one more thing to add

One more thing...my cousin juz reminded me...
MY FATHER IS LYK SO BIASED?
my cousin come then treat him more lyk child i feel lyk a guest nia..
my cousin alwawys lyk pai ma pi say my mum so chio my father so handsome etcetc de so my father so n1 to him de...i used to be so jealous lo...lol...but hu cares le la he wan be biased then go ahead i DUN WAN TO CARE!

one thing, truthfully, i juz cried my heart out sia but didnt really heart outla =.=
i very scared tt i cant get the scholarship this yr very scared...
i dunno wad will happen, i dunno and im very scared.....

Thanks a lot eunice thx for encouraging me for the past hour! without you, i still crying de la...really...thx!! ><

who are you?

Who are you? I really wan to shout at my dad sia...since young i've never shouted at them b4 i've never even tok back b4 until lyk last yr? but also jkjk tt type onli la and they sae i tok back...BE SATISFIED OVER THINGS U HAVE!
Since young, everytime i upset over them or angry or wad i juz hide and cry alone...even if my parents juz raise their voice nia i will cry de lo...then last yr my dad told me(in cl): ' you grow up already hor become big liao ar? last time raice voice u will cry now wont liao la...' i was lyk as if lo...i still do la BUT WHY SHLD I SHOW THOSE SO NOT UNDERSTANDING PARENTS? WHY SHOULD I?
Ppl always say that parents have unselfish and undying love for their children but why dont i see it? im going crazy la...WHO ARE YOU? ARE YOU REALLY MY FATHER? ARE YOU? WHERE DID ALL TT KIND OF LOVE GO?
wadeva fed up sia...eyes still hothot la juz now in the living rm tears almost drop but they didnt see...thank goodness lo...then i come my room use com ma then really cry le la but as usual silently...
If you are feeling really tired and in de first place not in a gd mood then which usually dinner is last person wash de then i was lyk first? Then, i go livng rm le usually is my dad wash de since is my mum cook de wad...
He will go watch tv first then wash de coz he super addicted to the ''Jiayou, Jinshun!'' then today my mother call him go wash he call me go fine la i noe this is small matter etc rite but is wad he say make me feel very....i dunno how to say la...i dun feel lyk i belong to them lo...wad does he treat me as?
He over there saying: 'I help you wash the dishes can...you muz score gd results la! You this yr dun get scholarship then u will get it from me' in chinese. I WAS LYK WADDE LA HELP ME WASH DISHES VERY BIG DEAL AR? HE NOT HOME ALSO ALL I WASH DE WAD... WAD'S THE BIG DEAL???!!?!!?
summore, my parents keep pressing me to get scholarship etc de make me so fed up...im stressed enough wif the hw and problems etc etc and they noe nth of them apparently...parents shld realise their children's moods etc shldnt they?
Then keep sae muz get scholarship de...I STUDY FOR MYSELF FOR MY FUTURE AND FOR THEIRS TOO!! EVEN IF I GET THE SCHOLARSHIP, MAYBE IT WILL BE OF SOME USE PROBABLY BUT HOW MUCH? THIS IS JUZ SEC SKU! AND NOW I DUN EVEN NOE WHY I STUDY!!??!
IM SOOOOOOOO FED UP................
This is the second incident tt my dad said sth tt makes me feel lyk im not his child liao le lo meaning saying lyk help me do thing is a chore lyk tt lyk will die lyk tt my mum also said b4 la...haizzz I really feel lyk crying out loud without caring them sia...but if i look back in the last 14 yrs of my life...i've nvr really did tt lo....crying out i mean anywhere....Its very sad to cry silently too coz it would be much better to cry out loud...
BUT...I CANT! AND I DEFINITELY CANT TOLERATE IT SERIOUSLY!

Follow-up to previous

Today, I wrote the EL compo for the teen ink thing. 'my story, my life, my way'. I didnt know wad to write until ytd when i tot of my previous post lol which gave me the idea! ^^ Hope write about made a difference in my own life is alrite haha
I wrote about writing the ques on blog then some of the replies ppl gave me etc then say about my final conclusion and the change in the life ><
In the compo, the final conclusion is lyk er...half of real one but in real life im not lyk 'confirmed' about it la haha but tt's wad i wrote in the compo i eman the conclusion on how to live ur lfe ^^ Yepp way to live ur life...as in mine la haha
I write my conclusion is tt
Life is lyk a game, such as lyk er maple/ghostonline etc de. They also travel around and have frens. In the game, we fight but in real life we study. In the game, we lvl up and in real life it's quite similar in the sense that we go from pri 1 to 2 u see and those 'jobs' are lyk when you go from pri to sec isnt it?
SO IT'S ALL RATHER SIMILAR!! ^^ haha
tt's why so i was saying the way i wanted to live my life as in in the compo anyway, was to juz treat it as a game and juz work hard and study hard and CHIONG!! To lyk gain exp in game (knowledge in real) and then lvl up you see haha no la juz...it's an aspect tt i can see it from so tt at least there's a reason to live rite? a way to live? lol yepp tt's why lo...but im not sure it will be really used in real life haha coz lyk tt it's hard in the sense tt I have to curb my bad temper etc...lol im very bad at tt but I'LL TRY MY BEST!
anyone support me? haha jkjk ^^ i hope it works out anyway thx to all my frens anyway ^^ 1 more thing, in the game, the game sometimes do end rite lyk ur acc hacked or sth then in real life we die rite? BUT tt's why i 'work hard' (in compo) coz b4 you die ---or end game--- you'll enojy it rite? you'll chiong isnt it?
SO CHIONG PPL! MAKE THE BEST OF UR LIFE!
I seriously hope it works...^^

What do we really understand?

What do we really understand?
Do we really know what we are living in this world for?
Do we really noe the purpose of even surviving in this world?

Have we ever tot of wad's our meaning in life? You see...we are born then lives for multiple of tens years and then we juz..go...so WHY did we even come in the first place?
Not much use isnt it? We come then do wad we want summore our parents still dun really let us do wad we want =.= then everything comes to an end summore when u go too early people still feel sad for you =.=ll so why shld we live??? I cant solve it...anyone care to gib me some replies?

One more thing, more to flirts anyway =.=ll
What do you know about 'love'??
I am rather confused by it le anyway...
Im sure a lot people cant really give me a satisfying answer if he/she really asks themselves that, right? If you can find such an answer, then mind telling me? Can discuss discuss...help me solve this too...
See ar, some people think that like someone is wan to be wif him/her, some ppl think is to just have someone as our company etcetc...The worst answer I've got that really made me very angry ar is when i ask him 'why start stead so early' coz i curious ma...
Then he reply: 'to get experience ma'
OMG I WAS LYK WTH!
Then the people he stead wif are wad? guinea pig ar? he doing experiment ar? very guo fen lo!
Haiz...another question...

How do you noe whether u lyk someone? I used to think i noe but now...i dun think so anymore le la i dunno anything about it anymore...really dunno le...
and one last one:

How do you differentiate friendship and love?
How do you noe which side it is on?
How do you noe where's the line?
How do you stand at one side and not cross over?

Nvm think too much haha ^^ sianz..

*sigh*

lalala~~

lalalala~~so long nvr post everyone complaining liao wor~~ =.=
aiyo nth to write ma...
and to eunice: i didnt put the links lyk tt on purpose...SERIOUS..!!
These few days so sianz sia specifically from ytd nite la lol dunno why juz very very very no mood...zzzz
These few days started to watch Naruto and quite addicted hahax very n1,I read comic de b4 but only until epi 26 ma so now watch anime! ><
These few days I want to train my audi skills to last time standard, but need do hw and i have no confidence with my cousin improving so fast...
These few days i juz very no mood la keep do hw if not watch youtube, when play audi then i so lousy le sianzzz
AHH~~~SIANZ!!
Anybody have good ways to cheer yourself up or lyk vent frusfration or wadeva de ma?!?!?!?!

Paper 1

zzzzzz todae is quite sianz de la...paper 1..
english i write number 1 foolish thing de
5 and three quarter pages of crap lo!
then chinese left 1 more paragraph!!
i write number 2 and 3..common de
almost 4 pages but not completed..
my si han 2 and three quarter also
use too long time liao lo!
Then come home complete hw liao...
then do maths section a and then
watch tv and eat
then come use com copy a little biji
then use msn a lot also until lyk 10+ tt's now
then im going off le but my art is gonna fail..
wish me gd lukk.............final product haven draw..

What a day...

zzzzzzzzzz today ar is lyk orh~so nervous de coz got home ec ppt ma. SO i wanted to get to sku early but siying still came late so i didnt get to write script after tt then chiong and write sth lo but then nvm la!
Geog ar teacher talking i try to write sths on the paper lo as script since still need read from screen de...anyway geog onli do workbook nth much then home ec see ppt then dora they laugh a bit at kok wee lyk tt lo nth much la..
Recess, we as usual play scrabble :P then chinese do COMPO! But hor we no mood ma then keep ask here ask there then i didnt finish write so little de no concentration so sianz.......................................... :( zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Maths then mr lim not here again so got worksheet do..then got 2 questions a lot of ppl dunno how to do ma then take so long get answer but actually quite easy when u noe answer liao hahax =)
Science is juz mark the mcq nia nth to tok about i wan sae about el. We do about the character bank ma then mr tam read about some lo....and one of them im not gonna sae hu i juz wan sae tt, u dun have to do it until so bad rite! I doubt u even have any conscience le ba....Spoiled my mood la!
Kk mood back lo fortunately then need stay back do music then we go lab for 4 mins vanessa go band meeting so dora and me find logicfun. We ar anyhow then lucky lucky found the installer k la actually is dora found de hahax =P then installed but then no audio devices so we juz seperated and went home liao le...
Come home use com ar watch the "KO 2" or "zhong ji yi ban" so nice! It's supposed to be very comical but toda de part is so.....sad la! That stupid lei ke si so bad...so evil! =( is tang yuzhe act de quite lyk him de la but i hate the character........

Another crazy dae :P:P:P:P:P

WAKAKA! The first thing I want to sae now is that KIA QIAN SO NCIE BULLY!! :P:P joscelin sae ar if one day he become next killer sure kill me first hahahahahahx k la i so bad rite i also think so =P but now ar dun feel lyk exam period ma so relaxed..and FUN! So happy happy everydae mad mad ma sry lo kq the poor victim but i think ur chair gonna suffer more =) hahax everytime got the urge to kick in front ma hahahhax!!
Sry ppl i dun post tt often too and rite my post is messy and not in order ya so bear with me i dun wan write too good standards on BLOG hahax
Todae ar the PE IS FUN! Although it was quite tedious la..but quite fun also the feel...although quite tiring la but..it's rather nice to have the ''urge'' to chiong ahead hahax! Then yea I banged on him again lolx but then everything's over so it didnt feel tt weird anymore =) ok i dun think anyone understand tt except probably ht but nvm =P
Then after the run, me charlynn and genevieve play badminton they 2 a team lo...=( I SO LOUSY!! But still as usual la, at first DAMN NOOB then slowly better and better lol :P Then joscelin who is 'sick' be our ''net'' beside us marking the line. She ar dun look any lyk sick ppl lo NOT AT ALL! hahax she sae little bit ma hahax anyway it was so FuN!! Then following lessons ok la as usual very mad lo! Eunice photocopied our science notes from us o ya haven gib her our latest one nvm she sae tomorrow..
Anyway, science ar joscelin daydreaming again then she see wad i copy on notes then WE HAD SO MUCH FUN! Joscelin wan to plae with charlynn's tigger on her bag so rite...she 'accidentally' took her red pen then I imitate charlynn's actions and joscelin imitate mine hahax and we were laughing lyk mad lo!! I think hor we were too noisy le la even mr tan call us to keep quiet and rachel yeo sae we mad le hahax, i at first have stomachache then laugh until even worse la! HAHAX! Anyway it was fun!
Then after sku yingjun they all went geog test coz tt dae they go syf..then tt jesse was late i think and missed it. They already come back he still haven find him so he took the test after him lo lolx. Then...er...wad happened?? O ya tt i will sae next time coz cant leak it out now anyway we home ec grp go com lab do project then when close we go dora house do until 7.10pm!! yea so late rite lolx..We also keep laughing there lo hahax :P
Haven finish yet leh..vanessa finding pics then i can do animations...I am still waiting..........

A mad day!

Today is so mad hahax =) talk about ytd bdae first ba since didnt post... i was so ToUcHeD!! Siying gave me prezzie early in de morning then Gan Jie (ht) put de card under my table and it was wonderful THX ganjie!! muacks :P! Joscelin, Dora and Vanessa bought a baby piglet for me and a mini BDAE CAKE (lihui shared money too) !! and this was wad happened:
In the morning i come then they playing scrabble. Then before recess, they went to cindy side and gave me the present. Apparently, they hid it there first in the morning lolx =) then we play scrabble ma i think got free period or sth...AND rite we finish the round vanessa and jos keep sae wan go canteen le or else wad later no time to eat coz i eat a lot de i didnt suspect anything la so we went there. Cherilynn gave me the cards and a present tt she, zihuan, joanne, qian ru, cherlene and wen rui shared to buy! then i turned around and jos was ''GoNe'' lolx!!
Then a while later, she and dora came with a mini wrapped up cake tt i think they put in to the fridge or wad at the drinks stall hahax! I was so touched when i saw the little hamtaro on the cake! i like sandy (1 charac in hamtaro) and jos noes tt so ...yea juz SOOO TOUCHED AND HAPPY!! We ate up the cake and i washed the hamtaro clean then we went back to class and continue scrabble le and the rest of the dae went extremely well and mad and fun and happy hahax :P :)
And for today ar it was yea mad hahax dora kept laughing and laughing and end up crying about kok wee's actions hahax and then vanessa imitated hm and it was lyk 10 times funnier hahahahahhax we were laughing lyk mad after sku at her imitaions hahax :P
Todae i quite naughty lolx keep bullying ppl k la particularly kiaqian hahax he todae poor thing coz he sit in front of me ma :P:P too bad lo i science lesson keep kicking his chair then he keep move in front and in front hahax then after sku go push my table back and i pushed back :P:P hahax
Then vanessa dora jos and me go eat lunch hor come back rite wanted to do geog but keep slacking and fooling around until 2+ then start but at least nth done hahax :) Funnier thing is after dora go for co bbq ar vanessa me and jos plae scrabble again then after 1st round tt kiaqian came back! lolx then he tell his fren we always plae scrabble or sth i only heard the word scrabble and i said: "Do you have to say so loud?" in chinese hahax he pretend to ask his fren why sae so loud lo hahax =.= diao...
Then jos suddenly remember we need to arrange all the tables and chairs since we last person even if we didnt mess it up and tt chau zhing also didnt sweep floor! so we quickly pack up everything and went out of class giggling away..SO FUNNY! vanessa told kiaqian to arrange the tables and chairs since he last person hahax :P:P too bad for him lo BUT he did not arrange so..hu cares? anyway juz...FUN!!! hahax

Yesterday supposed to have CO celeb leh!!
Muz celebrate our GoLd ma then tt stupid rain lo go spoil things then postponed to next fri..BETTER NOT RAIN AGAIN LO!!
Then after lunch we go 2C at FIFTH storey plae cards =) eunice, yingen, tingwei and chai chin was playing then 2pm tingwei and chai chin went off so jos and me joined in lo =)
I LOVE BRIDGE!! hahax then we had so much fun =) ying en was rather ap la then eunice got upset coz ye keep ignore her then me and jos so awkward lo hahax then ying en went off at 3+ so liling took over, she also quite pro lo =)
anyway it was juzzzz FFFUUNNN!! then we all went home at 4..jos ask her aunt can bring me home anot and yea they did! Her car so nice lyk mercedes lyk tt but is rented de hahax, if i went home myself sure take very long and mum will nag so thanks a lot jos!! Thank ur aunt for me :P
Then at nite i updated my blog skin and all, and linked a lot ppl but forgot a lot also so muz tell me ur links again k!!
Then read eunice de blog...............so sad..is lyk look back at my past probs also so yea, the mood of the posts is deprssing and we all left encouraging tags at her blog =)
SO finally cheer up eunice! Shu rui tt tag is so nice =) the ppl u love most is the ones tt hurt you coz u care about them moz...SMILE EVERYONE!! :P

Comments for eunice's posts...

Eunice, cheer up k =) The problems you met are ok i experienced b4 but you muz jyjy ok? We frens are always here for you de, overcome all these! My fren told me b4, ppl dun trip over mountains it's the pebble tt trip them so you muz overcome them to cross the mountain so jyjy it's the same wif life...Ppl around you can discourage yo or encourage you, it's ur choice to listen or not though it gets irritating if discouragemient comes more than encouragement and tt's when frens come in! =) I'll try to talk to ying en k? SMILE! I dun think we wanna see you so sad...we dun feel happy either to see a gd fren being upset over so many things yet we cant help much..=(

hihihihi

diao 2 weeks liao then come back now in sku sia...=P posted and goiong coz bell juz rang hahahax!!! alrite leave for now then cya ppl! the super few number there!!! cyaa

SIANZ

sianz can, english presentation push back and back dunno is gd thing or bad la gd is can prepare, bad is i will nervous 1 more dae and nidda delay zuo wen back 1 more dae hahax cox too nervous cant think =p hahax
i very sianz lo, the art ar no ideas leh...and summore still got ''pw'' as in home ec thingy also no ideas 1 mondae 1 fri hand in =.= haizz
cher sae wan change seats lo.....dunno where me gonna switch to leh wan be in front but still wanna be with jos also la!! haiz dunno leh mr lim maybe will split us lo i dun wan later wif those guys..
and as i said in msn nik..BOYS CAN BE SO CUNNING!! never tot of lo...and boys are so heartless! how can bully girl till lyk tt de haiz i feel so upset for my poor fren leh...stupid guys hahax not referring to all la juz SOME..eg.jesse, kia qian =P tsk tsk tsk..
ok la i TRY to post more often lo i rather lazy le though last time quite often..now not much things juz tt in class damn sianz seh 1 grp 1 grp hahax
todae home ec discussion SOO funny our grp keep laughing de coz me and vanessa keep contradicting each other then keep argue lolx at last onli idea we tot of is lyk so NOT feasible lo..nid think another de la!!
k la i sianzzzzzzzzzz go do some more inetresting things IF i can find any anyway...k byee ppl (2--3 ppl out there lol)

waa 2 mths le wor...

hahax 2 mths le!! lolx so long didnt post nvm de ba also no one will come my blog so no one will miss me i dun think anyone even reading my post ba...
I dun wan chnge class but...it's not avoidable...i lyk my sec 1 class and i wil miss it a lot...haiz...my frens all dere i cant bear to leave them wor!! =)
haiz WHY MUZ CHANGE CLASS and anyway really too long didnt post le...now dunno wad to tok about my cousin juz went home todae he came to stay at...saturdae lolx little sleep these few daes lol tired...hw finish le left science dunno how to do le...=P *yawn* byez ppl stil nid do sth cyazz

so long didnt post...IM BACK

tomorrow hols haha i so long didnt post previous skin not successful hahax thx to gan jie help me change lolx thank you thank you! todae a bit sianz and tired sia but ok la sku nth to talk about except the project runway lor...tt godwin irritatin g sia call him wear the polka dotted shirt outside then he dun wan then go stage also dunno wad he doing due to de black shirt...nvm dun wan tok about it later ppl scold me lolx...then we go CO after sku arh our section instructor not here (hooray!) but hor the conductor come teach us sia but he much better than our instructor la...so dun mind but keep practice so long lor...quite fun though :p then after co...we go the stadium there de gate la then outside tower hall ma i go refill water then saw the boys at wushu!! wahahahahahahaha they using the sword ma cliffton in front most concentrate and gd de not lyk the other two guys behind lolx do a bit stop do stop de sia but ok la we were laughing outside lor lucky they didnt see us then lolx :P
then come home mum keep nagging make me soo bad mood lor irritated la then after dinner (yay) we had orange juice freshly squeezed hahax by me lolx and apple juice too then i come plae computer (auditionsea) then suddenly dc ma so come post since gan jie sae done le :P
ok I'll stop here then =) cya everyone enjoy the hols bye!

5/10/06

Today need find pics for pw so sianz I HATE PW!!!
Todae we going down for morning devotion hor, ting wei with me as in beside me then she saw aeroplane, caught it and then i think call me beat her hand la not sure forgot then forgot hu ask me why muz beat hand then I, for demonstration, also 'caught' the aeroplane and ting wei help beat my hand lol haha so unintentionally...I caught my first aeroplane haha...
Sianz lor exams coming my cousin 'undergoing' the psle haha he sae todae maths paper very easy lor can get 80+ seh so confident but his el not so confident he sae b ba coz his el usually not so gd 50+ 60+ de so all the best to him lor! He wan go same sku as his crush haha either bukit timah sec or i forgot the other one le...haha his crush quite clever de prelims get 24+ he got 20+ nia but can get into bukit timah though haha so gd lukk in this too lor...
My new blogksin nice anot arh? I first time put black de skin coz at first I dun lyk but this is ok ba...I wan put song lor one tt I think is suitable coz name is same ma...that's wad frens are for nice leh!! but sadly I dunno how to put and also no time la todae use com supposed for pw but still come post and also go msn haha but onli 3 other BOYS online sianz dao....
My history mind-maps with amanda hope she remembers to return me tomorrow or else I no need study liao and summore so messy wonder if she can read haha...history finishing revision...geog at 1C cl in sku enuf liao lor then maths juz need a lot more practise then not so worried le though drop a lot la science need read a lot leh el onli compre not much to revise too since paper 1 over cl paper 1 also over so left these 6 subjects lucky on 3 days haha...=)
And hooray for sec 4s! All the bez for their 'o' lvls...coz of them we have early 1 mth hols!!!
october 28 lor!! cant wait my mum sae if get lousy marks arh hols can most go out 2 daes 1) east coast class gathering 2) cip in library with jos if results gd hor then can go 3) shopping with jos and lihui 4) depends lor haha and summore 1 dae go out get $10 if save on some daes then got so much liao leh haha!
I cant wait for the exams to pass lor...this year is most relaxed for me liao la though I also got keep revising but at least can use com a bit and can watch tv 2 hrs at nite haha 7pm and 9pm show damn nice ma...is lyk exam on mondae hor and summore sec 1 arh so relaxed sia primary sku less importance also more poor thing la!
Todae so funny during pw have self-study, jos and lihui do maths hw ma then joanne also la cherlene practising cl de words then i go disturb her lol why they all so hardworking I cant do maths in sku de lor then forgot have cl ma so didnt do lor sianz sia nth to do cher also dun wan tok to me at last science also self-study then I start do maths no. 9 more tough jos do till dun wan do liao stop me juz finish la then SKU DISMISS!!! best moment haha at first tot dora have stay back so we also wan stay since qian ru staying then is 5 ppl rite then dora sae she not staying ma so we also dun stay left qian ru who of coz dun wan stay la nobody liao so 7 of us go take mrt (haha so many) and guess who we saw? GODWIN, CASPER and their fren sia so unlucky lor!! dun wan bother them coz todae (juz now la) very gd mood ma ok la actually not really very the rest of the ppl went chang cheng there go home i think 4 ppl ba...
Todae not really much happen juz as usual lor nth to write...
The pw hor our grp leader who is the JONATHAN dun do thing de he sae leader is call ppl to do thing but he more lyk we ask him do la summore printer cannot print comfirmed le also dun tell us so todae uz hurry the pics for the game....
We shouldnt have let him be leader sia... but nvm about tt small matter onli la...crapping ok la gotta stop here =)
ALL TNE BEST TO EVERYONE ON YOUR EOYS!!!! o ya and next year changing class...hope we mostly same class lor....and rite I DUN WAN GO 2A I wan 2B!!!! muz tell dr. boon dun switch me go 2A leh haha i dun lyk a i lyk B!!! ok la really really stop le =) byebye everyone smile! :)

30/10/06

todae is so fun!!
except the hw though....4 for geog, 2 for maths, 1 art and 1 pw and 1 cl...siao de but tt not important!
todae i woke up at 10+ lor then started my work with amanda on phone at 11+ until 2+ my mum went out haha woohoo!!
then i on the com use till 5+ shower and eat le come back!
juz now i exchanged young photos with lowe haha i didnt wan delete de haha so cute lor then he over there 'threaten' me so bad haha i love todae i shouldnt have deleted the photo...but at least his bro's cute photo still with me! tt is the cutest boy i have eva seen other than my cousin as they look alike! really very alike la anyway todae was...great! =)

1/9/06

Aiya sianz lor...nth to do supposed to be researching for home econs,geog and history but too lazy le so com post lor...
Our 1B class hor really lyk zoo leh haha!
cheryl--elephant, huiting----flamingo, clarisee----rabbit, rachel----kangaroo, brandon----(i forgot leh...hu can tell me arh then i add it in here lol), godwin---baboon(ok la jk only), matthew-----creature (no specific one haha i juz call him creature de lol, ht sae he is crocodile though haha), xinlong----dragon, jonathan----giraffe, victor----mouse, zhao en----monkey
HAHA! dun angry ok lol also not i think de some is they own self sae de ma some is lyk ppl sae de i juz writing it in onli =) lol haha still have rite...darren is wad arh forgot liao leh...ok la our class so funny haha o ya todae we having a mini debate but not so sure yet i think stilll on not cancelled lol fun lor is lowe nad brandon against me and another girl any girl wan join tell me haha and no judge yet so anyone tt is free can come be our debate de judge! it's going to be fun lol! hols ma muz enjoy ourselves lol! The topic is already decided those ppl joining will noe tonite haha time not confirmed shld be btw 7 and 10.I am looking forward to it! haha =)
Hw really lots la...maths i left 2 and a half ques dun noe how to do leh the exercise 12a de 3d, exercise 12b de 13 and 14 part 2. And summore i a lot of txtbks left at sku lor then is lyk how? history need use geog need use science need use leh home econs alos ma...
o ya home econs another thing worth lking forward to!tuesdae going to jos's aunt's house! anyway jos is joscelin la.woots...im gonna love it think of jos think of co which is horrible!!!
Both daes mondae and fridae arh both have co lor summore is whole dae leh (you noe wad i mean?) is from 8.30am to 5pm! siao de lor the sku is dazu first (altogether de) then break (lunch) from 12noon to 1.30pm. And then still have sectionals from 1.30pm to 5pm!siao siao siao de la! 'wasted' 2 days of hols left 8 daes to complete 2 prjects and 4 hw...how are we supposed to finish it? mad le mad le........
i wonder if this is going to be gd or bad hols lor he so much but i lazy do also la can go jos de aunt house but have 2 days co wasted...
one more bad thing...my printer is lyk...spoiled? haiz...science worksheet how to print?!?!! aiya i think i call jos help me print ba...and the welfare thing you all no opinions le rite? if have voice it out at tagboard i will answer de.And vote me next year can lol i wan be welfare again leh...fun lor...
tok about ytd ba...have compo exam ma then the el rite i write the 'first love' de ok la a lot of ppl chose tt ma then is lyk i write very long but the story super common tt type la so not much confidence sure get quite low de...as usual...no surprise lor but rite my cl really very terrible so short la juz nice 2 pgs onli leh...i write the easct coast de...i dunno y la i write b4 loir and wrote a lot but ytd everything forgot liao le summore so sleepy la then dunno wad to write then not uch time left ma so i hurry hurry hurry so sure very lousy also lor...sian la...
ok ht told me tt brandon is parrot while darren is dog haha. darren loyal la lol (really? lol jkjk)
i really nth to tok about le la...lowe lor write so long...shorter a bit ma one word more than me can le wad...jkjk
you all vote la is lyk gurls will get hurt more than boys during break-ups and rejection de rite?
I think so lor but the boys dun agree (of coz dun agree la...but true ma!)
Already have real cases liao lor...summore is themselves then they sae they exceptions where got such thing haha but dun tell you hu are they :p
1B moz popular gurls are lihui and huiting leh haha is lyk so many ppl lyk them lor =) ok i dun wan count them out here or else cannot go sku le coz dead...haha jkjk
And anyway rite juz now sae de debate hor plz dun take it seriously hor haha i was juz JOKING!!!! lol funny lor you all vote la =) jkjk...
aiyo I dunno wad to write lor nvm la i dun think I even want to win the champion liao la (as in no hope liao)
O YA I LOVE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL AND THE SONGS!!!!!!!!!
my fav arh is the...start of something new! so nice lor can memorise liao le onli left the rap part which i cant be bothered with haha it's nice la and the breaking free, stick to the status quo etc hah also not bad la you can go www.radioblogclub.com to seacrh try hear not bad de(if you dun believe la) and hor you can go youtube also!

how do you all crap so much?!?!! (30/8)

Haiz you all so gd in crapping lor!The longest post you can find in this page is lyk only 800+ words la and summore tt is So boring! ht first perso to try then xl won her then brandon won then lowe won then rahcel won then lowe won again then now ht won again...siao de lor then sianz todae not much thing to do so come here bloggie lor you can dun read coz you will be sleeping at the end of post o ya you sleep le also dunno end le la lol haha.
YTD so damn gan ga la...is lyk after morning devotion then eunice from 1D and CO de go mess up jos's de hair then go away le then jos arh go and mess up MY hair for lyk nth...?so i took revenge haha for fun la i messed hers up too then we retied haha then at staircase we retie ok le ma i go 'hold' her hands ok la not very tightly okok la she cant struggle out de tt kind la then reach 4th floor we were laughing until lyk mad ppl lols but we dun care la juz having fun hahas early in the morning muz gd mood ma then the things happens we reach back door of 1B rite then we were lyk 'fighting' happily LOL then I screamed hahas then the boys started laughing and teasing or wadeva you call it lor.I haven sae wad happened rite...ok la I almost knocked into him lor siao de la den summore is lyk he after tt dunno y la so lyk unhappy or wadeva you call it lor...so GAN GA!! thinking of it makes me feel so de wad...ok dun tok about it think of something else instad ba...
me these few daes didnt tok to gw so not much things to update on hahas tt part nth lor...sianz la nth to do nth to post...
this morning we go tampines vista which is lyk within walkin distance of my house...!i was supposed to meet jos and lihui and joanne dere but joanne rached earlier than me with vanessa then lihi they sae we go first so we go la...then the whole dae we lyk walk here walk dere lor nth to do juz tt me quite busy and irritated coz rite need to let the class sign on the chers' cards then sum of the boys un wanna sign lor!Is chers' dae ma...and a lot of ppl not happy of the class fuind waste so much money...but rite muz understand tt it's not all my fault and tt I tried to let you all choose 1) whether the jigsaw shld give which teacher 2) whether the prezzies ok anot lor!I also argued with wen rui on some things tt i dun think i nidda specify. Once we argue about whether to collect class fund the $1 you all may sae support her la but rite you think arh if we lyk dun collect but use same amount of $ then now left even lesser money lor so is cannot everything blame me on collecting the $1 de ok!!And the question on why we buy coffee is bcoz the teachers wan lor really they sae they love coffe lols then we cannot dun buy le rite summore mrs jain de prezzie not coffe haha. Actually I didnt agree with the jigsaw puzzle la so expensive is lyk $28.90!!! siao de but some of you all wan ma and wen rui wan also so nvm lor then is you all so weird la is some things you all wan de yet dun wan to pay how can 'dun work to get something'(translated). Muz pay to get it rite!I think that you all have the rite to know wad prezzies the teachers got la so if you are reading then see the presents below: czh---jigsaw($28.90), mrs jain---earrings($6.95) and windchime($7.50), mr yeow---cafe nove unsweetened instant coffee blend(btw $4 and $6), mr lim---super kopi-o 2-in-1 black coffee(btw $4 and $6) and mr tan---(forgot wad brand)3-in-1 coffee (also btw $4 and $6). Ok rite not tt bad BUT all 13 teachers of ours have a card which costs $1 each.very ex la i noe but no choice coz is very nice de and all different more meaningfu ma you all muz sign al leh...plz la dun make things difficult for me and wen rui la...it's not easy last time i not welfare i also dun lyk pay class fund now i in welfare i understand liao...is no choice de we also nidda pay also not we lyk rich or wad ma we so poor de lor but is need to use de now we dun collect next time need also have to collect so plz bear with us and is onli most $3 at 1 time is max la you all wan class tee rite then need lyk more than $300 siao lor so important meh class tee...you all wan also dun wan pay more ask you all pay even $1 also tough la!Now we left about $50+ onli la, if you all really wan class tee, will you all be willing to pay for it all? ht sae 1 for $15+ leh you all wan pay meh...?if you all pay hu minds making it!
Ok so plz understand us la its not easy de our schedules so full still got so much of these to handle (though I lyk la lol) so plz be more understanding k?and plz ppl lyk zhao en plz sign ur name on the cards leh...tomorrow i will be bringing to ksu then i hope you all ALL will sign on all 13 cards ok la dun so pressurize you all la at least 10 cards leh plz?at most let you all choose 3 chers to dun sign on their card de ok =) I very gd de you wan bargain rite then come lk for me lol...
Wa tok about tt tok so long miss out wad I started n...wheelbarrow race haha =) I go dere let wen rui, me, jos, vanessa and lihui sign all 13 cards liao haha we free then the dedications so nice leh some la the jay chou new song not nice de lor our class onli lyk a few ppl lyk hahas (eg,vanessa, cherlene etc) .lol.Then walk from 1 end to another then walk back to the other end i mean me and jos la we nth much to do lor then at the boys tt side rite i got let jisqing sign the cards not all though left 5 for him the other boys is after tt de but a lor haven sign so if you read this le rite i really hope you all tomorrow will sign la...
Now I dunno wad to say leh...how?This time so many ppl online lols I dun understad why the boys LOVE soccer so...so much lor...very fun meh ok la the boys sure will fan bo de hahas coz IM NOT A BOY OF COZ I DUNNO LA! gurls and boys are diferent de as mr tan said in class lol he sae scold gurls or wad rite they will remember foreva de haha but boys will forget de they dun care so much and when we see girls hold hands no surprise but boys intimate arh then ppl will comment haha is so true lor!
Tt chen ze hou rite go lose the 3 poor gurls' de cl compo files then they really hate him liao and they wont forget the incident till now is lyk so long liao they still always remind cher about it de lol!And tt time lihui got hit on her head by tt czh again hahas she also hate him liao lols and also same thing dun forget always remind US about it lol k im not complaining i juz find it very funny lol. Summore in class me and jos sometimes make lihui lyk so irritated hahas no la now dun have le now is they always gang up bully me de :'( hahas jk everytime i get up then lihui go move my chair and change seat to dere then i cant sit hahas czh warn us a few times liao le lol but we dun care de lor tt time czh call lihui move lihui dun wan move lor so have character you know lols hahas lowe reading? ok la jk or else later she angry :P hahas she dun lyk ppl tease her about it..the reason i dun think shld write here coz will cause unhappiness and summore dun see a need to either.Aiyo it's lyk how old are we onli?!??!Why you all wan stead huh im referring to gw la lol.He sae for experience lor siao siao de haha jkjk.
Sometimes its lyk dun force things im not referring to anybody or anythig ok im juz stating a fact and rite here's a gd horoscope website tt is really very true a lot f ppl also see liao and all true so...take a look ba "http://zodiacgirlz.com"boys also can go de la it's not onli for girls ok boys also sae there true de hor!Just go take a look la!
And rite anything on the welfare complaints so on de rite report to me or wen rui ok we try to help la but not giving money to class fund is really cannot la is you all wan the things ma im repeating myself again diao...ok i dun wan to be so losor la so i dun wan repeat tt liao think og something else ba!
homework for holidays rite really a lot la its lyk onli have 10 days holidays but have lyk 2 projects and 3 other hw lor!1)history project 2) home econs project 3)geog research thing& chart 4) maths go heymaths read and do worksheet 5) science worksheet print from acp tt one damn tough lor!
tok about the word 'damn' i rememer el lesson so funny mrs jain sae dun use those tired words lyk very etc. then i saw joseph pretend yawn hahas coz cher sae tired ma lols then lihui sae dun use very ok lor use 'damn' hahas!
I find myself so weird my post de order of things in wrong de lol here a bit there a bit ownself go and match lor lols match the things to the 'partner' hahas jkjk but really very messy hope you all dun mind la coz i first time write until so long and summore didnt even PLAN to write so long tt's y i in front sae you all so gdin crapping coz i didnt plan to but i started to tok a bout this and tt so very messy la plz tolerate k lol
My msn finally become newer version last time dunno why cannot lor tried few times then ytd tried again then can le then i was lyk so happy lor but actually not much difference todae went to plae audition my speaker reapired then have sound easier play I got first once juz tt once ok la twice i think once is last time hahas fun lor and asiasoft have new game AGAIN! the look lyk very childish de game i got download but havens ee how to play lol of not nice then i think i delete lor...
Todae we dosmissed arh we go back pri sku lol tomorrow going back again hahas. john, eugene, me, brenda hong, melanie, ying xuan, chew sian, siying and some non-pcs students from ahs (diao..) went lol it was mufti day and teachers' dae celebration!so we can watch performance non-pcs students dun understand wad is mufti day rite lol nvm about tt juz tt we love it fun lor every time have special themes todae de i think is indian de lols =) nice lor watch them the model de(eery year have) the special thing for chers' dae is 'praising' and presents presenting to chers!Me and siying went to ms tan(our p5 &6 form teacher)table there (she became HOD!!) but she on stage la so we left a note lols. We saw a bread on the table so we got write call her dun onli eat bread muz eat in variety and healthily lols!
I go back then I reaslised that I really miss pcs a lot!I look forward to tomorrow when a lot of my ex-classmates going back then we will tok until the security guard chase us away lol cny tt time we tok until 4+ lor then got chased hahas so funny i think tomorrow i wanna play truth or dare,hopscoth etc with them coz we last time ALWAYS play de so muz refresh memory ma fun leh!But in ahs aB now arh I dun plae de lol coz they scary la the dsare so the wad lor i sure dun dare do so i dun plae lor truth is also very wad de ma i not so da dan ok!
I went to the hopscoth there todae also and got play so fun oh gosh so long liao hahas ok la actually now feel lyk writing more leh...shall I continue??!!??
Aiyo my mother nowadays dunno wad happen lor...so bad mood de everytime then keep scold me todae da fa lei ting again lor i so poor thing she sae i care my frens more than them wadeva la haiz dunno what has gotten over her...its very terrible you know it's lyk...haiz we living in same house we belong to same family why make it so bad? And rite i told her b4 tt some ppl in class is a lot of ppl dun lyk wadeva a lot of things la then shesae the person should go think it over maybe is his or her fault ma but she also dun think la...my happiest times were those spent with frens lor coz onli they really care and understand la! My father also so sensitive cannot tok on phone with boys?!?!Can you believe it?!?!It's 2006...come on!!Haiz...terrible lor...anyway I'll end here sry for writing so much CRAP really it's all CRAp ok la I admit...bye everyone gd lukk reading and exceeding!

28/8/06

NOW IM IN THE SKU LIBRARY!!!LOL! and tt godwin rite very de wad lor so damn sick :P aiya and rite have hot news about him and sumone lol then he have 2 new targets leh!He told me le and you interested then come ask me lol hahahahhas!Todae so sianz lor...nth to do.Todae go home dunno can use com anot leh...no hw...I NOE! O ya the science!I tell my mum need to print out lor!YAY and also home ec need research lor!Summore later finish revision liao then can do cross stitch(my new pastime) lol ok gtg cya bye everyone hahas!todae pe we played badminton there then so fun so now very happy hahas ok really bye le! =)