2009-10-28

TPRAWKS!

I wanted to go TPRAWKS!
and YAY! I'm going! haha xDD

Didnt dare ask mum about it for so long la!
scarier than o lvls...
so scary...haha xD lucky i can go!
she say go 1-2 days can le
but shld be able to persuade her let me go 3 days de la xD
hopefully......xDD

So happy xD
I registered le..a bit too fast though...
i think wont be in same grp with hosy/mx/carol leh.......zzz
haiz...hope can sia...if not no pt gng tgt...
i dun wan feel lost there xD
and i wan hav fun there tgt!
Saw a lot stuff abt last yr's tprawks etc
it looks so fun xD

the TP mass dance a bit retarded hehe
very funny but looks fun and it looks simple enough xDD
their orientation looks so fun too la xDD
but im not very decided abt the course though...
hav a few choices currently...gotta think abt it...

Now let's talk about o's...
haha. well. el was. ok. i always say it's ok.
and results always B3-B4. so dun care lor
hope can do well...
well a girl can dream xDD i dream of getting A1 for EL xD hahaha..

Emath paper 1. pretty easy.
but after exam i realised i got tricked by some questions.
and one question i know how do but phrasing wrong. don't sound right.
so minus quite a few marks le.
and apparently i dunno how much is a billion -.- so more marks gone -.-
haiz...people do rmb 1 billion has 9 zeroes.
dumbdumb me here tot only got 8 zeroes -.-
DUN LAUGH -.- xPP

But generally it was easy.
EVERYONE thinks so. well all think can score better than usual.
stompers were discussing it too...
so well to get A1...maybe need 85-90% liao le la T.T
SO HARD! SO HIGH LEH! T.T
paper 2 tmr!
wish me gd luck ppl! xDD
and gd luck to ALL who are taking o's ((:
JIAYOUUS!
a FEW papers more to go and freedom awaits us at the end of the dreadingly long path
wow i seldom type stuff like tt on my blog but anyway ((:
gd luck ppl (:
I <3 STOMP anyway haha ((:
it's a great forum full of wonderful ppl ^^
it helps me improve my el too haha xDD

2009-10-11

poly..

actually like got a lot things to post
complain abt what my mum complained -.-
but then postponed so long
i forgot what i wan to say.
basically my mum misunderstand a lot abt me...
she ar got anything ar dun tell me dun ask me
then anyhow assume de...
but it's not true -.-
see la. she so totally dun understand me.
but oh well, who does?

she so not happy tt i wan go np...
so ar i tried to make myself like tp la
been looking at tp stuff for last hr or so
now im quite fine wif tp le..
TP JIU TP LOR...
haha
it's not tt bad...
quite nice actually ^^
though honestly...i love np -.-
oh well, i like tp too ^^
so TP IT IS!
tp de psycholgy damn own la...
lowest cut off point in ALL courses in ALL poly
but then juz psychology xD (8)
accounting not bad also though. 11. same as np.
but tp de got finance T.T
np PURE accounting! haiz
stop thinking abt np....TP ROCKS~~

2009-10-07

T.T

Damn it la.
what the heck.
what i do la.
my dad is being DAAAMMNNN irritating.
what does he noe la.
can't he try to understand ANYTHING??
juz 1 is better than nothing.
if not, then DUN BOTHER ME.
damn it.
can't tolerate him leh.
he rly can get champion in the
"make sihui cry" competition sia.
and i hate myself for getting upset la.
get upset so easily as always.
but it takes two hands to clap.
want me to change my temper not i put in effort can de lor...

i already very control le leh.
my temper is rly bad, i know.
so i try to control...
if i rly dun control,
i think i can rly shout bk at them or sth lor.
but i dun lor.
i rather keep quiet lor if not things will get worse.
but then they leh.
keep say i lian chou chou.
then what. they rather i flare up is it.
cant they put in some effort as well in
controlling THEIR temper?
mum doing pretty well.
dad leh. damn irritating la.
think he king ar. everything he right
he nvr does anything wrongly wor.
HELLO! what he did right la??!??!
zzz...*breathe in breathe out*
today wanted come post sth nice
coz today went out study ma.
juz wanted post sth casual.
in the end it started lyk this...

zzz...i could have explained...
but i said nth...
coz im not rly sure whether it helps.
or will it earn me more scoldings/naggings?
forget it la.
say all u wan la.
im the worst kid ever la.
dumbest ever. most rebellious.
worst kid one can ever have.
wadeva. i dun rly care now.
maybe later. not now.
*shakes head* dun wan think le.
annoying stuff...

today went out wif carol!!
went bedok library cafe dere
12+ they ask us wan order anything anot
coz we sit there very long lols so i go buy lunch lor.
after mine come then carol buy...
didnt rly do much there.
only did acs history paper Q1a and 1b nia.
after tt packed up go carol condo there de study room.
there better environment.
did emaths. almost finished paper 1.
so total...still not much done lols.
but well sure more than if im home de la.

tmr carol n shuting wanted come my house study.
in the end neither is coming -.-
zzz. so wad m i supposed to do?
anyone wan come?? T.T
mum will be home tmr...not much freedom eh?
so well force myself to study lor.
but when im alone,
i seriously cant get myself studying.
what to do. bo bian. jin liang lor.
keep no motivation de...
but i wan to score well for o lvls!!! rly wan to...
why no mood study?!!?! T.T T.T T.T

i need the marks ^^
i wan go Ngee Ann Poly!!
haven told my mum yet.
dunno she will let anot...
but then i wan poly leh...NP...
i wan accountancy...
char say its boring but i think it's fine what................
haha xDD wadeva la...
they offer scholarships to top 8-10 ppl according to o lvl score leh.
but then i think is according to ELR2B2 wor means i no hope haha.
coz my el no hope...
but then...still...
no matter wad also hav to score well ma...
juz now my dad say
你出去就真的要跟我读书,不然
考到老牙的成绩你就知道。
i was lyk wth. always lyk tt de...
i feel like shouting back
NO MATTER WHAT
I STILL WILL DO BETTER THAN YOU
you go study la study HARD
SCORE HIGHER THAN ME
THEN COME SCOLD ME LA!
zzzz *calm down*
haha.
aiya.
he always give stupid comments de.
i wasn't even talking to him can -.-
i was talking to my mum.
he interrupt what la.
they whole day contradicting themselves
to put everything to their benefit de.

wan control me then say im still a kid
wan me do things then say i grown up liao.
-.- so wat m i.
a while like 10 yr old kid a while lyk 20 yr old adult.
im in btw okay.
today got talk to carol a bit abt poly.
she say mature too fast.
isnt it better to be a kid for a longer time?
then i was like, i always not much of a kid anyway what.
i nvr rly felt like a kid lor.
mature faster even better.
maybe i'll get over my stupid temper.
maybe...
who cares la anyway.
wadeva happens...all will past..
im juz grumbling agn lols.. xPP

okay la dun bother you le.
wont hav more than 3 reading this anyway~
write for myself read ^^