Im scared...

*juz finished crying(2-3 mins only) la*

Im so scared...scared tt my mother will scold me again later...she scold me twice le lo today..but of coz it's my fault la but still...

This morning my phone alarm rang i pressed once then got two more bells tt kept ringing repeatedly every five minutes...I didnt 'hear' it at all then didnt wake up coz i was real tired la... but it woke my mum then she got angry coz she ytd nite keep cough until cant sleep (how was i to noe tt?) Anyway..then she come my room at 6pm to scold me say until so serious..

She summore say wad if i dun change this habit then chase me out of the house etc de anyway juz very wad la...one tt make me most upset of her not-understanding is when she said: ''我们做工很压力了回家还要照顾你，你只是上学而以" i was lyk... wadde la she work is very tiring but she do housework for the ppl nia tiring those i no but stress?? a bit ba i dunno but HOW CAN SAY WE NOT STRESSED! we more stressed than her le la...

But tt morning she scold me so much i wasnt tt angry of coz i tried to 'understand' her stand and did not get angry over her blowing her top. Halfway thru her scolding i tried to explain, then she scold me back summore then after tt keep stress to me tt what i argue back is mean she wrong la etcetc i was lyk...wadeva la i answer she not happy i dun answer she also not happy...WAD SHE WAN ME TO DO LA see why i alays keep quiet when she scolds??

Argh but i wasnt angry either dunno why juz a little fed up then after tt ok liao coz i think she not feeling well and she very tired over work etc..

Then today is ndp celebration in sku ma so i bring a small bag instead then forgot to bring my keys out sia...then i ask her about movie tickets(was buying it juz now) thru phone she tell me she gib my aunt le later go take then scold again say wad i not guilty ar etc de...make me almost cry out la but siying was with me haha

Then after tt i buy tickets huh...i realised i cant use my voucher but i still used cash to buy my ticket...SHE SURE GONNA SCOLD ME AGAIN LA... arghargh...i really wanna watch ma summore hor, u cant expect me to waste so much of siying's time then tell her dun wan watch le wad...juz bcoz cant use the voucher then tell her sry cant watch le meh...so bad la!

But anyway i really dun wan her to scold me already...im sooo scared...i dun wan...argh... :'(
:( howhowhowhow BOOOOOHOOOOOO