:(

Me so scared next year class sia...zzz so many ppl that I dunno de...a lot is i noe but super not close de...1 is pri sku fren 1 is last time in student care know de but not close de....zzz how? diedie

I wan see the future sia see how the class going to work...the groups etc zzz so scary la...2B gals only got me, char and vanessa go in my class nia...zzz boys also 3...altogether 40 leh~~zzz

hihi

Anyone wan me link plz leave ur blog link thx xD

And if nth to do take a look at the website below:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mmn_hrJQpo

Super funny de!! haha

Class Allocation

This is get from acp de see there de more accurate but if dun hav acp acc then see here lo xD
But not very accurate lol lyk got miss out a lot of names leh...zzz psps nvm la almost all names here le! xD

3A: Choo Rui Bin (2A)
Eunice Choong (2C)
Lai Sheau Ling (2C)
Pow Shiyong (2C)
Rachel Yong Shu Hui (2C)
Tan Pei Ling (2C)
Mak Chun Kit (2D)
Sheena Wong Xin Jie (2D)
Eleanor Ang Jia Min (2E)
Goh Kwan Chien (2E)
Lim Xin Philip Nicholas (2E)
Soh Yi Jing (2E)
Ang Shuyi Delphine (2F)
Ong Shu Qing (2F)
Tan Jia Yu (2F)
Yeo Jia Yi Shreyl (2F)
Ho Jian Wei (2G)
Loh Zhi Qing (2G)
Tan Gan Xin Amanda (2G)
Thian Rui Ling (2G)
Cheong Kelly (2H)
Li Yan Ting Hilda (2H)
Oh Yi Na (2H)
Ong Jing Wen Genevieve (2H)
Tan Yiping Anthea (2H)
Clement Goh Xuewei (2J)
Tan Shi Ting Elizabeth (2J)
Wang Xin Liang (2J)
Lim Peak Deng (2K)
Tan Yu Fan (2K)
Chua Tzy Harn (2L)
Chua Wei Xiang (2L)
Fam Hui Wen (2L)
Khoo Chin Hee (2L)
Loh Yuan Zhan (2L)
Pay Tien Ning Crystal (2L)

3B: Tan Xin Long (2A)
Lowe Ho Xuan Shu (2B)
See Shan Yi (2B)
John Paul Goh Chong Jin (2C)
Benedict Yeo En Le (2D)
Victor Ong Jing Shen (2D)
Clement Ong Kang Hong (2E)
Eugene Ang Yi Zhuo (2E)
Lee Ting Nian Jack (2E)
Ding Ming Hui (2F)
Lim Wei Cong Kevin (2F)
Javan Low (2G)
Kelvin Wong Ming Wei (2G)
Kelyn Phua Kai Li (2G)
Kuah Chew Shian (2G)
Ng Gelin Jerlyn (2G)
Ng Jun Siong Lewis (2G)
Sim Wei Liang (2G)
Beh Choon Siang (2H)
Koh Pei Ying (2H)
Loh Jun Ren Leslie (2H)
Luong Quochuy (2H)
Neo Yan Jing (2H)
Poon Onn Yee Audrey (2H)
Cheok Jee Wah (2J)
Esther Tan Min Zhen (2J)
Tan Li Xuan (2J)
Tan Min Er Vivian (2J)
Loy Xue Ying Anna (2K)
Donovan Loo Wei Lun (2L)
Er Wei Ting (2L)
Ho Si Ying (2L)
Siew Yin Soon (2L)
Soo Jun Sheng (2L)
Yang Shuhao (2L)
Yap Yew Kwok Jonathan (2L)

3C: Ong Peiyun (2A)
Teo Ying En (2C)
Chong Cui Fen (2D)
Joh Kia Meng (2D)
Koh Kai Hong (2D)
Leung Ho Ming (2D)
Siang Ming Guan (2D)
Yan Zhuyun (2D)
Foo Si Min Evangelin (2E)
Lim Enyang Timothy (2E)
Thong Yu Min Grace (2E)
Wong Zhong Hui Leon (2E)
Chen Junni (2F)
Chew See Hui (2F)
Chua Qiuling Jovyne (2F)
Joan Lee Shuying (2F)
Lim Kai Le Charmaine (2F)
Ng Limei Corinne (2F)
Tan Shermaine (2F)
Tay Xi Ying (2F)
Heng Wei Jie Jamus (2G)
Khiu Wen Jie (2G)
Ng Jing Ying (2G)
Teng Shunyi (2G)
Lim Dao Yong Dale (2H)
Ng Guan Xiang (2H)
Ang Priscilla (2K)
Li Tianyang (2K)
Xin Qiongxi (2K)
Hsu Shih Han (2L)
Lee Qi Jing (2L)
Micah Chu Qiwei (2L)
Wang Zhenyan (2L)
Wei Ke (2L)
Yap Zhan Hui (2L)
Liu Yuen Lam** (3L)

3D: Brandon Muk Wei An (2A)
Gaiana Damaris LimYihui (2A)
Lee Kah Leong Cliffton (2A)
Loo An Qi (2A)
Tay Chee Wei Jonathan (2A)
Joshua Choo Yun Keat (2B)
Lai Juan Xiang Jesse (2B)
Vinson Ong (2B)
Tan Wee Yee Shermaine (2C)
Ye Zhao En (2C)
Yeung Kar Wing (2C)
Fung Yuan Zhao (2D)
Godwin Tan Gelun (2D)
Tan Shu Hui Melissa (2D)
Tan Yuan Le Joseph (2D)
Cornelius Koshy (2E)
Lam Jing Yi (2E)
Rachel Baby Yue (2E)
Tan Yue Yin Beverly (2E)
Germaine Tan Zhemin (2F)
James Ling Yi (2F)
Lim Wei En Wayne (2G)
Doreen Sia Lin (2H)
Goh Kwang Min Bryan (2H)
Justin Lim Tze Kheng (2H)
Ng Liang Kai (2H)
Tham Kai En (2H)
Jonathan Lee Cheng Jun (2J)
Lyndon Goh (2J)
Ng Yong Quan (2J)
Tan Ming Li (2J)
Ang Jing Jie (2K)
Chai Hao Kai (2K)
Song Brendan Fah Jett (2K)
Eugene Wee Renhao (2L)
Koh Ee Kwee (2L)
Sim Xing Kai (2L)
Tan Yu Fei Javern (2L)

3E: Goh Hui Ting (2A)
Charmaine Tan Si Pei (2B)
Chin Ying Jun (2B)
Genevieve Ng Qih Hui (2B)
Koh Suat Kuan Deborah (2B)
Lim Shi En Clarisse (2B)
Lim Xin Yi (2B)
Aw Yong Wei Yi (2C)
Lim Joyann (2C)
Lim Pei Fang (2C)
Neow Lian Kai (2C)
Javier Woon Wei Quan (2D)
Tan Ming Chiang (2D)
Alvin Ng Jing Hui (2E)
Choo Jie Ying Jacelyn (2E)
Debra Tong (2E)
Jason Ang Hui Xiang (2E)
Loh Heng Meng Eugene (2E)
Peh Wan Xuan Joan (2E)
Samantha Tan Xuan Zi (2E)
Yeo Tu Wei Nicholas (2E)
Eng Sing Ji (2F)
Pearlyna Koh Shurou (2F)
Tricia Chew Pei Yi (2G)
Lee Xiao Tong Nicole (2H)
Samuel Tan (2H)
Theresa Lee Wei Qi (2H)
Yong Shunzi Vanessa (2H)
Zhou Yang (2H)
Lee Jing (2J)
Neoh Jia Xin (2J)
Tay Ting Wei (2J)
Yap Xi Theng (2J)
Soo Yun Xuan (2K)
Tan Jian Ming (2L)

3F: Lim Chau Zhing (2B)
Phua Kia Qian (2B)
Chong Yan Hao (2C)
Ong Sheng Fang Daniel (2C)
Wilfred Lim Xin Yang (2C)
Deon Tan Yixin (2D)
Wu Yu (2D)
Yu Kai Liang (2D)
Sing Swee Yang (2E)
Tan En Min Charis (2E)
Wang Si Ming Josephine (2E)
Chan Hui Feng (2F)
Chow Yen (2F)
Choi Chi Min (2H)
Chua Ting Yi (2H)
Eng Zoe (2H)
Joshua Wong Kok Tong (2H)
Lin Yu Wen (2H)
Tan Shu Huei Lydia (2H)
Ong Xin Ping Alvina (2J)
Samuel Goh Li Earn (2J)
Wong Su Wern (2J)
Adriel Phua Chun Hao (2K)
Chua Hui Bing (2K)
Lim Ying Xuan (2K)
Cheng Qixin (2L)
Ngoh Zhi Lin (2L)
Kevin Koo Kah Khuen** (3E)
Ho Yee Theng Natelie** (3F)
Kenneth Koh** (3F)
Shang Bo** (3F)
Victor Lee Guan Wei** (3F)
Ho Hong Kai** (3G)

3G: Cheryl Teng Sze Hui (2A)
Emmaus Goh Wei Yi (2A)
Koh Jing Hiang (2A)
Mok Zi Huan (2A)
Ong Yi Lin (2A)
Rizvan Jacob (2A)
Sim Jia Qing (2A)
Tan Lee Ting Lynette (2A)
Tan Shu Ning Alvina (2A)
Ang Ding Jun (2B)
Chan Tsui Sze Dora (2B)
Rachel Yap Chian May (2B)
Goh Pei Xuan (2C)
Lim Yi Lian Teri (2C)
Quek Li Ling (2C)
Tan Hui Ping Mabel (2C)
Tan Shu Rui (2C)
Venus Chua Wei Na (2C)
Yew Jee Yuen (2C)
Charmaine Goh (2D)
Kang Lei (2D)
Loh Yong Yi Yvonne (2D)
Wong Sixian Brian (2D)
Woo Jun Howemarc (2D)
Zhu Jiasheng (2D)
Tan Kiat Keat Wayne (2E)
Eugeny Ng Shi Min (2F)
Kristy Beckwith (2G)
Yuen Hui Zhen Angela (2G)
Ada Wong Jo Yan (2J)
Sharmaine Cheng Jing Yi (2K)
Wong See Ting (2K)
Zhou Tianxun (2K)
Jia Ximeng (2L)
Joon Xin Ting (2L)

3H: Darren Teo Zhe Yuan (2A)
Joshua Lee Chun Kwang (2A)
Cindy Ong (2B)
Lim Lishan (2B)
Ng Zheng Yi (2B)
Tan Hui Xin (2B)
Tan Siew Ann (2B)
Tan Xue Ting Gloria (2B)
Wang Qian Yi (2B)
Yeoh Kiat Min Ruth (2B)
Jacob Tan Jie Te (2C)
Jasmine Seah Si Han (2C)
Lee Xiang Rong (2C)
Leow Chee Fong (2C)
Lewis Nam Yi An (2C)
Renice Goh Yee Chien (2C)
Wang Junyi (2C)
Ong Wen Jie (2D)
Shelley Khoo Feng Ni (2D)
Tan Qin Hui (2D)
Wang Jia Hong (2D)
Koh Chiew Hui Clara (2F)
Lee Naomi Elizabeth (2F)
Muhammad Faris (2F)
Peh Kai Qi Elizabeth (2F)
Heng Xiao Hui (2G)
Pang Jiamin Jamie (2H)
Ang Shirley (2J)
Chong Qi Xu Heidy (2J)
Lim Kah Suan (2J)
Lu Junni (2J)
Ng Hui Min (2J)
Tan Su Chen Joan (2J)
Yeo Xin Min (2J)
Chua Khoon Han (2K)
Loo Hui Ying Shermaine (2K)
Tan Swee Sen (2K)
Tang Yun Jie (2K)
Wu Maolin (2K)
Yeung Long Yu (2K)

3J: Foo Si Hui (2B)
Goh Wei Zong (2B)
Joseph Lee Chun Meng (2B)
Koh Sher Lin Charlynn (2B)
Vanessa Chia Li Yi (2B)
Woo Wei En (2B)
Alvin Low Zhenting (2C)
Ong Ting Wei (2C)
Boon Hui Lu (2D)
Liu Jun Yao (2D)
Karen Tan Wei Hong (2E)
Lim Ren Li Annabel (2E)
Lynn Lim Rui Ching (2E)
Oh Meixuan (2E)
Priscilla Tan Hui Yee (2E)
Teo Yong Chen (2E)
Teo Yi Rong (2E)
Yohana Cahyana (2E)
Jeremie Ng Teng Jie (2F)
Lee Jia Wei Jacqueline (2F)
Low Jia Hao (2F)
Juay Wei Jie Janus (2G)
Leroy Chua Zhe Yu (2G)
Serene Ong Yan Ting (2G)
Soon Janice (2G)
Toh Yilin (2G)
Boh Xuan Jie (2H)
Hoo Kang Sean (2H)
Kelly Anne Koh Ching Yee (2H)
Aaron Poh Weixin (2J)
Cheng Hoi Yee Carol (2J)
Chua Han Yang (2K)
Lee Jiahui (2K)
Lee Suan Ching (2K)
Lee Sumin Cheryl (2K)
Lim Meng Li Cecilia (2K)
Tan Shu Ting (2K)
Thung Yi Jun (2K)
Chia Xin Wei (2L)
Ng Hong Wen (2L)

3L: Chan Qian Ru (2A)
Cherlene Lau Suet Ling (2A)
Dong Jin Min (2A)
Ng Cheng Joo (2A)
Rachel Chiang Rui Qi (2A)
Tan Wen Rui (2A)
Tay Yu Jun (2A)
Yeo Shu Rong Cherilynn (2A)
Amanda Tan Hui Yan (2B)
Joscelin Mok Xiao Rong (2B)
Ng Sheng Yong (2B)
Ng Shi Yuan (2B)
Aw Pei Ying Amanda (2C)
Sim Hui Min (2D)
Tiong Ting En (2D)
Chia Chen Nicholas (2F)
Chua Jia Ye (2F)
Kang Wen Qi (2F)
Khng Qian Yu (2F)
Lim Bing Yi (2F)
Wong Ray Claire (2F)
Chen Jiehui (2G)
Lan Ge Natalie Grace (2G)

BlogBlogBlog~

Yesterday(19/12)
My parents've been cold war-ing since the post i say my father suddenly turn nice there lol...
My mother and me still close ma then me and my father ok-ok lo lyk usual but they two dun talk liao =.=ll bad thing rite? but dunno how to feel about it lo now me and them not so bad lo...zzz why one side ok one side bad de?

Then at nite, my mother want go see doctor(跌打die da）coz of an old ailment...then my father say wan bring us there lo then my mum call me to sit at the front passenger seat lol then she sit behind =.=ll in the end my father need ask her the way ma(that's tt only thing they talked about on car) so i was thinking my mum should sit in front lo...see way ma!! Hope more these chances then they will ok liao xP

Then my mum call me to go in wif her coz she say is very pain de then she wan press my hand haha xD so we went in together lo..my father w8 on car. Then, the 'doctor''s hand so scary lo!! Coz when he 'massaging' the leg rite sometimes need use finger to press ma then his right hand de second finger hor the middle there the meatmeat there wif a lot lines there hor whole thing swollen, redred de!! very disgusting sia then he sometimes still use tt to press leh then the swell will flatten in middle lo!!!! so disgusting!!

Then when my mother pain keep press my arm lol lucky im not too skinny or else bone'll be in a dangerous state lol coz ytd lyk tt my bone already pain haha but after tt ok le lor lol xD

Today(20/12)
I morning wake up ar see my mum still at home then she say is hari raya she not working lo then so sad cant use com haha but nvm la didnt do much work either xP

Then afternoon rite, we two go downstairs eat lunch then go superkarmet buy stuff, my father called once when we eating and twice when we 'shopping' lo lol then my mother signal me not to call him to come, let him go home first haha xD

THEN RITE, WHEN WEWAN GO HOME LE HOR, WE WALKING TO TRAFFIC LIGHT MA, THEN WE WALKED PAST 3 GUYS!! THE ONE CLOSEST TO US IS benjamin FROM CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!!!! AHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~When I walked past him ar i was like..'IS THAT BENJAMIN? then past liao i ask my mum whether she saw him, she say she did but cant remember hu he is haha i told her then she say 'o ya! that st. hildas de!' lol!! Too bad nvr noticed earlier lol i b4 tt only saw his two frens opposite didnt see him then when walked past then saw but they gone le nvr even see him clearly only see half or less of his face haha xP

take a look~~very interesting~~

CAPRICORN - The Superior Sexual Partner (12/22-1/ 19)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to,they will also knock the lights out of you if itcomes down to it. Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

AQUARIUS - The best (1/20-2/18)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long rlationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

PISCES - The Addict (2/19-3/20 )
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Caring.

ARIES - The Irresistible One (3/21-4/19)
Nice Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Lover, not a fighter,but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE .

TAURUS- The Aggressive One (4/20-5/20)
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at tellin stories. Not a Fighter,But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

GEMINI - The Liar (5/21-6/21)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spntaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.

CANCER - The Smart One (6/22-7/22)
Trustworthy . Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Not a Fighter, but will knock your lights out.

LEO - The Cool One (7/23-8/22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly and Fun. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying...

LIBRA - The Partner for Life (9/23-10/22)
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

SCORPIO - The Gorgeous One (10/23-11/21)
Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Gorgeous smile. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

SAGITTARIUS-The One that Waits (11/22-12/2 1)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.

all well~

Ytd aka Sunday aka 9th dec 2007, morning dad still angry then afternoon in car(we going out) he suddenly ok liao then ask me whether he scold me i will angry anot then tt zp say 'yes' lo i say dunno lol...i not angry tt he scold me la coz also not totally his fault ma but i juz upset ma...=.=ll wadeva anyway all's well...

My father how recently always lyk tt de a while so angry a while sooooo nice...so not used suddenly lo..zzz

Tmr muz do hw le!!Morning cant on com liao....zzz muz chiong hw~! JYJY EVERYONE WHO HAVEN COMPLETED HW~~

UNWANTED!!

I'm an unwanted child...this idea just dawned on me just now when my father fetched zp(my cousin), my mum and me home...now me so bad mood...


Anyway today zp and his mum + me and my mum went takashimaya shopping...very fun!! Very long didnt shop and me bought 2 black shirts~~haha me and my mum gonna share the shirts! And she say she might want buy another one of one of the shirt coz we both like it a lot haha then next time we can wear out together!! So cool~~so nice~~Now so much closer to my mum le...love the feeling love the time...


Then after that my father come fetch us...he ar then nvr even call my name once on the whole trip home lo only care about zp...keep tok to him then me so sad...

I tot about it on the car ma...then the idea dawned on me lo...see ar im lyk 75% confirmed is adopted ma meaning my real parents don't want me...first evidence of unwanted...
second evidence is that time my parents keep quarrel until almost want divorce then my mum told me that if really divorce she will leave me wif my dad she don't want bring me along very hard work...............................=(
then third is my dad...he only like zp...might as well call zp live here wif him i go other place suan le...haiz...today my dad keep say all those 'i very teng zp' etcetc 'zp very guai' etcetc...make me feel so....AHHHHHHHh very upset leh...
Then when bathe ar i sit on the toiletbowl there cry lo...then bathe...haiz my eyes redred hothot lo luckily not spotted by them...haiz...i very upset leh...why am i an unwanted child??
Am I that bad? Why I just born already thrown away?Why my mum don't want bring me along wif her if got divorce?Why my dad also don't like me?(not like i like him...but tt's not the thing)

Ahhhhhhhhhh....me going crazy le la................

Woots

oh im so addicted haha..watch this very funny de but very sweet show love it ^^
this is last episode:

Coward!

Why am I so scared de especially scared my mother summore...but im really very scared...

After she see my result...wad will she do? I dunno...and tt's precisely why i scared ma...ahhhh

I also scared tt i wouldnt qualify for triple science la i dun wan go triple but it's so...saddening to know tt even if i wanna go in they also wouldnt accept me la.....get wad i mean rite? haiz

I will work hard and chiong back de i will temporarily quit neopets and youtube and chiong finish hols hw and all the way till after oct exams!!! JIAYOU!! cheer me on k ppl >< lol jkjk

I really really will work hard le but i think for now, it's too late la coz CA marks out le...my mother will hav to see it and...how??

Cried like wad lyk tt la in toilet b4 i bathed juz now...wanted to scream out loud but of coz...couldnt...wth sia...

And i feel so...失败(shi bai) la...cant even reach a 70% overall...the skit also cannot act well...feel so useless la...haiz...so depressed sia juz now didnt even feel lyk going back pri sku but forced myself to and quite a few ppl felt my abnormality lol (i supposed i was too noisy usually..)

Anyway...yea i die also nobody care la...wadeva lyk i will commit suicide...a useless coward lyk me dun even have the courage to do so...not when i've decided to catch up in my studies...

haiz...i cant help it

Aiya i noe i shouldnt think too much but i really cant help it...

(Let 'SHE' be the her i wan tok about k lol...
and 'her be an9other girl k)

I noe tt SHE is wan to help her only but i cant help thinking tt she prefer to be with her u get it?

Maybe im too paranoid la juz last few days hav been thinking about it (this happened today nia) thinking about maybe they will be happier la...i sound wrong rite? lol is girls ma so nvm ma haha anyway yea...muz remember cannot think too much

DUN THINK TOO MUCH DUN THINK TOO MUCH!!

But i really cant stop it siaa...feel so extra lo...cant w8 for next yr when we all seperate....

haiz

anyone got watch the saturday/sunday 7pm-9pm channel 8 show tt ended today anot?
So sad rite??Aiyo who say 好人有好报的??????So not true...

The guy is so n1 person so kind why die lyk tt...and so...sadly as in the way they portray his death is so sadddd...

.....speechless

Im very scared very scared...

Im scared tt my results for this yr will be very low....

Im scared tt i wont hav gd frens in the class for next yr...

Im scared tt I'll be lonely again...

Im scared tt I will not be able to cope wif work next yr...

Im scared tt I still cant decide what to take next year...

How? Haiz....im going crazy...

Maths got so low...chinese not high either...hist and lit no need to say...wad else?

=(

hahaha

so long nvr karaoke le sia...(im hurrying to go off le haha)

My father today suddenly on karaoke and i realise most old songs very romantic sia haha eg. 雨中、当我想你的时候etc and some other songs also very n1 >< eg. 明天会更好 haha so n1 so long nvr sing haha ^^ gtg le byeee

Sianz

I wanna blog on things happening but not in the mood sia...got mood then write ba...
just these few days very sianz lo especially when my mum is angry coz im even more lonely at home...morning wake up eat whateva's there then do hw in my room then at nite find excuse use com a while...everyday lyk tt...now my mother still say dun let me go anywhere le after sku..HOW TO SURVIVE...dunno wad to write le...tt's all byebye

2 days blog ^^

Ytd:
Ytd ndp calebreation was juz simple: BORING!! so nth to say la so boring de...
Then after sku go buy ticket then eat lunch wif siying then come home then 2+ i bathing then the doorbellring 3 times sia...then quickly hurry hurry lo...coz i noe is my cousin ma...=.=ll

Then after that me, siying and my cousin(zp) go watch SECRET 不能说的秘密, soooo super nice la i highly recommend it and encourage you to watch it haha vanessa say she watching on fri wif her siblings and she gonna buy the dvd so i wan burn from her (go get from her la, save movie money haha)wont regret watching it de..super worth it!!=) O ya the female lead ar SOOOOO ADORABLE! SO CHIO!! haha ><

Today de le:
An active volcano that erupts every few years is right by my side...always erupt when everyone gone de so im always alone during the eruption then when ppl come back, it became calm again... yea im exaggerating but it's quite true ma my mother always 1-2 yrs hav 1 BIGBIGBIG eruption(scolding) for me de lo...and during the eruption, she will remind of all the recent last time things some is repeated de from the previous eruption lol...

Here...
today ar we did hw in the morning then er tt's all=.=ll haha jkjk
K la k la following:

Then afternoon my dad came home and bathe then went to car workshop(AGAIN!!) with zp lo then i doing my hw hor my mother wiping the tables etcetcetcetcetc then she come ask me left how much hw ma then i say 'dunno' then i wan look at the calendar 的 post-it see then tell her ma...

This was when she erupted...it's lyk so small prob rite but that's not really the main thing le..she raked up so much of last time wrong la...especially last yr de almost lost in mountains incident... a lot of the incidents is i tot she forgive me le then i realise she nvr really did...

Then she say several times say i angry at her when she scold me everytime say i 瞪 her during tt time 2.4 run de eve when she say i nvr meet frens etc but i wasnt la juz blink too hard to dun let tear drop ma...few times le lo...she keep say i angry say i very rude...BUT I WASNT..

And rite, im not angry wif her..i dunno why...when she scold me ar, i wasnt angry, i was thinking through all she said and explaining all of them in my brain lol andmy tears was wetting my shirt and the drawing block(was drawing for lit)...

She got quite agitated lo saying all the chase-me-out-house again...make me so sad then say my fate was worse then this at first but they saved me but im not thankful (so im REALLY adopted la? and how was i to confirm if they dun tell me?) then say i jealous of my cousin but they rather treat him better still say my dad giv up on me le...make me feel so...upset la
O ya she also say if still dun change or sth de ar then dun tok to her le...then i cried even more..how to survive without them?

AM I THAT WORTHLESS ANYWAY?
O...wadeva...dunno la..im not angry...miraculously not haha fine play quite a while le happier ^^ tomorrow muz chiong hw le!! JYJY for myself!! haha ><

Hope it's not as bad as last time after eruption lo...after zp go back...haiz...hope all goes well...

to add:

你可不可以不要不讲BYEBYE就放电话啊，知道你生气但也要有基本礼貌嘛！不要学爸爸啦每次都不讲BYEBYE的可是他不是因为生气啦！

Im scared...

*juz finished crying(2-3 mins only) la*

Im so scared...scared tt my mother will scold me again later...she scold me twice le lo today..but of coz it's my fault la but still...

This morning my phone alarm rang i pressed once then got two more bells tt kept ringing repeatedly every five minutes...I didnt 'hear' it at all then didnt wake up coz i was real tired la... but it woke my mum then she got angry coz she ytd nite keep cough until cant sleep (how was i to noe tt?) Anyway..then she come my room at 6pm to scold me say until so serious..

She summore say wad if i dun change this habit then chase me out of the house etc de anyway juz very wad la...one tt make me most upset of her not-understanding is when she said: ''我们做工很压力了回家还要照顾你，你只是上学而以" i was lyk... wadde la she work is very tiring but she do housework for the ppl nia tiring those i no but stress?? a bit ba i dunno but HOW CAN SAY WE NOT STRESSED! we more stressed than her le la...

But tt morning she scold me so much i wasnt tt angry of coz i tried to 'understand' her stand and did not get angry over her blowing her top. Halfway thru her scolding i tried to explain, then she scold me back summore then after tt keep stress to me tt what i argue back is mean she wrong la etcetc i was lyk...wadeva la i answer she not happy i dun answer she also not happy...WAD SHE WAN ME TO DO LA see why i alays keep quiet when she scolds??

Argh but i wasnt angry either dunno why juz a little fed up then after tt ok liao coz i think she not feeling well and she very tired over work etc..

Then today is ndp celebration in sku ma so i bring a small bag instead then forgot to bring my keys out sia...then i ask her about movie tickets(was buying it juz now) thru phone she tell me she gib my aunt le later go take then scold again say wad i not guilty ar etc de...make me almost cry out la but siying was with me haha

Then after tt i buy tickets huh...i realised i cant use my voucher but i still used cash to buy my ticket...SHE SURE GONNA SCOLD ME AGAIN LA... arghargh...i really wanna watch ma summore hor, u cant expect me to waste so much of siying's time then tell her dun wan watch le wad...juz bcoz cant use the voucher then tell her sry cant watch le meh...so bad la!

But anyway i really dun wan her to scold me already...im sooo scared...i dun wan...argh... :'(
:( howhowhowhow BOOOOOHOOOOOO

im not angry

Alyways lyk tt de...they two say say say at me at same time supporting each other then what's there for me to say? So i say nth lo...keep quiet la then they keep say say i almost going to sream le la then blink my eye hard my mum tot i deng4 her then my father say i petty then they say i angry then they got angry and now house qi4 fen4 bad again...wadde la...MY FAULT AGAIN AR

sianz

Juz watched the JiayouJinshun...so sad la...haiz cried two times lo lucky parents didnt see sia...or else sure is laugh de then say why lyk tt also will cry etc i hate it, so of coz cant let them see lo la

Jinshun is Huicheng's real mother yet her grndparents dont let her bring him away when she get married...?What logic la..she is the real mother leh they got what right to take Huicheng away from her lor...

AHHH now so sadsad de my father still come bother me come irritate me.............

i am always amazed that my parents dunno how to spot my mood de lo...serious la they always dunno de la then i unhappy ar they bother me i dun wan to tok back but i will start crying coz very fed up with all the anger within me lyk tt ma so will walk away dun listen le or else i start crying how? Then they say i not happy wif them say i keep lose my temper say i disrespect them...wth la...I NORMAL THEY NOT HAPPY MUST MAKE ME MAD AR i very irritated liao le la...cant leave me alone de meh...

Haiz...what should I do? But then...i noe it will be over...as usual ma coz i always angry a while over le i dun mind le i happy again haha

But huh they huh juz lyk to be angry for long long time especially my mother but at least over bigger things la nvm dun wan say le the more i think the worse i get nvm nvm stop here then...

Today nth much in sku juz napfa inclined gdgd shuttle run cancan lo
Then lit test cancan also only write half of what i wanted to write but i think shld be alrite de coz tt's one whole big point ma...not bad la

One more thing...Im seriously starting to envy some of my frens le sia eunice specifically haha... dont understand nvm...juz saying nia..lol

Yea tt's all ^^ why ppl lyk to tok all about their day in blog? so boring..i dun lyk haha yea so end here cya ppl byee ><

recalling...

Last few days, I've been thinking about last time again...
about times in kindergarten...pri sku etc...

coz tt day go home saw a little girl outside sku gate the hdb flat there wif her sister or hueva...
she walking around doing nth look so cute then i look at her smiling then she stare at me like very curious so cute...

then i walk walk until end of the block then she cant see me then she look around then she saw me again then smile smile so cute...make me feel so n1 la to be really treated as someone 'important' or at least she cared whether i was there anot la...

ok la may seem very small thing but i dun feel tt often ma...so i really like the feeling and tot a lot about last time lo...

I think that kids...they are so innocent..they haven got in contact wif the others in the world. They do not about probs and feelings of the older ones and they play all day long,no troubles... so envious...they are so... wu2 you1 wu2 lv4 lo how i wish we can be lyk tt again...

I think that to love or to be loved (by or to ppl other than your parents) is such a blessing lo...
you have someone to care for and u have someone who care for you lol frns included la =.= yea... it's nice isnt?

I love to be wif my frens most of the time bcoz i can feel happy though not really always la lol... sometimes although feel quite...nvm cant say here frens reading de... but still, i lyk to be wif my gd frens generally =)

O yea another thing tt i had been thinking about a lot these few days...tt's about erm...ambition? lol coz sec 3 coming so i rather started to think about wad course to take etc ma...yea I wanna be a counsellor if not then a teacher lol so i dunno wad course i can take anyone hav any suggestion?

anyway i wanna take double science juz dunno which science and which humaities to take lo...a lot of ppl think double science not so gd but i dun mind la it's lyk...it's not bad wad.. i lyk can le since my humanities mostly better than my sciences de lo...

And (juz figuredthis out today) today do maths ar i realise im gd wif numbers but poor wif figures as in those shapes la lol tt's why i think im gonna score quite low for maths this yr again...die le la tt mensuration thing...zzz...

Yea I really hope to be a counsellor coz i lyk to tok to ppl i wan to have a job whereby i have contact wif many diff ppl...and i lyk to have a busy life when i dun have a time to think too much ^^

Last few days read some books(CL) then gan3 chu4 quite a lot lo coz the stories is those teenage love stories type de la then so romantic so touching...make me feel so...er... nvm lol

Yea but I lyk tt type of stories when i noe abou ppl meeting their true love if u noe wad i mean haha yea...tt's it la ^^

I'll try to post more often lo...haha cya ppl again...><

Who created vulgarities in the first place?

WADDE I WROTE THIS LE WHY ALL DISAPPEAR?!????!!! WASTE MY TIME LA... ... ... ... ...
I try to remember wad i wrote lo lol:

I hate hueva who created vulgarities in the first place...do you?

I dun lyk it when my father use the com beside me when i do hw lo...tt's de disasvantage when my desk is beside com in the study coz very irritating de la he keep as me this ask me tt how to concentrate...

Today he ask me do sth then i misunderstood his ques then go open all the images la then he angry go scold me then say quite a few vulgarities then hit the keyboard etc make me so...it's not the first time he got angry and bang things la and scold vulgar but this time it's lyk...so directed to me la last time is directed to the com when it got sth wrong de...i angry/upset mostly also bcoz how can he scold VULGARITIES at ME??!!!?

I so angry and upset la almost cry then go toilet wipe tears but cant stop =( so go my room my 'old hideout' and cry until can stop lo... =.=
That place not relly hideout la so obvious and open place juz tt it's beside my cupboard so cant see from door there nia unless turn lo i young always hide there dun let my dad find me haha very gd hideout coz he always look from door then dun look in so wont spot me wakaka

Yea then i cry until nose red red eyes hothot rest a while go use my mini mirror looklook better le then go back so started hw late lo... lol tt's all but now as fine as ever again..lol

Why i always lyk tt de? haha so fast ok but my dad faster lo he after i go back he ok liao la then i was lyk wadde...did anything happen? he can act so normal la when i was still so upset...wadde...

hu cares la...nth liao most important ^^

I hate hueva hu created vulgarities in the first place...do you?

People do change...Dont they?

Had been thinking about ppl around me...ppl do change...dont they? I realise many ppl do lo such as my pri sku best fren, some on9 frens, him and some others...
but then why do they change?
bcoz of surroundings?
bcoz of frens?
bcoz of a different lifestyle?
but do they still have the same 'personality'? this i dunno...hope so...
I dun wanna see my frens changing from good to bad from bad to worse or some not my frens but at least...ppl...yea
frenships changes too rite?
I suppose so...ppl juz change over time ma then some dont then the frenship btw them will change...it can be for the better i suppose but it can also be for the bad...tt can be rather sad for the second person lo...to see a once-so-best-fren change into 'another' person..
aiya but also no choice ma we have to continue on and not keep looking back on the past or else how will we ever be happy?
Thus, LOOK FORWARD AND NOT BACKWARDS!
Life ar no matter wad thing happen also need to go on de so juz look forward ba!


Tomorrow is NAPFA NAPFA NAPFA!
'yay' is definitely a very opposite word to describe sia...
it may be a gd test of fitness but...you know, for ppl lyk me tt can fail at least 1 thing de hor...not a gd thing obviously la....=(
i in previous pe lesson try ar fail standing broad jump and sit and reach la...standing broad jump fail by er...4cm lyk tt then sit and reach fail by lyk er...3cm lyk tt haha
i come home ar try sit up can pass ...can do 27 in a min not bad la haha
sit and reach got everyday at home prac lo hope have a bit improvement ba! ^^
standing broad jump ar i gib up le coz cant prac wad at home jump leg sure pain until lyk wad lyk tt haha so i dun wan bother about tt le inclined im alrite about it shuttle run i pass i happy le...


O ya to peifang haha wad compound thing? The compound plus compound thing? The wad nitrate carbonate sulphate hydroxide and hydrogen ion thing? Tt's complicating lo....our teacher everything also say next time wil learn so tell little bit then juz call us memorise la...!!
WHY CANT SHE EXPLAIN OR ELSE VERY CONFUSING LA! haha
but then cant blame her coz 1) it's not in the syllabus 2) we might not understand it yet
so juz so choice lo ><> you get hundred ar i go delete it lo haha coz not fair although also got ppl cheat la...haha


O ya this part to eunice de (if she reading anyway): You've a lot of frens around you alrite so muz cheer up k? ^^ Things will go right again soon! It'll de, bad patches are not tt big a patch. Even if it is, there's always a gd patch in front de haha >< THINGS WILL BE OK! DONT WORRY BE HAPPY!

lalala~

Alrite, it's quite some time b4 i last posted rite? yaya bored liao lo so sianz these days...
Everytime do work i trying my best to chiong now coz final yr muz score high enough to get back more marks ma....
But rite my lazy nature always make me slack slack de haha sometimes la but when do hw then can la BUT RITE, hope there isnt much work to do on com leh or else rite i'll be slacking lyk siao haha watch youtube la and on9 games etc de lol...lyk now la but now is finished hw le but then haven revise nia...tt can be done tomorrow since i juz wont get to play...
It's been quite long since my mum really LET me play le lo...zzz...
but nvm la com spoil so now can only use laptop so cant play audi ma...then i juz enjoy myself watching yotuube can le coz I LOVE YOUTUBE NOW! haha watch both naruto and princess hours lol ^^ miss Goong so much lo!
Oh ya now sku reopen got art ma the subject i hate most then need learn draw portrait liao sia...so sianz sure get very low de la i seriously suck at art...but juz have to try lo...
Juz finished the maths individual report so now slacking later see can print out ma then at nite going to guan yin shan again ^^
Now, i dunno whether i lyk chem anot haha although it's very complicated and difficult to understand BUUUUTTT It's rather interesting lol
But i think ms ng a bit not hapy le ba? haha keep ask her so many questions de ask this ask that lol ^^
Aiya, i dun understand ma so confusing...but then now can le ba a bit lo >< The atoms are not stable on its own unless it is a noble gas tt's in grp 8 or 0.
Thus, it reacts with other atoms to form a compoud and become stable. Then, it will not form anymore compound le...am i rite? zzz lol
Just now my dad come home ar dunno why bad mood la then go scold my mother say she tok to other men on the phone for 3 hrs then say wad she tell him about our financial things etc then say wad tok so long sure is very close de...
My mother sated to quarrel with him la coz all wrong ma the person she toking tolast nite was a FEMALE i pick up phone de of coz i noe la then they were juz discussing about those policies nia...summore i was in kitchen ma then dad come in then ver there smile meaning he was juz JOKING! wadde....make my mother SOO angry then he is juz joking..???
Then i go bathe cm eout ar till now house so quiet haha so i on music lo or else not use to it la soo quiet...

one more thing to add

One more thing...my cousin juz reminded me...
MY FATHER IS LYK SO BIASED?
my cousin come then treat him more lyk child i feel lyk a guest nia..
my cousin alwawys lyk pai ma pi say my mum so chio my father so handsome etcetc de so my father so n1 to him de...i used to be so jealous lo...lol...but hu cares le la he wan be biased then go ahead i DUN WAN TO CARE!

one thing, truthfully, i juz cried my heart out sia but didnt really heart outla =.=
i very scared tt i cant get the scholarship this yr very scared...
i dunno wad will happen, i dunno and im very scared.....

Thanks a lot eunice thx for encouraging me for the past hour! without you, i still crying de la...really...thx!! ><

who are you?

Who are you? I really wan to shout at my dad sia...since young i've never shouted at them b4 i've never even tok back b4 until lyk last yr? but also jkjk tt type onli la and they sae i tok back...BE SATISFIED OVER THINGS U HAVE!
Since young, everytime i upset over them or angry or wad i juz hide and cry alone...even if my parents juz raise their voice nia i will cry de lo...then last yr my dad told me(in cl): ' you grow up already hor become big liao ar? last time raice voice u will cry now wont liao la...' i was lyk as if lo...i still do la BUT WHY SHLD I SHOW THOSE SO NOT UNDERSTANDING PARENTS? WHY SHOULD I?
Ppl always say that parents have unselfish and undying love for their children but why dont i see it? im going crazy la...WHO ARE YOU? ARE YOU REALLY MY FATHER? ARE YOU? WHERE DID ALL TT KIND OF LOVE GO?
wadeva fed up sia...eyes still hothot la juz now in the living rm tears almost drop but they didnt see...thank goodness lo...then i come my room use com ma then really cry le la but as usual silently...
If you are feeling really tired and in de first place not in a gd mood then which usually dinner is last person wash de then i was lyk first? Then, i go livng rm le usually is my dad wash de since is my mum cook de wad...
He will go watch tv first then wash de coz he super addicted to the ''Jiayou, Jinshun!'' then today my mother call him go wash he call me go fine la i noe this is small matter etc rite but is wad he say make me feel very....i dunno how to say la...i dun feel lyk i belong to them lo...wad does he treat me as?
He over there saying: 'I help you wash the dishes can...you muz score gd results la! You this yr dun get scholarship then u will get it from me' in chinese. I WAS LYK WADDE LA HELP ME WASH DISHES VERY BIG DEAL AR? HE NOT HOME ALSO ALL I WASH DE WAD... WAD'S THE BIG DEAL???!!?!!?
summore, my parents keep pressing me to get scholarship etc de make me so fed up...im stressed enough wif the hw and problems etc etc and they noe nth of them apparently...parents shld realise their children's moods etc shldnt they?
Then keep sae muz get scholarship de...I STUDY FOR MYSELF FOR MY FUTURE AND FOR THEIRS TOO!! EVEN IF I GET THE SCHOLARSHIP, MAYBE IT WILL BE OF SOME USE PROBABLY BUT HOW MUCH? THIS IS JUZ SEC SKU! AND NOW I DUN EVEN NOE WHY I STUDY!!??!
IM SOOOOOOOO FED UP................
This is the second incident tt my dad said sth tt makes me feel lyk im not his child liao le lo meaning saying lyk help me do thing is a chore lyk tt lyk will die lyk tt my mum also said b4 la...haizzz I really feel lyk crying out loud without caring them sia...but if i look back in the last 14 yrs of my life...i've nvr really did tt lo....crying out i mean anywhere....Its very sad to cry silently too coz it would be much better to cry out loud...
BUT...I CANT! AND I DEFINITELY CANT TOLERATE IT SERIOUSLY!

Follow-up to previous

Today, I wrote the EL compo for the teen ink thing. 'my story, my life, my way'. I didnt know wad to write until ytd when i tot of my previous post lol which gave me the idea! ^^ Hope write about made a difference in my own life is alrite haha
I wrote about writing the ques on blog then some of the replies ppl gave me etc then say about my final conclusion and the change in the life ><
In the compo, the final conclusion is lyk er...half of real one but in real life im not lyk 'confirmed' about it la haha but tt's wad i wrote in the compo i eman the conclusion on how to live ur lfe ^^ Yepp way to live ur life...as in mine la haha
I write my conclusion is tt
Life is lyk a game, such as lyk er maple/ghostonline etc de. They also travel around and have frens. In the game, we fight but in real life we study. In the game, we lvl up and in real life it's quite similar in the sense that we go from pri 1 to 2 u see and those 'jobs' are lyk when you go from pri to sec isnt it?
SO IT'S ALL RATHER SIMILAR!! ^^ haha
tt's why so i was saying the way i wanted to live my life as in in the compo anyway, was to juz treat it as a game and juz work hard and study hard and CHIONG!! To lyk gain exp in game (knowledge in real) and then lvl up you see haha no la juz...it's an aspect tt i can see it from so tt at least there's a reason to live rite? a way to live? lol yepp tt's why lo...but im not sure it will be really used in real life haha coz lyk tt it's hard in the sense tt I have to curb my bad temper etc...lol im very bad at tt but I'LL TRY MY BEST!
anyone support me? haha jkjk ^^ i hope it works out anyway thx to all my frens anyway ^^ 1 more thing, in the game, the game sometimes do end rite lyk ur acc hacked or sth then in real life we die rite? BUT tt's why i 'work hard' (in compo) coz b4 you die ---or end game--- you'll enojy it rite? you'll chiong isnt it?
SO CHIONG PPL! MAKE THE BEST OF UR LIFE!
I seriously hope it works...^^

What do we really understand?

What do we really understand?
Do we really know what we are living in this world for?
Do we really noe the purpose of even surviving in this world?

Have we ever tot of wad's our meaning in life? You see...we are born then lives for multiple of tens years and then we juz..go...so WHY did we even come in the first place?
Not much use isnt it? We come then do wad we want summore our parents still dun really let us do wad we want =.= then everything comes to an end summore when u go too early people still feel sad for you =.=ll so why shld we live??? I cant solve it...anyone care to gib me some replies?

One more thing, more to flirts anyway =.=ll
What do you know about 'love'??
I am rather confused by it le anyway...
Im sure a lot people cant really give me a satisfying answer if he/she really asks themselves that, right? If you can find such an answer, then mind telling me? Can discuss discuss...help me solve this too...
See ar, some people think that like someone is wan to be wif him/her, some ppl think is to just have someone as our company etcetc...The worst answer I've got that really made me very angry ar is when i ask him 'why start stead so early' coz i curious ma...
Then he reply: 'to get experience ma'
OMG I WAS LYK WTH!
Then the people he stead wif are wad? guinea pig ar? he doing experiment ar? very guo fen lo!
Haiz...another question...

How do you noe whether u lyk someone? I used to think i noe but now...i dun think so anymore le la i dunno anything about it anymore...really dunno le...
and one last one:

How do you differentiate friendship and love?
How do you noe which side it is on?
How do you noe where's the line?
How do you stand at one side and not cross over?

Nvm think too much haha ^^ sianz..

*sigh*

lalala~~

lalalala~~so long nvr post everyone complaining liao wor~~ =.=
aiyo nth to write ma...
and to eunice: i didnt put the links lyk tt on purpose...SERIOUS..!!
These few days so sianz sia specifically from ytd nite la lol dunno why juz very very very no mood...zzzz
These few days started to watch Naruto and quite addicted hahax very n1,I read comic de b4 but only until epi 26 ma so now watch anime! ><
These few days I want to train my audi skills to last time standard, but need do hw and i have no confidence with my cousin improving so fast...
These few days i juz very no mood la keep do hw if not watch youtube, when play audi then i so lousy le sianzzz
AHH~~~SIANZ!!
Anybody have good ways to cheer yourself up or lyk vent frusfration or wadeva de ma?!?!?!?!

Paper 1

zzzzzz todae is quite sianz de la...paper 1..
english i write number 1 foolish thing de
5 and three quarter pages of crap lo!
then chinese left 1 more paragraph!!
i write number 2 and 3..common de
almost 4 pages but not completed..
my si han 2 and three quarter also
use too long time liao lo!
Then come home complete hw liao...
then do maths section a and then
watch tv and eat
then come use com copy a little biji
then use msn a lot also until lyk 10+ tt's now
then im going off le but my art is gonna fail..
wish me gd lukk.............final product haven draw..

What a day...

zzzzzzzzzz today ar is lyk orh~so nervous de coz got home ec ppt ma. SO i wanted to get to sku early but siying still came late so i didnt get to write script after tt then chiong and write sth lo but then nvm la!
Geog ar teacher talking i try to write sths on the paper lo as script since still need read from screen de...anyway geog onli do workbook nth much then home ec see ppt then dora they laugh a bit at kok wee lyk tt lo nth much la..
Recess, we as usual play scrabble :P then chinese do COMPO! But hor we no mood ma then keep ask here ask there then i didnt finish write so little de no concentration so sianz.......................................... :( zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Maths then mr lim not here again so got worksheet do..then got 2 questions a lot of ppl dunno how to do ma then take so long get answer but actually quite easy when u noe answer liao hahax =)
Science is juz mark the mcq nia nth to tok about i wan sae about el. We do about the character bank ma then mr tam read about some lo....and one of them im not gonna sae hu i juz wan sae tt, u dun have to do it until so bad rite! I doubt u even have any conscience le ba....Spoiled my mood la!
Kk mood back lo fortunately then need stay back do music then we go lab for 4 mins vanessa go band meeting so dora and me find logicfun. We ar anyhow then lucky lucky found the installer k la actually is dora found de hahax =P then installed but then no audio devices so we juz seperated and went home liao le...
Come home use com ar watch the "KO 2" or "zhong ji yi ban" so nice! It's supposed to be very comical but toda de part is so.....sad la! That stupid lei ke si so bad...so evil! =( is tang yuzhe act de quite lyk him de la but i hate the character........

Another crazy dae :P:P:P:P:P

WAKAKA! The first thing I want to sae now is that KIA QIAN SO NCIE BULLY!! :P:P joscelin sae ar if one day he become next killer sure kill me first hahahahahahx k la i so bad rite i also think so =P but now ar dun feel lyk exam period ma so relaxed..and FUN! So happy happy everydae mad mad ma sry lo kq the poor victim but i think ur chair gonna suffer more =) hahax everytime got the urge to kick in front ma hahahhax!!
Sry ppl i dun post tt often too and rite my post is messy and not in order ya so bear with me i dun wan write too good standards on BLOG hahax
Todae ar the PE IS FUN! Although it was quite tedious la..but quite fun also the feel...although quite tiring la but..it's rather nice to have the ''urge'' to chiong ahead hahax! Then yea I banged on him again lolx but then everything's over so it didnt feel tt weird anymore =) ok i dun think anyone understand tt except probably ht but nvm =P
Then after the run, me charlynn and genevieve play badminton they 2 a team lo...=( I SO LOUSY!! But still as usual la, at first DAMN NOOB then slowly better and better lol :P Then joscelin who is 'sick' be our ''net'' beside us marking the line. She ar dun look any lyk sick ppl lo NOT AT ALL! hahax she sae little bit ma hahax anyway it was so FuN!! Then following lessons ok la as usual very mad lo! Eunice photocopied our science notes from us o ya haven gib her our latest one nvm she sae tomorrow..
Anyway, science ar joscelin daydreaming again then she see wad i copy on notes then WE HAD SO MUCH FUN! Joscelin wan to plae with charlynn's tigger on her bag so rite...she 'accidentally' took her red pen then I imitate charlynn's actions and joscelin imitate mine hahax and we were laughing lyk mad lo!! I think hor we were too noisy le la even mr tan call us to keep quiet and rachel yeo sae we mad le hahax, i at first have stomachache then laugh until even worse la! HAHAX! Anyway it was fun!
Then after sku yingjun they all went geog test coz tt dae they go syf..then tt jesse was late i think and missed it. They already come back he still haven find him so he took the test after him lo lolx. Then...er...wad happened?? O ya tt i will sae next time coz cant leak it out now anyway we home ec grp go com lab do project then when close we go dora house do until 7.10pm!! yea so late rite lolx..We also keep laughing there lo hahax :P
Haven finish yet leh..vanessa finding pics then i can do animations...I am still waiting..........

A mad day!

Today is so mad hahax =) talk about ytd bdae first ba since didnt post... i was so ToUcHeD!! Siying gave me prezzie early in de morning then Gan Jie (ht) put de card under my table and it was wonderful THX ganjie!! muacks :P! Joscelin, Dora and Vanessa bought a baby piglet for me and a mini BDAE CAKE (lihui shared money too) !! and this was wad happened:
In the morning i come then they playing scrabble. Then before recess, they went to cindy side and gave me the present. Apparently, they hid it there first in the morning lolx =) then we play scrabble ma i think got free period or sth...AND rite we finish the round vanessa and jos keep sae wan go canteen le or else wad later no time to eat coz i eat a lot de i didnt suspect anything la so we went there. Cherilynn gave me the cards and a present tt she, zihuan, joanne, qian ru, cherlene and wen rui shared to buy! then i turned around and jos was ''GoNe'' lolx!!
Then a while later, she and dora came with a mini wrapped up cake tt i think they put in to the fridge or wad at the drinks stall hahax! I was so touched when i saw the little hamtaro on the cake! i like sandy (1 charac in hamtaro) and jos noes tt so ...yea juz SOOO TOUCHED AND HAPPY!! We ate up the cake and i washed the hamtaro clean then we went back to class and continue scrabble le and the rest of the dae went extremely well and mad and fun and happy hahax :P :)
And for today ar it was yea mad hahax dora kept laughing and laughing and end up crying about kok wee's actions hahax and then vanessa imitated hm and it was lyk 10 times funnier hahahahahhax we were laughing lyk mad after sku at her imitaions hahax :P
Todae i quite naughty lolx keep bullying ppl k la particularly kiaqian hahax he todae poor thing coz he sit in front of me ma :P:P too bad lo i science lesson keep kicking his chair then he keep move in front and in front hahax then after sku go push my table back and i pushed back :P:P hahax
Then vanessa dora jos and me go eat lunch hor come back rite wanted to do geog but keep slacking and fooling around until 2+ then start but at least nth done hahax :) Funnier thing is after dora go for co bbq ar vanessa me and jos plae scrabble again then after 1st round tt kiaqian came back! lolx then he tell his fren we always plae scrabble or sth i only heard the word scrabble and i said: "Do you have to say so loud?" in chinese hahax he pretend to ask his fren why sae so loud lo hahax =.= diao...
Then jos suddenly remember we need to arrange all the tables and chairs since we last person even if we didnt mess it up and tt chau zhing also didnt sweep floor! so we quickly pack up everything and went out of class giggling away..SO FUNNY! vanessa told kiaqian to arrange the tables and chairs since he last person hahax :P:P too bad for him lo BUT he did not arrange so..hu cares? anyway juz...FUN!!! hahax

Yesterday supposed to have CO celeb leh!!
Muz celebrate our GoLd ma then tt stupid rain lo go spoil things then postponed to next fri..BETTER NOT RAIN AGAIN LO!!
Then after lunch we go 2C at FIFTH storey plae cards =) eunice, yingen, tingwei and chai chin was playing then 2pm tingwei and chai chin went off so jos and me joined in lo =)
I LOVE BRIDGE!! hahax then we had so much fun =) ying en was rather ap la then eunice got upset coz ye keep ignore her then me and jos so awkward lo hahax then ying en went off at 3+ so liling took over, she also quite pro lo =)
anyway it was juzzzz FFFUUNNN!! then we all went home at 4..jos ask her aunt can bring me home anot and yea they did! Her car so nice lyk mercedes lyk tt but is rented de hahax, if i went home myself sure take very long and mum will nag so thanks a lot jos!! Thank ur aunt for me :P
Then at nite i updated my blog skin and all, and linked a lot ppl but forgot a lot also so muz tell me ur links again k!!
Then read eunice de blog...............so sad..is lyk look back at my past probs also so yea, the mood of the posts is deprssing and we all left encouraging tags at her blog =)
SO finally cheer up eunice! Shu rui tt tag is so nice =) the ppl u love most is the ones tt hurt you coz u care about them moz...SMILE EVERYONE!! :P

Comments for eunice's posts...

Eunice, cheer up k =) The problems you met are ok i experienced b4 but you muz jyjy ok? We frens are always here for you de, overcome all these! My fren told me b4, ppl dun trip over mountains it's the pebble tt trip them so you muz overcome them to cross the mountain so jyjy it's the same wif life...Ppl around you can discourage yo or encourage you, it's ur choice to listen or not though it gets irritating if discouragemient comes more than encouragement and tt's when frens come in! =) I'll try to talk to ying en k? SMILE! I dun think we wanna see you so sad...we dun feel happy either to see a gd fren being upset over so many things yet we cant help much..=(

hihihihi

diao 2 weeks liao then come back now in sku sia...=P posted and goiong coz bell juz rang hahahax!!! alrite leave for now then cya ppl! the super few number there!!! cyaa

SIANZ

sianz can, english presentation push back and back dunno is gd thing or bad la gd is can prepare, bad is i will nervous 1 more dae and nidda delay zuo wen back 1 more dae hahax cox too nervous cant think =p hahax
i very sianz lo, the art ar no ideas leh...and summore still got ''pw'' as in home ec thingy also no ideas 1 mondae 1 fri hand in =.= haizz
cher sae wan change seats lo.....dunno where me gonna switch to leh wan be in front but still wanna be with jos also la!! haiz dunno leh mr lim maybe will split us lo i dun wan later wif those guys..
and as i said in msn nik..BOYS CAN BE SO CUNNING!! never tot of lo...and boys are so heartless! how can bully girl till lyk tt de haiz i feel so upset for my poor fren leh...stupid guys hahax not referring to all la juz SOME..eg.jesse, kia qian =P tsk tsk tsk..
ok la i TRY to post more often lo i rather lazy le though last time quite often..now not much things juz tt in class damn sianz seh 1 grp 1 grp hahax
todae home ec discussion SOO funny our grp keep laughing de coz me and vanessa keep contradicting each other then keep argue lolx at last onli idea we tot of is lyk so NOT feasible lo..nid think another de la!!
k la i sianzzzzzzzzzz go do some more inetresting things IF i can find any anyway...k byee ppl (2--3 ppl out there lol)