le coz I LOVE YOUTUBE NOW! haha watch both naruto and princess hours lol ^^ miss Goong so much lo!
Oh ya now sku reopen got art ma the subject i hate most then need learn draw portrait liao sia...so sianz sure get very low de la i seriously suck at art...but juz have to try lo...
Juz finished the maths individual report so now slacking later see can print out ma then at nite going to guan yin shan again ^^
Now, i dunno whether i lyk chem anot haha although it's very complicated and difficult to understand BUUUUTTT It's rather interesting lol
But i think ms ng a bit not hapy le ba? haha keep ask her so many questions de ask this ask that lol ^^
Aiya, i dun understand ma so confusing...but then now can le ba a bit lo >< The atoms are not stable on its own unless it is a noble gas tt's in grp 8 or 0.
Thus, it reacts with other atoms to form a compoud and become stable. Then, it will not form anymore compound le...am i rite? zzz lol
Just now my dad come home ar dunno why bad mood la then go scold my mother say she tok to other men on the phone for 3 hrs then say wad she tell him about our financial things etc then say wad tok so long sure is very close de...
My mother sated to quarrel with him la coz all wrong ma the person she toking tolast nite was a FEMALE i pick up phone de of coz i noe la then they were juz discussing about those policies nia...summore i was in kitchen ma then dad come in then ver there smile meaning he was juz JOKING! wadde....make my mother SOO angry then he is juz joking..???
Then i go bathe cm eout ar till now house so quiet haha so i on music lo or else not use to it la soo quiet...

one more thing to add

One more thing...my cousin juz reminded me...
MY FATHER IS LYK SO BIASED?
my cousin come then treat him more lyk child i feel lyk a guest nia..
my cousin alwawys lyk pai ma pi say my mum so chio my father so handsome etcetc de so my father so n1 to him de...i used to be so jealous lo...lol...but hu cares le la he wan be biased then go ahead i DUN WAN TO CARE!

one thing, truthfully, i juz cried my heart out sia but didnt really heart outla =.=
i very scared tt i cant get the scholarship this yr very scared...
i dunno wad will happen, i dunno and im very scared.....

Thanks a lot eunice thx for encouraging me for the past hour! without you, i still crying de la...really...thx!! ><

who are you?

Who are you? I really wan to shout at my dad sia...since young i've never shouted at them b4 i've never even tok back b4 until lyk last yr? but also jkjk tt type onli la and they sae i tok back...BE SATISFIED OVER THINGS U HAVE!
Since young, everytime i upset over them or angry or wad i juz hide and cry alone...even if my parents juz raise their voice nia i will cry de lo...then last yr my dad told me(in cl): ' you grow up already hor become big liao ar? last time raice voice u will cry now wont liao la...' i was lyk as if lo...i still do la BUT WHY SHLD I SHOW THOSE SO NOT UNDERSTANDING PARENTS? WHY SHOULD I?
Ppl always say that parents have unselfish and undying love for their children but why dont i see it? im going crazy la...WHO ARE YOU? ARE YOU REALLY MY FATHER? ARE YOU? WHERE DID ALL TT KIND OF LOVE GO?
wadeva fed up sia...eyes still hothot la juz now in the living rm tears almost drop but they didnt see...thank goodness lo...then i come my room use com ma then really cry le la but as usual silently...
If you are feeling really tired and in de first place not in a gd mood then which usually dinner is last person wash de then i was lyk first? Then, i go livng rm le usually is my dad wash de since is my mum cook de wad...
He will go watch tv first then wash de coz he super addicted to the ''Jiayou, Jinshun!'' then today my mother call him go wash he call me go fine la i noe this is small matter etc rite but is wad he say make me feel very....i dunno how to say la...i dun feel lyk i belong to them lo...wad does he treat me as?
He over there saying: 'I help you wash the dishes can...you muz score gd results la! You this yr dun get scholarship then u will get it from me' in chinese. I WAS LYK WADDE LA HELP ME WASH DISHES VERY BIG DEAL AR? HE NOT HOME ALSO ALL I WASH DE WAD... WAD'S THE BIG DEAL???!!?!!?
summore, my parents keep pressing me to get scholarship etc de make me so fed up...im stressed enough wif the hw and problems etc etc and they noe nth of them apparently...parents shld realise their children's moods etc shldnt they?
Then keep sae muz get scholarship de...I STUDY FOR MYSELF FOR MY FUTURE AND FOR THEIRS TOO!! EVEN IF I GET THE SCHOLARSHIP, MAYBE IT WILL BE OF SOME USE PROBABLY BUT HOW MUCH? THIS IS JUZ SEC SKU! AND NOW I DUN EVEN NOE WHY I STUDY!!??!
IM SOOOOOOOO FED UP................
This is the second incident tt my dad said sth tt makes me feel lyk im not his child liao le lo meaning saying lyk help me do thing is a chore lyk tt lyk will die lyk tt my mum also said b4 la...haizzz I really feel lyk crying out loud without caring them sia...but if i look back in the last 14 yrs of my life...i've nvr really did tt lo....crying out i mean anywhere....Its very sad to cry silently too coz it would be much better to cry out loud...
BUT...I CANT! AND I DEFINITELY CANT TOLERATE IT SERIOUSLY!

Follow-up to previous

Today, I wrote the EL compo for the teen ink thing. 'my story, my life, my way'. I didnt know wad to write until ytd when i tot of my previous post lol which gave me the idea! ^^ Hope write about made a difference in my own life is alrite haha
I wrote about writing the ques on blog then some of the replies ppl gave me etc then say about my final conclusion and the change in the life ><
In the compo, the final conclusion is lyk er...half of real one but in real life im not lyk 'confirmed' about it la haha but tt's wad i wrote in the compo i eman the conclusion on how to live ur lfe ^^ Yepp way to live ur life...as in mine la haha
I write my conclusion is tt
Life is lyk a game, such as lyk er maple/ghostonline etc de. They also travel around and have frens. In the game, we fight but in real life we study. In the game, we lvl up and in real life it's quite similar in the sense that we go from pri 1 to 2 u see and those 'jobs' are lyk when you go from pri to sec isnt it?
SO IT'S ALL RATHER SIMILAR!! ^^ haha
tt's why so i was saying the way i wanted to live my life as in in the compo anyway, was to juz treat it as a game and juz work hard and study hard and CHIONG!! To lyk gain exp in game (knowledge in real) and then lvl up you see haha no la juz...it's an aspect tt i can see it from so tt at least there's a reason to live rite? a way to live? lol yepp tt's why lo...but im not sure it will be really used in real life haha coz lyk tt it's hard in the sense tt I have to curb my bad temper etc...lol im very bad at tt but I'LL TRY MY BEST!
anyone support me? haha jkjk ^^ i hope it works out anyway thx to all my frens anyway ^^ 1 more thing, in the game, the game sometimes do end rite lyk ur acc hacked or sth then in real life we die rite? BUT tt's why i 'work hard' (in compo) coz b4 you die ---or end game--- you'll enojy it rite? you'll chiong isnt it?
SO CHIONG PPL! MAKE THE BEST OF UR LIFE!
I seriously hope it works...^^

What do we really understand?

What do we really understand?
Do we really know what we are living in this world for?
Do we really noe the purpose of even surviving in this world?

Have we ever tot of wad's our meaning in life? You see...we are born then lives for multiple of tens years and then we juz..go...so WHY did we even come in the first place?
Not much use isnt it? We come then do wad we want summore our parents still dun really let us do wad we want =.= then everything comes to an end summore when u go too early people still feel sad for you =.=ll so why shld we live??? I cant solve it...anyone care to gib me some replies?

One more thing, more to flirts anyway =.=ll
What do you know about 'love'??
I am rather confused by it le anyway...
Im sure a lot people cant really give me a satisfying answer if he/she really asks themselves that, right? If you can find such an answer, then mind telling me? Can discuss discuss...help me solve this too...
See ar, some people think that like someone is wan to be wif him/her, some ppl think is to just have someone as our company etcetc...The worst answer I've got that really made me very angry ar is when i ask him 'why start stead so early' coz i curious ma...
Then he reply: 'to get experience ma'
OMG I WAS LYK WTH!
Then the people he stead wif are wad? guinea pig ar? he doing experiment ar? very guo fen lo!
Haiz...another question...

How do you noe whether u lyk someone? I used to think i noe but now...i dun think so anymore le la i dunno anything about it anymore...really dunno le...
and one last one:

How do you differentiate friendship and love?
How do you noe which side it is on?
How do you noe where's the line?
How do you stand at one side and not cross over?

Nvm think too much haha ^^ sianz..

*sigh*

lalala~~

lalalala~~so long nvr post everyone complaining liao wor~~ =.=
aiyo nth to write ma...
and to eunice: i didnt put the links lyk tt on purpose...SERIOUS..!!
These few days so sianz sia specifically from ytd nite la lol dunno why juz very very very no mood...zzzz
These few days started to watch Naruto and quite addicted hahax very n1,I read comic de b4 but only until epi 26 ma so now watch anime! ><
These few days I want to train my audi skills to last time standard, but need do hw and i have no confidence with my cousin improving so fast...
These few days i juz very no mood la keep do hw if not watch youtube, when play audi then i so lousy le sianzzz
AHH~~~SIANZ!!
Anybody have good ways to cheer yourself up or lyk vent frusfration or wadeva de ma?!?!?!?!

Paper 1

zzzzzz todae is quite sianz de la...paper 1..
english i write number 1 foolish thing de
5 and three quarter pages of crap lo!
then chinese left 1 more paragraph!!
i write number 2 and 3..common de
almost 4 pages but not completed..
my si han 2 and three quarter also
use too long time liao lo!
Then come home complete hw liao...
then do maths section a and then
watch tv and eat
then come use com copy a little biji
then use msn a lot also until lyk 10+ tt's now
then im going off le but my art is gonna fail..
wish me gd lukk.............final product haven draw..

What a day...

zzzzzzzzzz today ar is lyk orh~so nervous de coz got home ec ppt ma. SO i wanted to get to sku early but siying still came late so i didnt get to write script after tt then chiong and write sth lo but then nvm la!
Geog ar teacher talking i try to write sths on the paper lo as script since still need read from screen de...anyway geog onli do workbook nth much then home ec see ppt then dora they laugh a bit at kok wee lyk tt lo nth much la..
Recess, we as usual play scrabble :P then chinese do COMPO! But hor we no mood ma then keep ask here ask there then i didnt finish write so little de no concentration so sianz.......................................... :( zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Maths then mr lim not here again so got worksheet do..then got 2 questions a lot of ppl dunno how to do ma then take so long get answer but actually quite easy when u noe answer liao hahax =)
Science is juz mark the mcq nia nth to tok about i wan sae about el. We do about the character bank ma then mr tam read about some lo....and one of them im not gonna sae hu i juz wan sae tt, u dun have to do it until so bad rite! I doubt u even have any conscience le ba....Spoiled my mood la!
Kk mood back lo fortunately then need stay back do music then we go lab for 4 mins vanessa go band meeting so dora and me find logicfun. We ar anyhow then lucky lucky found the installer k la actually is dora found de hahax =P then installed but then no audio devices so we juz seperated and went home liao le...
Come home use com ar watch the "KO 2" or "zhong ji yi ban" so nice! It's supposed to be very comical but toda de part is so.....sad la! That stupid lei ke si so bad...so evil! =( is tang yuzhe act de quite lyk him de la but i hate the character........

Another crazy dae :P:P:P:P:P

WAKAKA! The first thing I want to sae now is that KIA QIAN SO NCIE BULLY!! :P:P joscelin sae ar if one day he become next killer sure kill me first hahahahahahx k la i so bad rite i also think so =P but now ar dun feel lyk exam period ma so relaxed..and FUN! So happy happy everydae mad mad ma sry lo kq the poor victim but i think ur chair gonna suffer more =) hahax everytime got the urge to kick in front ma hahahhax!!
Sry ppl i dun post tt often too and rite my post is messy and not in order ya so bear with me i dun wan write too good standards on BLOG hahax
Todae ar the PE IS FUN! Although it was quite tedious la..but quite fun also the feel...although quite tiring la but..it's rather nice to have the ''urge'' to chiong ahead hahax! Then yea I banged on him again lolx but then everything's over so it didnt feel tt weird anymore =) ok i dun think anyone understand tt except probably ht but nvm =P
Then after the run, me charlynn and genevieve play badminton they 2 a team lo...=( I SO LOUSY!! But still as usual la, at first DAMN NOOB then slowly better and better lol :P Then joscelin who is 'sick' be our ''net'' beside us marking the line. She ar dun look any lyk sick ppl lo NOT AT ALL! hahax she sae little bit ma hahax anyway it was so FuN!! Then following lessons ok la as usual very mad lo! Eunice photocopied our science notes from us o ya haven gib her our latest one nvm she sae tomorrow..
Anyway, science ar joscelin daydreaming again then she see wad i copy on notes then WE HAD SO MUCH FUN! Joscelin wan to plae with charlynn's tigger on her bag so rite...she 'accidentally' took her red pen then I imitate charlynn's actions and joscelin imitate mine hahax and we were laughing lyk mad lo!! I think hor we were too noisy le la even mr tan call us to keep quiet and rachel yeo sae we mad le hahax, i at first have stomachache then laugh until even worse la! HAHAX! Anyway it was fun!
Then after sku yingjun they all went geog test coz tt dae they go syf..then tt jesse was late i think and missed it. They already come back he still haven find him so he took the test after him lo lolx. Then...er...wad happened?? O ya tt i will sae next time coz cant leak it out now anyway we home ec grp go com lab do project then when close we go dora house do until 7.10pm!! yea so late rite lolx..We also keep laughing there lo hahax :P
Haven finish yet leh..vanessa finding pics then i can do animations...I am still waiting..........

A mad day!

Today is so mad hahax =) talk about ytd bdae first ba since didnt post... i was so ToUcHeD!! Siying gave me prezzie early in de morning then Gan Jie (ht) put de card under my table and it was wonderful THX ganjie!! muacks :P! Joscelin, Dora and Vanessa bought a baby piglet for me and a mini BDAE CAKE (lihui shared money too) !! and this was wad happened:
In the morning i come then they playing scrabble. Then before recess, they went to cindy side and gave me the present. Apparently, they hid it there first in the morning lolx =) then we play scrabble ma i think got free period or sth...AND rite we finish the round vanessa and jos keep sae wan go canteen le or else wad later no time to eat coz i eat a lot de i didnt suspect anything la so we went there. Cherilynn gave me the cards and a present tt she, zihuan, joanne, qian ru, cherlene and wen rui shared to buy! then i turned around and jos was ''GoNe'' lolx!!
Then a while later, she and dora came with a mini wrapped up cake tt i think they put in to the fridge or wad at the drinks stall hahax! I was so touched when i saw the little hamtaro on the cake! i like sandy (1 charac in hamtaro) and jos noes tt so ...yea juz SOOO TOUCHED AND HAPPY!! We ate up the cake and i washed the hamtaro clean then we went back to class and continue scrabble le and the rest of the dae went extremely well and mad and fun and happy hahax :P :)
And for today ar it was yea mad hahax dora kept laughing and laughing and end up crying about kok wee's actions hahax and then vanessa imitated hm and it was lyk 10 times funnier hahahahahhax we were laughing lyk mad after sku at her imitaions hahax :P
Todae i quite naughty lolx keep bullying ppl k la particularly kiaqian hahax he todae poor thing coz he sit in front of me ma :P:P too bad lo i science lesson keep kicking his chair then he keep move in front and in front hahax then after sku go push my table back and i pushed back :P:P hahax
Then vanessa dora jos and me go eat lunch hor come back rite wanted to do geog but keep slacking and fooling around until 2+ then start but at least nth done hahax :) Funnier thing is after dora go for co bbq ar vanessa me and jos plae scrabble again then after 1st round tt kiaqian came back! lolx then he tell his fren we always plae scrabble or sth i only heard the word scrabble and i said: "Do you have to say so loud?" in chinese hahax he pretend to ask his fren why sae so loud lo hahax =.= diao...
Then jos suddenly remember we need to arrange all the tables and chairs since we last person even if we didnt mess it up and tt chau zhing also didnt sweep floor! so we quickly pack up everything and went out of class giggling away..SO FUNNY! vanessa told kiaqian to arrange the tables and chairs since he last person hahax :P:P too bad for him lo BUT he did not arrange so..hu cares? anyway juz...FUN!!! hahax

Yesterday supposed to have CO celeb leh!!
Muz celebrate our GoLd ma then tt stupid rain lo go spoil things then postponed to next fri..BETTER NOT RAIN AGAIN LO!!
Then after lunch we go 2C at FIFTH storey plae cards =) eunice, yingen, tingwei and chai chin was playing then 2pm tingwei and chai chin went off so jos and me joined in lo =)
I LOVE BRIDGE!! hahax then we had so much fun =) ying en was rather ap la then eunice got upset coz ye keep ignore her then me and jos so awkward lo hahax then ying en went off at 3+ so liling took over, she also quite pro lo =)
anyway it was juzzzz FFFUUNNN!! then we all went home at 4..jos ask her aunt can bring me home anot and yea they did! Her car so nice lyk mercedes lyk tt but is rented de hahax, if i went home myself sure take very long and mum will nag so thanks a lot jos!! Thank ur aunt for me :P
Then at nite i updated my blog skin and all, and linked a lot ppl but forgot a lot also so muz tell me ur links again k!!
Then read eunice de blog...............so sad..is lyk look back at my past probs also so yea, the mood of the posts is deprssing and we all left encouraging tags at her blog =)
SO finally cheer up eunice! Shu rui tt tag is so nice =) the ppl u love most is the ones tt hurt you coz u care about them moz...SMILE EVERYONE!! :P

Comments for eunice's posts...

Eunice, cheer up k =) The problems you met are ok i experienced b4 but you muz jyjy ok? We frens are always here for you de, overcome all these! My fren told me b4, ppl dun trip over mountains it's the pebble tt trip them so you muz overcome them to cross the mountain so jyjy it's the same wif life...Ppl around you can discourage yo or encourage you, it's ur choice to listen or not though it gets irritating if discouragemient comes more than encouragement and tt's when frens come in! =) I'll try to talk to ying en k? SMILE! I dun think we wanna see you so sad...we dun feel happy either to see a gd fren being upset over so many things yet we cant help much..=(

hihihihi

diao 2 weeks liao then come back now in sku sia...=P posted and goiong coz bell juz rang hahahax!!! alrite leave for now then cya ppl! the super few number there!!! cyaa

SIANZ

sianz can, english presentation push back and back dunno is gd thing or bad la gd is can prepare, bad is i will nervous 1 more dae and nidda delay zuo wen back 1 more dae hahax cox too nervous cant think =p hahax
i very sianz lo, the art ar no ideas leh...and summore still got ''pw'' as in home ec thingy also no ideas 1 mondae 1 fri hand in =.= haizz
cher sae wan change seats lo.....dunno where me gonna switch to leh wan be in front but still wanna be with jos also la!! haiz dunno leh mr lim maybe will split us lo i dun wan later wif those guys..
and as i said in msn nik..BOYS CAN BE SO CUNNING!! never tot of lo...and boys are so heartless! how can bully girl till lyk tt de haiz i feel so upset for my poor fren leh...stupid guys hahax not referring to all la juz SOME..eg.jesse, kia qian =P tsk tsk tsk..
ok la i TRY to post more often lo i rather lazy le though last time quite often..now not much things juz tt in class damn sianz seh 1 grp 1 grp hahax
todae home ec discussion SOO funny our grp keep laughing de coz me and vanessa keep contradicting each other then keep argue lolx at last onli idea we tot of is lyk so NOT feasible lo..nid think another de la!!
k la i sianzzzzzzzzzz go do some more inetresting things IF i can find any anyway...k byee ppl (2--3 ppl out there lol)

waa 2 mths le wor...

hahax 2 mths le!! lolx so long didnt post nvm de ba also no one will come my blog so no one will miss me i dun think anyone even reading my post ba...
I dun wan chnge class but...it's not avoidable...i lyk my sec 1 class and i wil miss it a lot...haiz...my frens all dere i cant bear to leave them wor!! =)
haiz WHY MUZ CHANGE CLASS and anyway really too long didnt post le...now dunno wad to tok about my cousin juz went home todae he came to stay at...saturdae lolx little sleep these few daes lol tired...hw finish le left science dunno how to do le...=P *yawn* byez ppl stil nid do sth cyazz

so long didnt post...IM BACK

tomorrow hols haha i so long didnt post previous skin not successful hahax thx to gan jie help me change lolx thank you thank you! todae a bit sianz and tired sia but ok la sku nth to talk about except the project runway lor...tt godwin irritatin g sia call him wear the polka dotted shirt outside then he dun wan then go stage also dunno wad he doing due to de black shirt...nvm dun wan tok about it later ppl scold me lolx...then we go CO after sku arh our section instructor not here (hooray!) but hor the conductor come teach us sia but he much better than our instructor la...so dun mind but keep practice so long lor...quite fun though :p then after co...we go the stadium there de gate la then outside tower hall ma i go refill water then saw the boys at wushu!! wahahahahahahaha they using the sword ma cliffton in front most concentrate and gd de not lyk the other two guys behind lolx do a bit stop do stop de sia but ok la we were laughing outside lor lucky they didnt see us then lolx :P
then come home mum keep nagging make me soo bad mood lor irritated la then after dinner (yay) we had orange juice freshly squeezed hahax by me lolx and apple juice too then i come plae computer (auditionsea) then suddenly dc ma so come post since gan jie sae done le :P
ok I'll stop here then =) cya everyone enjoy the hols bye!

5/10/06

Today need find pics for pw so sianz I HATE PW!!!
Todae we going down for morning devotion hor, ting wei with me as in beside me then she saw aeroplane, caught it and then i think call me beat her hand la not sure forgot then forgot hu ask me why muz beat hand then I, for demonstration, also 'caught' the aeroplane and ting wei help beat my hand lol haha so unintentionally...I caught my first aeroplane haha...
Sianz lor exams coming my cousin 'undergoing' the psle haha he sae todae maths paper very easy lor can get 80+ seh so confident but his el not so confident he sae b ba coz his el usually not so gd 50+ 60+ de so all the best to him lor! He wan go same sku as his crush haha either bukit timah sec or i forgot the other one le...haha his crush quite clever de prelims get 24+ he got 20+ nia but can get into bukit timah though haha so gd lukk in this too lor...
My new blogksin nice anot arh? I first time put black de skin coz at first I dun lyk but this is ok ba...I wan put song lor one tt I think is suitable coz name is same ma...that's wad frens are for nice leh!! but sadly I dunno how to put and also no time la todae use com supposed for pw but still come post and also go msn haha but onli 3 other BOYS online sianz dao....
My history mind-maps with amanda hope she remembers to return me tomorrow or else I no need study liao and summore so messy wonder if she can read haha...history finishing revision...geog at 1C cl in sku enuf liao lor then maths juz need a lot more practise then not so worried le though drop a lot la science need read a lot leh el onli compre not much to revise too since paper 1 over cl paper 1 also over so left these 6 subjects lucky on 3 days haha...=)
And hooray for sec 4s! All the bez for their 'o' lvls...coz of them we have early 1 mth hols!!!
october 28 lor!! cant wait my mum sae if get lousy marks arh hols can most go out 2 daes 1) east coast class gathering 2) cip in library with jos if results gd hor then can go 3) shopping with jos and lihui 4) depends lor haha and summore 1 dae go out get $10 if save on some daes then got so much liao leh haha!
I cant wait for the exams to pass lor...this year is most relaxed for me liao la though I also got keep revising but at least can use com a bit and can watch tv 2 hrs at nite haha 7pm and 9pm show damn nice ma...is lyk exam on mondae hor and summore sec 1 arh so relaxed sia primary sku less importance also more poor thing la!
Todae so funny during pw have self-study, jos and lihui do maths hw ma then joanne also la cherlene practising cl de words then i go disturb her lol why they all so hardworking I cant do maths in sku de lor then forgot have cl ma so didnt do lor sianz sia nth to do cher also dun wan tok to me at last science also self-study then I start do maths no. 9 more tough jos do till dun wan do liao stop me juz finish la then SKU DISMISS!!! best moment haha at first tot dora have stay back so we also wan stay since qian ru staying then is 5 ppl rite then dora sae she not staying ma so we also dun stay left qian ru who of coz dun wan stay la nobody liao so 7 of us go take mrt (haha so many) and guess who we saw? GODWIN, CASPER and their fren sia so unlucky lor!! dun wan bother them coz todae (juz now la) very gd mood ma ok la actually not really very the rest of the ppl went chang cheng there go home i think 4 ppl ba...
Todae not really much happen juz as usual lor nth to write...
The pw hor our grp leader who is the JONATHAN dun do thing de he sae leader is call ppl to do thing but he more lyk we ask him do la summore printer cannot print comfirmed le also dun tell us so todae uz hurry the pics for the game....
We shouldnt have let him be leader sia... but nvm about tt small matter onli la...crapping ok la gotta stop here =)
ALL TNE BEST TO EVERYONE ON YOUR EOYS!!!! o ya and next year changing class...hope we mostly same class lor....and rite I DUN WAN GO 2A I wan 2B!!!! muz tell dr. boon dun switch me go 2A leh haha i dun lyk a i lyk B!!! ok la really really stop le =) byebye everyone smile! :)

30/10/06

todae is so fun!!
except the hw though....4 for geog, 2 for maths, 1 art and 1 pw and 1 cl...siao de but tt not important!
todae i woke up at 10+ lor then started my work with amanda on phone at 11+ until 2+ my mum went out haha woohoo!!
then i on the com use till 5+ shower and eat le come back!
juz now i exchanged young photos with lowe haha i didnt wan delete de haha so cute lor then he over there 'threaten' me so bad haha i love todae i shouldnt have deleted the photo...but at least his bro's cute photo still with me! tt is the cutest boy i have eva seen other than my cousin as they look alike! really very alike la anyway todae was...great! =)

1/9/06

Aiya sianz lor...nth to do supposed to be researching for home econs,geog and history but too lazy le so com post lor...
Our 1B class hor really lyk zoo leh haha!
cheryl--elephant, huiting----flamingo, clarisee----rabbit, rachel----kangaroo, brandon----(i forgot leh...hu can tell me arh then i add it in here lol), godwin---baboon(ok la jk only), matthew-----creature (no specific one haha i juz call him creature de lol, ht sae he is crocodile though haha), xinlong----dragon, jonathan----giraffe, victor----mouse, zhao en----monkey
HAHA! dun angry ok lol also not i think de some is they own self sae de ma some is lyk ppl sae de i juz writing it in onli =) lol haha still have rite...darren is wad arh forgot liao leh...ok la our class so funny haha o ya todae we having a mini debate but not so sure yet i think stilll on not cancelled lol fun lor is lowe nad brandon against me and another girl any girl wan join tell me haha and no judge yet so anyone tt is free can come be our debate de judge! it's going to be fun lol! hols ma muz enjoy ourselves lol! The topic is already decided those ppl joining will noe tonite haha time not confirmed shld be btw 7 and 10.I am looking forward to it! haha =)
Hw really lots la...maths i left 2 and a half ques dun noe how to do leh the exercise 12a de 3d, exercise 12b de 13 and 14 part 2. And summore i a lot of txtbks left at sku lor then is lyk how? history need use geog need use science need use leh home econs alos ma...
o ya home econs another thing worth lking forward to!tuesdae going to jos's aunt's house! anyway jos is joscelin la.woots...im gonna love it think of jos think of co which is horrible!!!
Both daes mondae and fridae arh both have co lor summore is whole dae leh (you noe wad i mean?) is from 8.30am to 5pm! siao de lor the sku is dazu first (altogether de) then break (lunch) from 12noon to 1.30pm. And then still have sectionals from 1.30pm to 5pm!siao siao siao de la! 'wasted' 2 days of hols left 8 daes to complete 2 prjects and 4 hw...how are we supposed to finish it? mad le mad le........
i wonder if this is going to be gd or bad hols lor he so much but i lazy do also la can go jos de aunt house but have 2 days co wasted...
one more bad thing...my printer is lyk...spoiled? haiz...science worksheet how to print?!?!! aiya i think i call jos help me print ba...and the welfare thing you all no opinions le rite? if have voice it out at tagboard i will answer de.And vote me next year can lol i wan be welfare again leh...fun lor...
tok about ytd ba...have compo exam ma then the el rite i write the 'first love' de ok la a lot of ppl chose tt ma then is lyk i write very long but the story super common tt type la so not much confidence sure get quite low de...as usual...no surprise lor but rite my cl really very terrible so short la juz nice 2 pgs onli leh...i write the easct coast de...i dunno y la i write b4 loir and wrote a lot but ytd everything forgot liao le summore so sleepy la then dunno wad to write then not uch time left ma so i hurry hurry hurry so sure very lousy also lor...sian la...
ok ht told me tt brandon is parrot while darren is dog haha. darren loyal la lol (really? lol jkjk)
i really nth to tok about le la...lowe lor write so long...shorter a bit ma one word more than me can le wad...jkjk
you all vote la is lyk gurls will get hurt more than boys during break-ups and rejection de rite?
I think so lor but the boys dun agree (of coz dun agree la...but true ma!)
Already have real cases liao lor...summore is themselves then they sae they exceptions where got such thing haha but dun tell you hu are they :p
1B moz popular gurls are lihui and huiting leh haha is lyk so many ppl lyk them lor =) ok i dun wan count them out here or else cannot go sku le coz dead...haha jkjk
And anyway rite juz now sae de debate hor plz dun take it seriously hor haha i was juz JOKING!!!! lol funny lor you all vote la =) jkjk...
aiyo I dunno wad to write lor nvm la i dun think I even want to win the champion liao la (as in no hope liao)
O YA I LOVE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL AND THE SONGS!!!!!!!!!
my fav arh is the...start of something new! so nice lor can memorise liao le onli left the rap part which i cant be bothered with haha it's nice la and the breaking free, stick to the status quo etc hah also not bad la you can go www.radioblogclub.com to seacrh try hear not bad de(if you dun believe la) and hor you can go youtube also!

how do you all crap so much?!?!! (30/8)

Haiz you all so gd in crapping lor!The longest post you can find in this page is lyk only 800+ words la and summore tt is So boring! ht first perso to try then xl won her then brandon won then lowe won then rahcel won then lowe won again then now ht won again...siao de lor then sianz todae not much thing to do so come here bloggie lor you can dun read coz you will be sleeping at the end of post o ya you sleep le also dunno end le la lol haha.
YTD so damn gan ga la...is lyk after morning devotion then eunice from 1D and CO de go mess up jos's de hair then go away le then jos arh go and mess up MY hair for lyk nth...?so i took revenge haha for fun la i messed hers up too then we retied haha then at staircase we retie ok le ma i go 'hold' her hands ok la not very tightly okok la she cant struggle out de tt kind la then reach 4th floor we were laughing until lyk mad ppl lols but we dun care la juz having fun hahas early in the morning muz gd mood ma then the things happens we reach back door of 1B rite then we were lyk 'fighting' happily LOL then I screamed hahas then the boys started laughing and teasing or wadeva you call it lor.I haven sae wad happened rite...ok la I almost knocked into him lor siao de la den summore is lyk he after tt dunno y la so lyk unhappy or wadeva you call it lor...so GAN GA!! thinking of it makes me feel so de wad...ok dun tok about it think of something else instad ba...
me these few daes didnt tok to gw so not much things to update on hahas tt part nth lor...sianz la nth to do nth to post...
this morning we go tampines vista which is lyk within walkin distance of my house...!i was supposed to meet jos and lihui and joanne dere but joanne rached earlier than me with vanessa then lihi they sae we go first so we go la...then the whole dae we lyk walk here walk dere lor nth to do juz tt me quite busy and irritated coz rite need to let the class sign on the chers' cards then sum of the boys un wanna sign lor!Is chers' dae ma...and a lot of ppl not happy of the class fuind waste so much money...but rite muz understand tt it's not all my fault and tt I tried to let you all choose 1) whether the jigsaw shld give which teacher 2) whether the prezzies ok anot lor!I also argued with wen rui on some things tt i dun think i nidda specify. Once we argue about whether to collect class fund the $1 you all may sae support her la but rite you think arh if we lyk dun collect but use same amount of $ then now left even lesser money lor so is cannot everything blame me on collecting the $1 de ok!!And the question on why we buy coffee is bcoz the teachers wan lor really they sae they love coffe lols then we cannot dun buy le rite summore mrs jain de prezzie not coffe haha. Actually I didnt agree with the jigsaw puzzle la so expensive is lyk $28.90!!! siao de but some of you all wan ma and wen rui wan also so nvm lor then is you all so weird la is some things you all wan de yet dun wan to pay how can 'dun work to get something'(translated). Muz pay to get it rite!I think that you all have the rite to know wad prezzies the teachers got la so if you are reading then see the presents below: czh---jigsaw($28.90), mrs jain---earrings($6.95) and windchime($7.50), mr yeow---cafe nove unsweetened instant coffee blend(btw $4 and $6), mr lim---super kopi-o 2-in-1 black coffee(btw $4 and $6) and mr tan---(forgot wad brand)3-in-1 coffee (also btw $4 and $6). Ok rite not tt bad BUT all 13 teachers of ours have a card which costs $1 each.very ex la i noe but no choice coz is very nice de and all different more meaningfu ma you all muz sign al leh...plz la dun make things difficult for me and wen rui la...it's not easy last time i not welfare i also dun lyk pay class fund now i in welfare i understand liao...is no choice de we also nidda pay also not we lyk rich or wad ma we so poor de lor but is need to use de now we dun collect next time need also have to collect so plz bear with us and is onli most $3 at 1 time is max la you all wan class tee rite then need lyk more than $300 siao lor so important meh class tee...you all wan also dun wan pay more ask you all pay even $1 also tough la!Now we left about $50+ onli la, if you all really wan class tee, will you all be willing to pay for it all? ht sae 1 for $15+ leh you all wan pay meh...?if you all pay hu minds making it!
Ok so plz understand us la its not easy de our schedules so full still got so much of these to handle (though I lyk la lol) so plz be more understanding k?and plz ppl lyk zhao en plz sign ur name on the cards leh...tomorrow i will be bringing to ksu then i hope you all ALL will sign on all 13 cards ok la dun so pressurize you all la at least 10 cards leh plz?at most let you all choose 3 chers to dun sign on their card de ok =) I very gd de you wan bargain rite then come lk for me lol...
Wa tok about tt tok so long miss out wad I started n...wheelbarrow race haha =) I go dere let wen rui, me, jos, vanessa and lihui sign all 13 cards liao haha we free then the dedications so nice leh some la the jay chou new song not nice de lor our class onli lyk a few ppl lyk hahas (eg,vanessa, cherlene etc) .lol.Then walk from 1 end to another then walk back to the other end i mean me and jos la we nth much to do lor then at the boys tt side rite i got let jisqing sign the cards not all though left 5 for him the other boys is after tt de but a lor haven sign so if you read this le rite i really hope you all tomorrow will sign la...
Now I dunno wad to say leh...how?This time so many ppl online lols I dun understad why the boys LOVE soccer so...so much lor...very fun meh ok la the boys sure will fan bo de hahas coz IM NOT A BOY OF COZ I DUNNO LA! gurls and boys are diferent de as mr tan said in class lol he sae scold gurls or wad rite they will remember foreva de haha but boys will forget de they dun care so much and when we see girls hold hands no surprise but boys intimate arh then ppl will comment haha is so true lor!
Tt chen ze hou rite go lose the 3 poor gurls' de cl compo files then they really hate him liao and they wont forget the incident till now is lyk so long liao they still always remind cher about it de lol!And tt time lihui got hit on her head by tt czh again hahas she also hate him liao lols and also same thing dun forget always remind US about it lol k im not complaining i juz find it very funny lol. Summore in class me and jos sometimes make lihui lyk so irritated hahas no la now dun have le now is they always gang up bully me de :'( hahas jk everytime i get up then lihui go move my chair and change seat to dere then i cant sit hahas czh warn us a few times liao le lol but we dun care de lor tt time czh call lihui move lihui dun wan move lor so have character you know lols hahas lowe reading? ok la jk or else later she angry :P hahas she dun lyk ppl tease her about it..the reason i dun think shld write here coz will cause unhappiness and summore dun see a need to either.Aiyo it's lyk how old are we onli?!??!Why you all wan stead huh im referring to gw la lol.He sae for experience lor siao siao de haha jkjk.
Sometimes its lyk dun force things im not referring to anybody or anythig ok im juz stating a fact and rite here's a gd horoscope website tt is really very true a lot f ppl also see liao and all true so...take a look ba "http://zodiacgirlz.com"boys also can go de la it's not onli for girls ok boys also sae there true de hor!Just go take a look la!
And rite anything on the welfare complaints so on de rite report to me or wen rui ok we try to help la but not giving money to class fund is really cannot la is you all wan the things ma im repeating myself again diao...ok i dun wan to be so losor la so i dun wan repeat tt liao think og something else ba!
homework for holidays rite really a lot la its lyk onli have 10 days holidays but have lyk 2 projects and 3 other hw lor!1)history project 2) home econs project 3)geog research thing& chart 4) maths go heymaths read and do worksheet 5) science worksheet print from acp tt one damn tough lor!
tok about the word 'damn' i rememer el lesson so funny mrs jain sae dun use those tired words lyk very etc. then i saw joseph pretend yawn hahas coz cher sae tired ma lols then lihui sae dun use very ok lor use 'damn' hahas!
I find myself so weird my post de order of things in wrong de lol here a bit there a bit ownself go and match lor lols match the things to the 'partner' hahas jkjk but really very messy hope you all dun mind la coz i first time write until so long and summore didnt even PLAN to write so long tt's y i in front sae you all so gdin crapping coz i didnt plan to but i started to tok a bout this and tt so very messy la plz tolerate k lol
My msn finally become newer version last time dunno why cannot lor tried few times then ytd tried again then can le then i was lyk so happy lor but actually not much difference todae went to plae audition my speaker reapired then have sound easier play I got first once juz tt once ok la twice i think once is last time hahas fun lor and asiasoft have new game AGAIN! the look lyk very childish de game i got download but havens ee how to play lol of not nice then i think i delete lor...
Todae we dosmissed arh we go back pri sku lol tomorrow going back again hahas. john, eugene, me, brenda hong, melanie, ying xuan, chew sian, siying and some non-pcs students from ahs (diao..) went lol it was mufti day and teachers' dae celebration!so we can watch performance non-pcs students dun understand wad is mufti day rite lol nvm about tt juz tt we love it fun lor every time have special themes todae de i think is indian de lols =) nice lor watch them the model de(eery year have) the special thing for chers' dae is 'praising' and presents presenting to chers!Me and siying went to ms tan(our p5 &6 form teacher)table there (she became HOD!!) but she on stage la so we left a note lols. We saw a bread on the table so we got write call her dun onli eat bread muz eat in variety and healthily lols!
I go back then I reaslised that I really miss pcs a lot!I look forward to tomorrow when a lot of my ex-classmates going back then we will tok until the security guard chase us away lol cny tt time we tok until 4+ lor then got chased hahas so funny i think tomorrow i wanna play truth or dare,hopscoth etc with them coz we last time ALWAYS play de so muz refresh memory ma fun leh!But in ahs aB now arh I dun plae de lol coz they scary la the dsare so the wad lor i sure dun dare do so i dun plae lor truth is also very wad de ma i not so da dan ok!
I went to the hopscoth there todae also and got play so fun oh gosh so long liao hahas ok la actually now feel lyk writing more leh...shall I continue??!!??
Aiyo my mother nowadays dunno wad happen lor...so bad mood de everytime then keep scold me todae da fa lei ting again lor i so poor thing she sae i care my frens more than them wadeva la haiz dunno what has gotten over her...its very terrible you know it's lyk...haiz we living in same house we belong to same family why make it so bad? And rite i told her b4 tt some ppl in class is a lot of ppl dun lyk wadeva a lot of things la then shesae the person should go think it over maybe is his or her fault ma but she also dun think la...my happiest times were those spent with frens lor coz onli they really care and understand la! My father also so sensitive cannot tok on phone with boys?!?!Can you believe it?!?!It's 2006...come on!!Haiz...terrible lor...anyway I'll end here sry for writing so much CRAP really it's all CRAp ok la I admit...bye everyone gd lukk reading and exceeding!

28/8/06

NOW IM IN THE SKU LIBRARY!!!LOL! and tt godwin rite very de wad lor so damn sick :P aiya and rite have hot news about him and sumone lol then he have 2 new targets leh!He told me le and you interested then come ask me lol hahahahhas!Todae so sianz lor...nth to do.Todae go home dunno can use com anot leh...no hw...I NOE! O ya the science!I tell my mum need to print out lor!YAY and also home ec need research lor!Summore later finish revision liao then can do cross stitch(my new pastime) lol ok gtg cya bye everyone hahas!todae pe we played badminton there then so fun so now very happy hahas ok really bye le! =)

26/8/06

Todae oral we practise so long lor...sianz prac for lyk so long then a few mins past liao -.-lll waste my precious time hahas
I very long didnt post le rite?Sianz lor also not a lot pl come read my blog so dun bother la heez todae i so happy!! and ht xl bmw and lowe compete the post length competition hahas so funny ht lost to all of them
1) lowe 2) bmw 3)xl 4) ht!
I sure cant win them de la me...I very lousy at crapping de lor sianz anyway my days also boring boring nth to tok about de ma so nth lor my life very boring rite todae keep do hw onli and a lot of hot news haha and fun dae it is! I <3 href="http://www.zodiacgirlz.com">for very super accurate horoscope reading 'experimented' and found it really true coz a lot of ppl also said so both boys and girls lol so dun miss the chance! It is a great page to understand yourself and ur frens!
Todae gw there have news...me here have news...aiya juz gd lor hahas i onli the morning was gd too.......then todae really quite perfect except another thing..oral!It wasnt gd but not really tt bad either hahas.
I todae go down get my new specs back but actually i prefer my old de haiz nvm then i go buy red bean ice hahas so nice...$1 onli so cheap also hahas things are really improving..progressing very well indeed onli tt...cherlene..tt matter is not improving AT ALL! Haiz she very...nvm dun wan tok about it here later things go worse things cant be predicted when it comes to blogging...anyway still...nvm dun care la I nth to post le leh...brandon juz created new blog so plz go my links to go his blog if you come read la of coz y always no one come read my pathetic blog de...make me so dun wan post leh...i think I wan go change blogskin liao le see which one nicer I already chose a lot then I think juz choose one ba!

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19/08/06

Heyz everybody..I so sianz now lor so come here post but nth much to write about leh...i still miss my buddy a lot !! haha ytd we went to kss!On the way there we gurls started to bomb the boys who so retarded de so long then bomb back haha we started with chio bu bomb chio bu bomb chio bu bomb the ugly boys! haha!! Then it continued for quite a while then they sabo a lot of 'couples' too hahas so fun lor we reached there rite and the nightmare began after a short while we used to prepare...
First part of nightmare:actually this not really nightmare coz juz the boy come arh we let him do the 'lucky draw thing' he take half way stop then walk to jos and go snatch her bag of paper hearts and started to take a lot lor we stopped him in time so he took aroung 6 of it then wequickly go lor =)
2nd part of nightmare: I was looking around at other 'stalls' while we walked about with our game then I turned over to my grp I saw then running about with 2 boys of kss chasing them lor!! Scary eh then jos passed our plastic bag of prizes to me then we srated running around and screaming then I passed to jos she dun wan take and dropped it on the floor the boys got it hahas they see le nth so i took back diao rite...shldnt even had run juz let them see but they scary lor keep shouting and call us let them see...
3rd part of nightmare:We walked to the canteen to look for ppl to plae coz the open space not uch ppl then a boy come we let im plae arh he go take my bag of stickers and take a lot lyk the first boy but he lyk monster lor keep take and take and take non-stop we cant stop him also lor cant snctah from him ma so no choice then he lyk take almost half of the stickers lor! Summore another gurl also follow all tt he did scary la...then our tt bag arh left not a lot le about one third ma...wan cry le lor lol jkjk juz really scary la hahas then we scared scared dun wan go canteen liao rather nobody then go dere lor!
4th part of nightmare: following is not really nitemare coz all similar...diao rite all snatch our stickers de lor!So nice meh summore got one boy he sae wan sticker i give him he sae still wan i yake again he sae wan spiderman ok i take for him then he stilll wan!!!I take another time a bit impatient liao la then he take whole packet and choose himself the gurl beside him also go take...I was lyk wadde so wad am i supposed to do...nth!!I cant snatch and cant get it back lor...the rest all keep snatch
4th part of nitemare:We dun wan go too much liao saw a boy sit at the end with nobody like very lonely so we go over there then he saw us quickly get up from chair and walk thru the wadeva thing ou called tt and hit his head said sumthing angrily used his saliva to 'comfort?' his head lol not comfort la but dun care la then walk away tt godwin keep grinning and giggling so bad lor!
Ok others dun wan sae le coz can guess de same things
O ya this not nitemare is juz something tt happened lol qian ru 'threw' godwin's pic of rachel and her frens in to the drain she sae is accidental but her actions is definitely not accidental hahas she summore sae unfortunately there's no water lol! Then time's up rite godwin took it out liao then summore dunno how he get shld be from amanda la get another of their pics lol hahas! O ya godwin's wallet tt keychain so nice dun really suit him though hahas the heart nice leh!!!<3 it!

18/8/06

YAY yesterdae didnt cry lol i mean at nite la lol afternoon have but is a little lor mum not home ma...anyway i not here tok about tt lol yesterdae the china students come...it was rather fun ok la my buddy not tt friendly cher's buddy moz friendly de lol jos's de second =) jos's and my buddied gd frens always tok de lor hahas todae more fun la we better in the sense as closer la...then we got tok a bit more lor a little la ok la overall was FUN I <3 it lor...I really miss them now leh...but they go 'shop' le lor...how...call them back arh lol hahas jkjk but miss them...I got give them prezzies and my buddy gave me a seashell bracelet lor I love it still wearing it heez it's so special and juz....nice! HAHA moz importantly is she give me de =) but we all got prezzies la the boys i dunno la though.
Juz now home econs they all helped we found tt they all know how to cook lor they so independent not lyk us singaporeans hahahahas then after tt summore godwin go in front wash and dry the dishes hahas so funny i go there wash cloth and spary him water :P okok then I b4 tt got 'send' them back to hostel at 12.30pm 10 ins late hahas but is they wan finish then go de they sae they china no home econs de too bad they didnt get to try the spagetti which was delicious ok la not delicious but nice la...=)
Hope can wear the bracelet to sku everydae lor...gd leh...BYE TAO YU QING! hahas although she not really very friendly but ok la she's my buddy and she's perfectly ok...=)

17/8/06

ytd didnt post lol but nvm de coz also nobody come and read one lor :P haiz he arh...use nick to ''tok'' to me lol i replied and he replied and i replied again lyk tt lor sianz this is a hopeless case...I very can lor 3 crisis to overcome at a time aiya I really cant tolerate it...1) obvious! 2)family 3) frens
Haiz anyone have solution...I very fed up leh i scared later you yu zheng lol jkjk haiz..........:'(
AHHHHHHHHHH now is everydae cry lor since lyk 15/8/06 la...todae go sku my eyes so zhong lor lyk got triple eyelid...

so long didnt post

haha 5 days didnt post liao lor~!Aiyo tt godwin go sae that I very _ _ _ _ _ i was lyk wadde so de wad lor he damn sick leh! Todae (15/8) rite i go school arh big surprise haha cherlene qian ru and lihui go 'design' the whiteboard with godwin <3 rachel yeo hahahaha!He arh still dun wan to erase leh lol...he's proud of it i sppose jkjk =) Todae so boring but Im looking forward to tomorrow! Coz rite tomorrow the china students arrive they not going on lessons with us yet thurs and fri then they come with us but tomorrow we miss history lesson to go 'make frens' with them first haha i mean we as in those hu looking after them me,joscelin,cherlene, lihui, qian ru,godwin, joseph and lowe.IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO MISSING THE BORING MARKING WORKBOOK HISTORY LESSON AND MAKING FRENS WITH THEM IN AVT AT 8.50am! haha me and ht write post style very different i mean i dun describe my lessons in the dae i juz either write overall and mostly feelings or wadeva else =) but ok la both gd =)

10/8/06

Today is a boring day...woke up at 9.05am then go read my storybk and sms liao heez then eat chicken rice lol(my breakfast) then on com the music and play until dun wanna stop liao hahas i do compo also but so long onli do a few lines dad come home scolded me and switched off my com...then i do compo lor now finishing le la then can plae! Hahas later go downstairs eat dinner coz mum coming home late so me and dad go eat first...sianz lor...I cant imagine my hope are all splattered...you know wad I mean...? anyway I noe of this dae but didnt expect it to come so fast and in this wae....:'(
Todae post rather short rite nth to write ma...go do cl liao bye!

9/8/06

It's national day!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! YOU'RE 41 YRS OLD TODAY! HAHAS
Today arh wake up at 1pm lor actually is my mum call from outside then woke me de lol or else i still sleeping heez then i remembered godwin yesterdae told me that rite lowe and dunno hu la go his house. He gonna tell him something....Argh!But nvm la dun care liao lor now...darren also got go and then de rest i dunno le after that he told me his response arh so funny he sae his mouth open so big then go grab his hand press so pain hahas he sae he sacrifised for me so gd fren (haha funny... :P) then he sae need yi shen xiang xu but jkjk la haha of coz la he got rachel le ma :P hahas todae so sianz the compo dunno how to do lor...
Yesterdae nite arh siying come fetch me and my mum go the wadeva place near boat quay to watch fireworks!Then we took photos beautiful lor todae i think we not going le....i dun wan go le la also not much not lyk we watch the ndp actually can watch la at home lor :P hm so todae overall is not much la but still ok quite fun i wake up first thing is cut up the stickers for kss liao :D ok so last and first thing : HAPPY BIRTHDAE SINGAPORE! =D

8/8/06

Haiz todae de 2.4 run arh ok la not really tt long lor lyk rather short leh but still can la...we ran so damn slow lor at last then i sprint...got position165 actually can 160 de but everyone cutcutcut then my time also push back...bad lor!
Then me and jos went library wen rui couldnt come coz she run le asthma attack and fainted poor gurl....then we go arh do cip lol 1hr 45mins shelf bks fun lor!vanessa and cherilynn also dere =) but they a while den go home le. we after tt borrow bk then cannot find bk for pw then we go tampines mall buy some things for kss b4 walking to de library. We search for a while but still cant find then go home lor waste a dae nth found...haiz..
I reach home arh shower le my dad let me plae com is he call me plae de lor! :P then my mum scold me sae exams coming still plae plae plae dun revise then started nagging and scolding me! My dad still happily sleeping in the living room...mum sae arh library cannot find then search in com la i sae is need bk she started nagging again then call me search! She talk so long forgot i said tt nid bk arh!!!!I very fed up now lor coz these few daes arh my mum keep so bad mood I made an effort to make it better make her smile and happier so tt lyk the family not so wad la but wad's de use she still lyk tt wad, scold scold scold i also dun answer back de lor i nvr did juz no response or walk away i noe also very rude la but i enough troubles le lor they lyk tt make me hate it more...hate the home hate life i hate everything!
Why are things so bad now? Wan to find something to vent on also cannot, cannot anyhow scream cannot hit things lol best way is to hurt myself but wad can i do la i not mad de lor now i understand y the ppl on tv show rite always hurt themselves to make things 'better' coz it's de best and onli way...especially for kids but wad can I do la kill myself meh....Nth is going well now le lor godwin still angry with me cant sumthing be rite???? =( :'(

7/8/06

hihi everyone me and ht same ytd didnt post =) anyway not much also heez
todae science lesson so sianz i keep thinking and thinking about...what else? the class so quiet at first after tt then more lively lol geog lesson...ok la not tt bad but...the boys not listening lol then mrs jain sae if he keep talking arh wan swap him to in front...oh gosh I dun wan (awkward leh...)...but i suppose not same place le coz mrs jain wont call him sit beside joanthan de lol =) gd lor then sel we discuss that katong special sku project arh the kss arh we almost done le todae all planning completed things are to be brought on fridae and done up next week as we going next fridae =)
our prizes so many lor...stickers biscuits paper hearts and stars and wad else arh...bookmarks lol a lot of things to prepare the paper hearts done liao (by wen rui). I settle sticker biscuits and wadeva la haiz so many things to do el project hand in on fri pw---- tomorrow after 2.4 go library look for the bk and kss..oh gosh stupid 2.4 run!!!7.30am reach lor wake up same time go same time reach okok de time lol about 7 to 7.15...then run liao we bring clothes go change lol b4 go library jonathan sae he cant go nvm la at most he search for the bk himself lor
lucn i think we go eat together haha gd =)
todae still have co practice the teacher not here lol then the new sl arh damn slack de lor...we total practice so little (2 lines ) and a bit of song then break 20 mins liao come back review a while then plae game half an hour lor! b4 we go for prac rite a lot of time in btw ma then we go library do el project after that 2.30pm we outside library there saw sheena and 2 other frens from cds one of them is hui ru the actress in the lan se xian ren zhang lol dora took photo of her haha then i almost told sheena but didnt but she go fan lol not fan la juz wan us sae la lol but luckily we escaped =) then on the way to co room i saw...him and cliffton they wlking up from the tower hall the the staircare at slope there leading to first floor i think dunno la anyway there la but dun care la...overall dae isnt bad! =)

5/8/06

Ok you've seen it but wad can I do?
I juz want to tell you that all I wanted is to be frens again...is it that difficult?
I've nvr wanted more....but such a simple request cant be achieved...
Being frens...is gd...i dun wan more, you've misunderstood me...
I juz wanna be frens with you again....now that you've read my other posts...i doubt you'll be reading all these more recent ones...but nvm juz voicing out...=)
hope the lh square goes well! =)

very bad dae

The dae started ok it wasnt bad it was rather gd actually fun...in the morning i went into class then qian ru and jos ran to me than i felt weird...jos wan to get container tt was needed for home ec i said will help them bring de then qian ru wan play my erhu i said no! lol then i took out my containers give cher and jos then talk i turned back arh my erhu case is opened and it is gone lol! My erhu got kidnapped heez no la jk is qian ru and cher and zihuan go take lol! Then we started playing with my erhu and cherilynn's and jos' liu qin =) until the bell rang lol!
The bad dae started during el lesson...haiz...doing research for project then godwin come ask me for blog add coz of _____________. Then i dun give ma then i go open my blog...tingwei wan see i sae nono she see the url go her com look then cheryl and amanda also go read! Then later thw boys also go there thru huiting's blog...haiz he read it...he read all the posts i suppose...o god was I unhappy after tt...was I?But home ec cheered me up lol i love practicals for home ec =) but things arent solved.... =(

3/8/06

Godwin you arh so petty de lol anyway me todae rather happy nono is very happy coz we all went mad after sku also dunno why lol shld be coz of jos ba she go mad arh we all will sure follow de lol ok la me la lol me juz now last eriod sci arh gastric pain (first time lor...) then so pain :'( but about 15mins to 20 mins ok le then me lihui and cher and jos go take a stroll walk here walk there and also got go the field there the boys playing soccer there and we were having great fun! Then we went to the canteen to buy some things b4 going up hall....me and jos made so much noise heez so fun...! Then the rest of dae go back so sianz le...
My this post much more positive than the others rite? =)

2/8/06

now more frequent write posts le lol...godwin...i tell you arh you dun think you very good and everyone is bad have you tot about yourself?You everyday onli know how to tease ppl then anyhow scold ppl huifeng is innocent and she's very nice ok...yet you sae her until so bad still go scold her with no proper gd reason but she's not angry with you or wad...dun think tt you are always rite...
Todae's not a great day...ok la actually but not really gd lor he arh(not godwin la) give out geog ws same as home econs wrokbook lyk tt still call ppl pass to me...but nvm i also call huiting help me put his science wws on his table...lol haiz...used to it le he wan avoid rite...i 'help' lor lol...jk better than brooding over it though still brooding la lol wonder if says could be better I find that nowadays i keep wondering about things...but will I eva get an answer??? :'(
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1/8/06

Haiz todae ok la nth to write about lor morning go sku as usual then lessons blabla then health check-up i no need measure backbone coz saturdae juz went to hpb but hor me too short liao and underweight still summore nutritional status drop so much haiz...then juz now toked hutiting about depressing things(actually is thinG(no s) tt has been going on for 3 weeks/1 month depends lor) 28/6 when disaster showed itself. 7/7 when disaster turned for the worse and coninued till now and no better...so life is real depressing but wad can I do haiz...Anyone can solve my problem? Any gd suggestions? And also anyone can get me out of this emotional struggle or at least make me forget him for at least a bit...?Haiz difficult rite...precisely I myself find it hard to settle the things... nvm juz hope things go well lor and hope EVERYTHING goes well for the rest of you out there...lyk...godwin hope you and rachel yeo get together...lowe and lihui (er...lihui dun angry lol), and still got who...ah!Brandon and amanda,rachel yong and jonathan, hm...still have anot arh? lol anyway hope all goes well...

haiz...so long didnt blog le

so long didnt blog liao lol and ht's hurrying me lol but I no time ma =) anyway todae arh woke up at 11am then had my lunch liao lol then play com until 1.45.Started on my revision then mum come home liao so had some dian xin b4 my shower and then now using com lor heez. Haiz...now dun sae my dae la so boring de...tok about ...
Haiz...sometimes I really wonder...I wonder why isit that boys are so open about who they like and like nvm nvm de lol gurls more few is lyk tt la more secretive ba. And why isit that some of the boys are so flirt yet some are so loyal and wad can you sae...er..ya...ti tie...willing to do anything to avoid making the gurl unhappy or wadeva.To achieve that, they do change but only on the appearance ma when the gurl dunno...they revert back...I wonder why...
And what did I do to deserve it nvm I dun really feel so sad or wad you call it le la but sometimes will juz wonder lor...haiz...hope the sun comes back...now it's half sunny half cloudy...lol...illiterally of coz and everyone njoy your everydae k? Follow my motto: Be happy!Smile always!
Though I dont follow it everytime but I try! Cya stop here...=)

16/7/06

Heyz everyone!Huiting...you call me update so i come update lor lol...jk...get into actual topic =)
You cheered me up...knocked some proper common sense into my stupid brain...helped me to understand things...explained matters to me...persuaded and convinced me that nth was too late...got me into changing my nick and persoanl message on msn...treated me as a fren...=)
SO DO YOU KNOW HU U R?
Huiting...ty...you did all the above and I am really grateful...thx a lot!I will nvr forget you..=)
OK talk about yesterdae went out with my cousins to have dinner at a vegetarian restaurant with the vouchers we bought and had some fun with our little cousin,zixu.
Today we are going back to the same restaurant for dinner AGAIn but with different ppl...my mum and me still and the ppl from the temple...and my best fren,sheila though she now start to get influenced by the christians...sad and we not TT close liao haiz...going out at 5+...hope we have a nice time!lol ty huiting,once again!=)

hooray!

yesterdae was sports dae and edc won the prize for cheering so congrats but tt's not the point for me writing hooray...but b4 i start on tt,yesterdae...I sae him...there juz once though,he walking back up to his seat after his relay race...he juz walked away actually...but nvm...todae is the hooray thing!HE toked to me again,thru sms and msn...I was happy but still not too happy or excited yet until tuesdae i see how first ba...hope it will return to normal!TY my frens hu helped me or else this will not turned out so well...

Haiz...........=( (29/6/06)

Haiz...yesterdae...I did something...something I regretted...todae...the person somehow ignored me but not really la...he juz didnt speak to me until about last half of sku...how I wish things remained lyk nth happened...how I wish...I m feeling so sad...I almost cried actually but dun tell anyone lol(though im telling everyone here...).Huiting,Lorraine and Cherlene...they comforted me and made me feel better and gave me advice on what to do...without them,I really dunnoe wad to do...so I really want to thank them...but I dunnoe how to...coz friendship things is nvr payable...but really THANK YOU!

What fun I had!! =D

Hmm yesterdae,I went out with my primary friends.Joanne, Lorraine, Elaine, Siying, Shimin, joanne's sis, kelson, dongli and qiyong.We had so much fun!Hmm let me describe that day.We met in tm at 11am.Siying brought me there, ok, her father did, lol.We went to the cinema to buy tickets for the movie 'cars'.The seating arrangement is: Sy, me, lorra, joanne,her sis, elaine, shimin, then the 3 boys.The show starts at 12.50pm so we went to shop around first.First we went to popular coz sy needed to buy some things.After that,lorra said she was hungry so we go food court.We saw qiyong walking away alone when we reached 4th storey.The other 2 boys were in the food court,eating.They seemed to be looking for qy too.We kept laughing when we saw them there coz of the coincidence.hehe...then lorra said she had no more appetite!!LOL! =D S0 we walked around,and went into a neoprint shop but the price was high so we came out again.Then elaine suggested that we go mcdonalds eat ice-cream.I didnt wan to but followed.We sat down at a table in mcdonalds and bought something each.I bought an ice-cream and shared a pack of medium french fries with sy.The boys came down after a while and sat down at a nearby table,without eating anything.Kelson came to shimin with his phone and said that yao chang called.The phone was a 3g phone!Shimin kept it in her bag and we giggled.Kelson came after a while to get the phone but of coz,we denied tt it was with us.Then he observed us from their table."Scar-ly later they all 3 come together lol,"I said,grinning.my prediction came true!They walked to us together to get kelson's phone.=DShimin denied at first and took it out.We passed it around,not planning to give it back to him,lol.=DAfter that we gave up and gave it to dongli who didnt return it to kelson.He took it and was chased around mcdonalds by him.We gurls laughed and laughed and laughed.Then dongli gave it to qy,hu was chased around too.He was caught by kelson outside and we watched,cant stop laughing.Finally,it somehow landed with dongli,hu hid it in his pocket.kelson tot it was still wif us and came again.We told him it was wif dongli but dongli denied.Then dongli came over to our side and took out the phone and put into his bag.We told kelson and he snatched dongli's bag.He was also toking on the phone so the bag was snatched back eventually.Dongli came to us again and put the phone on the empty chair beside me.I took it up and raised it, telling kelson tt dongli juz placed it dere.And he took it back.Then we set off at 12.30pm.On the way to the 4th storey again,the boys asked hu didnt finish the drumstick.It was either lorra or joanne...Kelson had finished it,the drumstick i mean!!!How disgusting lol.=D We went to the cinema there and sy shared a $8.50 combo set with me so we each paid $4.25.The coke was a large one and the popcorn was a large one too.B4 the movie even started, sy and me ate a lot of the popcorn but ate so little during the movie itself coz we were too absorbed.The movie was...excellent!Lorra at first tot it wil not be nice and wanted to watch 'over the hedge' instead.But she also liked it.After the movie,we went to century square with the boys following behind.We went to the neoprint shop which price is lower than that of the shop in tm.The boys waited outside the shop.We took neoprints twice and distributed the photos evenly.After the 2nd time,when we were waiting for the photo,I went out and asked kelson and dongli y they so patient waiting.They sae if they can wait for all of us done and walk out then they get one dollar from qy.It was a bet.They asked if we can all go out together and go in again so I went back to ask them.But the photo came out so they didnt want to go out.We cut the photo and distributed them after we found that qy was he only one lef outside.Lorra, joanne and her sis went home,leaving 4 of us here.We took another neoprint(hehez)=D.When we were done,qy was still outside,patiently waiting lol.He waited for us for more than an hour in total!=DThen we went to the bottom floor and continued looking around.Qy and his fren(we dunnoe him) waited outside again,listening to music.We were surprised...but after a while he went off and called us to sae he go le (to de arcade actually lol).Elaine received a pair of earrings from shimin and shimin bought one for herself too.We decided to look for qy in the arcade coz he waited for us very long.On the way dere,Shimin's new earrings broke lol so fast coz only $1 heez.We reached the arcade and found qy and kelson dere.Elaine and shimin were both very tall but they found tt they were shorter than kelson!!Elaine was not happy with that lol...she had been so tall ever since dunnoe when but now kelson even taller..lol...=DWe watched the boys play,till 6pm and we went home.We tot the boys not going home yet but they followed again.We went to the interchange together and took the bus home.WAD A FUN AND GREAT DAY>>>BEST! =D =P

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