Meixuan: Prejudice

My cousin has two daughters in primary school. His oldest daughter is second in level while his second daughter is only above average of her peers. My cousin often treats his older daughter better than his second daughter in small and subtle ways. He likes to praise his oldest daughter in front of our family while not saying anything about the grades of his second daughter. He is also more lenient in punishment towards his oldest daughter than second daughter. For example, when both sisters get into a fight he tends to scold the second daughter a wee bit more than his oldest daughter even though both are equally at fault. He is obviously bias towards his older daughter. As such, whenever I see him I tend to be less respectful as I am unable to respect a prejuiced father.

I strongly believe that as a parent he should be fair and unbiased. My father treats all three of us equally. My sister is in Dunman High while my brother is in Gifted Educational Programme (GEP). I am only in Anglican High and have the lowest grades among the three of us. However he is never biased and treats all of us equally. Sometimes my sister and brother get more attention from relatives because they have better grades than me but I do not really care about them as long as my parents are not prejuiced. But still to make me feel better, I think of them as ignorant backward fools.

SEL Reflection- Prejudices (:

I have been the shortest girl in class since young.
Till now, I am still the shortest student in class, as everyone knows.
I remember vividly that my friends used to tease me very often,
such as when I was in Secondary 1.

I was in Class 1B'06 of Anglican High School.
I had a classmate named Godwin,
who loved to tease me and my friend who is quite fat.
Everytime he saw us, he would make fun of us.
It was not the first time I was teased because of my height.

As I grew up and matured over the years,
I started to take these in my stride and now,
I could not be bothered with the teasing anymore.
Furthermore, the teasing had decreased a lot.
Only my friends tease me nowadays.

Another incident of prejudice I remember is positive, fortunately.
When I was in Primary School, my Chinese Language was
relatively good in the class, especially when I was in Primary One.
My teacher was quite biased towards me.
We were given exercises to do during almost every lesson.
I was one of the first to finish the exercises
so the teacher told me to sit on the bench at the front of the classroom
and watch the other students. I was told to
take down names of students who were talking.
I was sensitive and I could tell that people disliked me
because of the bias shown towards me.
However, I did not mean it at all.
Till today, I still do not see why they were unhappy at me
since I was just doing what I should be doing.

From the above-mentioned incidents and
several other incidents of prejudice,
I have learnt that there are many types of people in the world
and some have characters that I do not understand or even disliked.
There were people, maybe a lot, that disliked me if not hate.
However, I should bother about anything they say and
I should not let anything they say affect me.
They can have their opinions about me.
I should just take in what they say and
change myself to become a better person.
If I think that what they said about me is not true,
then the more I should not be affected by it.

Founder's Day

Today is AHS Founder's Day!
8.30am reached sku. my clique de all haven come yet
so yea sianz lols all so late de -.-
but after a while char came then meixuan
shuting quite late today lols we go assembly tt time
then saw her walk up lols~

it was damn hot la in parade square
everyone hiding from sun haha
all sweating lyk mad la...anyway after some toking
walkathon gng to start le then dr boon wan us do countdown
then until 1 le hor
she pull the pop thing then FAIL LOL
so funny can hahahaha then mr hoo help her pull
then pop! haha
then walkathon started
waited at staircase for my JUNIORS
then walkwalk tgt
SO FUN HAHA

during the walk we had fun lor~~
jewel they all sang a bit of CO songs
i asked eunice & weiling abt some names they given
according to the percy jackson series
quite diao la but a bit humourous
coz some charac very lame la
they make sam a MONSTER HAHA
then weiqian is Hades lor haha yea funny =P
aiya anyway it was fun haha

then after tt go bk sku liao. was given a bottle of drink
and an apple~~the drink was VERy gasey,fizzy
but quite thirst quenching
tasted lyk...H20?100 plus?kickapoo? haha dunno la
we went concourse sitsit
sam n bel n kiwi went sit parade square
then jewel they all go scream sam's name leh
SO FUNNY haha everyone staring la haha
then they joined us and we sat arnd there
called char and meixuan they all
they at staff room la o i left my juniors
go meet them go back classroom
then we decided to go hav lunch at Mac
although not hungry...
well i hav cca so need fill stomach till 5~~

i only ate strawberry sundae and a small fries lor
in the end coz rly not hungry ma~
then we went back sku la
go bk class. they played taptap agn.
i won meixuan in a lot of rnds lor~
they always brag at me coz always win me
but juz now i won HAHA so happy la~ =P
then after tt we went go hall for prize giving thing~~~

i slept for quite some time la while the ppl toking
a lot speeches. very long summore
sianz lor n me so super tired la
so yea nice nap i had =P
after tt hor prize giving
we screamed when char went up! haha
and also when mr hamdan went up take our incentives!
HAHA MONEY for A1s~!! cool haha
i think i can get 20 or 24. char get 28 or 32 leh~
so nice~dunno when cher will giv out haha

then after tt hor, shuting n meixuan ar
keep make 'act cute' faces at me can
SO DISGUSTING HAHA
then i keep hiding from them
dun wan see their faces haha
very e leh~~~haha tsk irritating =P hahaha

then after tt we went indoor sports hall
to watch sports spectacular
VERY COOL!! i love their performance la!
so nice can! coolcoolcool
table tennis first. not bad la haha some very pro =D

then wushu-- DAMN COOL
i think they damn pro la so nice =D=D

then badminton,netball,softball
ALL SO NICE HAHA
i so love the sports spectacular
last is basketball-- very nice also
their 'match' was DAMN funny
mainly bcoz one of the commentators is Xuanjie
haha his voice so funny la
and so obvious he reading from script can
1) his tone la 2) we could see him at one corner haha
holding script -.- lols! soo funny la
then the way he say ar is slowslow de haha
shuting say lyk lao ah pei LOL
then the referee is student act de very alike
then they very act la =D so funny haha
then finale all come in lor
yea and ya la ended then we went bk class take bags

then CO! didnt rly do much. go at almost 4 then 5 dismiss le
bel brought a soft toy froggie go sku!!
SO CUTE then i was being damn childish wif the frog haha
but quite fun la. well it's more fun when im childish
lols im happier when im childish
but im only childish when im wif my juniors lols~
heez so I LOVE MY JUNIORS =D=D

then after co i walked down hill wif them
took bus home wif sam,fish n kiwi also.
nice day (: heez~

hellos ppl (:

Oh ya 2 things forgot post =D
Monday my new fridge arrived!!
haha it's quite huge...well compared to my old de la =P
old one was pretty small. had 2 doors
this hav 3 doors lols. (:

yesterday presented on Mas Selamat le
Cher say interesting topic haha
but then he,char n meixuan all gav same comments
-no eye contact
- monotone lols
well at least i made it thru without much stage fright..for once
hate having stage frights
but coz ytd i wasnt sure whether was my turn ma
so didnt think abt it tt much lor
hence didnt hav the time to start getting frightened haha
but i felt my hands tremble a bit lols
well it was fine =D=D

tmr founders' day~
o ya they planted 'cows' on the grass patch near parade square
tt patch is said to be ms cheong's land
i dunno why haha =D
well anyway founders' day...they put ribbons and plants in the corridors le
agn...always those stuff
dunno wil hav balloons anot..
tmr got walkathon!! no sku!! bt got cca!!
late sku!! 8.45 reach sku. cca till 5.30.

today gng to play~
then tmr do work...i hope lols.
still haven do poem sia
and got history hw
and then need do revision le
brought home chem tb and hist for hw

finished 1st bk of percy jackson series tt eunice lent me
2nd book finishing
wan finish by today so can return her tmr
it's not bad leh haha quite nice =D=D

sianz these few days few ppl on9
nobody play wif me lolssss~other than bel ytd haha

haha!

Juz now played audi wif bellyyy!
so funny la =D=D

we played "Black Cat"
CAT SONG
then "Dance Fish"
FISH SONG
then "Liquor (sth)"
JUICE SONG
then "Hope Of Spring"
bel say spring got leaves n ant LOL
then "It's Raining"
WATER SONG= MY SONG
then "Revolution Of Action"
bel say action=heart -.- LOL
then "Romantic Cat"
BEL SONG AGAIN LOL

haha so fun =D

hi.

Hi.hi.hi. zzz

today had a coughing streak during the
morning assembly lor lols cant stop sia
then popped a strepsils into my mouth
but still keep cough then borrowed carol's water
drank a bit but still didnt stop
then juz keep try to stop la then juz cough cough
until finally calm down a bit easier to restrain lols
very de irritating can lols...
then reading period also lyk tt leh
then class so quiet while i keep coughing
so i go toilet to cough finish first then go bk class
lols dun wan disturb their reading ma lols
lucky only morning keep cough la...
after tt nvr cough much le lols thankfullyyyy

after sku...no time for lunch de then shujun say
no one go 85 wif her so she didnt but instant noodles
for us lols so yea nvm la luckily after tt
zhenyi they all let us go eat till 3.15 lor =D
but so diao can..a lot ppl 3.30 then go CO room!
i shld hav juz dun care n go eat first lor...

CO was quite fun haha. huixian keep disturb me
so i keep gng 'i hate fishes' then i was telling her
i shall call my mum to cook 10 fishes today heez
haha then she sit at my seat while i sat at yuxuan seat
coz wenxin moved to the seat beside yuxuan
aiya so confusing anyway i btw wenxin & fish la lols

we quite noisy today lor and CO was pretty slack =P
after 3.30 then start but 4.30 dismiss le lols
mostly prac feng. chan ge only played once lor haha
halfway thru saw sam reading so go seesee

first sentence:
"I love you, Dina"
HAHAHA so funny
then i read tt out to her
then she also laugh haha
after 1 para then got:
"I love you, too."
HAHA lols very funny la
then i was lyk:
sam sam why reading r-rated bks
haha then she say not la only ily only~
haha anyway im a gd joke-teller so ya
the actual situation was a lot
funnier than the way i say it =P

today juju so emo~~
only tell fish wad happened
nvr tell us~she say can ask fish de
but fish dun wan tell me~~

after co dismiss ar ju started crying leh
so sad! then we all console her lor
w8 for her cry finish, giv her tissue etc
then after tt i went toilet wif her
saw sam n fish inside also
then we 4 over there camping haha
all without shoes summore
sitting on the toilet floor
having fun actually haha
made sam try deciphering msg-es
using numbers used to sms the msg
quite funny coz sam very slow haha

then ju cheered up a bit after
a LONG while haha (:
after toilet camp
we go bk co room outside there
then so funny la
we go knock the door
then bang the tables outside haha
damn funny can =D haha
then made so much noise la
after tt we go take 1 table n a few chairs
go block co room door! haha
but they could still open it la
it ws mandy haha =D
then after tt we put 2 tables outside lols~

then we go the door in the alley there
go in take our bags out first
preparing to zao if they come out
but we didnt get to leave totally
when lee jing opened the door quite..
successfully haha
but some chairs dropped onto the floor lols.
then we stood at the other end and took pics
of leejing n mandy putting bk the tables n chairs
haha humourous and fun =P quite evil haha

then they went in so we go bk there agn
fish n jewel suggested dng tt agn lols!!!
so we put 2 tables stacked up together
but quite easy open lor lols
this time is zhenyi then me n ju
who moved the tables go hide at side of alley
she saw then was lyk: so childish~! haha
then she say i 16 yrs old still lyk tt haha
but i not mastermind lor juz accomplice =P
haha then fish suggested tt we put an angle
tt means dun rly block the door directly
so when they open the door ar
it's lyk nth outside but when put further
then can tell got tables there haha
at least we wont block them much n can
go home le dun need worry they cant get out
haha =P yea
then ju more cheered up by then la

then we walked to main gate lor
ju's parents come fetch then me,sam,fish
walked down hill take mrt together
quite fun haha outside the gate ar
fish shouted at the cat which bel loves haha
she was shouting: TOO BAD BEL NOT HERE x3
haha so funny
then after they tried to trick me
with chan ge ma. very lame la lols
i didnt get tricked la but they say bel got tricked
haha sam say bel is plain dumb haha =P

then after tt i took pic of them
talking to a leaf each as if it's gen haha
also recorded a bit haha =D
then we took 293 home together lor
hope ju feeling better now le.. (:
SMILE JUWEEE~

juz now after dinner ar
my mum wan go dunno whr
with my aunt to see line dancing
then hor my dad sotsot la zzz
crazy de lor...........................
so say wad go le dun come liao
then say his fren's wife ar
go line dancing then in the end
had an affair with a guy there...
wth.
wth.
wth.
how can lyk tt say my mum la
then say until she so cheap can
zzzzzz damn spoil mood la
he say my mum always go coffee shop
with her frens go see the guys there..
wth can.......zzzzzz and there all uncles la
mum whr got so bad taste =P
but tt's beside the point
he's sooo super insulting my mum
damn it la.
crazy de
sometimes so nice sometimes lyk tt
rly damn mean la~~~

then my mum call me record 8pm show 4 her
then my dad call me dun -.- lols
then my mum hor so evil
go join my dad make me disappointed
go look me so fiercely n lyk scold me lyk tt
say if i dun record then i know...
so dun trust me...
im supporting her lor................................................................................................

P.S. o ya and im so TRYING not to
change myself to accomodate others lols...

emooo

i realise i nvr rly emo much this yr lols
but still will think a lot la...today a bit more emo
but my frens ar all very...lols cant tok to them
abt these leh...how? lols dunno la~i shld juz
stop thinking so much
it soo doesnt help anything
but i wan to think...wan try to solve it
wan to get rid of it...for good lols
i dun lyk it to keep buggin my mind...
how?

i juz now WANTED to be emo
help me think things then shuting keep
sms-ing me then i lost my train of tots
now cant get it back...lost in Sahara Desert
or maybe the North Pole liao la~
anyway next time then think la -.-
it will come bk to its home soon...

MAS SELAMAT

I have decided to present on Mas Selamat
instead of the Khomeini person le!! tt person
not interesting dE~~lols ahhhhhhhhh
haven do chem poem and ss ws!!
chem ws and phys ws left in sku!!!
HOW?!!?!!

Decided that i shall giv all my juniors presents
only at farewell party this yr end!! syf tt day
not giving yet coz dun think enuf time to
prepare all and haven save enuf money yet~~~

I LOVE MY JUNIORS

Yesterday went tm coz tingting
wan buy a converse bag then after she buy
then we left tm to go expo.
mum n aunt wan go robinsons sale~
yea but quite sianz la lols we went food court
eateat and then went food fair first
then go robinsons de but then tingting dun wan shop
so i go food court wif her to w8 for our parents
bought carrot cake to eat but not very nice haha
then had to keep from my mum coz
scared she scold me for buying ma
coz b4 tt she was saying tt one so ex lols
then after they come bk they buy something to eat
then we go bk tm coz they wan go courts see fridge
so me n tingting walkwalk on our own first
then after tt left and went home lols
i wasnt feeling very well the whole day la
nose uncomfortable, throat also so sianz lor~~

then go home bathe le take temp
tt time was i think about 37.4 ba...
then after that rose to 38.2 then ate panadol
after tt ar i use iPod went see blogs of juniors =D
then i was so touched!! =D=D

thx juju and mandy for including me in the
seniors u will miss after sec 4s leave (:
will miss all of u too! i will go bk often de!!
and im sooo proud of my juniors esp erhu de
i can see tt all of u are putting in effort to jy (:
and u are all rly rly improving fast =D
JIAYOUUS! i dunno whether to look forward
to syf la...it will be great if we get gold or gold wif honours
but it would mean farewell leh...
how? 1 more mth only~exactly a mth from today..
april 20. syf. farewell. haiz

i wan buy presents for my wonderful juniors!!
but i dunno wad to buy leh...dunno wad u all lyk..
tell me can? giv me some suggestions?
u dun tell me i also will buy sth so might as well
tell me wad u lyk then i buy sth u'll lyk lols
belbel de easiest to settle. vivian also
coz one love stitch one love eeyore lols
the rest leh? tell me wad u all lyk!!! =D
I LOVE ALL MY JUNIORSS!!!
Juju, Belbel, Sam, Fish, Wenxin, Wanlin, Vivian,
Mandy, Shujun etcetc!! muz rmb us seniors k? (:

wad a bad day haha

yesterday CO camp ma =D
went PAS see mirror while prac
then go classroom watch videos of some
performances of other skus for taifeng la
then went prac agn
then after lunch got games!! =D=D

Was quite fun =D lols well other than the fact
that our flag got wet in the FIRST game
thx to the two stupid guys who juz didnt wan
to cheer along wif us...make us lose lols
but the game was cool!! test IQ de haha
but our grp was DAMN slow hahahaha
super funny la coz they explain lyk 3-5 times
then we finally managed to finish it =P
then due to no cheering ar... we lost and got wet
...VERY super wet la haha
esp me coz i huggin the flag protecting it haha
since aim of game is to get dry flag at the end of it

then at the 2nd station also got pretty wet
and shujun got her hair washed by us hahahaha
poor her la...2 grps compete see hu make most foam
then we won haha =D=D heez we not bad rite
haha can go salon wash hair le hahaha jkjk =P

3rd station similar to dog n bone...
but not same lols coz 1 grp one person run out ma
then 1 person muz take the paper the other take bottle
then person wif paper muz run to the other grp
person with bottle muz wet the paper the other is holding
in the end all chiong for paper only haha
hueva take paper wins de lor haha coz easy to protect ma
then i scraped my toe lols against the floor
got a cut. quite a thick bit of skin tore la
b4 i tore it out ar it looked quite disgusting haha
but tore le look much better but very red lols
flesh ma...ya then i left the game lor
after that shujun and jolyn ran into each other
and fell lols shujun was unscathed but jolyn hurt
she scraped her knee and a lil bit of her toe n hand
then shujun was lyk suuppperr guilty haha
she kept apologising to jolyn lols
then she bring us go wash our wounds then put plaster lor...

4th station is to memorise a row of mahjong tiles
then 1 person from each grp put foot into pail and
try to take the mahjong tiles out then the rest arrange
first grp to get it right wins then we draw la so do 2nd rnd
then they won lor lols during the game ar
water keep spilling out of pail ma then my wound was hurting la
but then small thing la...it's just a toe no fuss...
anyway we got sprayed lyk crazy agn
me protected the flag sacrifising my clothes haha
very wet but fun and we managed to spray a bit bk at them
hahaha snatch their bottle spray back but to take flag
and do tt at same time not easy ma stilll....sweet revenge =D=D
hahahaha had fun =P

then all went back to parade square lor
all grps play a game today then in btw keep get sprayed
then we cannot move summore lols~~~
but still it was quite fun getting rly wet haha
our grp was winning de then i cut my SAME toe agn lols~
well my slipper lousy ma then when running
my feet will keep slip off the slipper at the side
so keep tio cut lor haha suay sia

then i left game then the 1st person in row move bk
then in the end i also dunno hu won
but i think not us lols then after tt got CHAOS HAHAHA
everybody spray water at EACH OTHER
the station masters aka seniors got sprayed most
OF COZ sweet revenge ma hahaha
well juniors also got quite a lot
those who were dry b4 tt all wet le
no one was left dry except a few of us
coz i resting my toe dun wan get it wet
and one more junior dunno why cannot get wet

in btw ar another junior injured!! lols
genevieve la. she cut her nail! toenail.
cut a bit..lil bleeding lols see! wad a bad day haha
then after tt some mahjong tiles drop into drain
then our hero hongwen went in to get them bk lols
quite funny haha coz everyone was surrounding her
watching her step into the drain and then bend down to take
hahaha but she tall la so wasnt much trouble
if is me ar i go in ok but come out will take some time
haha =P well overall it was fun heez
nice camp we had (:(:(:
hope got overnight one in june!
tt dr boon ar better let siaaa if we get gold or
even better, gold with honours ar
she BETTER let us!!! hmph
ms cheong esp ar...scared she dun let leh
overnight then fun wad...though showering very
troublesome la...but still last yr le leh
I WAN MY OVERNIGHT CAMP!!!

today prac agn combined self prac
lunch then sectionals self prac...
was quite fun amazingly heezz
sectionals self prac tt time ar some of us
from different sections combined by ourselves
to prac lols was fun =D got dizi, liuqin,erhu,sheng
then qingkang go take cello to try but
he dunno how to play much la haha

then after tt watched video of our camp then
went church carpack take photos lor
yea but many went home le~~~
the video was soso actually haha =P
last time camp de nicer...lyk more touching?
lols this time de quite plain coz more of juz simple
listing things we did in our camp and stuff
not much others lor but then wad else can there be?
haha i dunno la also dunno why last time de nicer...

anyway i wan re-emphasise my point...
I WAN OVERNIGHT CAMP!
co de!! u all wan ma?? =D=D

my arm~

My right arm ar aching more than ytd sia
sooo pain!!! cant hold it straight la~
zzz my elbow T.T i didnt rly do much tt day
wad...rite? lols dun think hav la
juz some training the most i did was
probably jump lols after the training
play badminton a while only wad
rly nvr do much ma why my muscles
rioting sia lols T.T

freeee~~~

Mum went malaysia with her frens! lols
went this morning will be home tmr (:

waa my muscles are achingggg
both joints on both hands...
shoulder and elbow...leg also!!
stomach also and my BACK!!
ahhh so pain sia ytd strained a bit over i think
did napfa training..but actually not a lot ma
too long nvr do le la...
and my standing broad jump!! oh gosh
sure gonna fail it...sianz
I WAN PASS MY NAPFA!

oh and realise wad i knew abt my on9 fren
few days ago was NOT TRUE lols
cheated apparently...but nvm
it's a gd thing it's not true...
i DUN WAN it to be true lols
=P watched 6 episodes of "heroes" today sia
wasted a lot of time...haven do work
got lots of storybooks to read also
revision as well...not touched yet lols
gotta force myself to work SOON
b4 and after my camp...

the pig is here (:

I realise Im eating a lot sia even though
i supposed to cut down liao le lols...
sianz sia so fat le!! T.T haha

weekend bites supposed to hand in
after hols de so i didnt do...
then ytd suddenly say need hand in tmr~
so today chiong lor..need do until week 9 leh
i was still at week 5 but now at week 8 le
halfway thru...got my 2 lists le but haven
write the narrative yet lor. dun rly feel lyk writing
well...quite easy la the other weeks
but narrative...im not gd at it...
and then next one is speech!!!
worse still...lols summore as a Principal leh!
will hav to start writing le...

history presentation ar i think i miscounted
coz today is joseph then jac say hers is tmr
so mine is after hols haha~
then the pig here will of coz not do yet...
though im halfway thru le la.
hols quite a lot of work le leh then CO going
to have 3-day camp!!! no overnight la
but still....3 days gone le!! T.T
mostly practising only. quite sianz sia
and the worst thing is i doubt will have cher...
later all is qingkang conduct...lols
well taifeng needs prac la for the juniors
we ok la not too bad =P but then the juniors ar..
PLZ DOO TAIFENG LEH!!!
it's impt lor and it is tt diff if u follow music
so yea jiayouus CO!! and all other pa groups (:
jiayouus for syf!! =D=D

P.S. add on: i juz got to know some shocking news
about my on9 fren...oh my
im so super shocked...haiz...

Term 1 Assessment

Today got back result slip for term 1 le~
it's not bad la lols better than xpected
coz didnt expect high ma lols

overall avg got A1 then L1R5 was 7.
but my el got B4 haha. as usual la~
then coz char went competition le ma
so i checked her slip for her lor
haiz...her results ar...so high lor
only her el not so nice only
but still is a B3 lor...the rest all A1
except hcl A2. so her L1R5 is 7 also
got 4 subjects above 90 marks de leh!
lols~im lyk broadcasting her results haha
anyway she so pro can...smart la~
first in class agn i think...
well get use to it la...lols smart is smart
nth i can do haha but i somehow
got motivated so go set my goals for
mye liao hahahahaha but aiya useless de la
not lyk i will rly bother lor...juz for fun de haha

haiz today muz prepare for history presentation!
SO SUPER DUPER SIANZ
sorry for repeating this so many times
haha but juz...im rather irritated by it... =P
haiyo i sure nervous agn la b4 go up...
zzz stupid stage fright la...
and will bore everyone early in the morning lor -.-
Ruhollah Musavi Khomeini...
anyone noes him? he might be ur fren or sth
lols...ewk so creepy if he is...coz he's dead
ee im freaking myself out -.-
aiya im gonna tok abt him on fri!
leader of Iran...last time lols...bad guy! =P

EMO PPL

Why everyone so emo recently? T.T
namely jewel, shujun, bel, sam and jos
lols some not very la but a bitbit haha
why think so much? o.o lols
is lyk...the world IS complicated..tt's true
BUT thinking too much will make it seem
EVEN MORE complicated leh
then make urself stressed..
and emo...and unhappy..
for wad? -.- lols juz smile (:
Got any problems can share wif
ur frens and mememe haha
we'll all try to help if possible
or if not then at least a listening ear ma :)
better than keeping all to urself lols
and sometimes ar taking things
just as they are is much better
dun make life difficult for urself ^^

lyk juz now tok to jos at the pedestrian
crossing in front of ur block ma
(A LOT OF MOSQUITOES SIA!)
then we were lyk toking abt lots of stuff la
then jos was asking lyk:
why do we live and tt type of stuff la
i tot abt them b4...but ended some time ago
well...even if u know why we exist also no pt
wad will u do wif tt knowledge?
lols u at most will understand sth new ma
not very useful lols not necessary la
and cant find a definite answer de ma
got religious answers ba but which are real?
you wont know...all say theirs rl wad~
so why think so much? we live so we live

juz tt how since we live for some time then
will die liao hor then why work so hard?
why not juz live happily and enjoy ourselves?
lols i dunno la. for me, is coz parents push ma
i nvr ask them b4 coz dun wan make my ear suffer
lols i think they focus too much on $$ lols
happy can le lor actually ^^ need $$ la but
no need THAT much rite
enough for living and a bit more is fine wad~
haha ya la anyway lyk manymany ppl say
happiness brings u thru a day,
sorrow brings u thru a day too.
why choose sorrow over happiness?
of coz MUZ HAPPY MA
MUZ SMILE MORE DUN EMO!!

PPL LAX AND ENJOY LIFE
not easy la as kids coz we cant choose much nw
but juz as much as possible la
lyk things we can choose to be upset/happy abt
those we cant control......we cant control lols
so even more dun need think too much
let it be as it is ba ^^

haha wad's this post sia lyk some
psychological lecture from a non-professional person
sort of la actually haha =P
ok end with this: SMILE ALWAYS, BE HAPPY~~

OH YA I REALISE FRI GOT SKU!!
lols walkathon is after hols T.T
so i muz hurry do my history le!! sianz~~

(: :)

Hi~

I know i very lag la but anyway
OUR SKU WON CHAMPIONSHIP
IN BOTH B'BOYS AND B'GIRLS
BASKETBALL IN EASTZONE!! =D
So proud of them sia..so pro!
That day, me,char,shuting and jos
watched last quarter of b'girls.
ahs vs chung cheng
excellent match la =D=D
so exciting!! haha very fun!!
We were screaming lyk crazy
outside the stadium haha coz inside
like packed sardines already lols
only jos didnt scream but anyway
SO NICE MATCH!!
very close match sia~keep tietietie de
in the end need extend match
cch girls quite violent la then gave our sku
quite a lot of free shots lor and our sku de
so pro! almost every free shot scored leh!!
then it ended wif 66:65! so cool la
the last point out sku team got
tt gave us our victory ar
is free shot summore leh!!
sooo close!!! then gt someone take
ahs flag run around the court
like putting salt on cch's wound haha
but still rly very happy tt our sku won
wanted so much to watch boys match
but cant la need eat lunch then go home
if not mum scold la~~
but boys de sure nicer...got 3-pointers
and more exciting de~~haha
but we won wif even larger gap so yea
gdgd =D=D haha they all so pro!!!!

tmr emaths test leh sianz~
studied a bit only. browsed thru
heymath files, did a few tys ques only
then slack lor haha =P aiya
dunno 4.1 will come out anot sia~
scared leh...coz i didnt rly study
only aga-aga rmb lor
y=1/x is butterfly
y=1/x^2 is volcano
y=x^3 is the curly wurly thing...
dunno how to describe la~
still got wad ar?? lols dunno le la

i forgot my history presentation is when le!
if rmb correctly then shld be this fri!
but i haven prepare!!! HOW??
dunno hu to do on sia!
wanted to do on the person who assassinated
abraham lincoln but a bit useless leh
quite rubbish la haha so still deciding for now
any suggestions? T.T lols
OH WAIT FRI NO SKU RITE??
SOMEONE ANSWER ME!!
FRI NO SKU RITE?!?!?!?!
WALKATHON AND CELEBRATION ONLY?
ISITISIT ISITISIT???
IF YES THEN I HOLS THEN CHIONG!!
coz this week rly very busy leh
emaths test then chem then chinese
then still got other stuff leh lyk cca...

i lyk my cca la but then ar this yr so busy
so quite looking forward to cca standdown
but for now juz wait for our gold/gold wif honours
to arrive =D then we can R.I.P hahahaha
no la is step down in peace haha.
then can concentrate on revision le!!
cant wait for our standard to increase
syf to end and our wonderful award to come
haiz........quick leh stupid time =P
nono clever time i noe u can go faster~~
jiayouuus....speed up~~

lols oh ya
on the appearance, lyk wad jos always say
me n my juniors very close
but actually tt's not true
coz they everything also dun wan tell me
haiz. juniors, i do care, u know! lols
jewel, bel, sam they all all dun tell me...
some things i do understand de ar...
u all dunno only lor =P and some things
u know we gone thru but still ar
well u got ur gd frens la =]
lols nvm ignore me, im juz grumbling agn
haha im juz a senior la hor. big deal~lols

shopping agn ^^

HII =D
Yesterday went century square
ate wonderful dinner haha
then went shopshop a while
I WAN DRESS
but i look horrible in it
although i look horrible in anything
lols anyway my mum bought a shirt
then i saw cheryl in tm!!
then shujun in interchange!!
haha kinda funny lols

today tidied my room!!
coz my mum found the key to one
locked cupboard below my desk ma
then she take everything out
AND THE CUPBOARD GOES TO ME
now i got so much more space =D
suddenly from no space to extra space
haha first time i eva liked tidying my room
haha moved a lot of things here n dere =D
heez now i can lock my cupboard =D

lols haven studied for bio test yet!!
tmr muz chiong le la
physics also~~~lols sianz

the end--by the slacker