Coward!

Why am I so scared de especially scared my mother summore...but im really very scared...

After she see my result...wad will she do? I dunno...and tt's precisely why i scared ma...ahhhh

I also scared tt i wouldnt qualify for triple science la i dun wan go triple but it's so...saddening to know tt even if i wanna go in they also wouldnt accept me la.....get wad i mean rite? haiz

I will work hard and chiong back de i will temporarily quit neopets and youtube and chiong finish hols hw and all the way till after oct exams!!! JIAYOU!! cheer me on k ppl >< lol jkjk

I really really will work hard le but i think for now, it's too late la coz CA marks out le...my mother will hav to see it and...how??

Cried like wad lyk tt la in toilet b4 i bathed juz now...wanted to scream out loud but of coz...couldnt...wth sia...

And i feel so...失败(shi bai) la...cant even reach a 70% overall...the skit also cannot act well...feel so useless la...haiz...so depressed sia juz now didnt even feel lyk going back pri sku but forced myself to and quite a few ppl felt my abnormality lol (i supposed i was too noisy usually..)

Anyway...yea i die also nobody care la...wadeva lyk i will commit suicide...a useless coward lyk me dun even have the courage to do so...not when i've decided to catch up in my studies...