haiz...so long didnt blog le

so long didnt blog liao lol and ht's hurrying me lol but I no time ma =) anyway todae arh woke up at 11am then had my lunch liao lol then play com until 1.45.Started on my revision then mum come home liao so had some dian xin b4 my shower and then now using com lor heez. Haiz...now dun sae my dae la so boring de...tok about ...
Haiz...sometimes I really wonder...I wonder why isit that boys are so open about who they like and like nvm nvm de lol gurls more few is lyk tt la more secretive ba. And why isit that some of the boys are so flirt yet some are so loyal and wad can you sae...er..ya...ti tie...willing to do anything to avoid making the gurl unhappy or wadeva.To achieve that, they do change but only on the appearance ma when the gurl dunno...they revert back...I wonder why...
And what did I do to deserve it nvm I dun really feel so sad or wad you call it le la but sometimes will juz wonder lor...haiz...hope the sun comes back...now it's half sunny half cloudy...lol...illiterally of coz and everyone njoy your everydae k? Follow my motto: Be happy!Smile always!
Though I dont follow it everytime but I try! Cya stop here...=)

16/7/06

Heyz everyone!Huiting...you call me update so i come update lor lol...jk...get into actual topic =)
You cheered me up...knocked some proper common sense into my stupid brain...helped me to understand things...explained matters to me...persuaded and convinced me that nth was too late...got me into changing my nick and persoanl message on msn...treated me as a fren...=)
SO DO YOU KNOW HU U R?
Huiting...ty...you did all the above and I am really grateful...thx a lot!I will nvr forget you..=)
OK talk about yesterdae went out with my cousins to have dinner at a vegetarian restaurant with the vouchers we bought and had some fun with our little cousin,zixu.
Today we are going back to the same restaurant for dinner AGAIn but with different ppl...my mum and me still and the ppl from the temple...and my best fren,sheila though she now start to get influenced by the christians...sad and we not TT close liao haiz...going out at 5+...hope we have a nice time!lol ty huiting,once again!=)

hooray!

yesterdae was sports dae and edc won the prize for cheering so congrats but tt's not the point for me writing hooray...but b4 i start on tt,yesterdae...I sae him...there juz once though,he walking back up to his seat after his relay race...he juz walked away actually...but nvm...todae is the hooray thing!HE toked to me again,thru sms and msn...I was happy but still not too happy or excited yet until tuesdae i see how first ba...hope it will return to normal!TY my frens hu helped me or else this will not turned out so well...

Haiz...........=( (29/6/06)

Haiz...yesterdae...I did something...something I regretted...todae...the person somehow ignored me but not really la...he juz didnt speak to me until about last half of sku...how I wish things remained lyk nth happened...how I wish...I m feeling so sad...I almost cried actually but dun tell anyone lol(though im telling everyone here...).Huiting,Lorraine and Cherlene...they comforted me and made me feel better and gave me advice on what to do...without them,I really dunnoe wad to do...so I really want to thank them...but I dunnoe how to...coz friendship things is nvr payable...but really THANK YOU!