2008-05-28

solar

Solar car competition approaching~~
today went SP with me tay, carol and char, and mr lee who came quite late =D

so wasted the day haha coz we reached very early ma then couldnt find the place where we supposed to meet and it was raining lor!! lols
but it was quite fun actually =D mr tay keep make us laugh =D haha

yea and i dunno when to start on hw sia...so sianz...T.T can dun do anot ar?? T.T

2008-05-26

rebonded my hair!!

Finally!!!
Ytd rebonded my hair le!! lols

Morning my mum went to market then she came back and told me that the salon there no customers for the moment so call me quickly eat my breakfast then we go down le
I spent 4 hrs rebonding my hair sia coz got a lot of other customers later coming in...lols
and also $100
it's considered quite cheap lor coz a lot of places rebond hair for about $150-$200 de lols
I dun look super nice but at least nicer than last time =P coz it's straighter =]

Haiz hols hw!! SS is seriously ar...can dun do anot? T.T
so much leh!! T.T
and solar car competition approaching liao but we losing confidence in it since the car has mood swings apparently quite often summore...
T.T no more psp~~~~~~~
T.T

shall enjoy hols as much as possible first b4 starting on hw!!

Everyone!! ENJOY UR HOLS!!
THEN JY FOR HW!! =D =D =D =D

2008-05-24

=D

some time no blog le rite lols dun wanna post story AGAIN lols as u can see im a lazy bum =D

watched 'my lucky star' and watching 2nd time now
love it~! <3<3 it's damn nice
sad+touching+funny
all idol shows de male and female lead charac all got very special and nice love stories btw them lor...

XiangQin and ZhiShu in 'It Started With a Kiss' have a very blissful story
TianQi and AhXing in 'My Lucky Star' have a very special and superb story
AhMeng and QiYue in 'Devil Beside You' have a very sweet story
Jin and XiaoMai in 'Romantic Princess' have a very nice story as well
RuoHe and ShengXue in 'Bull Fighting have a very 'sporty' story
Quan and Ruixi in 'Hana Kimi' have a very 'unexposed' story
YooHee and MoonRyong in 'Witch Yoo Hee' have a very special and cool story too!

They all very lucky sia =D the shows are all so nice :) love all of them <3
Sometimes envy them lor haha they so...xing4 fu2
more shows to be watched! must enjoy all the shows haha

In my lucky star, AhXing was acted by a Korean girl! It was a first show ever!! But she acted soooo well...like very experienced le lor and she's so pretty =D
Behind the scenes, she so nice and cheerful as well
anyway and and jimmy lin quite compatible but she went back to korea liao
Yoo Ha Na is her name la..sounds lyk yohanna rite =P

yea anyway shall go back to watch =P b4 i go ar, wan congrats:
1)Char
2)JunYao
3)Jose
4)WeiEn
5)Janus
and everyone else! (referring to results..)

This class so competitive sia...i got same class position as last year end of yr but level position is lyk half of last yr! surprised me la...muz jy le or else will be pushed down again!
went to class blog and saw the long list of hw! ZZZ
I HATE HOL HW!!

2008-05-19

no stories today =D

more than 50 hrs since the last time i used com le!! Shant waste time to post stories today =P me-lazy bum! haha

these few days quite busy coz of vesak day...go temple so many times lols but quite fun actually =D =D

but my father these few days dunno what happened to him la so bad mood de keep anyhow scold ppl...
tt day still go throw my hp!! ...

lols as a lazy bum, i gonna watch video lo!! bye~

2008-05-16

cried

" The two of them had decided to break up. They sat opposite each other and debated.

'Sofa--I bought it
TV--I bought it
Table--I bought it
I shall bring away the above items.'
She passed a piece of paper with the above, to him.

After reading it, he took a paper and wrote:
'Blanket--Free
Wardrobe--Free
200 letters--Free
Chauffer service--Free
Taking care of you--Free
The above are all to be given to you for free, please feel free to move them away together.
P.S. Worrying for you and sharing your joy is also free. The above adds up to my love for you which is also absolutely free.'
He passed the paper to her.

She had just wiped away her tears but they started to gush out again when she read the note.

She looked up and said coldly to the boy,"I shall move all the above away and you, the one I've chosen, shall be moved away too!"
The boy hugged her and said to he softly in her ears,"Move me away with you!" "

Haiz...got back last few papers
El compo was quite gd lols pulled up my el marks which is still very low...
History--not too bad but not gd either
SS--HORRIBLE
Emaths--....................................................................haiz

Char topped our class with 4 subjects le leh!!!!!pro de lor...so stress
muz jy and pia for CA2 and EOY exams liao.......haiz but it's rather faraway.......

Already not happy when in sku le lor then just now come home the first thing my parents ask is my results =.=ll haven told them yet but they both sensed that it's quite bad la...rather obvious

Juz now during dinner, i got say my emaths very low then mummy come say i didnt work hard AGAIN T.T WADEVA LOR!
After my mother go out of kitchen ar, my father worse still.........he say he think i like that standard cannot get into jc liao la! It's lyk......ahhhhhh very sad le leh still agitate me

I started crying but he didnt see lols as usual la, he never notices me crying de coz yea, i cannot let him notice ma
Then he eat finish le then went out then i wipe tears liao go wash face
Washed dishes liao then stood at window stare outside lols it was open so quite nice to stand there...since my eyes redred ma so let it cool down lor

My mum going out but b4 that she come in see me stand there then say,"results bad stand there vent frusfration ar? Final exam must pin1 lor! Dont keep dun revise la!" At least she tried to encourage me...but it made me cry....diff from juz now, this time really cry

She went out le then i stand there cry so long la...i really wan go jc. I don't want to continue dropping and dropping le. muz jy for next exams!! But really veryveryvery sad tt my father say i cannot go jc sia! He knows that i very upset le still lyk tt...............................................aiyo wan cry again la....zzz forget it go watch drama liao, dun wan think...

2008-05-15

*heart pumping*

" He, is a genius with great fashion style. He is very tall and loves to dance. He drives a sports car and he attracts attention wherever he goes.

Wherever he was, he was surrounded by a large crowd of girls, no matter if it was at the skating court, the pub, the disco etc. She was among the girls that surrounded him but she never dared to go forward and talk to him because he is too special, while she is too ordinary.

Sometimes, she would walk away upon seeing him, feeling loneliness build up in her as she felt that she was not good enough for him to notice her. Her friend, XiaoXian, likes to talk about him when they chatted through the phone and sometimes, she would pull her along to look for him.

XiaoXian eventually became his girlfriend and they were a happy couple. She gave them her blessings.

That night, it was raining. The telephone broke the silence in her house. It was him, she did not know how to respond.

" XiaoXue, I have lost interest in XiaoXian, will you be my girlfriend? You are prettier than her and gentler as well..." He said.

She was shocked. Why? XiaoXian is a kind, cute and innocent girl! What would happen to her?
She did not reply him and hung up instead.

" XiaoXue, what's not good about me? So many girls like me and XiaoXian says that you like me too. Then why did you not accept?" He sent a sms to her.

She ignored him and deleted his message and his contact from her phone. He was also deleted from her heart since then."

Nice story...the boy is sooo bad la...typical flirt =.=ll

Today got back HCL, EL(paper 2) and physics as well...

hcl not very bad but not very gd as well...but at least get higher than char.....by 0.5 =.=ll zzz

el...already so lousy le leh still drop...T.T failed summary...paper 1 haven get back

physics....haiz...below expectations...B3...my paper wif Mr Lee..hope can add 2 marks sia then A2 liao! that 2 marks make a BBIIIGGG difference T.T

I am sooo worried for tmr sia! will be getting back SS and Emaths paper maybe history too! T.T all 3 is i most worried de coz my Humanities not gd and this time maths i no confidence...zzz

Howhowhow?? T.T
CHAR IS A GENIUS!!
top in chem
top in bio
second in physics
first few in amaths
first few in hcl
el also not bad lols

Wonder what's up there, in her brain lols =D

2008-05-14

3 papers back already sia!!

" They had known each other since young and they know each other inside out, even their breathing began to sound alike. After such a long time, their marriage seemed boring and 'heavy'. She know that he has a kind heart, she knows that he loves her a lot and she knows that he treats her very well but she was still not satisfied. "Why are you so boring?" She asked him. "What do you mean by interesting?"He asked, embarrassed.

After a while, she wanted to leave him. "Why?" He asked her. "I hate this life! It's like one of a dead fish." She replied. "Let's let Heaven decide. If it rains today, then we shan't separate." He said.


That night, she was about to sleep when she heard 'raindrops' dripping down, splattering on the floor outside. She jumped up immediately and looked out of the window. The sky was clear and was starry! She climbed up to the roof and saw him pouring water down scoop by scoop. Touched, she hugged him from behind.

Moral(from book): Marriage needs some 'entertainment' and creativity to maintain. Let's use our left and right hands(wife and husband) to create interest in marriage and make it new and fresh everyday! "


Today get back 3 papers le!!
Amaths
Chem
Bio..

As expected, my bio got lowest among the listed three...lols

CHAR IS VERYVERYVERY CLEVER!!! She's sooo clever!! Very stress with her leh =P haha she topped our class for chem AND bio...amaths also top few sia propropro...

I wan see her physics paper sia sure very high as well lols

I MUZ score better than her in at least 1 subject la! Im depending on my languages...but...not very confident T.T She sure get top few in whole level de lols =D Gracts Char anyway IF u are reading this lols

O Ya tok about yesterday!! haha after exams, me+char+jos+genev go marina square lols went to eat lunch then char say she need go visit her grandma in hospital after tt so cant stay too late so in the end we didnt do much there lols
We finished our lunch liao hor then go the linkway there the Gelare to eat ice-cream haha it was damn funny la!!

We ordered a waffle with 2 scoops of ice-cream(3 of us share, except gene) then char told the waitor anything for flavour lols. Then when it came rite, it was choco chip and walnut, we eateateat halfway, the waitor came with another plate and ask if it is ours then we say no since we only ordered one ma

Then we heard the ppl from the table beside us say tt wasnt their as well, they ordered walnut and choco chip!! LOL it's lyk....we ate theirs...
And i think the extra one was somehow wasted lols
but not our fault lor since we dunno wad flavour we should be expecting ma so we tot tt was ours...is the waitor gib wrong de lols but also coz char said anything haha =D but anyway it was real funny and we started laughing and laughing haha
too bad didnt take pic lols =D =D

2008-05-12

last paper tmr!!

Short time today shant post story =P

Last fri bio paper quite tough sia...sec A is ok but sec b tough...

lols my cousin came to my house from fri afternoon to sunday night...he taught me how to do rubic cube! not very gd yet la but yea wan go buy to prac =P =P

TMR LAST PAPER!! JYS PPL!!

Me lazy bum today dun feel lyk posting much =D cya~jyjy

2008-05-08

T.T

" '4.54pm' The clock on the aeroplane read. Six minutes later...he will be meeting a very special lady. He promised to watch the sunset with him in the South.

They had been dating online for 7 months. During this time, the emailed each other continuously and he feels that they both love each other truly.He sought for her photo several times but she never agreed. She had said, "I am already in my thirties, if you really love me, you should not care about how i look. If I am pretty, I would be afraid that you only like me for my looks. I will look for you one day. And by then, you can decide whether you want to continue dating me or not..."

He got off the plane and waited patiently. From among the tourists, a young and pretty lady(A) with long, slender legs, long silky hair and 2 bright, twinkling eyes wearing a pale white T-shirt walked towards him, like the sunshine of the world. "Wanna take a cab together? I am going the the hans department store."

He did not reply her, as he saw the lady he was waiting for-- the lady standing behind the lady A. She looked like she was in her thirties, a little to the fat side, messy hair, thick legs, old-fashioned high heels YET with a CK sunglasses on her forehead.

Her spirit had been with him and encouraging him and now, there she was. She look calm and peaceful, eyes giving off warmth.

He didn't hesitate any longer, held tightly to his laptop so that she might recognise him.
It may not be love, he thought, but this is more precious than love, it is the most precious--friendship, he shall be grateful and cherish it forever.

He spoke to her, despite feeling disappointed in his heart, "Excuse me...are you Xiaoyue? Nice to meet you...er...shall we go watch the sunset now?"

The lady smiled and said, "I don't know what's going on...the lady just now with the white T-shirt requeted me to put this sunglasses on. She said if you asked me to watch the sunset with you, I would have to tell you that she is waiting for you in the Sunrise Bookstore ahead." "

Haiz feeling very moody...totally not in the mood to study sia...

Today...chem was okok a few not very sure only
History was horrible + terrible
SBQ--HORRIBLE
SEQ--TERRIBLE
didnt finish the paper....
eh? quite rhyme...
anyway sbq source A dunno how to do la....how to put in contextual knowledge?? is inference leh! they wan contextual also lor...since the poster is biased but i didnt use...
seq didnt finish...first one anyhow scrapq thru second one did 1st factor and half of 2nd factor nia...........................................
AHHHHH I dun wan memorise summore stuff sia!

But
But
But
tmr bio!
and got essay ques...NEED MEMORISE AGAIN~! haizzzzzzz
wad to do
wad to do
wad to do

Anyway, today's story also not bad rite =D find it quite cool =)

Jys ppl...jy...jy....jy....jy....jy....

2008-05-07

EXAM PERIOD--RARE POST =P

《 "Just another 5 days. 5 days later, it would be their 1st yr anniversary! She smiled at herself and thought of an idea.....she took up her phone and dialled his number.

"Hey my dear Tan XX! Few days later, it would be our 1st yr anniversary! Congratulations, you can now register for a special 'Love Credit Card'!"

After listening to her, Tan XX said jokingly, "Hmm...I want 'Unlimited Kisses Card' and 'Unlimited Touch Card' or 'Unlimited Hugs Card' will do too!"

Hearing his teasing tone, she blushed and said, "No! No! Be more serious or else you shan't get any card!"

He suddenly calmed down and said to her very seriously, "Darling, I only want one card!"

"You'd better not joke again!" She warned him.

"I...I want a 'Take Care Of You Forever Card'. " He said.

"Er...mister....if you apply for this card...it will be very hard on you!" She laughed softly, tears threatening to flow out of her eyes. "I am not afraid! It's the only card I want!" He replied firmly yet gently. 》

--Translated by ME =D

HIIE!! I miss the com!! Juz a few days didnt use lor haha

Last weekend hor...I watched finish "thet kissed again" and yea I TOTALLY LOVE IT!!
Couldnt concentrate on studies after tt keep thinking about them =(

anyway..this is a very rare post these few days so shall update =P

Exams:
El--As horrible as usual el papers =.=ll since is el, i cant be bothered...
SS--didnt finish 1/2 of SBQ 1(d) and left a bit of SEQ
AMaths--finished quite early lols and it's quite easy...but i think got one ques wrong liao...=(

tt's about all...for history tmr ar...i dunno how sia
I couldnt even finish ss how to finish history??!?!?!!

Bought a tiny chinese book on some inspirational stories lols =D
After exam...shall post 1 story in each post next time(translated)!! Got 60 altogether haha so at least 2 mths then can finish =D The one on top is the one tt attracted me to buy the book haha(on back of book) so now left 59 stories to go!! =D
I finished reading the book le...very cool sia! got a lot in the series...i saving money to buy more then can post more here as well...very nice stuff haha =P quite touching lor some...

2008-05-02

...

MY NEWEST STORY!!IT'S SO INTERESTING!! Ha.Ha.Ha....

Thursday--Labour Day
She woke up at 9+
Brushed Teeth
Ate breakfast
Sat in front of study desk
Revised History until 12+
Completed MYE History Revision quite briefly
Then she switched on computer
Opened several tabs on Internet on "They Kissed Again"
IT WAS FAB!!
Enjoyed herself very much for a terribly long time...
Watched from about 1pm to 11pm...
Only stopped a few times in btw to eat lunch, dinner, bathe =.=ll
Kept herself busy with the videos...
SLACKED THRU THE HOL

Then she was angry at herself for slacking thru the day...
However
Being a verrryyy "good" girl
she forgot about it very soon and slacked again today =.=l
and now, she's watching videos AGAIN!!

That's the end of the story...=.=ll
zzz no motivation sia...howhowhow...i've gotta score well for myes!!!

Anyway today's Vanessa's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA JY FOR MYE!! =P

lols today came sku...then char came and passed me vanessa's bdae cake lols.
I signed card and then put cake in canteen kopitiam-shop de fridge...
That uncle hor...!!! Dun wan let me put de lor haha...

then go joscelin class let the others sign de card =D and then went for morning exercise

Recess--let genevieve sign the card liao then passed to vanessa..lishan wanted to sign but she didnt come down lols so in the end didnt lols
Then went to canteen
I went to take the cake and we took photos of it!!
Vanessa didnt let me take a pic of her...so this is the best le haha =D tt char ar forgot to bring lighter haha =D so didnt light candle...didnt make wish...so sad...
But the cake was nice...six of us split it...juz now lor! Vanessa cut for all of us! haha =D
thx birthday girl!

and once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

and to everyone: JIAYOUUS FOR MYE!!

2008-04-30

PAPER 1

Today paper 1!! Morning reached sku at 6.45am and after quite a while then change seat to reg de...read thru english compo notes esp the proposal since we know tt proposal's coming out for exam...it's an open secret

English paper...quite alright...I wrote "perfection" but it felt more lyk obssession than perfection sia and..it's really rather weird lols hope dun score less than 19 ba...19 or 20 will be great liao...18~19 if my average compo marks lor so yea dun drop can le...
Wrote about 2.5 pages for proposal and er...3.75 pages for compo

Chinese...read rhru lots of stuff b4 exam but none were used haha always lyk tt =.= i think almost everyone in the class write Q5 aka 报章读后感 lor haha thx to czh ma haha
Shuting and company+Vanessa+Char all tell me they most probably write gonghan coz easier and they chionging tt b4 exam and i say wan write sihan lols
BUTBUTBUT they eventually wrote sihan...ALL of them T.T I wrote gonghan instead...wad an irony...lols
Wrote baozhang (4+pages) and gonghan(2.5pages)

Aiya dunno how's my essays leh...lyk not very gd but not too bad except my proposal which is horrible! lols wadeva...I always suk at situational writing no matter wad type it is =.=ll

2008-04-28

lalalalala

Yoz! Im lagging...i mean my blog's lagging haha exam coming so cant use com often...=P make use of this time to post on last few days altogether ba =D dunno when use again =(

Last week ar, dunno why always giddy giddy de...took blood pressure lols dad say it's slightly low but mum say at least a bit higher than hers haha shows how low hers is =.=ll

Last thursday was so fun! Lols stayed back for solar car again and laughed lyk crazy thrice in total haha =D

Mr Tay is sooo superr lame!! haha he see us laugh till stomachache ar then call us dun laugh liao BUT still continue saying funny stuff haha =D Then i raised my hand and felt giddy again lols but yea he's soooo lame makes us "shivers" haha then we used his com to play impossible quiz sia!! Haha and they all found it super lame lols then we realised it was Mr Lim's bdae tt day!! I asked hi wad he wan then he say he wan me to get A1 for both maths and L1R5<10>
Friday...wad did i do ar? lols actually i dun rmb, yea due to my stm ma...zzz for lyk so many times i forgot wad to post liao sia =(

but yea tt nite watched tv for whole night didnt revise although i brought back chem, history and emaths(tys) home lols...waste energy de lor haha

Saturday...oral! Quite horribly done lols coz didnt expect tt topic to come out...mine was on environment it isnt as difficult as the disabled ppl de but yea isnt THAT easy either....then did practice papers but lots of blanks haha dunno how to do siaa...nth much done...a very boring day tt's typical of a date near exams...

Sunday...Revised Chem a bit then went to aunt's house. She moved house ma so we go see see. On our previous BIG gathering (if anyone read), got 2 cousins both 6 yrs old ma then they got along verryyy well haha(1 gal 1 boy) the boy hold her hands and they ran around, having fun haha. they looked lyk a small couple la! haha then sunday hor they quite intimate la haha




This is the girl, my fav small cousin aka Sydney =D she's sooooo cute =D lols this is during first gathering de got another one of them both but is vertical de put here also cant see lols


Can see his hand on her shoulder? Haha they very cute sia!

Lols! Dint want to take from in front coz scared distract them and wan take his hand haha after we go home hor, Zixu (the boy) keep say tt he miss Sydney lols!!then he lyk lovesick lyk tt lo haha his mum told me tt they young still is juz find someone same as them so verry happy, not real love. He heard and then say ''is real love'' lols soo super funny haha he so cute =D

Haha then my mum gib him her house number call him to go home ask her sleep already anot and chat wif her! then he call her immediately on the car lor!! haha after he put down phone, he say sydney say ''i miss you very much'' and he said tt his reply was ''thank you very much''!!! LOLS it's lyk...yea he's still young....lols

Today also nth much la...got back SS and Physics test papers...not bad lols Mr Lee wrote ''gd. you've been very consistent'' on my paper haha. It's lyk..yea very consistent didnt go down much but didnt go up either =.=ll our class overall dropped a lot sia...jiayou ppl!!

Yepp JIAYOUUS EVERYBODY! You can do it! esp 3J!! JYJYJYJY FOR MYE!!CHIOOONNNNGG~~

2008-04-22

Hello xD

Hi again people~~lols which is probably less than 5 =.=ll

Tmr got Bio test =( thurs got emaths test
=(
lols so sianz sia...tests tests tests lols but anyway i love this yr's class much more than last 2 yrs lols so yea...should be satisfied le...

Time really goes very fast in sku nowadays..bcoz it's quite fun? or is it juz too busy? i also dunno lols

O ya this morning the rain soooo heavy!!
Our class so many ppl drenched lor!! More than one quarter leh haha
I also drenched la...my shirt, skirt and shoes+socks all wet =.=ll
I go in class they were lyk ''wa you very wet leh" lols
But after tt the wet ppl became wetter and wetter
The dry ppl are...yea dry
They so gd lor!! Got car/taxi fetch de!!
I go by changcheng ma then it's lyk waterfall lyk tt =.=ll
coz ahs on hill ma so all the water is POUR down de lo...how to not drench and wind so strong, blow the rain at us! Road also full of water...so yea....wet+wet+wet
haha but quite fun lols

Completed lyrics for the chinese competition thing but yea shld be not final yet ba...
Muz generate more inspiration first then can write next draft lols
Anyone know how to get the karaoke version of the song? zzz if not dunno how leh...we need the song without Stefanie Sun singing =.=ll

Our solar car also finishing le but yea is finishING so next few days still gotta stay back to do it haha it's not perfect but...it's not bad le..i hope...lols hope it work well!!!

*yawn* Im so bored lols later then revise for bio ba...zzz i forgot wad i hav to do liao leh...i supposed to hav quite a no. of things to do on com de but dun rmb liao after all the lyrics-brainstorming...zzz

O yea last thing...thx siying for the prezzie =)

2008-04-21

2nd post

2nd post today le haha

today's quite a nice day after all excluding morning unlucky incidents la haha =D

Had fun today...laughed a lot during chem lesson and after sku

We laughed at wad Ms Chan said, and Mr Lim (D and T workshop de) and Mr tay haha

Mr Tay so bad say his wife is beast!! haha coz we use magnets to 'decorate' their photo ma then he say later ppl say is beauty and the beast =.=ll then he say he's the beauty haha
His wife so chio!!

I realised tt the D&T Mr Lim has 3 children! Oldest is 25 yr old daughter sia! Youngest is 16 yr old haha in serangoon sec de lols and tt he lives in hougang haha yea anyway had fun today and i cant rmb wad happened last few days le...=P for now haha

Bad things today: Failed SS Test...dunno how to NOT tell my parents =(
Amaths not very well done as well....''cant wait'' to get back...

O ya and thx Huilu for the bag! I put my stuff to be lent out in the bag le haha =D

And Dora, ps i haven tried the cookies but the card is nice! =D

Yea added manymany new songs to my hp again :) and put ALL songs i hav into my thumbdrive...amazingly it amounted to 387 or sth lyk tt haha got 60+ El songs nia haha =P

'Because You Live' by Jesse Mccartney is superb!! My new fav song for now~ haha

hope brings about disappointment

Too much hope= lots of disappointment

I now much better le...lols got my kor back =)

Morn still felt very weird, wasnt very emo juz not myself lols

and these few days really very suei leh!!!

weekend quite many unlucky stuff including my poor finger haha

Then this morn got sth unlucky but i forgot =.=ll

then when go sku ar 2 buses went past without stopping coz it's full =.=ll and the third came at 7am so very hurry....luckily not late then after tt sth happened again and my stm memory worked up and...hence i forgot...

2008-04-20

BEST bdae ever...ha.ha.ha.

These few days so emo...wad i expected to be a best birthday turned out to be the worst...

What a fantastic bdae i had! (ytd)
Never knew what was happy b4 that...Ha.ha.ha.
Supposed to go out wif someone but didnt...i dunno why...i still dun really noe...
It was just a dream that didnt come true...
So went to temple with mum (the one i went since young) to help wif preparations coz today got event...mum say bdae go help is gd...anyway went in morn and left at 5+

Dad came and fetch us...so suei la it's lyk i so bad mood liao hor, when i go up the car, the song playing was 'bu1 zai4 chang3'...
match the situation...made me wanna cry la but as usual, i couldnt...
i looked out of window trying to hold back tears ma then saw a foreign worker lols he looked at me and saw tt i going to cry haha then stare at me lols till the car went pass =.=ll
mood: VERY out of sorts...
so totally weird la me...for ytd and today...
so not myself...i didnt know wad to think about
didnt know wad to do
didnt know i should do/think
didint noe how i shld be feeling...

Anyway went to somewhere in tampines st.11 (think so) to eat dinner.
It's a stall from the qiang3 tan1 show de, the first to get a jin1 pai2.
The food was nice =) esp the lala and sotong lols
Mood brightened a bit...and then go home revised physics...

Then put 50+ EL songs into my phone then received the sms I've been waiting for more than 2 days! Was so happy...but after the 2nd sms i received, no more again =.=ll
Then i REALLY dunno wad to think le...even more out of sorts can...+ emo

Today sms-ed again but things went so wrong I dunno wad happened...
Totally wrong from lyk an hr ago...wad's happening?
I dunno wad to do...how shld i be reacting?
Accept it lyk it is?
Treat it as a looong dream turned into a nightmare that i was waking up from?
Treat it as a return trip from...i-dunno-where?
I dunno...the most probable thing i can do is to accept it BUT i wan to at least know why ba?

I really think i so different these few days lols...emoemo de
not active lols
quite dead...
me being dead + my initials + the letter 'i' = dead fish= me

This ends my BEST BIRTHDAY EVER! ha.ha.ha.

2008-04-18



Tmr's my bdae le!!

these 2 presents are from Charlynn, Joscelin, Genevieve and Vanessa!! THANKS!! I really appreciate it...they are so nice!! the plushie is soooo cute =D

and Dora gave me famous amos cookies!! Thx as well! It cost a bomb...!!

Special thx to my whole grp of frens from 2B'07 (the 7 of you) esp the few named above! Thx for giving me such a wonderful bdae last yr and for ur wonderful present-S! Love you all~~!!

Message heard(very blur): Hello! thank you vanessa, charlynn, joscelin and genevieve for this present. really thx!

it's real blur la!!

And thx to huilu and cheryl for singing happy bdae song to me in class today! =D final thx to everyone who wished me happy bdae :)

Ok after all the thx....

Now not very gd mood liao...due to some stuff tt i shant post here...haiz nvm...

Today pe lesson, i played basketball wif vanessa, carol, char, meixuan, tingwei, shuting and yohanna...hurt my finger...it still hurts! It's swollen and have a large blue black (black more than blue..) and it cant be pulled straight...zzzso pain...wad a bad day la...

Cant things go better seeing tt today is my bdae eve............why all bad things come on same day.......................................................................

2008-04-17

o.o

yoz!

today physics test is quite tough la...zzz i hate newton...
chinese test averagely average...
ytd decided on movie to watch le! im gonna watch 'the hottie the nottie' !! lols looks nice...

nth much to post...not in particularly gd mood now =.= wadeva la

2008-04-16

=D 101

yay 101 dalmations post...=.=ll wadeva la im juz being lame...

now in com lab!! el lesson!! haha all slacking =.=ll

i today wan go home early de...coz need call someone but hor got CHEM FAIR!! zzz get to miss assembly but nidda go home late!! sianz sia at nite then can call liao...=D

anyone know of nice movies on now? the only one tt appealed to me was 'definitely maybe' the storyline is cool BUT i think it's for above 16 or sth lyk tt lo =.=ll means cant watch tt one..the rest not nice one leh......................any suggestions? weekdays no movie listings on newspapers cant search =.=ll

hope saturday is fun!! =D =D =D