Paper 1

Today paper 1!
el...it was...ok. lols
left quite alot time after tt lor
amazing. this doesnt happen often haha
but alot ppl also left lots of time la...
i wrote abt the..
what u wan change abt urself n why de.
hcl. erm quite badly done.
i very de scared i off topic leh~
wrote the yan jiang gao aka speech bao zhang bao dao.
sianz sia. off topic=fail leh.
scary~~

then after sku.
ms chan come.
we copy finish skill 3 worksheet.
then she gave out test paper on electrochem.
scored so low...so sad.
DAMN CARELESS LA!
T.T nvr read ques properly
nvr rmb tests clearly...zzz
haiz. juz niice b4 only leh.
char get 27/30!! haiz.
kinda immune to her high scores la..
but i so sad la. for tt test ar.
i tried to be careful le leh.
but worse than b4! T.T haiz

after tt. went out for lunch lols.
meixuan n shuting keep bullying char HAHA.
they go pull out her rubber band ma
then she look quite mad LOL =P
coz hair messy ma.
anyway keep bully her la.
but the high EQ charlynn looked lyk
she enjoyed it -.-
and she juz cant keep her mouth shut so ya..
her bullying kinda come from herself. LOL

they wanted go to the italian restaurant
tt opened in bedok near library
but the food damn ex haha
so we went kfc instead.
then after eating, they toktoktok a lot.
abt last time stuff.
interesting to listen to but...not very nice situation to be in.
lols my past more boring n eventless
but it was still pretty fine la.
i suppose i prefer it tt way...haha

then they were saying charlynn very innocent
haha shuting say she can think everyone is gd
but i cannot haha
lols coz im not innocent?
is coz we understand more =P hahaha.
char too childish la~~LOL
but true la.some ppl are juz not very nice
it's nvr gd to judge by covers. (:

But i do noe tt there are ppl in the class
who dun lyk us. me la anyway.
i noe. but i guess i juz dun rly wan to bother abt it.
no pt la. they dun understand me lor.
what they think of me isnt rly me lor.
lyk im not a nerd.
IM A SLACKER LOL
ya la. my frens noe me better.
but i cant say VERY well either. lols.
I wan a bff haha. best fren 4eva
sometimes i juz rly envy those who hav 1.
don't u think it's rly great?

used to think i hav 1. but tt was in pri sku.
we used to be inseparable. (is this used this way?)
we tot we'll be gd frens 4eva.
but sec sku diff le. everyone make new frens.
everyone busy le.
though she's juz 3 storeys below me ar
we seldom meet. n we tok sooooo little.
only tok when we actually meet coincidentally downstairs.
haha. pathetic rite.
next closest to best friend is joscelin liao (:
but she also so gd lor.
she still quite close to her pri sku best fren.
so gd lor~ T.T

Then shuting has a bff. think is pri sku de too.
char close to her sis. yea...
mx i dunno la haha. =P
so nice to hav a bff lor. someone u can tok to abt.
ANYTHING. EVERYTHING.
lols. hard to come by. hard to find. hard to keep.

o ya. m i rly dominating? carol n char say de...
wad's definition of dominating??

heh-heh

Hiies ppl!
Ytd went plaza sing bought things
and guess hu i saw?
lols nvm dun guess.
it's nth interesting.
juz a bit freaky for me.
u all 99.999% will say: 'oh.' or 'chey' haha.

today morning went sku meet char n mr lee
coz wan go rivervale mall buy solar car stuff.
then hor. i at bottom of hill tt time
char say they come downhill fetch me so i wait there
then w8w8 they nvr come
then char call agn say they outside the condo there
i saw a blur car turn into the small street there so
i walk quickly there la.
then when reach there the car gone.
i call char she say mr lee anyhow turn
and they were bk at the sku -.-
so they come down agn haha
in the end hor mr lee say he had to hurry home
so only bring us go mrt station to take taxi
haha. we could hav take bus go mrt there directly lor.
lols but anyway so me n char take taxi go lor
then we reached early ma
so go in the mall there seesee
we both hungry ma so heh
both bought food from old chang kee lor.
then go outside see.
10am le but shop not open yet! -.-
so went in mall walkwalk again.
we walk in n out a few times lor until 10.25 lyk tt
then we go cheers enjoy air con
finally the shop open at 10.35 -.-
diao-ed. so late lor.
looked arnd. the person ask us lots of things.
char so patiently answer haha.
i juz look arnd only la.
in the end spent $50.60 in there.
then go mall walk agn w8 char aunt fetch her
then i take mrt home.
but her aunt think will quite late.
so i go home wif char.
took lrt and then transfer to mrt.
then yea home.

after tt normal day again.
studied bio from midchapter1 to midchapter2
then stopped le =P me so slacker rite
keep procastinate lols. so chim word.
chimmest word ever used on this blog -.-
k nvm a littlelittle bit high la.
juz read ju's blog.
I LOVE THE PHOTOS!
so nice haha =D
but i look so ugly (meixuan: as usual la)
haha nvm la. my juniors all so chio (:(:

My day (:

Today started out like........
*drum roll* A....
NORMAL DAY...
NOT!
lols ps very lame.

Actually it did start out pretty ok
until the bus 69 i took to sku
had an emergency brake and caused
everyone onboard to almost fell
except me who REALLY fell
I fell flat on my back can.
coz the others ar hav ppl beside them ma
then they fall on each other abit only.
little impact. I dunno why i fall onto empty space
but tt was wad happened so yea...
DAMN PS CAN!!
AHHHH what a horrible start to my day~~

Then skipskipskip~
I washed my skirt in sku -.-
spent more than half of hcl lesson in toilet lols!
Slacking...I hope i was...
Was busy. by the time i go bk class ar
whole skirt wet leh. damn sianz.
sit on a super wet skirt -.-

Then recess. then NAPFA!
Inclined pull up!
Boys did pull up first la. All not bad ma..
Only a few not very gd lyk...jeremie =P
then girls!
I think i did most le in class
or at least top few la.
Did 30 =P shld hav did one more then gt new record...
This is the only section whr i can do well
whr i could actually beat JANICE!
wow...lols. yea so forgive me for bragging =P
I dun hav the chance often...
After tt got retests ma
then i tried broad jump again.
of coz. failed. lols
but tried lyk about 20+ times after cher go away lor.
prac n prac.

Finally pass le but cher not there!
think i know how to jump le..
then call cher come then suddenly
160 CM!! WOW i was shocked!
My highest record ever!
Finally jump over my height! Heh.
Though not very high la...but still...=D
1st silver for napfa in my entire life leh~

then after tt went eat then go co!
No prac today but got presidential election ma.
Started quite late. so we juz fooled arnd lor.
They went up toktok la (the candidates)
then questions were asked. I wanted to ask de
a few times but then didnt dare haha
so didnt ask at all in the end =P=P

anyway my section de mostly vote guier.
i extra go vote qingying haha.
in the end. Charmaine got pres.
Guier for vice pres! Qingkang secretary.
Then after some dilly-dallying,
they announced the final com members
n their positions.

Sam is in charge of General Affairs namely
the rubbish and the key to CO room door lols.
Pretty much cleaner+ security guard. LOL
jkjk hahaha. she partner wif waimeng haha.
Her expression damn shocked la hahahaa.
GRATS SAMSAM!

Huixian is erhu SL!! =D=D=D
GRATS! Bring erhu to greater heights k? =D
You can do it! Don't worry too much! (:

After everything, we dismissed le.
but many stayed behind.
For farewell...the sad part.
Weiqian cried. ok quite a few cried.
i had to turn away to stop myself from tearing...
Almost cried a but didnt lor in the end.
Ju cried again haha. (:
Dun cry k ju. will still see u pretty often actually.
lyk during recesses (:
but sec 3s....diff recess leh......................
will go bk co find u all de! (:
Juz now hugged so many ppl la haha
esp ju ar hugged lyk 20+ times haha
keep say i haven hugged her everytime she see me
haha so funny la =D
then bel act cry LOL
coz i keep say she insensitive. no feeling haha
then she act lyk 15 mins still haven finish
loves acting hor? -.- haha

All my lovely juniors!!Muz miss me k !!
and thx everyone for the farewell cards! =D
LOVE YOU ALL! WILL MISS U ALL!! =D <3<3<3

Farewell..

Wa getting a little emoemo recently
well A LITTLE BIT LA
it's not actually here yet ma so ya...
anyway it's coz farewell....................
tmr last day in CO leh!! T.T
presidential election...

SAM IN CO COM!! COOL
CONGRATS SAMSAM!! =D
Work hard k? Bring a gd future to CO (:
Hope you be in toptop positions =D=D

Juz now went library wif juniors ma
got duty SUPPOSEDLY
then the teacher say we step down le!!
need prepare for exams
wa stress...everything step down
remind me of myes,prelim n o lvls...
waaa sianzsianzsianz
stresssssss
and it made me realise we stepping down
from everything le except studies.
sad. other than probably classmates n books...
nth liao. well i will go bk co sometimes though.
suddenly my fav place ever. since this yr lols
^^

BIRTHDAY, SYF, NAPFA =D=D

19 April MY BIRTHDAY
Went school for CO (:
saw ju and jazz's bigbig present on my chair.
Looks lyk a soft toy. Felt lyk one
ju call me cooperate so anyway
it's not a soft toy =P haha
it was a melody =D=D so cute!
THANKS A LOT TO MY DEAREST
JUNIOR + SENIOR!! (:

Also got present from a few others of coz
love all them lotslots!
weiling's 'ram' thing so nice!
veryvery nice!! (:(: thx!

Dora's shirt. Can fit in =D=D thx!
Joscelin's bear. SO cute =D thx!
Did I miss out anyone? lols
coz i writing this in sku so cant rmb very clearly
thx everyone! (:
esp char,shuting mx they all heh
i love the shoe n the marker =D
tricked mrs ganesan ytd!! heeezz


After co, me went for lunch at simei wif juniors
sam say she ordered coke but the person gib her sprite
haha then i tot they go buy coke.
in the end they bought a cake for me =D
thx =D love all u 4eva (:


20 April, SYF DAY!
SO excited la all of us...
ju 4+ almost 5 sms me say haven sleep!!!
waa not enuf sleep cannot leh!

erhu was the first section to change into syf costumes
coz they wan us get used to it...
not fair lor. everyone shld get used to it.
why only us? T.T


Skip.Skip.Skip.

Actual SYF! WAA i was lyk soo scareddddd....
soo nervous!
alot seniors/alumni came bk.
of coz jinjia didnt. he in army lols~
saw jazz! toked to her. she call us relaxrelax n jy (:

after we went up stage
i looked arnd. found jazz the saw her call us jy (:
then i breathed hard to calm down.
Then it started. I tot it went quite well!
Although there was quite a lot of noise b4 it
but once it started then not much le lor.

But after tt, a lot ppl cried!
make me so pessimistic leh
i had been confident de lor...
then got more n more scared.


Then after tt, we went bk sku
changed n removed makeup
n then hurried...well not rly la.
went SCH wait for results.
There a lot ppl le. Then we not allowed to go in de.
I sooo wanted to get in la!

Last yr le leh. n i loved the previous time
n i so scared n love our syf n everyone.
so i wan go in watch...MUZ!
almost cried la when cant go in...
but thankfully.
they let us in after tt
let us sit on top!!! =D=D


We typed all the sku names in hp.
then waited and waited.
sooo long b4 it actually started leh!
so scary. yujun cried b4 the announcement lor.
i almost did but didnt.


Then it started. so scary. so scary. so scary.
it went on n on. then.
di shi er. sheng gong hui zhong xue. anglican high school.
jin. GOLD!!! I screamed lyk crazy la. auto reaction.
then immediately started crying lols.
soooo super agitated.
and damn happy can...............
water tap cant close all the way till we left sch.
dora also cried. zhenyi also. ju also.
mandy also. i dunno hu else le.
anyway we were juz rly happy (:

then we went dinner.
ju treat us to dinner at simer eighteen chefs~~
thanks ju (: we all loved it! <3
they all first time go there. i 2nd time.
so i teach them order lor. coz there weirdweird lols
i took their order n ju's money went counter.
then we wait food come...
drinks came first.
very funny la. coz i help the waitor take one drink
wan help pass to them ma.
then i move it in then he also.
so i move it out then he also.
a few times then we laughed haha.
in the end i juz wait for him put le then i gib them lols!
he very friendly la very funny heez =P

then fish n ju de food came first.
then wanlin n mine. sam de last =D haha
after it came ar, sam put sooooooo much cheese! haha
i also put but not so much la...
the food was nice =D heez
huixian cant finish so i help her eat a bit lor.
the rest juz leave it le la. all full le
then icecream came! waitor collect our bowls ma.
he stacked all 5 tgt leh. so pro can.
huixian last to put ma. she scared scared
coz she nvr finish. but the waitor tot she scared he drop the bowls.
LOL then he say he trained very long de lols =D
haha then after eat finish liao then they wan draw.
so me n fish go in get markers.
then they drew all over the place lor LOL
they erased some of the other ppl de lor hahha
saw ahdance ppl de drawings too =D
so nice la.
we drew SO MUCH haha =D=D

then they wan giv tip haha.
waitor come out ma so fish pass to him
but he looked very awkward. call us giv counter.
then we dun dare. then keep hesitating then he
volunteered to help us bring the tip in haha
so funny la =P
then went home le lor.
it was a great day la. quite emo day. very fun though.
i will soooo miss all of my juniors... (:
MUZ RMB ME K!! <3<3

21 April NAPFA!
That day shuting so nervous abt run la.
haha quite funny =P heez
then after sku we were thinking abt how to get to east coast.
bus? or....wad? taxi?
lols in the end we took taxi la but shuting took mrs lim's car
with janice. so gd rite haha. free ride -.-
haha but she reached quite late la.
we super early can. then go there wait lor.
saw my juniors there too. =D
then after all came.
the sec3+sec4 boys started running le!

we stood at the side watch ma.
first person was vinson ong!
2nd i dunno hu. 3rd--joshua lee!
joseph dunno wad position but not far bk de.
joseph was next person i knew de. 1st guy in our class.
then more n more came.
everytime we saw our class de guys then we cheer haha
quite fun =P but think a bit stress them haha.

then sec 3 girls started running.
we got to starting point and got ready. =D
scary la. i was so tired. keep yawn non-stop haha.
then STARTED~!
jos ran wif me again (:
in front quite fine.
past meixuan and char. didnt see shuting.
left 1/4 lyk tt liao then past karen but then i was so tired.
my near-hip-thigh-area dunno why very pain la.
then i tt is stitch ma. then stop a while.
jos came pull me then continue run lor but rly cant take it la
then i stop twice agn i think. in the end
jos ownself run lor. i last part then chiong.
then she got 68th i 81th.
not bad sia. improved leh!
but timing didnt improve i think.
think still 13 min plus lyk last yr...
but nvm la. position sounds nicer le.
char 157.
meixuan n shuting 173 174! yi qi sheng, yi qi si!
LOL so funny can hahahaha
nice numberss hahahahaha!!

after the run ar, my hipthing there still so pain.
but i dun rly noe wad's there lor.
hip or thigh?? lols. anyway super pain la
esp when climb staircase. damn pain...

meixuan dad sent me n st n char go payalebar mrt.
we went mac eat icecream then go home.
today still aching and thigh rly aching though not a lot
but as in rly the thigh haha.
shuting so kua zhang la. soo muscleache lyk tt haha.
anyway tiring run it was............

Our day out (:

Today moring got oral~~~
i wait at bus stop hor the suddenly someone call me
i saw a guy who juz got out of a car
he ask me whether i gng ahs anot
then he say the car driver hu is apparently his dad,
can drive me there lols he say his dad works in ahs
so i go seesee. OH is kopitiam uncle! lols~
yea so he sent me to sku heezzzz

then ar we supposed to meet in 1E classroom ma
but i dunno whr so juz stand at staircase on 2nd storey
n w8w8 for 4J ppl to appear. then saw janus,jeremie
yongchen n hongwen. so yea went classroom-seeking lor
but all dunno la so went bk downstairs agn -.-

got ppl foggin the sku. i dunno wad's tt called la
but anyway they were causing lots of fog in ahs haha
so we went to canteen to hide from fog then
the person went canteen so we go to the benches
in front of the sec 1 block lor. then got a lot 4J ppl at
the oppo bench le so the guys all went there.
then more n more ppl came la. after tt they found out
whr we supposed to go so yea went up~

then ORAL! wasnt nervous at all AT FIRST
then while we wait on stage in hall ar, i started
feeling...nervous. lols~dunno which cher to choose heh~
in the end i was last few to sit down so yea...not much choices
so in the end my examiner was NC Koh.
Reading was fine. Picture...i dunno actually.
I dun think i talked much but everyone also.
so shldnt be tt bad. but..i did stutter n hesitate quite a bit -.-
conversation~~~~~soso lor
when cher ask me tell her an incident when i was wrong
about sth ar, i looked dwn at the table for abt 5s lor -.-
haha dunno wad to say. then after i tt i looked up
n made up a lame story -.- haha
but it went fine. she looked entertained.
she actually smiled n laughed haha

after tt of coz, we discussed abt oral at concourse.
then me,shuting n char left tgt.
at the stadium there, they call me try on the shoe they bought me
o ya erm they passed the pair of shoes to me in the morning.
It was size 40. which is kinda big..i tried on ma.
can fit in quite a few fingers.
yea then we went down to sku gate ma
but it's locked -.- lols~~~~
saw yijun also. he climed over the gate.
haha but we dun wan la so went up AGN!
tiring sia. super hot weather. sweat lyk crazy lor.
super drenched by the time we finally left the sku...

after tt char went home. me went shuting house wif her
to change out of sku uni coz we gng out ma.
then her mum n her is tt type of will argue de lols
her mum lyk a bit fierce la but to visitors, she's nice haha
her bro came home soon. he very funny.
mischievous kid...
after shuting bathed, she put up a solo show haha
talked her mum into letting me change in
her parent's room de toilet haha.
yea so changed, got thigs ready and set off!!

coz shuting at first scared we will late ma so
i told leyon to meet a bit later.
in the end we early....
so ya waited for leyon lor.
agn, i wasnt nervous at first.
but got more n more scared haha.
but it turned out pretty well.
he came n say hi la n i said hi bk.
ok tt's lame anyway we went to tm after tt
due to shuting's request, we went yoshinoya
for lunch (: leyon pretty chatty so
it wasnt awkward thankfully.
im sooo glad it wasnt as bad as the other person.

anyway after eating, we went walkwalk-ing
haha window shopping la...
shuting wan buy slippers ma but she low budget
in the end she didnt buy.
we went tm,century square then T1.
saw lots of shops wif slippers but she didnt buy any
some super ex la namely those at T1 haha.

mid-shopping, we chatted a bit lor.
shuting n me crapped a bit also =P haha.
leyon looked kinda bored actually =P=P
ps la. it's kinda bored to shop wif 2 gals hor. haha =P
we got play arcade a while. nono
they played arcade a while. i didnt.
then got go seesee game stores also.
then erm in T1 for see 3 human dolls lols.
they got a spring thing lyk those on toys
whereby u turn to make them work.
a lot of ppl go turn then they lyk toys lyk tt
robotic robotic de. quite cool so fun.
but i think quite tiring lor. so sad for them haha.

yepp overall...it was fine.
other than the fact that leyon was pretty bored by us
heez =P it was better than i expected la
which wasnt much. haha =P

im feeling quite happy actually =D

YO PEEPS!
ytd cried a short while only
then went sleep le, mood improved
a bit after crying. (: nvr think much. =D
then this morning in sku still emoemo
muz be leftover mood from ytd haha
but thx to meixuan,shuting n char's
secretive yet not rly secretive planning,
i felt better. esp after getting their present.
SO FUN! IS SHOCK MARKER TO PRANK PPL!
LOL i first to be pranked la well excluding themselves
but i not much reaction hahahahha
they were lyk sooo disappointed that i no reaction
LOL but i did jerk a LITTLE bit n said a long n short Ahh..
haha but anyway it was great (;

after tt, we went arnd tricking ppl in class heezzzz
lots got tricked. then tricked janus then weizong ma
weizong dropped the marker LOL
then it smehow spoiled
think connection came loose or sth haha
but weizong fixed it bk for me! THX A LOT!! =D=D=D=D
after tt brought the marker to CO
heh-heh SOO MUCH FUN! LOL

I tricked almost the whole of CO lor! haha
using 3 ways: =D=D
1) ask them sign on the bk of my bdae card wif the marker
then tell them press hard or hepl them press heeeeez
2) ask them help me test the ink
call them write on my hand. then i push LOL
3) ask them help me hold on to the marker first
then i press the tip hahahaah
SOO fun heez!

total got only 2 ppl scream: leejing n jewel =P
the rest sme got exclaim a bit la but not rly scream =P
some small reactions
huixian was the first co de i tried on
she beat me up LOL
(readers: you deserve it)
LOL haha well...if i dun use it, then wad's it for? =P
credit goes to hueva hu bought it for me...
*wink wink* who ar? hahaha
thx a lot sia shuting,meixuan,char!
i rly lyk the present a lot =D=D <3<3

juz now i tried on my dad LOL
he dropped the marker also. luckily on my table
not the floort -.- haha
then juz now he go take n trick my mum LOL
but my mum's reaction is abt as bad as belinda de -.-
which is no reaction. worse than me.
she shock ALOT of times then say : "only numb wad"
i was so diao-ed -.- isit tt little....
when i tried on her 2nd time hor, i got touch lor
rly got shock de leh -.-
she soo insensitive to electricity apparently....lols~

heh i shall put my prank marker to full use =D heh-heh~
o ya n thx to wenxin for the photo frame!
it's sooo cute!!! lyk a tv de =D
AND I LOVE THE PHOTO!!! SOOO NICENICENICE =D=D
THANKS A LOT!! =D

DAMN IT

SHE SAY IF I DUN GIB IT TO HER NOW
SHE GNG TO FIND IT N WILL NOT
GIB ME BK SOON...MAYBE AFTER A YR
I HAD PLANNED TO GIB HER BK DE LOR

THEN SHE SAY
UNLESS I GO SAY SORRY N GO BEG HER FOR IT
SHE WONT GIB ME BK
LYK I WILL GO DO TT...
DO U THINK I STILL WAN GIB HER...

BUT ANYWAY I HANDED IT TO HER
JUST HANDED IT TO HER...
DAMN IT. IM LYK SO GONNA CRY LE
DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT
I DUN LYK HATING SOMEONE
ESP NOT MY MUM...
DAMN IT. IM NOT SCOLDING HER ANYWAY
IM SCOLDING MYSELF.
LYK WHY IS THE IPOD SO IMPT?

AND ANYWAY TO
MEIXUAN, SHUTING N CHAR
VERY SORRY TT U WONT GET TO PLAY MY IPOD LE
THX TO MY PRIDE...

SHE ACTUALLY I SAID I STOLE THE IPOD LEH
SAY I TAKE PPL'S THINGS WITHOUT PERMISSION
SO IS COZ STEAL
SAY NEXT TIME ANYTHING GET LOST
THEN SURE IS I TAKE DE
LYK WHAT THE HECK???!?!?!

THE IPOD IS MINE!!! WAD PPL'S THINGS
I TAKE BK MY OWN THING CALL STEAL AR
ANYTHING ELSE LOST AR NOT MY PROB LOR
I DUN STEAL OTHER PPL'S THINGS!
SO DAMN INSULTING...
STEAL...YA LA IM A THIEF LA
NEXT TIME EVEN 10CENTS ALSO CANNOT LET ME SEE
IN CASE I TAKE IT AWAY...
AH DAMN IT IM CRYING AGN
JUS AFTER I POSTED CALL U ALL DUN EMO
DUN CRY...ZZZ
SO LONG NVR CRY LE LOR
AHHHHHHHHHH
RETURN ME MY IPOD!!!

DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
WAD IPOD
I DUN HAV ONE
I NVR HAD ONE
I DUN WAN ONE
HU CARES ABT MUSIC
I DUN NEED TO LISTEN TO THEM
ON THE WAY TO SKU TO STAY AWAKE
I DUN NEED IT TO KEEP ME FROM BECOMING
CARSICK WHEN I GO SKU OR COME HOME FROM SKU
I DUN NEED IT!

............................................

found out...

Ewk
my mum found out
tt my ipod taken le leh
now she standing beside me
scolding me...
haiz...
looks lyk tmr no ipod le la
damn it.
wont get it bk after long time liao
sianz...

dun think too much (; smile~

Ju emo agn. It looks bad.
She looks soo sad. We all worried for her...

The closer ppl are to each other ar,
the more they will start feeling...scared
insecure, maybe. scared they will lose it one day.
then they will think alot. too much actually.

But seriously ar...thinking abt sth 24/7
worrying abt it...crying over it. getting emo over it
get very sad over it.
all there WONT help or change ANYTHING...
so might as well LEARN to take things in ur stride
TRY to let go a bit by a bit...
i last time also think a lot. lyk to emo by myself..
but now i kinda dun bother much le
dunno why also la but anyway
i was saying CHEER UP!
SMILE!! LIVE EVERYDAY AS A NEW DAY!
A NEW LEASE OF LIFE! =D
everyday is a blessing. happiness awaits all of us
if we are willing to take it (:
happiness avoid emo ppl u know.
coz u must be happy enuf to get happiness

ok nvm tt sounds crappy.
anyway juz dun think too much (:
or at least share wif ppl hu care =D
let them help...gib urself some comfort.
life will be easier that way (:
life is not meant to be full of sufferings.
even prisoners of war CAN live happily
if they know how to, that is.

i shall end the post wif a happier tone and a conclusion =D
TMR, PRESENTS WILL BE ROLLING IN~
lols! ok i shldnt be so happy...
ppl spent money...quite a waste coz it's for ppl lyk me
nt very worth it but still i lyk them (;
heez

hope saturday thing wont cancel sia...

lastly, remember to:
look into mirror, tell urself: IM HAPPY!!
and gib urself a huge wide grin
look as confident as u can. not juz try.
and lead ur life as happily n confidently.
discover the new n better you today! (:
(LOL sounds lyk an advert -.-)

hiies peeps~

Managed to sneak my iPod out of
my mum's drawer ytd =D today bring to sku
haha dunno when then she realise sia...
later she angry agn -.- shall be careful...


last saturday juniors came my house
prac erhu ma =D was quite fun!
went long john silvers for lunch first in tm
bought lollipops for them =D
then went home...break time got eat jellies
my mum made. ORANGE flavoured wif mango inside
and also lime flavoured de tt jewel didnt try lols.
both soo nice =D after eating
then listen to bel n sam toktok
then finally go bk to prac...
took turns n tried diff ways.
they went home at 4+

yesterday co ar, ju emo agn~
sam say she emo since sat after they left!
dunno wad happened sia...
ju everytime sadsad dun wan tell us why de
but yea she was ok after a while...well better at least
then become sam emoing -.- lols my juniors~~
haiz cheer up ppl. i dun lyk leaving emo juniors..
u all all so emo ar we will worry even after we leave leh..
so yea cheer up k (: <3 u all!! ^^

zzz

yesterday ar me coz
iPod jailbreak liao ma then
i wan dwnload games
then after off com i use ipod quite a while
then i go lie on my bed and
i fell asleep sia...then my mum woke me up
at abt 5+ scold me for sleeping wif my ipod
say radiation etc then say nvr on light when i use la
then she confiscate my ipod sia sianz

then nw my parents out la
so juz now i go hunt for my ipod
n i found it =D haha now continue downloading
but later shld put back anot?
or juz take it n hide it for myself? haha
dunno la...zzz any suggestions?
scared she scold agn sia very irritating la...
o ya i found twilight saga on ipod!!
downloading now! =D=D so wonderful!!

it's me agn =D

Wanted to post lotslotslots of stuff de
but coz rly a lot haha i cant rmb wad to post le
so erm hmm...let's juz crap a bit =D

Juz tried jailbreaking my iPod touch
1st time failed but now dng 2nd time
looks lyk it's gonna be done soon.
PLEASE DO NOT FAIL!
i've been waiting for this...
Well it's restoring....hope it works.
Thx jeremie for ur help too (:

And abt the april fools thing.
apparently my whole clique knows
hu the person is and why le lols.
hu say de aR? hmm...
hinted mostly by mx la for char
shuting guess de very accurate guesses
well char a bit...nono VERY slow LOL

saturday ar, my juniors wan come my hse de.
namely sam,bel,ju and maybe wanlin n huixian
then got CO prac 9am-11am lols
so we eat lunch then come lor~~~
SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!
LET'S PRAC TOGETHER!!
too bad my mum at home sia
if not can go crazy a bit LOL
i wan take photos!! last few days wif juniors leh...
AHH I WILL SOOO MISS ALL OF THEM!! =(
haiz...nvm la will go bk seesee de =D
let's work hard for our GOLD k?
well if possible...gold wif honours la but...lols~ =P
GOLD is gd enuf =D=D JIAYOUUS!

i rmb wad i wan write then i add la
now end here first. cya (:

keep ur mouth shut hor =P=P=P

Now I'm wondering whether I had did the rite thing
by telling meixuan abt it lols...
she dun spread can le la...OI MEIXUAN
HEARD ME? DUN SPREAD CAN LE lols...
our clique knows la so fine but other than tt...
nvm. doubt it will work wif meixuan's big mouth
and stubborn charac HAHA =P

and i dunno wad's wrong wif me la..
muz be pms lols =P
short tempered me popping out again -.-
sianz i dun lyk it. but i cant help it.

LET'S CONGRATULATE OUR NEW COUPLE! (:

Meixuan confessed to Charlynn yesterday!
And Charlynn accepted her! HAHA!
Yepp so Meixuan will be the bridegroom and
Charlynn will be the bride (:
LET'S CONGRATULATE THEM!!
They're gonna get married soon =D=D
ok la juz being lame. it was a april fools day
and well char tried to fool bk la -.-

and thx the person mentioned ytd
to forgive me haha (:
i promise i wont do tt agn ^^

sorrrryyyy!!

Hope ur reading this...
im sry.rly sorry.
didnt think it will be this bad on u.
sorry.. im so regretting it.
it was too much rite?
im feeling so terrible bad.
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
i dun mean it.
well maybe i did mean a little bit of it.
but i didnt mean to u know...
aiya...doubt u will read this soon -.-
juz wan tell ppl out there.
dun fool arnd wif serious things.
dun lyk me lyk tt...
regret isnt nice.
dun make the same mistake lyk me.
april fools is fun.
can trick others.
but careful wad u trick abt...
sry..