emo again?

Dunno why ar
i always suddenly
REALLY VERRYYY suddenly start emo-ing de leh lols

dunno la esp at night
will start to think this think tt
start think too much...haiz
always feel emptier and weaker at night de
coz tt's when there's peace
and my mind starts to wander
and all kinds of errant tots start to appear
i will start thinking too much at night de...

if not ar
sometimes juz feel down and emo ar
then feel like crying
cry finish normal again
sotsot de
like pms like tt LOL
haiya damn sianz
lols...sotsot de...

currently feeling like there's no one around me
like as in no one close at all...
sec sku clique HONESTLY isn't tt close
whole day suan here suan there
nvr share troubles or anything usu de
but it's the best liao le
and even tt split le
cg dun hav
cca diff have
everyone have their own social circles and all le
who cares about making new close friends?
and im not gd at making friends in the first place

so sad la. why i dun have nice social circles? haha xP
im not as fun as everyone else la eg. joyce lols
she extreme eg la but ya hahaha
i not gd at social stuff like this de la...
dunno how have fun hahaha
dunno how make friends esp gd friends
nvr know what to do...like damn failure la...

haiyo i dunno what i typing le la hahaah
damn crap sia what m i talking about.
difficult to put thoughts into words la
suan le ignore everything. none rly makes sense.
but i noe what im feeling anyway o.O
crazy me.
nvm.
i noe it will past soon -.- haha...