2 days blog ^^

Ytd:
Ytd ndp calebreation was juz simple: BORING!! so nth to say la so boring de...
Then after sku go buy ticket then eat lunch wif siying then come home then 2+ i bathing then the doorbellring 3 times sia...then quickly hurry hurry lo...coz i noe is my cousin ma...=.=ll

Then after that me, siying and my cousin(zp) go watch SECRET 不能说的秘密, soooo super nice la i highly recommend it and encourage you to watch it haha vanessa say she watching on fri wif her siblings and she gonna buy the dvd so i wan burn from her (go get from her la, save movie money haha)wont regret watching it de..super worth it!!=) O ya the female lead ar SOOOOO ADORABLE! SO CHIO!! haha ><

Today de le:
An active volcano that erupts every few years is right by my side...always erupt when everyone gone de so im always alone during the eruption then when ppl come back, it became calm again... yea im exaggerating but it's quite true ma my mother always 1-2 yrs hav 1 BIGBIGBIG eruption(scolding) for me de lo...and during the eruption, she will remind of all the recent last time things some is repeated de from the previous eruption lol...

Here...
today ar we did hw in the morning then er tt's all=.=ll haha jkjk
K la k la following:

Then afternoon my dad came home and bathe then went to car workshop(AGAIN!!) with zp lo then i doing my hw hor my mother wiping the tables etcetcetcetcetc then she come ask me left how much hw ma then i say 'dunno' then i wan look at the calendar 的 post-it see then tell her ma...

This was when she erupted...it's lyk so small prob rite but that's not really the main thing le..she raked up so much of last time wrong la...especially last yr de almost lost in mountains incident... a lot of the incidents is i tot she forgive me le then i realise she nvr really did...

Then she say several times say i angry at her when she scold me everytime say i 瞪 her during tt time 2.4 run de eve when she say i nvr meet frens etc but i wasnt la juz blink too hard to dun let tear drop ma...few times le lo...she keep say i angry say i very rude...BUT I WASNT..

And rite, im not angry wif her..i dunno why...when she scold me ar, i wasnt angry, i was thinking through all she said and explaining all of them in my brain lol andmy tears was wetting my shirt and the drawing block(was drawing for lit)...

She got quite agitated lo saying all the chase-me-out-house again...make me so sad then say my fate was worse then this at first but they saved me but im not thankful (so im REALLY adopted la? and how was i to confirm if they dun tell me?) then say i jealous of my cousin but they rather treat him better still say my dad giv up on me le...make me feel so...upset la
O ya she also say if still dun change or sth de ar then dun tok to her le...then i cried even more..how to survive without them?

AM I THAT WORTHLESS ANYWAY?
O...wadeva...dunno la..im not angry...miraculously not haha fine play quite a while le happier ^^ tomorrow muz chiong hw le!! JYJY for myself!! haha ><

Hope it's not as bad as last time after eruption lo...after zp go back...haiz...hope all goes well...