Argh

ARGGHHH i need a whole week of holiday
to read up on econs notes!!
SERIOUSLY AND URGENTLY!!!
Lecture at 5th chapter le leh
my brain is lagging at 2nd chapter!!
my brain is not made for econs man...
i should give up taking business in future.
NIE seems like a better choice -.-
zzz sianz.

but today quite good mood
coz i was doing maths most of the time
and i didnt touch econs...
oh have. at lecture. but coz my brain still at 2nd chap
so everything learnt recently didnt're register
coz foundation from front chapters are not steady yet.
well...all the best to myself -.-
ok enough of econs.
i realise i everyday mention econs sia.
tsk. shows how much i hate econs... :(
okok something else ba...

today went find mr ang for consultation
he ar so serious! hahahaha
mr ang appears more serious when he's teaching
as in during consultations la. appear. :P
awwww he's leaving soon...
less than 2 weeks left :(
oh TODAY IS THURSDAY?
aiyo why time goes so fast ar?
only left 3 lessons with him sia~ :(
not mrs tan not good but...But...BUt...BUT!!!
hahahahaha damn funny la
today maths lesson then sarah ask cher
whether he will miss us anot
then cher say ya la miss la
sth like tt la i cant rmb exactly haha. :D
wanted say sth else...
but mr ang might read this blog
so hmm nvm suan le HAHA :D
cya peeps :D

jiayou?

Yea i guess i really have to jy le
im used to low self confidence and self esteem in sec sku
but in jc got improvement haha
dunno y...
i come jc got quite a few changes
like...im more easily annoyed :P
but anyway my pt is.
must work hard!! :(
haiz. study study study sianz.
i wont de lor. im not that determined.
but. i'll keep trying
maybe i'll reach tt lvl of determination...soon.
argh...jys ba everyone (:

short post today!
shall end with: mr ang is a ckp cum meanie! HAHA :P

yeayea~

Hi peeps (:

this morning had scholarship interview
I FORGOT WEAR UNIFORM AND BRING TIE!!
DAMN FORGETFUL CAN!
so i exchanged shirt with fenghua lor :D hehe
thanks a lot to her sia
if not i no need go interview liao :D hahaha

then at the MOE HQ ar
i was freaking out haha
i get nervous really easily as always
me and elaine reached suppperr early
so had to wait for an hr or so
HENCE i sat on the oh-so-comfortable sofa
and fell asleep
elaine told me afterwards that my sleeping posture
was very unglam
those who were waiting for their
teaching scholarship interview kept staring at me
lols -.- zzzzz
wadeva not anyone i know at least hehe :P
mr ang was sort of encouraging me la
he say they are just humans so dun need scared HAHA
yea it worked for a short while...haha
the interview was crap
tough.
haha. stupid random ques haha
"how long have you been waiting outside?"
"erm..about 1 hr"
"wow that's long...what have you been thinking about?"
"er...about questions that might be asked"
"so what do you think we'll ask? name 3?"
"why i chose clep, why i like chinese....er..."
"ok these two questions...im sure u are very prepared for them
so we shan't ask you those two questions."
WTH RIGHT what a dumb start to the interview
shant elaborate the rest.
i said the story a lot of times in sku le
lazy type hehe :P

then juz now in sku ar damn pek chek la
dunno y very bad mood lor...
before maths lesson
i was trying to do econs
but I HATE ECONS!!! zzz
i see the questions i stone
i sianz i irritated i pek chek haha...
damn sianz can
I HATE ECONS!!
it takes away my will to study
takes away all interests
ECONS MAKES ME FEEL DUMB
LIKE REALLY REALLY DUMB! :((
and they keep telling me it's common sense
FINE LA
I DUMB LA NO COMMON SENSE CAN?!??!?
zzzzzzzzz
no one's helping man. gets on my nerves totally.

30/10 loves Mr Ang!

Seriously haha
30/10 loves mr ang la

coz mr ang going leave ma
then he ask us go appeal
so juz now i msg the class ask them
see if anyone has objections
obviously no one does!
and a few of them expressed their love
for mr ang HAHA
no la as in
well 30/10 really wants mr ang to stay!
godwin even ask him appeal to h1 maths too HAHA :D

so well need write petition! haha
elaine and veronica very kind la
both dun wan write -.-
so the holy task of writing the petition with me now
SIANZ HAHA ME ALSO LAZY PIG LEH!
argh i'll try to fork out time......haha
WE ALL WANT MR ANG TO STAY!
GET MRS GOH HERE TO READ LA! HAHA

hello

Feeling a little bit complicated o.O
but i've no idea why haha
ytd heard that some ppl in my class
found me scary o.O
some think i give them a lot of pressure o.o
what did i do??!?!
haha...
in sec sku maybe i was a bit too insensitive
as in i always forget to not be too loud
about some stuff...
but now i wont le ar...
i don't bother them le
or at least i really try not to.
so...hopefully they wont dislike me again. ;(
i always get disliked in class
for dumb reasons
it's irritating
and kinda childish haha
i was quite emo on friday but
after giving it some thought
im fine haha :D
anyway also not first time
this is the first time i actually really emo about it
coz this time
im positive i nvr do anything ma...
when i say im slacking
i am really slacking lols.
they nvr asked about usually de ma
always ask if got study for XXX test.
i really didnt so i say didnt lor.
but i usu got prac or at least do tutorials what...
tt helps. lols.
anyway i cant possibly
purposely score badly to please them what
so hope they leave me alone as i leave them alone
my studies my results shouldnt affect them in any way
they are affecting themselves...
O.O
aiya nvm haha

anyway hope mr ang doesn't leave 30/10 la seriously haha
he say MAYBE will take char's class leh :(((
tt's horrible.
if he take de class no gd fren still ok
i'll not tt much reaction.
but CHAR'S CLASS!!
tsk damn sianz
please don't let that come true.
it's quite hard to explain
y teaching my gd fren's class makes it worse la
but...it just does haha
if he has to take them
hope he continues to take us. :D
he say he cant do anything about it
though he also wanna stay with us...
but he say we can go appeal! haha
i need ask the class though
im feeling happy though
mr ang might be able to stay!!! :D:D:D
hehe hopefully...
it's not always can meet so nice n good teacher de lor
i have met a lot of nice teachers b4
but mr ang is chat de most de la :D haha~
anyway......juz hopefully ba (;

((:

Hmm i had a lot to say just now
but now i having mind block
cant rmb what i want type liao la -.-

zzz i only rmb a bit o.O
like...

Sometimes i feel like I don't belong to this world
don't belong anywhere
i look around and see everyone getting along
verry well with everyone...on the appearance at least
hahaah
but i can't o.O
haha but it's alright la
nothing new.
im always talking about the same stuff
im sick of talking about it too -.-

i cant rmb what else i wanna say le la!!
but hmm i hope mr ang don't leave our class.
a nice teacher can help retain interest for tt subject
and summore he's quite a gd teacher...
i scared he go le our class will standard drop more leh -.-
ask him giv tuition then also cannot
coz we are mrs tan's students and we both in tjc
it's inappropriate.
sianz. i scared my maths drop.
hopefully i can still catch up la...
i don't wanna disappoint him la
he think too highly of me le la -.-
must work harder!!!!
i'm too used to slacking already
suddenly want work hardhard also tough la -.-
but im trying...
today at library during free period ar
I ACTUALLY DID WORK LEH!! WOW LA HAHAHAHA

yea so hmm well
i wan to do well.
hopefully for all my subs but tt's IMPOSSIBLE
so well AT LEAST for maths....
JIAYOUUS EVERYONE!! :D
not easy but...try lor. :D
even if result not as good as what we really want...
as long as did our best then wont regret ba?
BUT i'm wondering about the did our best part LOL

my class...i think some people not very happy with me le lols
dunno la. not first time anyway.
but im not sure la. maybe i oversensitive...(i doubt so)
i didn't do anything lor...i just do my own stuff
nvr go bother them also...sianz.
so hard to please everyone :(

today my chinese birthday! i tot my parents forgot...
they forgot last year so i ate the "red eggs" and the noodles
1 week late hahaha
today they rmbed! so happy hahaha :D
then today dinner so fab can!!
got grill meat and stuff damn nice damn nice :D:D hehe :P

if i rmb anything else to add...
i'll come back...
i shall go research for gpp and PI stuff le.
SEE YOU PEOPLE ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
I TURN 16 TODAY! SWEEET 16 hahah :D:D

I'm very happy :D
I was afraid my facebook would be pretty de at first
haha and i didnt know how many ppl would msg me...
but well i was surprised and really happy ((:
this morning quite a few ppl msg me
and i was esp surprised to see MR ANG's MSG!!! LOL
i was like damn shocked can hahahaha
then fb ar also quite a lot.
can tell a lot if saw on fb then wish de
but im still very happy they bothered to hehe :D:D
thanks a lot EVERYONE :D REALLY!! :D

kailun didnt buy cake for me today
but she bought ice cream waffle from good news cafe!
tt's fabulous too hehe my fav...sort of hahah :D:D
and got present from jos char they all too! SO NICE LA
I <3 IT!! :D:D THANKS MY DEAR GOOD FRIENDS :D:D
esp jos who picked it hahaha :D:D
it's a very sweeet and cute nicenice heart shaped necklace!!
last yr i got a heart shaped necklace from kev too hahahaha
and this yr i got another one! haha :D
nice sia :D thanks all of u!! :D:D really!! :D:D

just a few things

yepp as the title says...

i think it's pretty sad that my class aka 30/10 is sort of split into two...
i dunno why la...should be coz of
the extremely diff thinking/tastes/preferences ba...
anyway ar it's just so sad. like...we are one class what...
but then for my group ar we also have our own opinions
but we've been asking for their opinions and trying our best to satisfy them le
some of our opinions are overlooked coz we have to use theirs
but i'm curious. why they never give in de ar -.-
and y are they still unhappy?
i'd rather everyone make it clear what they are unhappy about
and we can hold a PROPER discussion
it's MUCH better than saying it's ok it's ok when it's totally NOT ok
lols i never actually got angry at others before excluding my family la
i do get impatient with my good friends sometimes but tt's all lor
but this time i got pretty agitated lols
i dun really know y la...probably coz i see elaine getting soo
upset over all these
and yet people are not putting in effort to make all these better
it's like only their opinions matter....
no offense la seriously...just...well
im just a bit too agitated haha
but tt's ytd de thing la
now all fine all fine~
just some thoughts from yesterday la really.
now i dun really care :P other than the fact that
i probably won't wear the pullover often o.O
but hopefully it wouldn't become a waste of money lols...
but who wears pullovers and NOT take it off in singapore
when it's SO hot?
and it's so troublesome to take off!
aiya suan le. at most dump it at home lor :P
i don't wanna quarrel with them ((:
Pease is Harmony and Harmony is Lovely :D
hmm tt sounds nice o.O suddenly came up de hahahaha
okok next

elaine so poor thing as cg rep lor
like not very respected? dunno la
she's trying her best to make everyone happy le
hopefully the class will TRY to understand just A BIT?
i want to help her de today but she like don't really want us help
she just went with shubei aka the ass. cg rep.
haha nvm la. although i really wanted to help hahahaha
but well it's ok~ haha ((:
currently trying to edit the design for the class pullover...
coz many find it too plain le.
o.O but hopefully there won't be too much violent objections...
it's tiring leh..
esp when the jacket won the votings before de but those ALL werent counted
and this one which the pullover won is counted apparently...
haiyo im not supposed to keep mentioning this hahahaha
but wait one more thing.
i actually voted for White, Jacket, with Liou jing's design.
in the end result was Black, Pullover, with Jollin's desgin.
haha...irritating leh -.- haha.......nvm IT'S OK!!!!

haha today feeling quite emo.
lols. well. i really not sociable enough sia.
never know what to say.
dun even know how to chat lor damn sad.
like as in i really dunno what to chat about
what to say. how to break the silence without being too boring/irritating
i am at a loss most of the time lols.
but i really dunno what to do leh~
it's like i feel like such a failure la
im like so...dunno how mix with others like tt
dunno how make gd frens de :(
i don't exactly have a best friend
i don't have siblings etc
whatever i want to share i basically share with myself haha
i do tell some friends of coz but it's like i didn't say anything
usu it's overlooked or ignored etc coz it's not exactly impt/serious stuff
nobody likes to hear ppl grumble or what de ma
so hmm i don't share too deep-in emotions or stuff much.
no one to share with anyway. sad eh?

just now went mazarin briefing
saw joscelin and a lot of her classmates
they all like so close lor haha
anyway joscelin who used to be pretty quiet/shy in sec 1 (except when with gd frens)
talk and laugh with the guys so easily le sia haha
i was pretty surprised haha
i know she opened up a lot since sec3 when she joined CO comm
but still...haha
i envy her lor
she has changed :D more grown up like tt
able to make friends with everybody already
she really can chat with anyone and everyone leh haha
so she has lots of friends. she can share a lot of stuff with them de
not like me...haha (:
ya lor so just now emoemo le haha...
i feel like last time like tt leh
doesnt feel like i've changed at all
i'm still so tongue-tied around some people
like when 1-1 talk tt time la
i really dunno what to say

so ar so difficult make friends......
even some better terms de friends in class ar also not very close de
coz...well i am not good with natural, not good with mixing
i wonder when i'll learn how to be sociable like a young adult -.-
dunno when then i can really make new friends easily
and chat with people naturally and easily
i don't like awkwards silences
but i always experience them....it sucks leh
i feel like a social failure sometimes...

emo again?

Dunno why ar
i always suddenly
REALLY VERRYYY suddenly start emo-ing de leh lols

dunno la esp at night
will start to think this think tt
start think too much...haiz
always feel emptier and weaker at night de
coz tt's when there's peace
and my mind starts to wander
and all kinds of errant tots start to appear
i will start thinking too much at night de...

if not ar
sometimes juz feel down and emo ar
then feel like crying
cry finish normal again
sotsot de
like pms like tt LOL
haiya damn sianz
lols...sotsot de...

currently feeling like there's no one around me
like as in no one close at all...
sec sku clique HONESTLY isn't tt close
whole day suan here suan there
nvr share troubles or anything usu de
but it's the best liao le
and even tt split le
cg dun hav
cca diff have
everyone have their own social circles and all le
who cares about making new close friends?
and im not gd at making friends in the first place

so sad la. why i dun have nice social circles? haha xP
im not as fun as everyone else la eg. joyce lols
she extreme eg la but ya hahaha
i not gd at social stuff like this de la...
dunno how have fun hahaha
dunno how make friends esp gd friends
nvr know what to do...like damn failure la...

haiyo i dunno what i typing le la hahaah
damn crap sia what m i talking about.
difficult to put thoughts into words la
suan le ignore everything. none rly makes sense.
but i noe what im feeling anyway o.O
crazy me.
nvm.
i noe it will past soon -.- haha...

:D:D

YOOOZ! :D

Today went Orange Valley Nursing Home for LEO CLUB :D
It was quite fun la we sang songs, then teach the elderly fold origami
then let them play super mini bowling then left.
The elderly some damn dao but some very nice :D:D

After tt me n joyce went bugis went bossini say hi to them :D
then weijie + chiew ping+ joyce + me went mac there meet victor kor! :D:D
Yepp then stand there stone n crap a while le then
we went downstairs to find sth eat
in the end went CRYSTAL JADE :D
Joyce took damn long to decide whether she eating with us or not la
but anyway it was damn funny la
joyce NATURAL JOKER HAHA (i noe you will read this haha JOKER! XP)
Then her friend Clarence come join us so they both eat with us
DAMN FUNNY LA
he come then first thing
shake hands with kor and both over there intro
then shake with me LOL
it's so rare to see hahahahaha

anyway we went........oh ya toilet LOL
DAMN LONG QUEUE HAHA
then the two guys wait outside quite long time sia hahaha
then kor drive us go city hall
they go with me to buy S.H.E. album first :D:D
THEN THAT IDIOT JOYCE SAY WAN GO PENINSULA
then at first go wrong place
went to a super smelly place LOL
after tt found the place they go seesee guitar liao hor
THEN JUST LIKE TT U KNOW
WE WALK DAMMMMNNN FAR THEN GO THERE DO ALMOST NTH LA!
LOL
then walk back to suntec there
JOYCE SAY WAN GO ESPLANADE FIND SOMEWHR SIT DOWN
then we walkwalkwalk there again
THEN SHE DUN WAN GO IN ANY OF THE RESTAURANTS OR ANYTHING TO EAT
then she sit in the middle of nowhr just on the floor
HAHAHA DAMN IDIOT LA TSK~
hahahahaha
after tt we WALK BACK to suntec again
wth la like walkathon like tt.....

Hmm what did we do next~
Oh ya we went to mac in marina square :D
ate mcflurry and kor ordered a large coke LOL
then couldnt finish it hahahaha

Then well erm thx to me ar we walked 1 round back to same place in suntec
coz see wrong directions LOL
we wanted go fountain of wealth take pics ma haha

then....after tt we found it
walked around the fountain 3 times again :D
then played a liiitttllle bit with water LOL
then wanted ask the uncle take pic for us
then he go close tt thing sia
then in the end couldnt take there.
whole day we only took 1 grp photo seh....hahha
but there was one with joyce beside 2 dustbins
tt's called triplets LOL

whole trip today me n the two guys keep suaning joyce la LOL
damn funnnnyyy :D:D:D
they keep call her dustbin also LOL
a very fun day la.

BEST PART IS OUR RIDE HOME LOL
kor drive us ma then he couldnt find the way LOL
then took quite a long time to get back HAHA
but it was damn fun la
and we like keep insulting/stressing him haha like so bad la xPP
hehe but yea damn fun.
after me n joyce got down ar
CLARENCE TOOK 1 HR TO GET HOME SIA! LOL
from tamp to hougang TOOK 1 HR!!
LOLOLOL
hahahaha funny la.

but hor kor supposed to meet his frens ar 6.30 leh.
then he insist on sending us home so he went there late by like 1.5 hr?
so sorry sia!! :(
but he didnt tell us
juz now clarence just told us only lols....

anyway overall it was a great day
joyce damn centre of attention la LOL :D:D:D hahahaha

BUSY

Haiz sianz la
School getting so busy!!!
T.T
like so many things to do and so little time
BUT actually
got time la is just want to do anot hahaha

mum say sunday wan go out ask my finish ALL my work by tmr!
That's like impossible esp when i slacked whole of today away
left tmr do EVERYTHING is IMPOSSIBLE. -.-
sianz
haiyo why didnt i do anything today xP

Hehe but just now had msn interview with mrs tan haha
she asked my about recurrence lecture and we went through
example 4 of recurrence.
asked me explain everything sia -.-
haha...quite scary la trying to explain it to her...

tomorrow muz chiong work le!!
now damn tired but dun feel like gng sleep
i wanted to do gp de very little only ma
but i dunno how do!?!?!?!
sianz la
shortest thing le. but dunno how do.
HOW SIA!
T.T
MY GP GOING FAIL LE LA!
today gp lesson cher ask stuff ar godwin keep answering haha
we were pretty impressed by the elit students
so we are getting damn worried for gp...
'A's belong to them...not us...
haiz we must work 100 times as hard if want get A lor...
they take elit we take clit leh.
clit not easy also la cham
csc quite fun i guess...in a way
but it's not easy either
econs sucks. full stop. haha. no la
it's not THAT bad it's just that it's really NOT easy
and my tutorial teacher doesnt know how to teach AT ALL
she's too new and inexperienced la. our econs gng die definitely.
Chem is fine. it's basically....chem -.-
haha...not easy also of coz but it's not the worst.
maths is maths! haha tougher le and still getting tougher
but im TRYING to handle it.
if i can't deal with maths i should just drop out now.
but well it's not easy so im TRYING haha.

GP of coz is toooo difficult for me.
and it isnt interesting enough either.
PW SUCKS! damn tough.
i need do Preliminary Ideas(PI) but
so difficult...
I totally no inspiration leh how ar...
My first 'A' level paper leh and im feeling
so pessimistic about it haha.
It's tough la that's all i should say.
i haven't exactly started on the working on it part
so i dunno how it will be actualy...
im so looking forward to the groups but need wait 1 or more weeks...............
hope the grouping will be very satisfactory...

GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF LOL
eyelids drooping le probably going sleep soon. bye (:

HELLO :D

Hi peeps~
It's me again~

Today go out ma
i wore mum's shirt LOL
she put in my wardrobe for me de
it's black then i wore white pants.
look more mature than usual sia..haha but ok la :D
then wore flats. that flats ar 2nd time wear only
1st time give me 2 SUPER huge blisters!!
this time blister again leh! tsk....stupid shoes la
it must hate me lots sia haha...

Anyway we went raffles city shopping centre for lunch!
Well...only 7 ppl went -.-
quite sad la since it's supposed to be cg outing
but still it was quite fun le :D
we wanted go thai express eat sia haha
in the end cant find it coz i think it's renovating
then so we went shokudo.
damn ex la de stuff but not bad la :D:D

after tt spent some time looking for ben and jerry again.
well coz want spend the $200 vouchers from vodcast competition ma
in the end it's renovating also!! tsk..
so miranda went with zhekang to take zk's contacts
the rest of us went to orchard first.
supposed to go to orchard central which is at somerset
but we went orchard -.-
so take mrt back to somerset lor
yepp then took super long escalators up to 8th storey
damn scary la...
first time was fine
then second long one
omg la i was damn scared...
stupid escalator...
SO LONG FOR WHAT?!??! damn high can....
i totally didn't dare to look so keep staring at the side
haha...yepp and ben n jerry there de environment so nice!!
:D:D it's at heaven's loft at orchard central
the place so nice la
but then DAMN EX -.-

we wanted buy 1 scoop each de
then the person come tell us say dine in 1 scoop $8.90
takeaway 1 scoop $4.90
like wth la SO BIG DIFFERENCE!!
so we takeaway then got extra so we bought another sundae to share.
outside got tables for takeaway wor so lame right -.-
but the ice cream not bad la :D:D


after tt i went back bugis again...
haha i like nth better to do sia -.-
anyway went back there la said hi to weijie lo
he was having break but ending soon
so chat 5 mins then i left
went up to bhg chat a short while with shu han.
the new incharge was there
he not as friendly as may lor didnt even smile -.-
anyway a while then left le
took mrt back to tampines
went t1 find joan :D
today her last day working there sia!!!
haha anyway chatted for quite a while~
then yepp came home ((:
quite a nice day la :D

And arh, these few days...
weirdweird...started missing someone..
someone whom i don't think i should be missing...
i don't even know WHY i am missing that person lor...
okok i dunno y i missing him la.
i don't like him tt way ok!
but hor...i dunno y...
probably coz too long nvr chat so it's feeling weird ba.
although we didnt really chat that much last time
but at least he was...there.
like we could talk normally.
now...like so weird...im missing the past so much nowadays.
aiya forget it.
im thinking too much. full stop. BYE (:

1 mth+ has passed!! haha...

Well here I am again...
I realise ah my posts all very...disorganised lols.
I write as things cross my mind so ya not much planning la
but well :D:D at least i did say what i want to ba...
less than 5 ppl read my blog de anyway hehe
so ya i understand can already xPPPPPP
it's just...i want to be able to
rmb things that happened before when i read
this blog again next time haha...
some things...i hope i won't forget ma :D

ANYWAY
my point of writing today's post is...
well...erm update about today ^^

It's a really nice day hehe
i went wanshan's house for gp presentation/project.
at mrt station there saw fanye's BOYFRIEND :D haha
so sweet la xPP then after that we 4 ppl(excluding wanshan)
gossip about each other while waiting for bus to go wanshan house
hahahaha then sorta completed project at ~12.40
then i went BUGIS :D:D

Met up with weijie at bugis mrt station :D:D:D
Hehe long time no see sia then yea
teased him a lot again hahahaha old habit doesn't change easily eh? xPP
well...then i go mac buy french fries then
we walkwalkwalkwalk blindly lor.
didn't matter la coz we were just chatting and crapping hahaha
so juz walkwalk talktalk.
we went up to BHG to see who's up there too...
and WELLLL it was wp la. erm lols.
quite ps hehe but it was...fine ba he said hi at least
then they two started talking in cantonese wth
didn't understand any word -.-
then we rush back to bossini coz weijie need work liao

after he tapped his card and began work
i loitered around in bossini hahahaha for quite a while
nth to do then help them fold a few clothes LOL
职业病 hahahaha xPP
after that went walkwalk blindly again
after tt rmbed about NLB so yea went there read books
for about...half an hour then went back to bossini outside there
kept peeping in lols couldnt find weijie but
i kept seeing wp LOL
i scared he see me la so keep hiding hiding de...
dunno y...i juz...scared?
lols haha...dunno y...
felt very ps so didnt want him to catch me sneaking around there LOL
then after waiting for quite a while
somehow wp disappeared and went up to BHG again
then i went inside then weijie's break time liao!
YIPPEE!
wait damn long for his break can -.-
my legs were already hurting from the standing and walking haha
coz i was wearing slippers so ya it wasn't very comfortable lols -.-

Then we walkwalk again.
none of us could decide where to go for lunch hahahaha
so ya walkwalkwalk.
after tt he say go foodcourt then okay lor.
go foodcourt! i recommend pepper lunch to him la
he say he not used to tt type of food though -.-
so i go buy first, pepper lunch of coz xPP
then i spilled a little bit soup on my wallet T.T
but we both no tissue!!
then he say wan go buy tissue for me wor o.O
i was like: so nice ar? hahahaah
then he left. he came back with pepper lunch LOL
still say dun want to eat that hehe (he say he couldn't find anything else to eat le haha...)
he just left it on the table and ask me wait for him
then he left to buy tissue wor...
pepper lunch leave it hor the food will burnt de
so i 'cooked' for him hahaha juz stir stir mix mix la..
then so long liao he haven come back le
he doesn't know the place very well de leh so
i was so worried he lose his way la -.-

then he came back with a pack of tissues haha
coz he went guardian at the MRT STATION!!!
lols ran sooo far away can...
he say he couldnt find any tissue so he went all the way
back to mrt station to buy lor.
i so touched can LOL
then he was complaining that it's so hot coz he ran ma
he still say he stupid to take so long time la. lols...
but good exercise la hahaha

after that when we leaving, i ask him
how much is the tissue (he insisted that i took the whole pack home -.-)
he dun wan tell me...
i say go home check receipt then
he search his pocket and took out a receipt wor
HE ACTUALLY REMEMBERED TO TAKE THE RECEIPT BEFOREHAND SIA LOL
this one i more touched than the buy tissue LOL hahaha
i mean like seriously la which guy would actually rmb that SMALl detail?
guys seldom so meticulous lor xPPP
hahahaha anyway he damn nice la LOL
TOO BAD HE'S 21 LOL no la that's not the point
he's a very good friend and korkor :D:D:D
so sad la he june going back to malaysia to study liao...

i rmb that time before i quit bossini ar,
a thief stole a $89 jacket from bossini...
it was my fault since i was the only one who saw the idiot thief
but i didnt stop him coz i was too dumb to realise anything -.-
slow reaction sia...damn dumb
anyway my point is i was damn upset and guilty after that
and scared i need pay
i dun mind if they deduct from my pay de but i don't want
everyone in the store to split cost with me...
i will really feel very bad...

that time i totally wanted to cry but managed to not cry
until i was in the storeroom after work...then cried A LITTLE BIT
haha coz got other colleagues la so...didnt really cry
they were saying no need to cry over that la..tt's true but
well i was just really..upset.
MY POINT IS!!!
before my work ended ar,
i was hitting weijie pretty hard
and i was saying 怎么办怎么办 while i hit him lols
but he didnt complain or even avoid my hits leh
he juz let me hit then he raised his hand
i thought he want hit me or something
then i of coz siam ma but then i realised
he wanted to pat my head wor...
i was...so touched LOL
i shouldn't have misinterpreted his intentions haha
but anyway he was really nice
like a really nice korkor :D:D

hehe today's post like dedicated to him like that sia LOL
aiya juz feel lucky to have a friend/korkor like him haha
today is a very nice day ((:

OH YA before i end!
30/10 Vodcast team won English Fair Vodcast 2010 CHAMPION!!
Heez our group received $200 ben n jerry voucher.
we 8 members ma so $20 each so left $40.
HENCE we are sort of treating the class to be n jerry
this friday!! but of coz it's not enough de la
so ya they would have to pay a little bit more...i guess o.O
anyway im looking forward to lotsa ice cream!! HEHE :D:D

YEPPYEPP :D:D
then well i got work to do still TT
i did A LOT work on saturday and sunday le actually
but after tt slacked a lot
so productivity dropped a lot -.-
so well i'll TRY to catch up now :D
and im writing a 小说!!
it's for an attempt for a competition
but well i dun think my standard is good enough
to be selected for the competition
but i juz want to try :D:D:D hahaha
wish me good luck
bye peeps bye myself :D

IM BACK

HELLO PPL! IM BACK!
AFTER DAMMNN LONG HAHA :D
hahaha
some people damn ba gua la
keep kaypoing about my recent rlship change haha...
sooo kaypo xPP

anyway tj is quite ok ((:
and i get to see wenxin pretty often haha
my class is quite good haha 22 girls ONE GUY! hahaa
tt guy is godwin -.- zzz
lols...but overall not bad la xP

I'M BACK! :]

YO PPL :]

O LVLS OVER! (Sorry i know i very lag but still..)
lols xDD well it's great that I can stop studying
(not like i was studying much but still...)

Anyway right after o lvls,
we went to SING K xDD
Sang 5 hrs straight sia damn nice x] haha...
Cut the story short la basically it's just fun lor..

then today went to TPRAWKS!
WOOTS! TP OEEEII! haha...
cheer so much la...i think voice sure gone by third day lor..
if not then my throat so gd sia -.-

Games were quite ok.
I think my group quite ok too just that got 1 guy
more enthu than the PLs. -.-
he like leader like tt lor~create our group cheer for us too
i love that cheer la soo cool xDD haha...
it was fun la xD
gng tmr too!!!
tmr gng to learn mass dance WOOTS
today they tried teaching us a dance la
i think is hiphop ba..
DIFFICULT LEH
but then DAMN FUN hehe...
sweat a lot too :D:D so fun~~
but i can't really get it right~
not much dancing cells in me i guess
some of the rawkers can dance leh
dance so well la. got 'floor movements' haha :D
can spin and stuff so cool la
the dance grp of tp ar also so cool
damn nice :DD

SEC 3s DO JOIN TPRAWKS NEXT YR!
YOU WONT REGRET IT ((:
bring ur frens along like what i did xD
but they tmr not gng sia -.-
left me n hosy tmr then she leaving early~~~~~~
hope tmr is gdgdgdgd too xDD

TPRAWKS!

I wanted to go TPRAWKS!
and YAY! I'm going! haha xDD

Didnt dare ask mum about it for so long la!
scarier than o lvls...
so scary...haha xD lucky i can go!
she say go 1-2 days can le
but shld be able to persuade her let me go 3 days de la xD
hopefully......xDD

So happy xD
I registered le..a bit too fast though...
i think wont be in same grp with hosy/mx/carol leh.......zzz
haiz...hope can sia...if not no pt gng tgt...
i dun wan feel lost there xD
and i wan hav fun there tgt!
Saw a lot stuff abt last yr's tprawks etc
it looks so fun xD

the TP mass dance a bit retarded hehe
very funny but looks fun and it looks simple enough xDD
their orientation looks so fun too la xDD
but im not very decided abt the course though...
hav a few choices currently...gotta think abt it...

Now let's talk about o's...
haha. well. el was. ok. i always say it's ok.
and results always B3-B4. so dun care lor
hope can do well...
well a girl can dream xDD i dream of getting A1 for EL xD hahaha..

Emath paper 1. pretty easy.
but after exam i realised i got tricked by some questions.
and one question i know how do but phrasing wrong. don't sound right.
so minus quite a few marks le.
and apparently i dunno how much is a billion -.- so more marks gone -.-
haiz...people do rmb 1 billion has 9 zeroes.
dumbdumb me here tot only got 8 zeroes -.-
DUN LAUGH -.- xPP

But generally it was easy.
EVERYONE thinks so. well all think can score better than usual.
stompers were discussing it too...
so well to get A1...maybe need 85-90% liao le la T.T
SO HARD! SO HIGH LEH! T.T
paper 2 tmr!
wish me gd luck ppl! xDD
and gd luck to ALL who are taking o's ((:
JIAYOUUS!
a FEW papers more to go and freedom awaits us at the end of the dreadingly long path
wow i seldom type stuff like tt on my blog but anyway ((:
gd luck ppl (:
I <3 STOMP anyway haha ((:
it's a great forum full of wonderful ppl ^^
it helps me improve my el too haha xDD

poly..

actually like got a lot things to post
complain abt what my mum complained -.-
but then postponed so long
i forgot what i wan to say.
basically my mum misunderstand a lot abt me...
she ar got anything ar dun tell me dun ask me
then anyhow assume de...
but it's not true -.-
see la. she so totally dun understand me.
but oh well, who does?

she so not happy tt i wan go np...
so ar i tried to make myself like tp la
been looking at tp stuff for last hr or so
now im quite fine wif tp le..
TP JIU TP LOR...
haha
it's not tt bad...
quite nice actually ^^
though honestly...i love np -.-
oh well, i like tp too ^^
so TP IT IS!
tp de psycholgy damn own la...
lowest cut off point in ALL courses in ALL poly
but then juz psychology xD (8)
accounting not bad also though. 11. same as np.
but tp de got finance T.T
np PURE accounting! haiz
stop thinking abt np....TP ROCKS~~

T.T

Damn it la.
what the heck.
what i do la.
my dad is being DAAAMMNNN irritating.
what does he noe la.
can't he try to understand ANYTHING??
juz 1 is better than nothing.
if not, then DUN BOTHER ME.
damn it.
can't tolerate him leh.
he rly can get champion in the
"make sihui cry" competition sia.
and i hate myself for getting upset la.
get upset so easily as always.
but it takes two hands to clap.
want me to change my temper not i put in effort can de lor...

i already very control le leh.
my temper is rly bad, i know.
so i try to control...
if i rly dun control,
i think i can rly shout bk at them or sth lor.
but i dun lor.
i rather keep quiet lor if not things will get worse.
but then they leh.
keep say i lian chou chou.
then what. they rather i flare up is it.
cant they put in some effort as well in
controlling THEIR temper?
mum doing pretty well.
dad leh. damn irritating la.
think he king ar. everything he right
he nvr does anything wrongly wor.
HELLO! what he did right la??!??!
zzz...*breathe in breathe out*
today wanted come post sth nice
coz today went out study ma.
juz wanted post sth casual.
in the end it started lyk this...

zzz...i could have explained...
but i said nth...
coz im not rly sure whether it helps.
or will it earn me more scoldings/naggings?
forget it la.
say all u wan la.
im the worst kid ever la.
dumbest ever. most rebellious.
worst kid one can ever have.
wadeva. i dun rly care now.
maybe later. not now.
*shakes head* dun wan think le.
annoying stuff...

today went out wif carol!!
went bedok library cafe dere
12+ they ask us wan order anything anot
coz we sit there very long lols so i go buy lunch lor.
after mine come then carol buy...
didnt rly do much there.
only did acs history paper Q1a and 1b nia.
after tt packed up go carol condo there de study room.
there better environment.
did emaths. almost finished paper 1.
so total...still not much done lols.
but well sure more than if im home de la.

tmr carol n shuting wanted come my house study.
in the end neither is coming -.-
zzz. so wad m i supposed to do?
anyone wan come?? T.T
mum will be home tmr...not much freedom eh?
so well force myself to study lor.
but when im alone,
i seriously cant get myself studying.
what to do. bo bian. jin liang lor.
keep no motivation de...
but i wan to score well for o lvls!!! rly wan to...
why no mood study?!!?! T.T T.T T.T

i need the marks ^^
i wan go Ngee Ann Poly!!
haven told my mum yet.
dunno she will let anot...
but then i wan poly leh...NP...
i wan accountancy...
char say its boring but i think it's fine what................
haha xDD wadeva la...
they offer scholarships to top 8-10 ppl according to o lvl score leh.
but then i think is according to ELR2B2 wor means i no hope haha.
coz my el no hope...
but then...still...
no matter wad also hav to score well ma...
juz now my dad say
你出去就真的要跟我读书，不然
考到老牙的成绩你就知道。
i was lyk wth. always lyk tt de...
i feel like shouting back
NO MATTER WHAT
I STILL WILL DO BETTER THAN YOU
you go study la study HARD
SCORE HIGHER THAN ME
THEN COME SCOLD ME LA!
zzzz *calm down*
haha.
aiya.
he always give stupid comments de.
i wasn't even talking to him can -.-
i was talking to my mum.
he interrupt what la.
they whole day contradicting themselves
to put everything to their benefit de.

wan control me then say im still a kid
wan me do things then say i grown up liao.
-.- so wat m i.
a while like 10 yr old kid a while lyk 20 yr old adult.
im in btw okay.
today got talk to carol a bit abt poly.
she say mature too fast.
isnt it better to be a kid for a longer time?
then i was like, i always not much of a kid anyway what.
i nvr rly felt like a kid lor.
mature faster even better.
maybe i'll get over my stupid temper.
maybe...
who cares la anyway.
wadeva happens...all will past..
im juz grumbling agn lols.. xPP

okay la dun bother you le.
wont hav more than 3 reading this anyway~
write for myself read ^^

zzz

dad cut my pc cable so
cant use my com recently...
so ehh now in com lab~ xDxD bye ppl~~

yo!

Yo ppl~
long time no blog~
but i dun wanna close my blog
shuting say she gonna close hers le...
lols so well here i am again~

ok nvm. so lame.
aiya nth much to say la haha
usual day stuff so boring
put le also nobody wan read
so i dun write lo...
personal stuff on personal blog ma
so wont write here too...
then what to write here leh? hmm~~~

study break study break study break!!
haha im looking forward to it!! xDxD
but well i need motivation
to stop slacking and start chionging...
anybody hav any ideas? xD

today went do cip...
quite fun xD but got a crazy dog stuck its head out of the window
and kept barking...scared me sia haha
then after tt we went eastpoint
saw the luohan fish and goldfish etc xD
cool leh.
got luohan fish de hump damn bigggg
goldfish eyebag DAMN BIG
scary la. so disgusting...
FISH so disgusting hahahhaha xPxP

then we went kfc sit till 11am then eat lunch.
after tt go pet safari!
the pets sooo cuteeee xDxD
we watched a cat n dog being groomed xD
nice sia they damn enjoy la
but they dun rly lyk bring blown on the face using the
dunno what dryer thing haha

then got a lady with her pet poodle.
hair pretty dark n thick
but i didnt dare touch it
everyone else touched it -.- haha
very friendly n cute dog xD
damn cute xD
yepp haha saw three kittens also
the pets are sooo cuutteee xDxD