Smile (:

Happy Valentine's Day(:

2011-02-14T22:42:00.004+08:00

Been sick for like 2 weeks liao :(
SLacked so much in these two weeks la
coz eat med then keep sleeping
then nvr do work
then coz mum say sick dun stay back ma
in the end slacked damn a lot~~~~~
haiya. ya la
must start chionging again liao haiz
my seld-declared break is over then~
it shouldn't have existed anyway
HOW CAN I REST THIS YEAR -.-
zzz anyway too late.
i just gotta buck up again ya?(:
haiz. AAHHHH so lagging behind :(
okokokokok jy -.-
and well someone had been a distraction too~
yawn~i was distracted without feeling distracted LOL
whatever la
i dun care XD
as long as i get my studying done from TOMORROW ONWARDS
i. will. start. studying. again.
nono.
i. will. CONTINUE. my. studying.....
good luck to myself XDD

THE JC LIGHTBULB JOKE XD

2011-02-14T22:42:00.001+08:00

saw it again on fb today XDXD
DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHA
it's sortof true XDDD

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to
manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’re too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They’ll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they’re able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’ll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let’s do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They’ll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

This too will pass...

2011-01-16T22:56:00.001+08:00

Well i have a cousin who became a monk
he asked me read this blog post he wrote
a very nice one(:
wanted to share so yea here it is.
it's LOOOONGGG but its really nice
so yea take some times n read it ba! :D

STARTS HERE :D:D
Felt like writing some things which may or may not relieve some friend's suffering. I may not be in the most qualified position to write about these topics because i might not have been through what they have gone through. But just pure intention to help them, with some simple reflections and changes in attitude towards life, relationships and crises. May this sharing help them.....

Love cover a very big part of our lives. Love for ourselves, love for our parents, friends and mates. But, do we really, know how to love, without hurting ourselves and others. Firstly I would like to say about two types of love. Conditional love, and Unconditional love.
Conditional love;
"I love you from the bottom of my heart........I love you forever....." We find these words coming frequently to our ears when we're in love with our mates. But, what does the love here means? Does it mean that we love them only if they love us, or do the way we want them to do, or love the feelings that we have inside us when we're with them? What are we in love with? The feelings when we're with them or they themselves no matter how stinky, rotten or smelly they are (after they finished a half marathon, *laughs*). The definition of love means to care for, to show friendliness or affection for another.....Many times in our life, we love the feeling when we're together or we love them coz they just make us happy with their monkey jokes (*laughs). I used to be a monkey also (*laugh*). Anyway thats why when whatever they do do not match with our feelings, or when we don't expect monkey shows but monkeys just run around jumping here and there, we suffer...we cannot endure it and get involve in a quarral. JUST because of feelings........See the impact of feelings? I'm not trying to say that when we love someone we do not have feelings, but the attachment to the feelings (which is impermanent) is the problem because we are grasping hold to something which is impermanent, which will disappear......but our attachment doesn't want it to disappear.......

When someone expects whatever is impossible as possible, they will surely fail their expectation and become disappointed because there is the law of nature, impermananc.....And when one doesn't want to face the reality of the law of nature happening around us, many suffer. Also.....with this conditional love attitude, many couples suffer......because it becomes a love game of controlling and wanting. Wanting my wife to be slimer....wanting my husband to be more sensitive......wanting my husband to be from a rich family........wanting him/her to make me feel this way or that way..........wanting my husband/wife to be only faithful to me.......wanting my husband to have a clean history of abstinence of sex before me.....wanting my mate to only be with me no matter he/she's happy or not..........My friends, THESE ARE IMPERMANENT AND HAVE A POSSIBILITY TO HAPPEN~Welcome to the real world....

I would like to share a story here at this point.....There was a young king, who had a problem of extreme emotions...... Whenever the country had a problem he could not solve and was hopeless, he would just go back to his room and sulk up and sob and get depressed for weeks and months......So when there was a crisis, all he could do was to get sooooo caught up in his emotions and just sulk up and get depressed.......On the other hand, when the country was prospering, he would party with his loyal ministers and citizens for weeks and months.......So....of course, the country was not very well managed and not prospering because the young king wasn't doing anything substantial and useful......So, the wiser minsters worked up a plan to help him........they gave him a ring with the words"this too will pass" and made him look at it everyday. So, whenever he gets depressed, he would look at the ring and tells himself "this too will pass"... Whenever the country is prospering, he would look at the ring and tells himself this too will pass"......So in the end, whenever he gets depressed, he doesn't lose hope because he knows that by bearing it for a period of time, the difficulty will pass......and he doesn't get too high-headed when the country is prospering because he knows, "this too will pass" and he continues to be viligiant over his duties. In this way, the country prospers with his stable emotions and attitude to life which accords to the law of nature.......
Are we doing it the same to our "country"(mind)? Whenever some crises in life happens to us, we get caught up in depression and when the happy moments come we just take it for granted and forget about planting the causes for more happiness in the future. So, i hope this phase "this too will pass" which reminds one of impermenancy will help my friends.

Unconditional love
There is on the other hand, another aspect of love....Love which is not bounded with conditions......Love which does not hurts......Love which only gives without ever wanting to have anything in return......This is , unconditional love towards another......
I found that many people I've seen, they get hurt because of love. Sometimes its because their mates do the wrong things at the wrong time....Sometimes its because their mates do some things which they cannot accept.....Sometimes it just because they don't FEEL like watching a monkey show, but their mates keep jumping around teasing or scolding them......Well, if we really want to get a perfect mate, we should just get a TV with the remote controller on our hands all the time (*laughs*)...... If we can realise that feelings, emotions and thinkings are impermanent, then there's no meaning to try to control and grasp our mate's thinking towards us, feelings towards us, wanting them to be happy all the time but when they get sad we get sad too........
But, if we can show them all the love and care(care and concern and affection) towards them, no matter if they reciprocrate and love us or not....If we have this knowing that whether they love us back or not is impermanent and is not definite even if in the end they will have been with us for a long time, we will have lesser suffering whenever our mates turn their backs on us because ITS THE WAY ITS SUPPOSE TO BE ACCORDING TO THE LAW OF NATURE. It's impermanent. This is wiser and truer love isn't it? Rather than trying to control and grasp our mate's feelings, thinkings to make them stay with us, trying means and ways to get love results.........There's no true sincerity in this.....Only greed and attachment.......

Also, if we want others to love ourselves, its only reasonable that we should make ourselves lovable and the first thing to make ourselves lovable is to love ourselves, no matter how much rubbish we have inside of us.....But it doesn't mean that we don't change the rubbish inside. Rather, if we can change our character and attitudes to being better, more positive, more happy and peace natured, more virtuous as a woman/man, more balanced emotional intelligence and less mind games with our mates, naturally we would have be planting the seeds (causes) for us to be lovable. Even if they don't, we're having such a great and happy time improving ourselves and loving ourselves without attachments and expectations that we don't need them anymore, whether they're there or not..... We did not choose to have rubbish inside us...Who doesn't want to be pure minded and with great character and appeearence since we were born. However, these are things we cannot control because phenomena happens to us because of various complicated cause and effects. We cannot choose to be a chinese or an indian. Our past causes made us this way and past causes also made happy and bad things happen to us........ So, since only now then we know more about the law of cause and effect and impermanence through The Buddha's Teaching, we have courage to embrace our negativities and because of impermanence, we have hope in changing for the better because things will not always be this way. "This too will pass".

Also another problem I see in couples nowadays are that they just want want want.......But very few couples think about give give give.....to their mates. With wanting with attachment, there would be controlling and greed......And with this wrong cause, there will be suffering when we do not get what we want.......Isn't that the same case in life. When we want many things with attachments, but when we do not get, we suffer disappointments, depression and some even suicidal thoughts. But things are just impermanent isn't it. Sometimes we get, sometimes we don't get..... Whats wrong? The only thing wrong i see is that we're trying to make human waste smell nice(*laugh*) . Human waste will always be smelly isn't it? This is the way of nature.....When we want things to be permanent but they change because the law of nature is impermanent, suffering is inevitable. So when our attitude defies the law of nature, we have mental suffering because of that. Wrong causes and wrong expectations and wrong attitude. If there is unconditional giving of love to others no matter the result or no matter they reciprocrate in return, we would not have such problems. If we can love others no matter their past is good or dirty, we would be truly loving them as they really are and not in love with our concepts of "cleaniness". Some may call this unconditional love stupid because it doesn't give any results and one-sided.....Precisely! When we do not want any result from our love and care for others, this would be truer love isn't it? Rather than the love of the result from giving....
All i want to say is that, if we really love others, we just want them to be well and happy. The concept of love is to want the ones we love to be well and happy isn't it. If they have found someone better, won't it be great for them to have found someone better and more happier with than us. We should be happy for them and still send them our love and concern....If they're happy with us now, who cares about their past since now we can show care and concern for each other. Thats more important isn't it, the well-being of that person and not us. If we can't do that, there's definitely some greed and attachment around and if we do not relinquish and let go of these attachments, we're bound to suffer. Because greed and attachments are causes of suffering according to The Buddha's teaching. If we can do that, we're sending selfless love to all beings.

But inevitably, there will be moments in life where we're just overwhelmed by our negative emotions and thoughts. So what should we do at that time? DON'T DO ANYTHING. DON'T TRUST YOUR FEELINGS, EMOTIONS, AND THOUGHTS. Here i would like to share a few stories....
Once there was a monk who had been walking under the hot sun for a long time.. Then he happened to walk past the beach....Though monks were not supposed to swim for fun, it was a hot afternoon and he had been walking under the sun for a long time. So he decided to go in for a dip. However, that beach was famous for its strong low tide under current. So after a while he realised that he was being pushed out towards the sea by the current.......So what did he do? He just relax and do nothing....and let the current push him out from the shore because he was very far from the shore at that time and the current was very strong. So it was until a while before the current subsided and then when he realised that the current had subsided, he swam with every bit of his remaining strength towards the shore and he managed to reach the shore.
Din we sometimes just get overwhelmed by our negative emotions or when disastorous things happen to us? So in that case, what should we do? Well the best and most effective way of handling such hopelessness is to DO NOTHING and let it pass. "This too will pass"~ Remember? Just relax and lie down and bear with it.....How many of us have made wrong and rush decisions when our mind and feelings were polluted with negative feelings and thoughts. Also there's another story about anger....
Once there was a king who reign in India. And then one day suddenly, a big ugly smelly offensive monster appear out of a sudden on his throne when he was away. So the guards and the ministers were taken aback and they appeared with sharp swords and spears and shouted to the monster to get out. With each offensive threat they made to the monster, the monster just gets bigger, and more smelly...than the smell of a fart after one eats durian, and more offensive in its speech.....than the complains made by BMT recruits who kanna night duty and stay in. (*laughs) Then the king came in, and this was a wise king. So when he saw that the monster just gets bigger and bigger, he stepped forward and said, Hello mr monster, how're you doing? Why din you come earlier? Did anyone get a cup of tea for you? Would you like peppermint or chamomile? With that, the monster gets a bit smaller.....And the ministers and guards, when they saw this, they knew what was going to help and they started to treat the monster in a nice way.....some offered pizza....MONSTER SIZE(*LAUGH) some helped to massage the feet.....someone did reiki on the monster.........some sang and danced for the monster......So with each kind act, the monster gets smaller and smaller and smaller.......until it just disappears.......
Many times in our life, as we look inside ourselves, din we always see the anger monster, greed monster, revenge monster, jealousy monster, controlling others monster coming up in our mind? What do we do with these monster that just come out of a sudden from nowhere? Do we treat it with hostility? or do we treat it with loving kindness and compassion? How is it possible, according to law of nature of cause and effect that unwholesomeness will overcome unwholesomeness to give us peace and happiness in our life.......In the law of nature, only love and patience can overcome anger...........So, similarly, only wholesome qualities can overcome unwholesome qualities......Therefore, the next time these monster come up to the door of your heart, invite them in, treat them nicely and invite them for a "monster party"! (*laughs). Well, they're impermanent in nature isn't it. So just let them come and go as they want, and do nothing with them....neither resist nor try to grasp and control them. Have a loving and understanding attitude towards them and then, they will go when their time is up.....Its just so simple......Dun get dragged by them by the nose..........Phenomena comes because there is condition....phenomena goes because the conditions for it disappears........."this too will pass" Dun worry too much about them. Its the same attitude of unconditional love that we show outside to others and inside to our defilements and bad habits and good habits whenever they come up..... Unconditional love can be practiced anytime, anywhere.......inside of us or to others.

A lot of things to share....one night isn't enough to finish typing.....i'll just share the last story here.......
Once, there was a monk who was building a wall......He did his best and he was very satisfied with his work. However, he saw that ONE of the bricks was not properly laid.......He was soooooooooo upset that he could not go for almsround or meditate. His mind just kept thinking about that ONE brick.......So one day, when there were visitors, they praised the wall for being nicely laid. The monk, was present and he was soo suprised. He asked them whether they saw the ONE brick which was laid inproperly.....So they told him that THAT brick was laid inproperly, but there the rest of the 99% of the bricks are okay......
Didn't we always in life, look at that ONE brick or two which was laid inproperly, but neglected the rest of the 99% of the wonderful bricks that we have within ourselves and happening to us.......Everytime we have problems, our minds tend to narrow down and just look at and magnify that ONE BRICK......But we have never thought of remembering the other 99% of the good bricks that we have laid. Similarly, when we look at our problems within ourselves, isn't it always that we always pay so much attention to the ONE brick that we have and forget about the other 99% good bricks that we've laid........It just makes people depressed and negative isn't it........Isn't it just be better to be contented with the 99% good bricks rather than turning around on that ONE brick? Not that we should not improve on it....but being sad and negative about it doesn't work.....Sometimes, improvements isn't just about changing our bad habits.....Improvements in life are also about improving our good habits and qualities we have within us isn't it.........Thats why its no wonder why sometimes people are just so down, because they keep seeing the bad side of themselves and the things outside which are happening them......But they never realistically tell themselves "hey theres good side also leh!!" and look at the good side of themselves and the things happening to them.........Therefore, I sincerely hope that my friends who are in trouble at some point of time in life, can remember the 99% good bricks, which have been laid out by them when they accidentally laid the ONE brick incorrectly........

Coming to the end, I wish to send phases of loving kindness to my friends who have problems.....Hope this Dhamma will help them in their lives, present and future.....

May all beings be well, peaceful and happy,no matter what happens to them~
May all beings be able to face all obstacles in life, in accordance with Dhamma~
May all beings be free from suffering!
THE END :D

Yepp hope you like it :D
"this too will pass"...

2011-01-12T13:52:00.004+08:00

OH BTW MR CALVIN TAN ROCKS
maybe gp isn't tt bad after all hehe
He's really friendly and funny haha
He looks damn young eh but he also teach few years le wor!
He was complaining he need stay till 350 every thurs n fri coz of us
Haha then he say tt room veeerryy bad
Cursed room
Haha then coz liou jing n miranda both sprained legs
He was hoping it will last for a year LOL
Then can go first storey haha
Played a small game with us too just now
And linked it to gp...haha it was ok la
Laughed a lot haha
And we still dunno IS HE MARRIIIIED??
Well that topic came up a bit haha
But he dun answer hahahhaa
And we are super curious HOW OLD IS HEE haha
He's nice and fun la overall haha:D great:D

Hmmmm

2011-01-12T13:52:00.001+08:00

Haiz still in school now it's lunchtime(:

Just now before cll lesson I saw peng lao shi
Let's call her pls for now^^
I called her
Then she say go find her chatchat when I free pols
Scare me ehhh haha
I tot got what thin la maybe results or sth
After cll lesson with goh xinhui I went find pls lor
Coz I free period ma
So she brought me to the lep room to chatchat....
Well in staff room she told me she marked my 手记 already
Which is something like journal. That I handed in only ytd
So I sort of guessed what she wan say le...
Coz in the journal this time got three posts
One about my family...
I wrote coz tt day my parents quarreled again
I was irritated haha
One more say must work harder liao
One more about my results
Yupps so she talked to me about the first post
Family thing lor
Personal haha(:
But it was really nice of her
She told me her family also problematic de
Coz a lot siblings then parents dun care de girls including her la
Only like guys ma last time de
Then they were very poor nothing eat
Any money also mum take from them de
Very poor thing
Parents also always quarrel etc
Yea so she was saying...
Well atmosphere a bit...weird ba
A bit emo hahhaa
Then I felt teary lols
Haiyo after tt she tell me
Like must think ah etc
Try to change myself
Change the family a bit etc
Then in the end really got tears fell haha
By the time say finish I really crying le
Though I was smiling an laughing a bit still
Trying not to cry ma
Coz I have no idea why I was crying at all-.-
I mean yea my parents are annoying and upsetting sometimes
But now it's fine la
Ok well everytime think of the bad times ah also wan cry la-.-
But I dunno eh just naturally wanted cry just now haha
ANYWAY
So she helped me take tissue from staff room
Then I left liao after thanking her
I can't thank her enough man I mean it was nice of her la
To care and try to help
She say got problem can tell her too haha(:

So i went toilet wash face lor
A bit la coz wearing contacts can't wash properly
A bit can tell I cried la but ok eyes not red
No one realised
I only told wanshan...a bit when we went buy drinks
But she damn bochap sia haha
Whatever told jos too(:
Then here I am posting haha:P
Yea just recording a small incident of my life(:

:D

2011-01-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

OH NO LOL
WHY AM I SO LOOKING FORWARD TO GP LESSONS LE??!?!! HAHA:D

GPGPGPGP

2011-01-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

Our new gp teacher! MR CALVIN TAN!!!

i didnt know who he is!
heard his name before but dunno is who
we were worried he will be scary
or lousy cher
then damn sianz
gp die.
though most would be better than ms ong :P
(oh my ms ong permed hair sia!why so many ppl perm hair!!)

then this morning
after assembly
i dunno y la but i was looking somewhr else
when i turn back
saw a very young male teacher standing in front of me LOL
i was quite surprised eh
he said hi LOL i said hi la haha
then ask if is 30/10 i say ya
then ask no guys ar i say have. one.
he laughed haha then he asked
whether our class is noisy rowdy or what
then i say ok la. sometimes la. haha
then he nodnod then walk away sia
i was still stunned HAHAHAHAHA
HE DAMN RANDOM EHHHH
BUT VERY FRIENDLY LA :D:D

and just five minutes ago
when i typing this
I REALISED
HE'S THE CUTE TEACHER I MENTIONED
IN THE INTERESTING GP LECTURE POST!!!!
COOL SIA :D:D:D

after that i heard from someone that
mr calvin tan who is our new gp teacher
is very young look our age de
then dunno who help me link
that cher in the morning is him!
LOL COOL :D:D

YAY GP GOT HOPE:D:D:D:D:D:D

Appreciation

2010-10-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

SO LONG NVR POST HERE LOL
always post at my private de forgot here hahahahha
anyway!

today pe damn suck!!!
ran to east coast and back
maybe coz too long nvr run le
maybe coz breakfast
i couldnt run
ran with carol there
walked almost half the way
reach there almost died
a bit nauseous
coming back
i 90% walk lols.
couldnt take it la
almost vomited eh
walkwalk still ok
when stop at traffic light
felt super nauseous
reached sku left a bit chiong back lor
walked to the bags there sat down
when getting up to leave
nauseous again
ugh damn ugh haha
stupid pe!!
stupid ecp!
felt so uncomfortable just now
still need change into uni eh! tsk.

gp ar i realised the ques i wrote
I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN CLASS WHO WROTE
lols i already regretted anyway
coz its quite tough
i think i off topic le tskk zzz

anyway my post title today
APPRECIATION!
today pw op
wanshan group and veron group.
i wrote comments for them while i listened
questioned a lot stuff
picked up stuff
commented quite a lot.
wrote down on paper ma
after wanshan they all finished
i passed to them
they looked so touched wow.
i just...wanted to do lols.
scared bored or sth ba or just suddenly feeling nice hahahaha
didnt think they would be so happy haha
i passed to wanshan she see le
give ying en
ying en call me and say thank you looking rly surprised eh!
LOL i was so touched by their act of appreciation.
i appreciate their appreciation haha.
veron's grp
i passed to jiaying
she look at it then looked 'WOW' too hahahaha
then she asked who write de
i say me
and she said tahnk you sincerely too! wow....
i was surprised.
i nvr tot it was tt big deal at all...
i was so happy hahahahaha
it really feels great to be appreciated.
though i nvr meant for it lols((:
glad they liked it. glad they found it useful
i still scared they feel offended or sth lols :P

EPIC:D

2010-09-11T13:27:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAH DAMN FUNNY :D:D
it's been a long time since a suaning session like this
and im totally enjoying myself hahahahaha
go fb see!!!! its the epic suaning session
damn funny hahahahaha lala~

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!:D

2010-09-01T22:45:00.001+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day to allllll teachers!
Every teacher deserves to be praised and rewarded definitely(:
No matter how little effort is put in, it's still an effort.
And every of that little effort have the potential to affect someone's life!
That's how holy and crucial a teacher's job is :D:D
Hence, i hereby bow in due respect to all teachers! (excluding some perverts etc)
I respect all teachers for all that they do for their students
I respect them for all the patience and effort put in
I respect them for showing any little care or concern for students
I respect them for showing appreciation for students' efforts too!
A teacher's job is definitely NOT easy since
students nowadays are getting harder and harder to control.
But that makes teachers more respect-able and excellent haha :D
With all that they do, some students never notice.
That's a sad thing for teachers
so I hereby represent all appreciative and grateful students
and thank ALL teachers who ever did anything nice for their students!
Thank you for all your guidance, patience and efforts!
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

DECLARED BANKRUPTY

2010-08-22T16:28:00.001+08:00

SO POOR LE LAAA :(
SKU KEEP SUCK MONEY FROM USSS!!!!

econs book: $9
yearbook: $9.50
class photos: $13
errr what else.
CLEP farewell: $5
sth like tt. cant rmb liao.
1 week pay all these leh
(econs book is last week la.)
1 week pay...$27.50!!!! siao de :(

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

my days

2010-08-09T23:17:00.003+08:00

HELLO

friday national day SO FUN :D
so high la hahahahaha
that mr ang ar siam attention totally hahahaha
mr chan so cute la hahahahaha
i dun like mr chua so bhb like tt...-.-
but zhekang they all all say he damn nice and dammn pro
say he used to take h3 maths AND econs lols
whatever i dunno him la dun care hahah :P
after that we went lunch and watch movie
just six of us.
veron elaine fanye liou jing yuyan and me
but fanye didnt watch the movie wor
she ownself walkwalk o.o
watched DESPICABLE ME!
haha not bad la quite funny.

after that went tampines sports hall lor
BADMINTON
but veron left so left 5 of us.
rotate for doubles lor.
quite fun eh :D
elaine pro la hahaha
fanye also!
followed by liou jing
then me and yuyan :P

sunday.
went jr house...de functions room
zp and jr go play bball
so i just follow them go there
watch them play haha
and take lottts of pics and videos heh :P
after that 4 strangers came and join them
sec 4s i think.
they quite good leh.
esp one very pro.
after that they left left the pro
he play with zp just 2 of them coz jr rest ma
he tried to teach zp some stunts haha
and then when he ask zp age ar
he dun believe zp sec 4 sia hahahahahaha
so funny la :P
he keep asking "SERIOUSLY?" "REALLY AR?" "ZHEN DE MA?" LOL
coz zp too short la haha kiddish face also haha
that guy quite tall also ma...

oh ya.
SYDNEY FORGOT ME LEH I SO SAD LA
last time she like to stick to me de
always play with her etc
THEN SHE FORGET ME LE WTH )#($U(@*#Y%(**%&
ytd saw her ma
then i go look in her face say HI!
then she ask "who's that" "who're you"
i stun.
WHAATTTT??????
SO SAD CAN :(
i think only 1 yr nvr see or less than 1 year leh!!!
she 5 years old that time know her
since then will play once in a while
she used to like me
like to stick to me
now what!?!?!?! now she..8 years old.
zixu same age as her
rmb me de leh
still like me haha
coz meet more often ba maybe
but i prefer sydney though she quite spoiled...
she 5 years old already had DS now she p2 got phone le.
lols. amazing eh?
now the generation...
LOL
(mr ang don't spoil ur kid like tt hor
stop ruining the future generations man... :P)

anyway hahahaha
at night went jr house
they watch tv ma so i go use com
coz my phone died
then need contact elaine and cher
coz of today plans ma
anyway so talk to cher on msn
MR ANG SO SUPER IRRITATING
ULTRA IRRITATING! LALALA~
*curse mr ang to get whole head white hair by age of 35*

then went home.
SIANZ LA SUPPOSED TO HAVE BADMINTON AFTER PW MEETING today
but aiya cancelled
i was so looking forward to it de hahaha
nvm la NEXT TIME!!!

so today went for pw meeting.
went macs for lunch first ma
then elaine de grp came join us
after lunch we split lor
my group + sarah went starbucks split jobs
after that
MINI TOONS HAVE 45% DISCOUNT TODAY! (and minibits and miniprincess)
for just ONE HOUR LEH
LOL
so we went shopping HAHA
bought stuff at minibits
paid for zhenyan's necklace coz she no money today
i bought a necklace for my mum bdae too
and some rubber bands.
then mini toons nth much so didnt buy
after that sarah they all all left
left me and zhenyan
we go t3 LOL
went mini toons at that side
i bought someone's present too
and cola sweet hahahaha thats about all i think
i lost my handphone pouch de CUTE keychain
so wanted buy BUT NO MORE LE SO SAD LA :( hahaha
i was the last customer who received the 45% discount! LOL
but queue DAMN LONG LA like half and hour or so lor

then went minibits again
bought a box to put my mum's necklace
promotion was over by then
but i got membership card ma
so cheap box become cheapcheap la. hahahaha
and then after dragging for so long finally went home

i went tm de mini toons
wanted to check if the keychain there have anot
but there also out of stock :(
wanted to buy another one
but i no more cash le:(
min $15 purchase to use credit card sianz
so i didnt buy.
next time ba.
still need go there some other time de
coz got more presents to buy.
all presents de not for myself :( hahaha
but i had fun haha :D

exhausted. drained.

2010-07-30T22:25:00.004+08:00

It's been a really busy two weeks...
now then come blog.
well super busy lor
everyday very late come home de
first with leo the I&I
after that busy with pw.
then today i guess im resting haha
gotta start doing work le.
haiz.
lots to catch up on!

these 2 weeks ar
everyday damn late sleep leh
suuuper tired :(
chem lecture nvr survive awake before
today slept like around 30-40 mins LOL
on and off la
last 10 mins then awake and listen lols
but i could catch what was going on still la
thankfully
hahahaha
coz i woke up when cher ask us try a question
at the end of the lecture notes.
a very simple question la
can do la at least. im not totally lost.
i caught impt stuff k :P
tt's the gd thing about on and off sleeping :p
but then ar
maths lecture bad.
starting to sleep for maths lectures :(
seriously.
too tired la
esp coz is first few periods
i havent wake yet
after first few usu i can stay awake de
maths lecture thurs de is first period leh
sot ar
sure sleep ma
but maths worse than chem
i dunno what was taught.
erm ok la since it's mostly written there
but i didnt catch most of it
mr ang say the way mrs tan teach not very gd
coz not clear though
ying en veron they all listened
but also couldnt get it anyway -.-

haiz super tired!!!!
everytime so late come home le hor
and then want do work ma
and then will keep falling asleep at my desk.
lols. eyes auto shut down de lols
oh ya zhenyan told me a joke today.
she ask: what's the meaning of brain dead?
answer is: the left brain has nothing right
and the right brain has nothing left HAHA
well i found it funny hahahaha

ok talking about zhenyan
PW!
it sucks man.
i dunno where to start
i shall not describe la.
summary: nothing is going well.
im at a loas of how to continue.
i damn fail lor
the game i made dammmn fail
as a leader also so fail :(
haiz.
yepp tt's about it.

and my mum is seriously #)(%(@&%(*&$
haiz.
im like so super tired le leh
and she has to be like this.
so not understanding tsk.
she scolded me for coming home so late everyday
for these few weeks leh
wth lor
like i want la
i so late ar i ownself super tired
and not very catching up with work leh
make me want to try harder...
coz i scared.
im dropping again...
cant let that happen.
so though i come home late
and super tired
i still try to stay awake
fail la but still try ma
try to do as much work as i can...
and yet she said
i do so much work also nvr do well what
i was like speechless?!?!
wth
she so pro she go study la
always like tt
wan me do well
then this one cannot that one cannot.
wan do well need sacrifice a lot leh
yet she doesnt allow me to do anything.
go out study also might not let
wan so educational stuff or whatever also cannot
as long as need money or a lot of time etc
then cannot.
even if it helps.
ah whatever.

change change.

ms ang my new maths tutor!
our class combine with 29 and 31 ma
then band into 3 maths class.
ours is first one called "entusiastic"
SUPER dumb name HAHAHAHA
anyway
yea ms ang teach
coz we lagging behind quite a bit ma
so she's like bullet train now
DAMN fast...................
im not catching up well in my tutorials!
and there's so much more work to do...

this weekend.
tmr got csc talk at yishun jc.
need wake up so early!!!! :(
deprived of sleep le leh still like tt...
then need do...
chem benzenes tutorial
pw...EOM!!
and plan for written report liao :(
haiz. just the thought of pw irks me now.
maths...tutorial 21 and 20 poyo.
cll...hmm read up? nth much i think.
econs erm wait. got hw...errr oh ya
market structure issues tutorial ws...
csc well got shou ji from last term LOL
last term need 8 this semester need 10
total need 18 more term 2-4
but i only got like...3-4 now.
SO MUCH more to do.
but i have no inspiration at all..................
haha.

i shall try to be more cheerful nowadays hahaha
thurs ar
morning mum totally ruined my mood
before i left for sku
so i was in a dull mood
but as the day went on
i got better haha
mood improved.
i was all smiley and cheerful
all the way
until i got home.
and then it went to horrible.
it became worse than morning -.-
mum left harsh words behind
before she left with my dad go out
zzz gd. alone at home
can cry at ease
wanted to shout man
she's so unreasonable...
i've been working hard
and coming home late everyday
and draining myself
coz of sku
NOT PLAY
how can she scold me for no reason like tt...
ridiculous
but no matter what happens
she ALWAYS thinks she's right.
she always say i do wrong thing dun say sorry
but i have NVR heard her say a word of sorry...
NVR. seriously. not to me or dad anyway.
simeple reason.
she thinks she's ALWAYS right.
ah whatever.
i cant bring myself to burst her bubble...

now i shall just constantly tell myself
to smile and be happy :D:D:D:D
ignore her. haha...
wait for her go back normal
ignore all her hurting words...
i shall not hear them...listen but not hear...
i want to smile at every day
and start working.
and let jc pass soon.
and then hopefully get into a gd course in uni
and become an adult soon.
coz she told me im not yet 21
she still can interfere with me...

12/7

2010-07-18T18:31:00.001+08:00

It's been so long since i've posted here, eh?
It's been long since mr ang posted on his blog too haha :D
guess everyone's busier, eh?

anyway
i had LOTS like LOTS to say
since it's been real long.
but now i shall just summarise hols part la.
well i did study.
but i slacked quite a bit too.
ok. quite a lot.
so. basically i was totally unprepared for the exams.
hence the results.

till now,
gotten back...
maths- 70%
chem-45%
cll-59%
yepp tt's about all...i think.
will get back econs and csc tmr
and gp on thursday.

well. haiz.
ok. econs.
i have no confidence of getting even 10%
seriously. or at most 15%. nothing more.
no exaggeration involved at all.
they dun quite believe me la.
but then.
cher's been going thru the essay answers these few days
haven finish but i looked at it already.
hence i know what i wrote and i know where i stand.
haiz.
i feel like saying some stuff
some usual stuff i would have said
but i noe i shouldnt
i have no right to anyway.
my fault totally.
i didnt prepare for econs.
almost totally didnt.
least i studied for was csc followed by econs.
well i studied first few chapters quite well though
esp elasticity.
i didnt touch GI at all
and everything about GI came out -.-
regret.

last tuesday talked to mr ang ma
and well of coz he was disappointed with my results
particularly maths.
many tot my score was not bad le
but im not satisfied with it either.
i lost a lot of marks that i did not have to.
a lot.
cher say mrs tan also disappointed wor :X
argh.
im really so sorry.
i failed myself too.
hence, i was so motivated that day haha.
this is the first time i felt so motivated...
and i got a feeling i will work hard this time.

and i did study that day
and for the rest of last week
i didnt even watch 宫心计 which was sth sort of must-watch de haha
last week i completed tutorials 16-18
and then i realised veron also finished tutorial 18.
argh cannot!!!
i must do more!!!

and then it was the weekends
haiz.
i dunno why but i was damn tired on sat
so i didnt do much work.
just did 2 csc articles and prepared for cll lesson
and a bit of maths
and then i fell asleep lols
i slacked thru the whole night man.
damn damn.
dad asked me go sing ma :X haha.
so i sang k at home for like 3 hrs -.-
lols.
then sunday
pw meeting.
we did work!
well we almost finished out storyboard
and i did almost half of the prototype of our game le.
used a lot anime elements
love it man :D
had been working on it this afternoon
before i come here post this too...
anyway then after that
my mum dun let me on com after dinner
so i couldnt continue doing...

she totally dun believe i will work hard leh.
tt is so demoralising.
she totally dun trust me
but i dun blame her la
coz i dun rly deserve her trust yet
to her la anyway
coz she always catch me slacking
she caught me watching show ytd lols.
but i was just resting a bit ma :X
she nvr sees me studying.
last week i study so much she everyday 11pm come home -.-
aiya anyway she totally dun believe me.

sunday night she took my ipod away to play
dun let me watch show ma.
then i felt so super guilty for slacking
so i did maths.
did tutorial 18 poyo and then read up on maths
finished reading parametric curve chapter
and then started on tutorial 19 lor
but i dunno how do some.
everytime i stuck on a question
i will keep thinking keep thinking.
and then usually i'll stop doing my work soon -.-
anyway then i do until 12+
mum scold le so i went sleep lor.

today school
ying en veron wanshan both watched world cup ytd sia
hahahaha then well they slept so little
poor thing :P
mr ang too HAHAHA
cher's beloved holland lost!
LOL
most people i asked is support spain de
so they were relatively happy haha
well shermaine also watched world cup ytd
and she loves holland apparently.
haha
awww its just world cup!
they will have another chance 4 yrs later HAHAHA
aiya at least get second ma! not bad le! :D
i nvr watched world cup o.O
if i had a chance i would actually
but my parents dun watch
so i nvr did.
i wont be allowed to stay up to watch it definitely
and i dunno any team so whatever
just listen to them talk about it haha
quite entertaining. :P

ahhhh anyway must work hard!!!
i MUST work hard!
today in school
i was talking to ying en
telling her i rly wanna mug liao.
i told her
i used to be in a science class
i used to be gd.
i used to be in top 10 even in science class
even in the top few classes.
i used to be in top 100 in school.
not very high position but at least always top 100 la.
now....haiz.
wth is this kind of results???
esp econs.....................
hence
i
have
to
buck
up.
i
know.
honestly.
i dun wan disappoint anyone again.
it felt really bad.
really bad.
but then.
ytd i was thinking.
now i study coz i know i should
i have to.
its like im forcing myself to study u know...
it doesnt help me to focus entirely at all
my brain easily drifts
ok. not really drift
just that i keep telling myself i must study :X
it will have effect still
but it wont have the best effect definitely.
best would be if im studying coz i like it
or just coz i want to.
more of a WANT then a MUST.
tt would be really gd.
i dunno what i should do too.
how should i achieve that?
anyone enlighten me? i'll think about it too...

PW.
our gpp havent exactly been approved
but cher say most probably can. no big prob
tt's y we started on it ma
now we're progressing rly well.
almost half done le leh
we're doing so great :D:D
haha im so happy la
BUT THEN
now got new individual task!
need do EoM sia
evaluation of materials
INDIVIDUAL!! ARGH :(
waste of time la
sure need spend so much time on it again.

and today got an email from sku.
econs lecture tt time also was mentioned
about elective programmes in term 3!!!!
so cool leh hahaha
i wan join!
i wanted join songwriting
but i realised need write melody.
i can't
so...forget it.
im considering about
"Entrepeneurial marketing"
"Get Connected"
and "Creative Problem Solving"
can put 2 choices and 1 will be selected.
well i think is creative problem solving
clashes with my lessons
dun think can skip lessons
so probably wont go for that.
but...
should i even apply?
i think it's interesting
and useful.
rly nice programmes.
but then.
would it be better to use the time on studying?
i have no idea...
haiz. have to consider.........

You're Beautiful

2010-06-22T14:07:00.001+08:00

AHHH THEY ARE SO DISTRACTING!

cham la slack too much le :(((
no mood study leh :(
zzzz still slacking.
oh no. next week jcts le.
should go study NOW!
ok. after i finish this. haha.

finished watching you're beautiful last weekend.
it's fab man hahahahaha
<3333 jang geun suk and lee hong ki!
esp jang geun suk HAHA
oh my they are sooo distracting!!!
i was melting listening to their songs la
damnnnn nice~
i copied the notes and was singing along
hahahahahhaha :P
argh have to conc liao la :(
haha.
but it rocks la seriously :P
haiz.
ok back to planet earth........................
face the irritating stuff.

well i did do work lor.
just that. well it's not enough.
haha.
gotta put in double triple effort la.
or maybe in ten folds will work better -.-

worse sia...

2010-05-31T21:06:00.001+08:00

i tot ytd was bad
today was worse
they both saw me cry lols.
bad.
really. lols.

i had so much to write here
but it's hard to get everything back.
i dun wan to anyway.
basically
my dad is a SUPER petty person
ytd dun wan spell camera for him only leh
then he went crazy today
so small thing...tsk
mum found out so much money(class de) with me
so she asked me why i go i/c money stuff etc
say i not responsible coz money cannot just lie on the table.
dangerous.
but it's home leh so she say she almost threw it away
lols they can leave my things alone.... -.-
then dad also join in
wth one line mum one line dad continuous
zzz -.-
then i say u think wan go uni rly just need results ar
then my mum shut up
my dad wth got worse.
say what i think he dunno anything ar etc
ya what. he rly doesnt know what.
then i go bathe
cried so super hard in there

come out ar
he ask me hand over my atm card sia
give lor big deal
then he ask for phone n ipod
WTH U CRAZY AR
i sot then give him la.
over my dead body man.
so i hold both on my hands tightly dun let him take
he say he'll get it anyway
wahtever u can try.
my mum then come into my room
close door
lecture me tsk.
haiz.
haiz.
haiz.
haiz.
烦阿烦，活着真烦...haiz.

then dinnertime
i wanted charge my ipod
but scare dad go take it
so i go lock it in my cupboard and
keep key in my pocket lols
i was being careful lor...
im not the only one who's become
very dependent of my ipod...
wanshan and elaine also LOL
today damn funny.
5 mins before chem lecture started
wanshan asked for my ipod
i was like WTH??? few mins left only leh!!!
i was thinking she's crazy
then elaine also ask
LOL???? HAHA damn funny...
anyway i slept thru half the lecture lols.
in front awake behind awake middle sleeping.
as usual.
:P

oh where was i.
erm ya dinner
after dinner he tell me
next time use com do work
off msn
cannot watch shows
latest 11.30pm must off
if not he going cut cable again.
wth lor.
*rolls eyes* x10000000
it feels so familiar
must be the 1000 times im hearing stuff like that.
*rolls eyes again*

then after dinner he gave me back my atm card.
he's so him man.
it's so his behaviour
EVERYTIME also like that.
few days later
after he appeased le ar
come tell me he scold me he also not happy de
stuff like that.
crap la.
so not happy then dun do it la.
why get angry over such a dumb thing man
make me cry until i cant see properly now lols
ok not that bad just eyes a little bit more tired
than it already is....
haiyo...
everything is bad like tt...

and ar
i dunno y la
now HOLS leh
ppl can relax and watch shows
and still do work what
why cant i?
why do my parents expect me to do work the whole day???
tt's so unfair.
they keep comparing me with others
then why dun they compare themselves? o.O
haiz
tt's too high expectations for them man...

im in a killing mood

2010-05-30T20:29:00.001+08:00

let me murder someone
argh nvm that won't help
damn it la
i dunno what to say even.
crap.

relax...
haiz.

anyway.
ytd co concert
it was great.
they did a gd job
gave flowers to sarah elaine joscelin
havent pay mr ang back yet hehe. :P
as an erhu player
i specially took note of erhu only
they did pretty well la.
quite pro
but it just takes practice
it's all like this
erhu especially is not that that difficult.
it just takes practice :D
i miss my erhu................... :(
but i still wont go touch it de la :P
oh ya b4 concert.
mr ang send us go SCH from bedok interchange
veron damn bad with directions hehe
told her meet at bus stop oppo interchange
then she go wrong one -.-
anyway then coz cher drive us past bugis
so hehe we made him stop there
then we went food court for dinner
i went bossini say hi first
but only say charleen (morning went parkway say hi
on my way home from translation competition too! haha)
the rest went home le
think sook han was inside but i didnt wait la
i left for my dinner :D
and then veron couldnt find where they were sitting at -.-
LOL damn funny.
she actually has a tracking device in her phone
so that she can be found if she gets lost
LOL damn bad with directions apparently
then cher didnt noe how go SCH from there
see directory sia
i also seesee la but didnt manage to help
he found his way arnd. sianz.
cannot laugh at him hehe :P

after co concert he bring us home
he dropped shermaine first
then he changed cd to s.h.e. songs!! :D:D
not bad he got quite a lot! :D
he wanted to drive me home from expressway
but i dunno that way.
so i tried guiding him the way i know
the way dad usu goes o.O
not exactly but ya i was sort of on the right track
but he didnt trust me -.-
tsk~
i only made 1 mistake!!
oh and a few minor ones hehe :p
i ok with directions de lor!
usually la anyway.im better than a lot ppl.
tt's gd enough :p
but shermaine's pretty gd! haha

today morning
edited gpp that zhenyan sent me
it's still no gd.
so send shermaine
she didnt edit sia
wth lor.
it's NOT perfect can.
cant they put in more effort??
i BET $100000 this wont be approved yet.
aiya what they wan me do sia
argh dun care.
i going to submit it le.
we'll just keep editing the gpp till end of pw
and fail it together.
yay let's all die together~
we'll need a big enough coffin.

then afternoon
dad asked me go sing karaoke lols.
coz home got system.
he started singing la i went bathe
come out then my turn hehe
but i sing not nice
anyhow la.
quite fun though.
sang jj songs and s.h.e. songs
the system not very gd
coz the database not as gd as outside de
but it's free :D
and music not bad
dad on aircon summore
so haha not bad le la :P

then mum walk past me say
u a lot of time ar still playplayplay...
wth.
i so wanted to roll my eyes.
she also what
whole day complain say very tired
so much work to do
no time to rest
say we bully her
she do until no free time
then why is she always with my ipod? -.-
why is she always with my ipod IN FRONT OF TV
AND SITTING ON THE BED?
while i doing work.
lala~yea she's SOOOOO poor thing.
my life is 1000000 times better man
i bully her all day that i suck.
whatever. i cant be bothered

no matter how much i would have cared
it would all fade when things
are repeated SO MUCH.
after dinner i watching show on my ipod
then she scold me.
zzzz hols just started leh :(
cannot slack at all meh
EVERYTIME i slack a bit she also like that
no life man.
jc life is not a life anyway
but still.
argh irritating.
then my dad beside me using com
WORSE STILL
noisy leh
mum scold me he still add fuel
JOKINGLY.
ya like i care he jokin or not.
it still is adding fuel.
my mum always like that de
happy a while then like that
happy a while then like that
repeat that 100 times
and u'll get my point.
life is the same everyday.
she's like this everyday.
sianz. whats so difficult about being happier?

why cant she learn to let go of small things
and see just the big pictures
why cant she care about what she REALLY should
and ignore things she shouldnt?

she doesnt understand me at all. :(
is she really my mum?
morning i telling her
co concert got invite dance ppl to dance
then she ask me accusingly
so u also went down to dance la?
i was like wth???
what kind of person m i to her?!?!?!
crap.
argh.
seriously.
to her. im a
terrible person
terrible student
terrible daughter
haiz. yea la.
i know.
i suck.
fine i get your point.

my ipod full le memory full
yet i didnt delete the games she want
coz i know she want to play
today i go buy the full version for her summore
but she doesnt know anything man
if she really think im that bad ar
maybe i should be that bad to prove her right?
maybe she will be happier seeing me rebel.
wth.

she scold me for slacking le
and then took my ipod to play with watching tv now leh
sianz.
yesyesyes i noe
im a jc student
i got exams after hols.
but CAN'T I PLAY AT ALL?????
i want my life back!!!!
it's hols after all.......
i will study.......really.....
but before that...... :(

wan me study hard then leave me alone man.
im not totally without self discipline ok!
but i need to be in the right mood
then i can chiong
at least
i FINALLY get a BREAK from school leh
and she wants to deprive me of that little break.
even thurs last day of sku damn tiring
thanks to mardi gras
then friday got pulled out by her go temple
nvr do anything
ytd go competition then concert

ytd i go dinner then dirtied my white pants ma
this morning she ask me to wash it leh
i totally rolled my eyes lor
she didnt see it la coz i was back facing her
i kept quiet didnt say anything
i felt like screaming but whatever
coz after that she ask me about sku again
and ask me buck up etcetc
yea i should
then u leave the rest to urself can anot.
tsk.
maybe she's a superwoman in disguise
tt's y she expects her daughter to be one too.
when i was young
my family was happier...
dad will help mum with things at home
mum did sort of everything..with dad's help la
but she nvr did complain
we went out more often
though they quarrelled so often.
quarrels started increasing over the years.
dad now dun help at all
mum doing lesser yet she's complaining more
clothes are getting washed at half the speed of before
tables are wiped half as often
her work is half of before
she goes out with her fren double of before
but her complains is x4 of last time.
PLUS she expects me to do even more
when MY WORK is increasing now.
yay.
i should quit school
and do household chores at home
so they can both retire.

haiz.
usu parents tell others
about how great their kids are
no matter how bad they are
they wont make them sound that bad
my mum so opposite.
all she talks about is bad stuff
and makes me sounds damn damn bad.
i dunno what i do sia seriously.
i didnt commit any heavenly crime
i didnt do anything bad or what on purpose
i try my best to help her
i try to be gd le.
im just a lazy pig.
what's wrong with that?
im her child.
so it's not entirely my fault.

EH WAIT.
TMR IS MONDAY.
DARN.
BAD. VERY BAD.
SIANZ.
TMR GOT SKU.
i wan to sleep and not wake up tmr.......................................................................................................................................................................

:((((((

2010-05-28T23:38:00.001+08:00

what she wan la seriously
just that once
ONNNCEEEE i nvr pick up her call
then my phone sot
i didnt noe got missed call
so they bought my ticket to sg flyer.
i didnt even say i can go or i wan to go leh
then they bought my ticket
and expect me to be going meh
why should i

wan go anytime also can leh
co concert is just this 1 day leh.
go with them also sianz le la
at most give me the ticket
next time i wan go i can just get my fren go with me
whr got waste the ticket.
not like must throw away or sth what
sg flyer wont fly away ok!
wth.

i wan buy flowers for elaine they all
got anything wrong meh
she very mean leh.
only she can care for her friends
only her friends impt ar.
elaine is my best friend in class
and joscelin is my best friend like best friend...
two impt friends both performing tmr
and its co summore
of coz cannot miss la
why doesnt she understand?
she can go out with her friend whenever she wants to
and leave me n my dad alone
she can use money as she like with her friends
do whatever she wants
and then come scold me for putting my friends b4 family
scold me waste money
the flowers are NOT a waste of money
for goodness sake.

she say i now anyhow spend money
dun save money le.
but now dad give me atm card ma how save...
though she doesnt noe la.
she promised to buy my contacts de
how long le...almost half a yr le.
tt time ask her then she ask me ownself save money go buy.
i shouldnt have trusted her.
of coz she wouldnt wanna spend money on sth like that.
everything is unnecessary to her apparently.
but that's HERRR
i dun think that way
why everything must listen to her
i already very gd le leh :(

she was saying she very nice to let me go le
she can dun let me go de
i also can dun listen what
even she dun let.
i can still go de lor
but i didnt buy ticket yet that time
i waited till she gave her approval.
it's always like this.
i try to listen to her as much as possible.
and she takes everything for granted.
she sees only the bad things
and neglect everything else.
then why should i be a gd gal?
she doesnt see it anyway
she doesnt care anyway..
:((((((((((((((((((((

what a waste of water.

feeling lazy

2010-05-28T20:14:00.003+08:00

feeling lazy haha
today 1+ then wake up sia
and is coz my cousin called me
(my mum asked him call de la)
too tired ytd le la haha..
today shall just slack~

ytd mardi gras
too long to elaborate on.
basically i was in charge since elaine wasnt arnd
quite stressful but ok la
overall quite fun though super tiring.
think we made a loss. not sure yet. o.O
thanks EVERYONE for making my day (:

我不是路痴！

2010-05-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

I KNOW MY WAY AROUND QUITE WELL DE OK!
I NOT 路痴！！！ :PPP

not bad le :D

2010-05-23T15:43:00.001+08:00

hmm
today nvr meet them after all..
shermaine ytd say after 2 then can
zhenyan got competition
then zk say she ytd very late reach home
today wan catch up on her work........
lols we all need to catch up what...
haiz.nvm
then wan meet on9
till now then going start sia lols
but i received their research le
hopefully it's gd enough.
gd luck.
but they have been very nice le actually :D
friday zhenyan and susan apologised for not having done much
lols. a bit funny. i just nvm la it's okay.
no need to apologise de la coz they is rl busy
not fake de ma.
haha...yea lor then ar
shermaine keep telling me
dun stress out they will try to help me
errr nice of her but hopefully they rly do o.O
zk thanks me all the time hahaha
and she does help a lot le la.
so yea not bad not bad...hehe. :P

class fund accounts don't tally!!
sianz im such a lousy treasurer -.-
argh. money leh!!!
then need colelct another $12 each from them
elaine super nice leh
i super touched!!
she sms whole class
help me explain y i need collect so much again
then ask them dun bully me
bully me= bully her then they will die horribly
HAHA so nice right?!?!?!
wow. haha.... :D:D comforting sia hahaha

feeling a bit...emo

2010-05-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

as the title says.

in sku was ok
i cant rmb if anything happened
but got maths test.
i spent too much useless time on graphing
didnt plan my time well
so couldnt finish
got 7 marks not complete.
and 1 part of Q3 dunno how do. that's 4 marks
total 30.
well. HOPEFULLY i get 19 or 20 at least :((
it's damn bad le la.
but most ppl cant finish i think
and they dunno how do in front.
well it's rly irritating for me
coz I KNOW HOW DO
i just didnt have time.
its such a pity.
only that one part dunno lor... :(
haiz. nvm. i'll work harder.
i must do better.

i really have serious problems with
time management and presentation when it comes to math
i realise...
hopefully sth can be done -.-
my presentation very bad also!
always dunno how to present.
i understand what is asked
sort of know the answer
but i dunno whether can just write the answer alone
i dunno what they are looking for.
argh dumb areas.

as time passes by
i feel more and more determined
to study
to work hard
to do well.
but.
i can't do it just by this alone.
not when i have so much more to care about
i dun wanna neglect anything else...

i know my mum is tired.
she's old already
she's been thru a lot
at this age my dad is so annoyingly annoying
(sorry limited vocab :P)
he used to help mum a lot
and he didnt bother me de
even at that time there are quarrels and everything
but it only got worse over the years...

nothing has improved.
it has deteriorated instead...
now my dad doesnt help my mum with ANYTHING.
all he does is go to work
and give us money.
well it's very impt but seriously.
he comes home and slack for the rest of the day
slump in front of the tv till dinner
after dinner tv again then sleep.
then like to anyhow waste money.
we not happy about it
but he earned the money. what can we say?
he still can come tell me he very tired that day
the only chore he do at home now is wash plates
sometimes he lazy then even dishes also dun wan wash la

for goodness sake
WHO IS NOT TIRED?!?!?
he is relatively much slacker liao leh.
my mum is rly tired. he should noe!
my mum totally give up on him liao la.
gradually giving up on me too
i dunno what i did man.

i really dunno what she wants from me.
if i can i want to meet her requirements
i want to.
but im also tired.
and i rly dunno how to accomplish EVERYTHING...
now, i really just wanna conc on my studies
and NOTHING else
but then to go uni
we need a nice portfolio
we need leadership skills
we need interpersonal skills
we need a lot
we need to know how to pass interviews smoothly
im having trouble with that.
so i want to take up more leadership posts hopefully
or at least join events
build up character too.
but mum doesnt like it.
she always complains about me busy with too much stuff.
she doesnt like me coming home late for uselss stuff
she doesnt understand y i have to do all these
if can i also dun wan do ANY of it la
im a treasurer in class
im the PW leader
and then i have to balance sku work
which im having trouble with
while facing the very nice classmates
who put even more pressure on me
then my mum
who expects me to still help her with everything at home
IM REALLY NOT SUPERWOMAN LEH

i dunno what to do la seriously.
i dunno what she wants.
she puts so much pressure on my sku work de.
now she doesnt say it tt much
but i know. i know she wants me to do well.
i know she will be upset or even angry if otherwise.
so i try. i study.
but all she noes is to expect all those from me...
she hasnt shown ANY support at all.
she hasnt allowed me to conc on my studies at all.
she wants me to help her with home stuff
then how study?
24 hours is already not enough!

she sees me coming home late almost everyday
then sleep so late everyday
then cannot wake up every morning
and she scolds me for every one of those.
what can i say.
im too tired and exasperated to explain.
tt will take a long time.

but i really wanna tell her...
i hope. really hope.
that she can understand
TRY to understand maybe?
my dad is lost case la i dun care him le la
he totally hopeless le i just hope he leaves me alone
mum...i want to talk to her.
but i dunno how to put everything to her nicely.
i think. no, i WILL cry de.
sure cry de.
i want to let her know clearly
i want to tell her what i feel what i think
what i am going thru.
i want to tell her
i know she's tired too
i know my dad is making her even more tired.
he is disturbing both of us in every way.
it's quite sad he's so lonely at home pretty much ignored
but we cant help it. seriously.
cant take that much.
i also want to tell mum that
i hope to conc on my studies
and do well
do myself proud
do her proud
and earn lots of money for her next time :(
just now go bathe saw some stuff left for me to do
i felt so upset that i cried quite hard in the bathroom lols
feel like shouting and screaming everything out la
actually i was.
silent screaming.
i was shouting out all my tots but muted la lols.
haiz.
my eyes don't feel right now -.-

although i complain about my mum a lot
but i <3 her a lot ok :(
she has been trying hard for the family for the past i dunno how long.
she may not be doing a great job in some areas
but i know she tries hard.
i know she's having a hard time too
so i dun rly blame her la.
dad is another thing.
he's the one annoying everyone
to the extent that we too tired to bother about him la.
mum not rly doing a gd job sometimes
she makes me wonder what happened to selfless love
haha...
but im not asking for that much.

she grumbles to me that no one cares about her
her leg was injured
she said it's still not fully well yet
but no one help her
no one asked her if she was ok etc
but she nvr said it was not ok.
tt time she injured i did ask her if she was alright
she jus doesnt rmb gd stuff
only the negative stuff shines at her face
etched in her memory...
i rmb that time she cut her toe and sortof fainted
dad was flustered...sort of.
i was worried i stayed around in the living room with them
my aunt came down help too.
i was trying to see if there's anything i can do.

i dun like it that she says we dun care about her.
the three of us are too similar.
tt's the problem.
we dunno how to express ourselves properly...
it's not that we dont care
but we dunno how express that care.

she doesnt either.
since young.
she NEVER cared about me before.
emotionally i mean.
to her i was leading a smooth and wonderful life since young
she nvr knew what i had gone thru
i guess i nvr shared
but i dun wanna bother her with more stuff
and some stuff...i just cant tell her.
i know what she will say.
it's rly annoying to share things with her sometimes.
no matter what i say,
even if it has NO relation to me AT ALL
she still can find sth to lecture me about
it annoys me a lot de lor.
so i usually just tell her usual stuff normal stuff

I NVR shared anything personal with her before.
coz she doesnt understand...
esp nowadays
she's having a hard time.
she's rly tired.
so she complained to me
she hope i can help her.
she says no one will care if she dies
she says me and my dad will regret treating her like tt now
she says we wont be able to do anything without her
coz she's doing everything now.
i kept quiet i nvr said anything. as usual.
i know i wont be able to control myself if i opened my mouth.
i'll get agitated. i will.
i so wanted to argue every point she made.
i wanted to tell her it's not true.

but what can i do?
i need to study. i want to
i want to do well. she wants me to do well.
my dad wants me to do well, but for the wrong reasons la.
so what should i do?

i have a lot to think about too;
i got a lot that i wanna tell her.
but seeing her so tired and everything
how can i tell her all these??
how can i tell her i wanna conc on my studies
tell her i cant help her with house stuff??
how can i let her know that
it's not that i dun care
but 我都自身难保了怎么帮她呀？
haiz.
i rly dunno what i can do.
i dunno what she wants me to do................

i want our small family of three to be happy :(
i see so many happy families around
and i rly envy them
coz i want that for our family too...
haiz. what can i do??
my parents are stubborn.
they are not ppl who accepts what others say easily
esp my dad. he doesnt listen AT ALL
so we dun bother saying already.
ears are shut anyway no point...
aiya.
aiya.
aiya. ;(( haiz.
talking about my family always makes me teary.
my parents totally no peace nowadays la.
they seldom talk de
if they talk also so hostile.
i dun like to talk to my dad also.
though he likes to bother me
i will talk to my mum sometimes
but she is so unresponsive
though i know she listens
and she isnt in the best of moods recently
so house isnt very nice now.
it's not a very conducive env to support my studying...
i cant study with a mood like this man
BUT TMR GOT CHEM TEST AND CLL TEST.............
argh. why today emo sia TSK!

just now just come fb
saw weijie's status
realise he got gf!
and they are like so...i duno how say.
i went read their walls and everything
they are having problems i think.
but when i see their stuff
i see what weijie writes...
the feeling i get is
they are so pure...
weijie really likes the girl A LOT apparently
the girl likes him a lot too
but there are problems somehow
they are on the verge of splitting.
wonder how it is now.
hope it works out.
weijie is a REEALLY nice guy la.
and from his words can tell
he really loves the girl
well he's 21 le anyway though he doesnt look like it haha :P
third time find him so mature...
but their type of love ar
so rare.
ok maybe it's not rare in msia
but it's totally impossible to find in sg la.
it's so 单纯，那么令人羡慕
那么美，清澈
it made me feel warm sort of
emoemo feeling haha

weijie has been rly great
great korkor.
that time he comfort me when jacket stolen
run down buy tissue for me etc
he's really that nice
but he always say he nvr like girls before
say he no gf
cheat de sia haha
i just asked him about it
he says his parents dun approve of the girl...
till now then can tts y he post on fb haha
they have their own problems too
but seems like it's ok le...
wish them all the best!
i believe they all deserve each other :D
great wonderful people like them deserve happiness...

at times like this when im feeling emo
really want someone to lean on...
i cant lean on my parents. i nvr did.
who else can i lean on?
i cant think of any :(

2.4

2010-05-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

today ran 2.4 for pe!!
mock napfa ma
6 rounds round the track
sianz sia
i dun like...
sec sku went east coast run much better
it's just 1 round
one LOONG round but ya haha
and the place nicer
i dun like going round and round...
and east coast only 2.2 hahaha :D:D
my timing was 15:x5
i dunno what's x i didn't hear properly
i think it's 5 not sure
so lousy :(
i sec sku although is 2.2 :P but
i think it was 13+ wor.
but not bad le la
i stopped three times. once to tie my shoelace
so rest a SHOORT while
second time is 5th round
very tired so rest a while.
last round stopped again at half the rnd
then walk a bit so that can chiong the rest :D
i always like that de la
muz last bit rest and then CHIONGG hahahaha
:D:D

today was feeling determined to study leh actually
esp for maths.
dunno y
probably coz veron is scaring me
as well as the maths god named koon hwa...
but then it was just for a while HAHAHA
think of gpp then sianz le
i on com play a while till now.
then hmm think going do gpp ba haiz.
at least csc is over.

today maths lecture
we finished the last bit of functions
then started on differentiation
the bit that's out of syllabus sucks man
dunno what cher talking
haha actually ok la
half understand but pretty confusing.
then actual stuff.
SO CHIM :(
linear, product, chain, quotient
basics we learnt before
i still okay with it
then all the weird trigo stuff come in
DIEDIEDIE.
i like trigo
i like differentiation
(I MUST BE MAD BUT YA...)
but i dun like them TOGETHER!!! :(
tsk...
MAIN THING IS
I DIDNT FALL ASLEEP TODAY!!! :D:D
oh well for maths at least
econs slept quite a lot.
chem also.
and others always get caught while i escape unscathed HAHA
chem i sleep a lot right in front of cher summore
she didnt catch me
but she did catch another girl!! LOL

one more thing.
today lunchtime ar
elaine was telling me something
i cant rmb what it is
then i made a very lame comment
as usual lor to me.
then she laughed!
i didnt mean it as a joke even
it was just a lame comment HAHA
i always do that what
then she say:"i didnt noe u can tell jokes"
then i was like HUH??
lols she dunno only lor.
lame comments are common for me...
it's just not that much around them
coz they pretty serious usu
and they dun rly say stuff that i can
make lame comments about. haha.
unlike shuting they all HAHA
anything also can de la :D hehe...

we are going to have clique outing soon!!
VESAK DAY!
OH MY I FORGOT ASK MUM
aiya sianz scared she scold.
and i wanna go CO CONCERT!!! :((( haiz.
anyway...back to the point.
vesak day think we going seoul garden
or sing k.
always k haha
i like la but my voice no gd la :(
and now like worse so hmm i shouldnt go haha :P
if not waste my money.
seoul garden would be gd enough :D:D:D

11/5/10

2010-05-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

the supplier for the class tee
is soooo troublesome!!
supposed to meet him in bedok interchange at 6+ de
then he still with customer so cant make it
so ask us make cash deposit into his acc
bedok dun have!!!!coz mine is posb ma
then I SW SHUTING!
LOL LONG TIME NO SEE MAN
and she had to keep suaning me -.-
hahahaha but i did too la
i missed all of them........
it's so much nicer with them arnd.
they understand better.
heard she tops her class in mjc HAHA
im surprised :P hehe
but well...tt's great.
:D
anyway she brought me to the nearest bank
there got posb atm that can do cash deposit
so yepp done. haha THANKFULLY :D
I WAN MEET WITH ALL OF THEM AGAIN!!!! :(((

10/5/10

2010-05-11T21:36:00.002+08:00

HELLO :D

this morning
couldnt wake up again
mum was as usual, very angry.
nagged la lols.
scolded me.
say wan go buy cane to wake me up -.-
wadeva~
she say i hear earphones too much
so deaf liao
cannot hear alarm
but tt's not the case
who can't hear the alarm is TRULY deaf.
it's loud
but it's music.....
so well haha
and the pt is
i was just REALLY VERY TIRED
tt's y i couldnt wake up...
nth got to do with alarm what~
really really tired
i just wanted to sleep
brain ignores signals from ear
that says the alarm is ringing, get up.
totally rejects that idea :P
whatever la dun care her.
i try to wake up...
try.
but it's hard
coz ytd was dng gpp till pretty late.

but my bad la
coz after that i went play for a while :P
coz i was feeling damn sianz
and being an "owl" i was feeling awake
so i went play.
i went the sims!! HAHAHA
old game la seriously. :P
anyway i created a family with
mr ang and his wife HAHAHAHAHA
it was quite fun HAHA
later go play a while if got time :P hehe

say until mr ang ar
im SOOO not used to the idea of him not being in sku
i keep forgetting...
every morning i will go canteen ma
almost always see him walk past de
now i cant look out anymore
and i cannot randomly disturb him
when he's in the staffroom
cannot ask him questions when there's any
it's so boring and irritating HAHA
no la. well.
it was quite entertaining to talk to him
nah, i mean disturb him. :P
but well suddenly all cannot le.

today after pw lecture
me n elaine walking towards lt2 for econs lecture
passed by mrs tan
i smiled at her i think elaine did too
so she smiled back. a bit.
elaine says she cannot recognise us :( lols.
so sad :(
i want mr ang back!!!
then we can enthu-ly shout HI MR ANG
HAHAHAHAHAHA

econs lecture
i was pretty awake de leh
very guai lor
i ownself read notes
nvr listen to lecturer HAHA
highlight the notes
(i always overhighlight)
godwin was amazed at the amt i highlight
as a lot ppl say
he asked me
why i dun just highlight whole paper HAAHAHA
whatever :PPPPP
tt's my way, my style :P
but after a while
i fell asleep -.-
hahahahahha
a while la
about ten mins haha
then woke up
continue.
didnt highlight much le
coz i missed a bit of the lecture
so i just listened to whatever the cher was saying
i realised that lecturer is quite okay.
well he's A BIT humourous
though he sounds a bit monotone
he seems nice. quite a good lecturer i guess
((: tt's gd.

OH YA TODAY ECONS TUTORIAL
coz last time no comparison
we could only say ms lai is not a gd teacher etc
now i can reeally say
MS LAI SUCKS MAN!
MRS LIM IS 1000X BETTER THAN MS LAI LA
#)(%*()Q&#%)(*&@#^)(*&
WHY MS LAI NOW THEN GO??!?!
make me fail 1 test and just pass for the other one.
hmph~
actually i think i wouldnt do well anyway
even if it was mrs lim teaching
HAHA
but she can explain well.
she's detailed
and she's experienced.
SHE CAN TEACH ECONS!!!!! HAHA
today she teach
i could really feeeeeell the difference
btw her and ms lai's teaching la
LOL GOOD RIDDANCE TO MS LAI :D hehe...

gp lesson was gp lesson
boring.
but pretty short.
then we went good news buy stuff hehe
ms ong was nice
but they scared get caught so ate at the cafe
which is really mean to ms ong
so we halfway then quickly sneak up back
if not ms ong gonna kill us :P

PW LESSON~
well discussed about gpp
me as the leader
was instructing stuff la
ms ong came and help us a lot today
so i told susan to take down some stuff etc lor
i had planned the schedule ytd le
but did so much editing today
coz apparently it wasnt good :P
now should be better le la
though shermaine not willing
to be in charge of written report :PPPP
whatever, dun care.
susan say her el no gd
i put zk then zk dun wan so i changed to shermaine
then aiya cannot keep change so fixed.
HAHA :P then plan for next meet up lor.
zhekang i/c this thing (game plot) so
yepp ask her arrange the meet up lor...

we talked a bit
there was digressing a bit la.
i told susan and zhenyan
that jct is so scary
coz the timetable is out le ma
it's damn scary
nvr had exams on the subs b4
i rly dunno what to expect
esp when im not coping well with econs.
and i havent studied for the rest yet either...
so i was rly worried...
i told susan and zhenyan
then they again,
dun believe me
say i will still score well de.
ask me shut up
lols everyone is the same la seriously
i think they mentioned maths
but i think i heard wrongly o.O
if they did mention maths
then i rly wanna roll my eyes
i have 6 exams leh
who says i am worried for maths in particular
always maths maths maths
so what IIFFFF i rly did well for maths???!
tt wasnt what got me rly worried what...
and for goodness sake
why zhenyan also like tt :(
she quite hardworking de
and she's pretty smart
her results are not bad leh
dun see her supporting me still :(

I WAN CHARLYNNNNNNNNN BACKKK
coz char is smarter
so she understands
my clique understands
they nvr responded like this
even if some of them are weaker
they wont be like this...
even char who is so damn much smarter
still complains and still worries...
why cant i.......................
tsk.
but there's no one i can complain to
without being asked to shut my mouth up.
lols. whatever
IM REALLY WORRIED WHAT
JCT IS SO DAMN SCARY!
MY BLOG!!! OH MY BLOG!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA
haiz.
CHEM AND CSC EXAM ON SAME DAY SUMMORE LEH
WTH LOR @)$!(*#%&(*#%^)#)^
and cll first paper!!!!
cham la
june i very busy leh
dunno enough time to study anot.

today went mazarin briefing
june 2 and june 4 for mazarin thing.............
june 7-10 is clep camp.
haiz so many days gone :(

my mum so bad mood nowadays leh how sia
today want stay back for briefing
so i called her to tell her ma
then she wasnt happy liao sia
how tell her
i june a lot things ar???!!?
and MOST IMPORTANTLY!!
need pay $43 for pullover + class tee leh..........
TOMORROW LEH
HOWWWW
i dunno how tell mum
she sure scold me kill me or sth like tt la
havent asked yet :((
sure ask me can dun buy anot la.
i told her before we are getting a pullover actually
she's not happy with the idea
coz it's a pullover.
inconvenient and everything lols.
and $$$$$$$$
didnt let her know we got tee too yet leh
summore pay both tgt
DAMN EX :(
how???? HAHA
should ask my dad first
then pay tmr
wait mum gd mood then tell her.................
hehe.
always like this de.........
she bad mood
everything cannot
gd mood
all become ok la ok la
HAHAHA
i shall be patient........

2010-05-04T21:24:00.004+08:00

Well not xactly well today
but much better :D
so yea i went to sku!! :D:D
it was fine la
coughed a bit here n there in morning

first period was chem
our actual teacher mrs sherry low came back from maternity leave
so had 1 round of intro first
and 30/10 HAS A NEW MEMBER :D
my first ever non-chinese classmate actually
think she's indian ba o.O
but in a class like ours
i wont get to know her well anyway
she's a senior o.O from 28/09 previously i think.
changed combi so redo J1 lor.
hopefully my chem will improve............
HOPEFULLY :D

MATHS LECTURE
halway thru sot leh
throat super super super itchy
so kept coughing and coughing
disturbed the people around me quite a bit i guess
so sorry but i couldnt help it
drank a lot of water.
i finished the whole bottle actually
but it didnt help i wonder y
i just couldnt stop coughing
argh.......
anyway we have 4 periods continuous break today ma
so we went library after lunch
slacked la actually
nvr rly do much :P

after that was maths lesson le la
i volunteered for question 7 ma
then the devil side of mr ang showed HAHA
no la he was joking but anyway
he say i think question 7 need present.
then he over there laughing
so i go OI him lor hahahahaha
damn evil. gu yi de :P
after tt he gave out the good news vouchers
whole class de
then maths rep
then cg rep
then best maths student aka me LOL
then very funny la.
coz shubei wasnt listening
so cher purposely ask her listen first
then say his fav student
shubei! then she was like yay
so happy la HAHA
after that i think cher didnt hear la
shubei say
他不是在跟我表白吧？HAHAHAHAHHAHHA
DAMN FUNNNNYYY LA HAHAHAHAHAHA
she damn cute la HAHAHA

PE! TODAY I MC FOR PE
THEN THEY GOT PE BREAK LEH?!??!?!?
WTH?!?!??!
I DAMN SUAY CAN!!!! TSSSKKK
THEY BULLY ME DE LOR!
basically they all went play captains ball tgt
only me n zhekang not with them
zk go join her fren somewhr else
so i watched them play captains ball
took a few photos too (:
might put them on fb someday
when i feel like it HAHA
got 1 unglam photo of sarah too HAHAHAHA
she danced to barbie girl
but i didnt capture that
SADLY HAHAHAHA
nvm i told mr ang to do that tmr! HAHAHAHA

MR ANG REALLY LEAVING LEH! petition failed
coz 1) we'll be banded into 3 classes after JCT
so no point la
2) if let us ar scared other classes follow suit
then very chaotic...
zzz but it's so sad :((((

30/4 + 1/5

2010-05-01T10:57:00.000+08:00

today ran2.2km during pe! Got up slope summore!!
completed it in 14mins8sec hmm not bad ba? lols hope 2.4 will be fine.
But 2.4 is on track leh tt's bad.
last time in ahs ar 2.4 is run in east coast de
tt was better lor! haha :D

after pe ar i bought a very gasey apple juice
drink until so super bloated very uncomfortable o.O
zzz then after tt
my throat started to feel very uncomfortable.
badbad feeling...
then felt nauseous too
very sensitive to smells
as in easily nauseous when there are smells
no matter plesant or not
lunchtime mr ang advised me to get a fruit juice
so i bought watermelon juice.
it helped :D

after sku went find mr ang :D
let him browse thru the petition ma~
he looked really happy :D hahahaha
well then he went into staffroom again
coz i had to ask mrs goh out ma
mrs goh say hopes aren't high sia :(
so sad~why not high?!?! we all really want him to stay!
mrs goh say she will read the petition letter
in detail and see our class's sentiments first
but well hopes aren't high o.O
zzzzzz!!
after that met mr ang again
asked him a bit maths from the book then
sort of discussed the maths a bit o.o hmm..
i got a bad feeling about maths -.-
argh jy lor what else...

after that went wait for supplier for pullover.
i started coughing! that's bad
plus my throat uncomfortable ma
so even more nauseous. tsk...
anyway the supplier 1+ say reaching reaching
then after tt say 4 meet.
int he end we wait till like 4.30 like tt he also haven come
till about near 5 then he come
ealine had to leave so i helped her la
well he only brought 1 size leh!!!
so we aren't sure what size we can wear...
he say will give the measurements to elaine
the quality is good
but a bit thick...
it will be very warm!
aiya see how elaine wants it lor.
i juz ask him discuss with elaine haha...
coz i dunno what she wants.

argh i could feel myself getting sick
but i dun wanna mc for next week
hopefully will be fine by tuesday :D
i dun wan to miss any of mr ang's lessons!
precious time left! only 3 lessons :(

then we listened to shubei's singing
coz she recorded and put into her ipod ma
DAMN NICE :D shubei can actually sing :D
DAMN WELL summore wow we were truly surprised hehe
the voice doesnt quite fit her face
but well it was excellent
after that she and liou jing sang live :D hahahaha
i recorded a bit but too noisy so not nice :(

at night went see doctor!
queue damn long. apparently a lot ppl sick...
when we went our queue number is 16
doctor still seeing 5th.
so we went walk a bit then go back.
total waited like about an hour or so...
doctor say my throat inflammed
flu a bit and slight fever.
ytd take at clinic was 37.8...
so he gave me mc for today
coz today got flag day de initially.
oh and he actually excused me from 1 week pe!
that's like damn excellent?? hahahaha :D
but then two weeks later is mock napfa
dunno is good thing to miss pe anot
BUT CAN SLACK LEH!! HAHA
hmm im jus worried for broad jump la actually...

at night ate medicine
A LOT SIA!! :(
4 diff tablets and a cough syrup.
the fever de need eat 2 summore
so total is 5 tablets!! :(
the syrup and fever med will cause drowsiness de
so well was damn tired after tt
fell asleep sitting on my chair then sit on my floor
in mum's room and fell asleep again
11+ went sleep le.

1/5
yay no flag day today! :D

today 8+ mum woke me up before she went to pjs
asked me eat medicine and the porridge.
i eat the fever med ar
1st one no prob
2nd one weirdweird...
felt very nauseous once i eat
then really vomited
but i dunno what was it that i vomited la
looks like phlegm to me -.-
argh hope the medicine not all vomited out -.-
zzz

ate porridge then fell asleep for a short while again
thanks to the medicine -.-
then ate the rest of the med which are after food de
then here i am :D
looks like it will be hard to finish any work this weekend le la.
sianz :(

Argh

2010-04-29T20:04:00.003+08:00

ARGGHHH i need a whole week of holiday
to read up on econs notes!!
SERIOUSLY AND URGENTLY!!!
Lecture at 5th chapter le leh
my brain is lagging at 2nd chapter!!
my brain is not made for econs man...
i should give up taking business in future.
NIE seems like a better choice -.-
zzz sianz.

but today quite good mood
coz i was doing maths most of the time
and i didnt touch econs...
oh have. at lecture. but coz my brain still at 2nd chap
so everything learnt recently didnt're register
coz foundation from front chapters are not steady yet.
well...all the best to myself -.-
ok enough of econs.
i realise i everyday mention econs sia.
tsk. shows how much i hate econs... :(
okok something else ba...

today went find mr ang for consultation
he ar so serious! hahahaha
mr ang appears more serious when he's teaching
as in during consultations la. appear. :P
awwww he's leaving soon...
less than 2 weeks left :(
oh TODAY IS THURSDAY?
aiyo why time goes so fast ar?
only left 3 lessons with him sia~ :(
not mrs tan not good but...But...BUt...BUT!!!
hahahahaha damn funny la
today maths lesson then sarah ask cher
whether he will miss us anot
then cher say ya la miss la
sth like tt la i cant rmb exactly haha. :D
wanted say sth else...
but mr ang might read this blog
so hmm nvm suan le HAHA :D
cya peeps :D

jiayou?

2010-04-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

Yea i guess i really have to jy le
im used to low self confidence and self esteem in sec sku
but in jc got improvement haha
dunno y...
i come jc got quite a few changes
like...im more easily annoyed :P
but anyway my pt is.
must work hard!! :(
haiz. study study study sianz.
i wont de lor. im not that determined.
but. i'll keep trying
maybe i'll reach tt lvl of determination...soon.
argh...jys ba everyone (:

short post today!
shall end with: mr ang is a ckp cum meanie! HAHA :P

yeayea~

2010-04-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps (:

this morning had scholarship interview
I FORGOT WEAR UNIFORM AND BRING TIE!!
DAMN FORGETFUL CAN!
so i exchanged shirt with fenghua lor :D hehe
thanks a lot to her sia
if not i no need go interview liao :D hahaha

then at the MOE HQ ar
i was freaking out haha
i get nervous really easily as always
me and elaine reached suppperr early
so had to wait for an hr or so
HENCE i sat on the oh-so-comfortable sofa
and fell asleep
elaine told me afterwards that my sleeping posture
was very unglam
those who were waiting for their
teaching scholarship interview kept staring at me
lols -.- zzzzz
wadeva not anyone i know at least hehe :P
mr ang was sort of encouraging me la
he say they are just humans so dun need scared HAHA
yea it worked for a short while...haha
the interview was crap
tough.
haha. stupid random ques haha
"how long have you been waiting outside?"
"erm..about 1 hr"
"wow that's long...what have you been thinking about?"
"er...about questions that might be asked"
"so what do you think we'll ask? name 3?"
"why i chose clep, why i like chinese....er..."
"ok these two questions...im sure u are very prepared for them
so we shan't ask you those two questions."
WTH RIGHT what a dumb start to the interview
shant elaborate the rest.
i said the story a lot of times in sku le
lazy type hehe :P

then juz now in sku ar damn pek chek la
dunno y very bad mood lor...
before maths lesson
i was trying to do econs
but I HATE ECONS!!! zzz
i see the questions i stone
i sianz i irritated i pek chek haha...
damn sianz can
I HATE ECONS!!
it takes away my will to study
takes away all interests
ECONS MAKES ME FEEL DUMB
LIKE REALLY REALLY DUMB! :((
and they keep telling me it's common sense
FINE LA
I DUMB LA NO COMMON SENSE CAN?!??!?
zzzzzzzzz
no one's helping man. gets on my nerves totally.

30/10 loves Mr Ang!

2010-04-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

Seriously haha
30/10 loves mr ang la

coz mr ang going leave ma
then he ask us go appeal
so juz now i msg the class ask them
see if anyone has objections
obviously no one does!
and a few of them expressed their love
for mr ang HAHA
no la as in
well 30/10 really wants mr ang to stay!
godwin even ask him appeal to h1 maths too HAHA :D

so well need write petition! haha
elaine and veronica very kind la
both dun wan write -.-
so the holy task of writing the petition with me now
SIANZ HAHA ME ALSO LAZY PIG LEH!
argh i'll try to fork out time......haha
WE ALL WANT MR ANG TO STAY!
GET MRS GOH HERE TO READ LA! HAHA

hello

2010-04-24T20:30:00.003+08:00

Feeling a little bit complicated o.O
but i've no idea why haha
ytd heard that some ppl in my class
found me scary o.O
some think i give them a lot of pressure o.o
what did i do??!?!
haha...
in sec sku maybe i was a bit too insensitive
as in i always forget to not be too loud
about some stuff...
but now i wont le ar...
i don't bother them le
or at least i really try not to.
so...hopefully they wont dislike me again. ;(
i always get disliked in class
for dumb reasons
it's irritating
and kinda childish haha
i was quite emo on friday but
after giving it some thought
im fine haha :D
anyway also not first time
this is the first time i actually really emo about it
coz this time
im positive i nvr do anything ma...
when i say im slacking
i am really slacking lols.
they nvr asked about usually de ma
always ask if got study for XXX test.
i really didnt so i say didnt lor.
but i usu got prac or at least do tutorials what...
tt helps. lols.
anyway i cant possibly
purposely score badly to please them what
so hope they leave me alone as i leave them alone
my studies my results shouldnt affect them in any way
they are affecting themselves...
O.O
aiya nvm haha

anyway hope mr ang doesn't leave 30/10 la seriously haha
he say MAYBE will take char's class leh :(((
tt's horrible.
if he take de class no gd fren still ok
i'll not tt much reaction.
but CHAR'S CLASS!!
tsk damn sianz
please don't let that come true.
it's quite hard to explain
y teaching my gd fren's class makes it worse la
but...it just does haha
if he has to take them
hope he continues to take us. :D
he say he cant do anything about it
though he also wanna stay with us...
but he say we can go appeal! haha
i need ask the class though
im feeling happy though
mr ang might be able to stay!!! :D:D:D
hehe hopefully...
it's not always can meet so nice n good teacher de lor
i have met a lot of nice teachers b4
but mr ang is chat de most de la :D haha~
anyway......juz hopefully ba (;

((:

2010-04-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

Hmm i had a lot to say just now
but now i having mind block
cant rmb what i want type liao la -.-

zzz i only rmb a bit o.O
like...

Sometimes i feel like I don't belong to this world
don't belong anywhere
i look around and see everyone getting along
verry well with everyone...on the appearance at least
hahaah
but i can't o.O
haha but it's alright la
nothing new.
im always talking about the same stuff
im sick of talking about it too -.-

i cant rmb what else i wanna say le la!!
but hmm i hope mr ang don't leave our class.
a nice teacher can help retain interest for tt subject
and summore he's quite a gd teacher...
i scared he go le our class will standard drop more leh -.-
ask him giv tuition then also cannot
coz we are mrs tan's students and we both in tjc
it's inappropriate.
sianz. i scared my maths drop.
hopefully i can still catch up la...
i don't wanna disappoint him la
he think too highly of me le la -.-
must work harder!!!!
i'm too used to slacking already
suddenly want work hardhard also tough la -.-
but im trying...
today at library during free period ar
I ACTUALLY DID WORK LEH!! WOW LA HAHAHAHA

yea so hmm well
i wan to do well.
hopefully for all my subs but tt's IMPOSSIBLE
so well AT LEAST for maths....
JIAYOUUS EVERYONE!! :D
not easy but...try lor. :D
even if result not as good as what we really want...
as long as did our best then wont regret ba?
BUT i'm wondering about the did our best part LOL

my class...i think some people not very happy with me le lols
dunno la. not first time anyway.
but im not sure la. maybe i oversensitive...(i doubt so)
i didn't do anything lor...i just do my own stuff
nvr go bother them also...sianz.
so hard to please everyone :(

today my chinese birthday! i tot my parents forgot...
they forgot last year so i ate the "red eggs" and the noodles
1 week late hahaha
today they rmbed! so happy hahaha :D
then today dinner so fab can!!
got grill meat and stuff damn nice damn nice :D:D hehe :P

if i rmb anything else to add...
i'll come back...
i shall go research for gpp and PI stuff le.
SEE YOU PEOPLE ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :P

2010-04-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
I TURN 16 TODAY! SWEEET 16 hahah :D:D

I'm very happy :D
I was afraid my facebook would be pretty de at first
haha and i didnt know how many ppl would msg me...
but well i was surprised and really happy ((:
this morning quite a few ppl msg me
and i was esp surprised to see MR ANG's MSG!!! LOL
i was like damn shocked can hahahaha
then fb ar also quite a lot.
can tell a lot if saw on fb then wish de
but im still very happy they bothered to hehe :D:D
thanks a lot EVERYONE :D REALLY!! :D

kailun didnt buy cake for me today
but she bought ice cream waffle from good news cafe!
tt's fabulous too hehe my fav...sort of hahah :D:D
and got present from jos char they all too! SO NICE LA
I <3 IT!! :D:D THANKS MY DEAR GOOD FRIENDS :D:D
esp jos who picked it hahaha :D:D
it's a very sweeet and cute nicenice heart shaped necklace!!
last yr i got a heart shaped necklace from kev too hahahaha
and this yr i got another one! haha :D
nice sia :D thanks all of u!! :D:D really!! :D:D

just a few things

2010-04-08T20:23:00.004+08:00

yepp as the title says...

i think it's pretty sad that my class aka 30/10 is sort of split into two...
i dunno why la...should be coz of
the extremely diff thinking/tastes/preferences ba...
anyway ar it's just so sad. like...we are one class what...
but then for my group ar we also have our own opinions
but we've been asking for their opinions and trying our best to satisfy them le
some of our opinions are overlooked coz we have to use theirs
but i'm curious. why they never give in de ar -.-
and y are they still unhappy?
i'd rather everyone make it clear what they are unhappy about
and we can hold a PROPER discussion
it's MUCH better than saying it's ok it's ok when it's totally NOT ok
lols i never actually got angry at others before excluding my family la
i do get impatient with my good friends sometimes but tt's all lor
but this time i got pretty agitated lols
i dun really know y la...probably coz i see elaine getting soo
upset over all these
and yet people are not putting in effort to make all these better
it's like only their opinions matter....
no offense la seriously...just...well
im just a bit too agitated haha
but tt's ytd de thing la
now all fine all fine~
just some thoughts from yesterday la really.
now i dun really care :P other than the fact that
i probably won't wear the pullover often o.O
but hopefully it wouldn't become a waste of money lols...
but who wears pullovers and NOT take it off in singapore
when it's SO hot?
and it's so troublesome to take off!
aiya suan le. at most dump it at home lor :P
i don't wanna quarrel with them ((:
Pease is Harmony and Harmony is Lovely :D
hmm tt sounds nice o.O suddenly came up de hahahaha
okok next

elaine so poor thing as cg rep lor
like not very respected? dunno la
she's trying her best to make everyone happy le
hopefully the class will TRY to understand just A BIT?
i want to help her de today but she like don't really want us help
she just went with shubei aka the ass. cg rep.
haha nvm la. although i really wanted to help hahahaha
but well it's ok~ haha ((:
currently trying to edit the design for the class pullover...
coz many find it too plain le.
o.O but hopefully there won't be too much violent objections...
it's tiring leh..
esp when the jacket won the votings before de but those ALL werent counted
and this one which the pullover won is counted apparently...
haiyo im not supposed to keep mentioning this hahahaha
but wait one more thing.
i actually voted for White, Jacket, with Liou jing's design.
in the end result was Black, Pullover, with Jollin's desgin.
haha...irritating leh -.- haha.......nvm IT'S OK!!!!

haha today feeling quite emo.
lols. well. i really not sociable enough sia.
never know what to say.
dun even know how to chat lor damn sad.
like as in i really dunno what to chat about
what to say. how to break the silence without being too boring/irritating
i am at a loss most of the time lols.
but i really dunno what to do leh~
it's like i feel like such a failure la
im like so...dunno how mix with others like tt
dunno how make gd frens de :(
i don't exactly have a best friend
i don't have siblings etc
whatever i want to share i basically share with myself haha
i do tell some friends of coz but it's like i didn't say anything
usu it's overlooked or ignored etc coz it's not exactly impt/serious stuff
nobody likes to hear ppl grumble or what de ma
so hmm i don't share too deep-in emotions or stuff much.
no one to share with anyway. sad eh?

just now went mazarin briefing
saw joscelin and a lot of her classmates
they all like so close lor haha
anyway joscelin who used to be pretty quiet/shy in sec 1 (except when with gd frens)
talk and laugh with the guys so easily le sia haha
i was pretty surprised haha
i know she opened up a lot since sec3 when she joined CO comm
but still...haha
i envy her lor
she has changed :D more grown up like tt
able to make friends with everybody already
she really can chat with anyone and everyone leh haha
so she has lots of friends. she can share a lot of stuff with them de
not like me...haha (:
ya lor so just now emoemo le haha...
i feel like last time like tt leh
doesnt feel like i've changed at all
i'm still so tongue-tied around some people
like when 1-1 talk tt time la
i really dunno what to say

so ar so difficult make friends......
even some better terms de friends in class ar also not very close de
coz...well i am not good with natural, not good with mixing
i wonder when i'll learn how to be sociable like a young adult -.-
dunno when then i can really make new friends easily
and chat with people naturally and easily
i don't like awkwards silences
but i always experience them....it sucks leh
i feel like a social failure sometimes...

emo again?

2010-04-04T00:44:00.003+08:00

Dunno why ar
i always suddenly
REALLY VERRYYY suddenly start emo-ing de leh lols

dunno la esp at night
will start to think this think tt
start think too much...haiz
always feel emptier and weaker at night de
coz tt's when there's peace
and my mind starts to wander
and all kinds of errant tots start to appear
i will start thinking too much at night de...

if not ar
sometimes juz feel down and emo ar
then feel like crying
cry finish normal again
sotsot de
like pms like tt LOL
haiya damn sianz
lols...sotsot de...

currently feeling like there's no one around me
like as in no one close at all...
sec sku clique HONESTLY isn't tt close
whole day suan here suan there
nvr share troubles or anything usu de
but it's the best liao le
and even tt split le
cg dun hav
cca diff have
everyone have their own social circles and all le
who cares about making new close friends?
and im not gd at making friends in the first place

so sad la. why i dun have nice social circles? haha xP
im not as fun as everyone else la eg. joyce lols
she extreme eg la but ya hahaha
i not gd at social stuff like this de la...
dunno how have fun hahaha
dunno how make friends esp gd friends
nvr know what to do...like damn failure la...

haiyo i dunno what i typing le la hahaah
damn crap sia what m i talking about.
difficult to put thoughts into words la
suan le ignore everything. none rly makes sense.
but i noe what im feeling anyway o.O
crazy me.
nvm.
i noe it will past soon -.- haha...

:D:D

2010-04-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

YOOOZ! :D

Today went Orange Valley Nursing Home for LEO CLUB :D
It was quite fun la we sang songs, then teach the elderly fold origami
then let them play super mini bowling then left.
The elderly some damn dao but some very nice :D:D

After tt me n joyce went bugis went bossini say hi to them :D
then weijie + chiew ping+ joyce + me went mac there meet victor kor! :D:D
Yepp then stand there stone n crap a while le then
we went downstairs to find sth eat
in the end went CRYSTAL JADE :D
Joyce took damn long to decide whether she eating with us or not la
but anyway it was damn funny la
joyce NATURAL JOKER HAHA (i noe you will read this haha JOKER! XP)
Then her friend Clarence come join us so they both eat with us
DAMN FUNNY LA
he come then first thing
shake hands with kor and both over there intro
then shake with me LOL
it's so rare to see hahahahaha

anyway we went........oh ya toilet LOL
DAMN LONG QUEUE HAHA
then the two guys wait outside quite long time sia hahaha
then kor drive us go city hall
they go with me to buy S.H.E. album first :D:D
THEN THAT IDIOT JOYCE SAY WAN GO PENINSULA
then at first go wrong place
went to a super smelly place LOL
after tt found the place they go seesee guitar liao hor
THEN JUST LIKE TT U KNOW
WE WALK DAMMMMNNN FAR THEN GO THERE DO ALMOST NTH LA!
LOL
then walk back to suntec there
JOYCE SAY WAN GO ESPLANADE FIND SOMEWHR SIT DOWN
then we walkwalkwalk there again
THEN SHE DUN WAN GO IN ANY OF THE RESTAURANTS OR ANYTHING TO EAT
then she sit in the middle of nowhr just on the floor
HAHAHA DAMN IDIOT LA TSK~
hahahahaha
after tt we WALK BACK to suntec again
wth la like walkathon like tt.....

Hmm what did we do next~
Oh ya we went to mac in marina square :D
ate mcflurry and kor ordered a large coke LOL
then couldnt finish it hahahaha

Then well erm thx to me ar we walked 1 round back to same place in suntec
coz see wrong directions LOL
we wanted go fountain of wealth take pics ma haha

then....after tt we found it
walked around the fountain 3 times again :D
then played a liiitttllle bit with water LOL
then wanted ask the uncle take pic for us
then he go close tt thing sia
then in the end couldnt take there.
whole day we only took 1 grp photo seh....hahha
but there was one with joyce beside 2 dustbins
tt's called triplets LOL

whole trip today me n the two guys keep suaning joyce la LOL
damn funnnnyyy :D:D:D
they keep call her dustbin also LOL
a very fun day la.

BEST PART IS OUR RIDE HOME LOL
kor drive us ma then he couldnt find the way LOL
then took quite a long time to get back HAHA
but it was damn fun la
and we like keep insulting/stressing him haha like so bad la xPP
hehe but yea damn fun.
after me n joyce got down ar
CLARENCE TOOK 1 HR TO GET HOME SIA! LOL
from tamp to hougang TOOK 1 HR!!
LOLOLOL
hahahaha funny la.

but hor kor supposed to meet his frens ar 6.30 leh.
then he insist on sending us home so he went there late by like 1.5 hr?
so sorry sia!! :(
but he didnt tell us
juz now clarence just told us only lols....

anyway overall it was a great day
joyce damn centre of attention la LOL :D:D:D hahahaha

BUSY

2010-03-27T01:21:00.003+08:00

Haiz sianz la
School getting so busy!!!
T.T
like so many things to do and so little time
BUT actually
got time la is just want to do anot hahaha

mum say sunday wan go out ask my finish ALL my work by tmr!
That's like impossible esp when i slacked whole of today away
left tmr do EVERYTHING is IMPOSSIBLE. -.-
sianz
haiyo why didnt i do anything today xP

Hehe but just now had msn interview with mrs tan haha
she asked my about recurrence lecture and we went through
example 4 of recurrence.
asked me explain everything sia -.-
haha...quite scary la trying to explain it to her...

tomorrow muz chiong work le!!
now damn tired but dun feel like gng sleep
i wanted to do gp de very little only ma
but i dunno how do!?!?!?!
sianz la
shortest thing le. but dunno how do.
HOW SIA!
T.T
MY GP GOING FAIL LE LA!
today gp lesson cher ask stuff ar godwin keep answering haha
we were pretty impressed by the elit students
so we are getting damn worried for gp...
'A's belong to them...not us...
haiz we must work 100 times as hard if want get A lor...
they take elit we take clit leh.
clit not easy also la cham
csc quite fun i guess...in a way
but it's not easy either
econs sucks. full stop. haha. no la
it's not THAT bad it's just that it's really NOT easy
and my tutorial teacher doesnt know how to teach AT ALL
she's too new and inexperienced la. our econs gng die definitely.
Chem is fine. it's basically....chem -.-
haha...not easy also of coz but it's not the worst.
maths is maths! haha tougher le and still getting tougher
but im TRYING to handle it.
if i can't deal with maths i should just drop out now.
but well it's not easy so im TRYING haha.

GP of coz is toooo difficult for me.
and it isnt interesting enough either.
PW SUCKS! damn tough.
i need do Preliminary Ideas(PI) but
so difficult...
I totally no inspiration leh how ar...
My first 'A' level paper leh and im feeling
so pessimistic about it haha.
It's tough la that's all i should say.
i haven't exactly started on the working on it part
so i dunno how it will be actualy...
im so looking forward to the groups but need wait 1 or more weeks...............
hope the grouping will be very satisfactory...

GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF LOL
eyelids drooping le probably going sleep soon. bye (:

HELLO :D

2010-03-19T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps~
It's me again~

Today go out ma
i wore mum's shirt LOL
she put in my wardrobe for me de
it's black then i wore white pants.
look more mature than usual sia..haha but ok la :D
then wore flats. that flats ar 2nd time wear only
1st time give me 2 SUPER huge blisters!!
this time blister again leh! tsk....stupid shoes la
it must hate me lots sia haha...

Anyway we went raffles city shopping centre for lunch!
Well...only 7 ppl went -.-
quite sad la since it's supposed to be cg outing
but still it was quite fun le :D
we wanted go thai express eat sia haha
in the end cant find it coz i think it's renovating
then so we went shokudo.
damn ex la de stuff but not bad la :D:D

after tt spent some time looking for ben and jerry again.
well coz want spend the $200 vouchers from vodcast competition ma
in the end it's renovating also!! tsk..
so miranda went with zhekang to take zk's contacts
the rest of us went to orchard first.
supposed to go to orchard central which is at somerset
but we went orchard -.-
so take mrt back to somerset lor
yepp then took super long escalators up to 8th storey
damn scary la...
first time was fine
then second long one
omg la i was damn scared...
stupid escalator...
SO LONG FOR WHAT?!??! damn high can....
i totally didn't dare to look so keep staring at the side
haha...yepp and ben n jerry there de environment so nice!!
:D:D it's at heaven's loft at orchard central
the place so nice la
but then DAMN EX -.-

we wanted buy 1 scoop each de
then the person come tell us say dine in 1 scoop $8.90
takeaway 1 scoop $4.90
like wth la SO BIG DIFFERENCE!!
so we takeaway then got extra so we bought another sundae to share.
outside got tables for takeaway wor so lame right -.-
but the ice cream not bad la :D:D

after tt i went back bugis again...
haha i like nth better to do sia -.-
anyway went back there la said hi to weijie lo
he was having break but ending soon
so chat 5 mins then i left
went up to bhg chat a short while with shu han.
the new incharge was there
he not as friendly as may lor didnt even smile -.-
anyway a while then left le
took mrt back to tampines
went t1 find joan :D
today her last day working there sia!!!
haha anyway chatted for quite a while~
then yepp came home ((:
quite a nice day la :D

And arh, these few days...
weirdweird...started missing someone..
someone whom i don't think i should be missing...
i don't even know WHY i am missing that person lor...
okok i dunno y i missing him la.
i don't like him tt way ok!
but hor...i dunno y...
probably coz too long nvr chat so it's feeling weird ba.
although we didnt really chat that much last time
but at least he was...there.
like we could talk normally.
now...like so weird...im missing the past so much nowadays.
aiya forget it.
im thinking too much. full stop. BYE (:

1 mth+ has passed!! haha...

2010-03-16T19:48:00.002+08:00

Well here I am again...
I realise ah my posts all very...disorganised lols.
I write as things cross my mind so ya not much planning la
but well :D:D at least i did say what i want to ba...
less than 5 ppl read my blog de anyway hehe
so ya i understand can already xPPPPPP
it's just...i want to be able to
rmb things that happened before when i read
this blog again next time haha...
some things...i hope i won't forget ma :D

ANYWAY
my point of writing today's post is...
well...erm update about today ^^

It's a really nice day hehe
i went wanshan's house for gp presentation/project.
at mrt station there saw fanye's BOYFRIEND :D haha
so sweet la xPP then after that we 4 ppl(excluding wanshan)
gossip about each other while waiting for bus to go wanshan house
hahahaha then sorta completed project at ~12.40
then i went BUGIS :D:D

Met up with weijie at bugis mrt station :D:D:D
Hehe long time no see sia then yea
teased him a lot again hahahaha old habit doesn't change easily eh? xPP
well...then i go mac buy french fries then
we walkwalkwalkwalk blindly lor.
didn't matter la coz we were just chatting and crapping hahaha
so juz walkwalk talktalk.
we went up to BHG to see who's up there too...
and WELLLL it was wp la. erm lols.
quite ps hehe but it was...fine ba he said hi at least
then they two started talking in cantonese wth
didn't understand any word -.-
then we rush back to bossini coz weijie need work liao

after he tapped his card and began work
i loitered around in bossini hahahaha for quite a while
nth to do then help them fold a few clothes LOL
职业病 hahahaha xPP
after that went walkwalk blindly again
after tt rmbed about NLB so yea went there read books
for about...half an hour then went back to bossini outside there
kept peeping in lols couldnt find weijie but
i kept seeing wp LOL
i scared he see me la so keep hiding hiding de...
dunno y...i juz...scared?
lols haha...dunno y...
felt very ps so didnt want him to catch me sneaking around there LOL
then after waiting for quite a while
somehow wp disappeared and went up to BHG again
then i went inside then weijie's break time liao!
YIPPEE!
wait damn long for his break can -.-
my legs were already hurting from the standing and walking haha
coz i was wearing slippers so ya it wasn't very comfortable lols -.-

Then we walkwalk again.
none of us could decide where to go for lunch hahahaha
so ya walkwalkwalk.
after tt he say go foodcourt then okay lor.
go foodcourt! i recommend pepper lunch to him la
he say he not used to tt type of food though -.-
so i go buy first, pepper lunch of coz xPP
then i spilled a little bit soup on my wallet T.T
but we both no tissue!!
then he say wan go buy tissue for me wor o.O
i was like: so nice ar? hahahaah
then he left. he came back with pepper lunch LOL
still say dun want to eat that hehe (he say he couldn't find anything else to eat le haha...)
he just left it on the table and ask me wait for him
then he left to buy tissue wor...
pepper lunch leave it hor the food will burnt de
so i 'cooked' for him hahaha juz stir stir mix mix la..
then so long liao he haven come back le
he doesn't know the place very well de leh so
i was so worried he lose his way la -.-

then he came back with a pack of tissues haha
coz he went guardian at the MRT STATION!!!
lols ran sooo far away can...
he say he couldnt find any tissue so he went all the way
back to mrt station to buy lor.
i so touched can LOL
then he was complaining that it's so hot coz he ran ma
he still say he stupid to take so long time la. lols...
but good exercise la hahaha

after that when we leaving, i ask him
how much is the tissue (he insisted that i took the whole pack home -.-)
he dun wan tell me...
i say go home check receipt then
he search his pocket and took out a receipt wor
HE ACTUALLY REMEMBERED TO TAKE THE RECEIPT BEFOREHAND SIA LOL
this one i more touched than the buy tissue LOL hahaha
i mean like seriously la which guy would actually rmb that SMALl detail?
guys seldom so meticulous lor xPPP
hahahaha anyway he damn nice la LOL
TOO BAD HE'S 21 LOL no la that's not the point
he's a very good friend and korkor :D:D:D
so sad la he june going back to malaysia to study liao...

i rmb that time before i quit bossini ar,
a thief stole a $89 jacket from bossini...
it was my fault since i was the only one who saw the idiot thief
but i didnt stop him coz i was too dumb to realise anything -.-
slow reaction sia...damn dumb
anyway my point is i was damn upset and guilty after that
and scared i need pay
i dun mind if they deduct from my pay de but i don't want
everyone in the store to split cost with me...
i will really feel very bad...

that time i totally wanted to cry but managed to not cry
until i was in the storeroom after work...then cried A LITTLE BIT
haha coz got other colleagues la so...didnt really cry
they were saying no need to cry over that la..tt's true but
well i was just really..upset.
MY POINT IS!!!
before my work ended ar,
i was hitting weijie pretty hard
and i was saying 怎么办怎么办 while i hit him lols
but he didnt complain or even avoid my hits leh
he juz let me hit then he raised his hand
i thought he want hit me or something
then i of coz siam ma but then i realised
he wanted to pat my head wor...
i was...so touched LOL
i shouldn't have misinterpreted his intentions haha
but anyway he was really nice
like a really nice korkor :D:D

hehe today's post like dedicated to him like that sia LOL
aiya juz feel lucky to have a friend/korkor like him haha
today is a very nice day ((:

OH YA before i end!
30/10 Vodcast team won English Fair Vodcast 2010 CHAMPION!!
Heez our group received $200 ben n jerry voucher.
we 8 members ma so $20 each so left $40.
HENCE we are sort of treating the class to be n jerry
this friday!! but of coz it's not enough de la
so ya they would have to pay a little bit more...i guess o.O
anyway im looking forward to lotsa ice cream!! HEHE :D:D

YEPPYEPP :D:D
then well i got work to do still TT
i did A LOT work on saturday and sunday le actually
but after tt slacked a lot
so productivity dropped a lot -.-
so well i'll TRY to catch up now :D
and im writing a 小说!!
it's for an attempt for a competition
but well i dun think my standard is good enough
to be selected for the competition
but i juz want to try :D:D:D hahaha
wish me good luck
bye peeps bye myself :D

IM BACK

2010-02-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

HELLO PPL! IM BACK!
AFTER DAMMNN LONG HAHA :D
hahaha
some people damn ba gua la
keep kaypoing about my recent rlship change haha...
sooo kaypo xPP

anyway tj is quite ok ((:
and i get to see wenxin pretty often haha
my class is quite good haha 22 girls ONE GUY! hahaa
tt guy is godwin -.- zzz
lols...but overall not bad la xP

I'M BACK! :]

2009-11-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

YO PPL :]

O LVLS OVER! (Sorry i know i very lag but still..)
lols xDD well it's great that I can stop studying
(not like i was studying much but still...)

Anyway right after o lvls,
we went to SING K xDD
Sang 5 hrs straight sia damn nice x] haha...
Cut the story short la basically it's just fun lor..

then today went to TPRAWKS!
WOOTS! TP OEEEII! haha...
cheer so much la...i think voice sure gone by third day lor..
if not then my throat so gd sia -.-

Games were quite ok.
I think my group quite ok too just that got 1 guy
more enthu than the PLs. -.-
he like leader like tt lor~create our group cheer for us too
i love that cheer la soo cool xDD haha...
it was fun la xD
gng tmr too!!!
tmr gng to learn mass dance WOOTS
today they tried teaching us a dance la
i think is hiphop ba..
DIFFICULT LEH
but then DAMN FUN hehe...
sweat a lot too :D:D so fun~~
but i can't really get it right~
not much dancing cells in me i guess
some of the rawkers can dance leh
dance so well la. got 'floor movements' haha :D
can spin and stuff so cool la
the dance grp of tp ar also so cool
damn nice :DD

SEC 3s DO JOIN TPRAWKS NEXT YR!
YOU WONT REGRET IT ((:
bring ur frens along like what i did xD
but they tmr not gng sia -.-
left me n hosy tmr then she leaving early~~~~~~
hope tmr is gdgdgdgd too xDD

TPRAWKS!

2009-10-28T00:16:00.002+08:00

I wanted to go TPRAWKS!
and YAY! I'm going! haha xDD

Didnt dare ask mum about it for so long la!
scarier than o lvls...
so scary...haha xD lucky i can go!
she say go 1-2 days can le
but shld be able to persuade her let me go 3 days de la xD
hopefully......xDD

So happy xD
I registered le..a bit too fast though...
i think wont be in same grp with hosy/mx/carol leh.......zzz
haiz...hope can sia...if not no pt gng tgt...
i dun wan feel lost there xD
and i wan hav fun there tgt!
Saw a lot stuff abt last yr's tprawks etc
it looks so fun xD

the TP mass dance a bit retarded hehe
very funny but looks fun and it looks simple enough xDD
their orientation looks so fun too la xDD
but im not very decided abt the course though...
hav a few choices currently...gotta think abt it...

Now let's talk about o's...
haha. well. el was. ok. i always say it's ok.
and results always B3-B4. so dun care lor
hope can do well...
well a girl can dream xDD i dream of getting A1 for EL xD hahaha..

Emath paper 1. pretty easy.
but after exam i realised i got tricked by some questions.
and one question i know how do but phrasing wrong. don't sound right.
so minus quite a few marks le.
and apparently i dunno how much is a billion -.- so more marks gone -.-
haiz...people do rmb 1 billion has 9 zeroes.
dumbdumb me here tot only got 8 zeroes -.-
DUN LAUGH -.- xPP

But generally it was easy.
EVERYONE thinks so. well all think can score better than usual.
stompers were discussing it too...
so well to get A1...maybe need 85-90% liao le la T.T
SO HARD! SO HIGH LEH! T.T
paper 2 tmr!
wish me gd luck ppl! xDD
and gd luck to ALL who are taking o's ((:
JIAYOUUS!
a FEW papers more to go and freedom awaits us at the end of the dreadingly long path
wow i seldom type stuff like tt on my blog but anyway ((:
gd luck ppl (:
I <3 STOMP anyway haha ((:
it's a great forum full of wonderful ppl ^^
it helps me improve my el too haha xDD

poly..

2009-10-11T21:23:00.003+08:00

actually like got a lot things to post
complain abt what my mum complained -.-
but then postponed so long
i forgot what i wan to say.
basically my mum misunderstand a lot abt me...
she ar got anything ar dun tell me dun ask me
then anyhow assume de...
but it's not true -.-
see la. she so totally dun understand me.
but oh well, who does?

she so not happy tt i wan go np...
so ar i tried to make myself like tp la
been looking at tp stuff for last hr or so
now im quite fine wif tp le..
TP JIU TP LOR...
haha
it's not tt bad...
quite nice actually ^^
though honestly...i love np -.-
oh well, i like tp too ^^
so TP IT IS!
tp de psycholgy damn own la...
lowest cut off point in ALL courses in ALL poly
but then juz psychology xD (8)
accounting not bad also though. 11. same as np.
but tp de got finance T.T
np PURE accounting! haiz
stop thinking abt np....TP ROCKS~~

T.T

2009-10-07T20:22:00.003+08:00

Damn it la.
what the heck.
what i do la.
my dad is being DAAAMMNNN irritating.
what does he noe la.
can't he try to understand ANYTHING??
juz 1 is better than nothing.
if not, then DUN BOTHER ME.
damn it.
can't tolerate him leh.
he rly can get champion in the
"make sihui cry" competition sia.
and i hate myself for getting upset la.
get upset so easily as always.
but it takes two hands to clap.
want me to change my temper not i put in effort can de lor...

i already very control le leh.
my temper is rly bad, i know.
so i try to control...
if i rly dun control,
i think i can rly shout bk at them or sth lor.
but i dun lor.
i rather keep quiet lor if not things will get worse.
but then they leh.
keep say i lian chou chou.
then what. they rather i flare up is it.
cant they put in some effort as well in
controlling THEIR temper?
mum doing pretty well.
dad leh. damn irritating la.
think he king ar. everything he right
he nvr does anything wrongly wor.
HELLO! what he did right la??!??!
zzz...*breathe in breathe out*
today wanted come post sth nice
coz today went out study ma.
juz wanted post sth casual.
in the end it started lyk this...

zzz...i could have explained...
but i said nth...
coz im not rly sure whether it helps.
or will it earn me more scoldings/naggings?
forget it la.
say all u wan la.
im the worst kid ever la.
dumbest ever. most rebellious.
worst kid one can ever have.
wadeva. i dun rly care now.
maybe later. not now.
*shakes head* dun wan think le.
annoying stuff...

today went out wif carol!!
went bedok library cafe dere
12+ they ask us wan order anything anot
coz we sit there very long lols so i go buy lunch lor.
after mine come then carol buy...
didnt rly do much there.
only did acs history paper Q1a and 1b nia.
after tt packed up go carol condo there de study room.
there better environment.
did emaths. almost finished paper 1.
so total...still not much done lols.
but well sure more than if im home de la.

tmr carol n shuting wanted come my house study.
in the end neither is coming -.-
zzz. so wad m i supposed to do?
anyone wan come?? T.T
mum will be home tmr...not much freedom eh?
so well force myself to study lor.
but when im alone,
i seriously cant get myself studying.
what to do. bo bian. jin liang lor.
keep no motivation de...
but i wan to score well for o lvls!!! rly wan to...
why no mood study?!!?! T.T T.T T.T

i need the marks ^^
i wan go Ngee Ann Poly!!
haven told my mum yet.
dunno she will let anot...
but then i wan poly leh...NP...
i wan accountancy...
char say its boring but i think it's fine what................
haha xDD wadeva la...
they offer scholarships to top 8-10 ppl according to o lvl score leh.
but then i think is according to ELR2B2 wor means i no hope haha.
coz my el no hope...
but then...still...
no matter wad also hav to score well ma...
juz now my dad say
你出去就真的要跟我读书，不然
考到老牙的成绩你就知道。
i was lyk wth. always lyk tt de...
i feel like shouting back
NO MATTER WHAT
I STILL WILL DO BETTER THAN YOU
you go study la study HARD
SCORE HIGHER THAN ME
THEN COME SCOLD ME LA!
zzzz *calm down*
haha.
aiya.
he always give stupid comments de.
i wasn't even talking to him can -.-
i was talking to my mum.
he interrupt what la.
they whole day contradicting themselves
to put everything to their benefit de.

wan control me then say im still a kid
wan me do things then say i grown up liao.
-.- so wat m i.
a while like 10 yr old kid a while lyk 20 yr old adult.
im in btw okay.
today got talk to carol a bit abt poly.
she say mature too fast.
isnt it better to be a kid for a longer time?
then i was like, i always not much of a kid anyway what.
i nvr rly felt like a kid lor.
mature faster even better.
maybe i'll get over my stupid temper.
maybe...
who cares la anyway.
wadeva happens...all will past..
im juz grumbling agn lols.. xPP

okay la dun bother you le.
wont hav more than 3 reading this anyway~
write for myself read ^^

zzz

2009-09-22T11:59:00.000+08:00

dad cut my pc cable so
cant use my com recently...
so ehh now in com lab~ xDxD bye ppl~~

yo!

2009-09-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

Yo ppl~
long time no blog~
but i dun wanna close my blog
shuting say she gonna close hers le...
lols so well here i am again~

ok nvm. so lame.
aiya nth much to say la haha
usual day stuff so boring
put le also nobody wan read
so i dun write lo...
personal stuff on personal blog ma
so wont write here too...
then what to write here leh? hmm~~~

study break study break study break!!
haha im looking forward to it!! xDxD
but well i need motivation
to stop slacking and start chionging...
anybody hav any ideas? xD

today went do cip...
quite fun xD but got a crazy dog stuck its head out of the window
and kept barking...scared me sia haha
then after tt we went eastpoint
saw the luohan fish and goldfish etc xD
cool leh.
got luohan fish de hump damn bigggg
goldfish eyebag DAMN BIG
scary la. so disgusting...
FISH so disgusting hahahhaha xPxP

then we went kfc sit till 11am then eat lunch.
after tt go pet safari!
the pets sooo cuteeee xDxD
we watched a cat n dog being groomed xD
nice sia they damn enjoy la
but they dun rly lyk bring blown on the face using the
dunno what dryer thing haha

then got a lady with her pet poodle.
hair pretty dark n thick
but i didnt dare touch it
everyone else touched it -.- haha
very friendly n cute dog xD
damn cute xD
yepp haha saw three kittens also
the pets are sooo cuutteee xDxD

empty

2009-09-03T15:07:00.002+08:00

I think it's bcoz
my heart currently pretty empty ba
no one inside xD
whole day study come home slackslack
play ipod/watch shows/study
eat then sleep.
other than at sku
then all alone de~
yea lo
so well once come in
whoeva it is also wont be chased away yet ba?
dunno anyhow come out de analysis
juz tt well now at least i got sth to think abt
someone to think of
if not...so empty
so sianz...bored lols xP

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yea lo how leh...
well...lyk tt ba...
dun wan push away
but shldnt keep either
heez...welll....
i shall be the usual me
and not do anything and see how it goes...
xD

i know i know...

2009-09-02T16:39:00.002+08:00

I know I should not be too serious abt it.
I know I should not even think too much about it.
I know I should not bother about it.
I know I cannot sink deep in.
but then...
well
im trying xP
should be will go well de la
if there is 'cooperation' on the other side -.-
ignore me then there's nth i can do
but i dun rly wan to be ignored leh.
dilemma. haha xP aiya bo bian la.
lyk tt lo...

ANYWAYYYYYY
today bio p2 over!
left hcl p2 and mcqs of 3 sciencesssss le!!
HOORAY!!
can start slacking a bit le
then prelims gonna end soon~~~ xDxD
then rest a week or so then start studying again.
hav to pia for 'o's le!
prelims so screwed though...
esp bio today...
get 55 i DAMN happy le xDxD

New phone!! Busy week!! T.T

2009-07-16T20:00:00.002+08:00

Mon went eighteen chefs with shuting
saw shawn tok! hahaha xD
he very tan lor lols
and had quite a chat wif shuting too (:
long time since last nice chat...

tues went tm wif dad!
changed phone~~HTC diamond2!
well it's damn ex but mum doesnt know
so...shhhhh it's currently known as $68 phone
haha~ xP
it's not bad la...
well it's special xD not very phone
coz it's quite a pocket pc too
main thing i dun lyk abt it is
THE BATTERY!
but actually a lot new phones cum touch phones
all batt very lousy de so...haiz no choice?
and the other is i cant put my songs
for the ringtones leh!!
yea lo sianz.
yepp but well i will learn to love it xD

last few days so busy.
wif....sth! xD
sth that's rly belated lor.
but aiya better late then never haha
trying to finish it today
but com so slow...damn slow.
dunno can finish anot leh....hope can~~~~xD

hiiya

2009-07-10T19:55:00.000+08:00

Guess i've decided?
but how tell? i dunno leh...

today went out after sku
to celebrate mx's bdae! xD
basically they talking n playing
i didnt rly join in much
coz i busy taking photos of everyone.
lots of candid shots haha.
gonna be busy wif all of them xD
wish me gd luck. hope i complete soon xD

...

2009-07-05T20:14:00.003+08:00

damn it
i rly cannot take it le la.
stop forcing me la.
leave me alone for a while can anot
seriously.
it's the first time i actually cried right in front of the com wor.
mum near. couldnt keep crying la.
but hor. the pt is.
wth.
leave me alone can anot
let me calm down la...
cannot take it le
overwhelming.
my tiny brain cant take anything more le.
juz kill me.
it might feel better actually

can i?

2009-07-05T15:34:00.002+08:00

Can I just throw everything aside and dun bother anymore?
Can I stop thinking abt anything/everything?
Can I just be irresponsible and forget about everything?
Can I?

I dun wan think le la. ~~~~~~~~

what to do

2009-07-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

what to do what to do what to do
it feels irresponsible but
how.
wan die sia.
dun wan think...

welcome me bk xD

2009-07-02T20:11:00.002+08:00

HOLS IS CRAZY LA
SO BUSY!!
SIANZ LEH
ANYONE DISAGREE?? *GLARES*

aiya HBL so much work to do
T.T
haven finish leh...
dun rly feel lyk dng
i think studying more impt
shld throw hw aside and juz study rite?
but...CANNOT DO TT!!
zzzzzzzzz T.T
haha
and from next week onwards
tues to thurs 3-5 got supp lessons leh!!!
fri got mock exams~
sku sotsot lor!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
tt day went mx house with hw,st,char
erm did some work la but not much heez xP
mx mum cooked cheese macaroni n pizza for lunch!
damn yummy la xDxD
so funny la b4 lunch
all very hungry ma xD
then we keep harping on when's lunch haha
esp hongwen hahaha every few mins.
funny la xDxD

after lunch all too full haha xD
rest a while did a little work
then went down eat ice cream
she actually got WHIPPED CREAM
CHOCO SAUCE
RAINBOW RICE LEH
haha then we make the ice cream lyk so nice lyk tt haha
xD

after tt go home ma. then we saw 31 turning so
we ran for the bus.
almost reaching the bus stop hor
then the bus went off without stopping leh
tired sia. then we realised the bus
DOEST stop at that stop??!?!?!!
T.T
mx la.
forgot tell us
shldnt hav ran la -.-
wasted energy -.-

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
then two days later~~~~
thursday~~~

char,carol n mx came my house~
to do ss project
treat them to bubble tea
my mum dunno y suddenly so nice haha
cooked spaghetti for them
but serving lyk a bit small haha
got extra plate. carol finished it herself haha xD
after tt got jelly also. xD
they say my house is the cleanest they eva saw haha
xP
then shuting keep say wan come my house
then call me get my mum cook for her as well~~ ahhaha

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
tt time toking to cy about dsa and hci
then i ask him tutor me haha xP
but then how to persuade my mum? -.-

i wan tuition el leh actually. paper 1
coz my compos very lousy
physics also can.
but mum dun let leh.
dad want me go haha xP
i wan leh~~~
if not got one B4 on report card not nice -.-

lastly, it's sarcasm day so let's all say tgt:

WE LOVE AHS, DR BOON AND MS CHEONG! xD

yoz!

2009-06-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

karaoke was fun! haha
so lag sia me now then post.
of coz. lazy bones working up agn.
hahahha till now haven done much work leh~

anyway i was saying...
KARAOKE WAS FUN
ehh those hu went ar...
i got dress until very kua zhang meh??!?!!
dress nia...and that dress supposedly is long tee de.
juz that a bit too long so i wear as dress ma
haha. whole day comment on it -.-
dun mind la but juz wondering...
carol even asked whether im wearing tt to prom...
T.T so bad ar~~~~lols~~~~

but yea the singing.
fun =D haha tot i wont dare sing
but i did. they say i off tune la.
but nvm haha. juz for fun ma~~
sorry for hurting ur ears =P
but i enjoyed it.
the food there totally....lols
not very nice la...tt's all i can say.
but very ex...
the drink is $8
juz abt half cup of coke leh haha.
but coz is set (i think) no xtra charge ba.
total each paid $12.
then left abitbit mrs lim pay lor
coz cant split that nicely rite
so ma fan... haha
yepp~~

then fri went studying.
do hw la actually with shuting.
went bedok library~~of coz she went spying
LOL always lyk tt de.
muz spy at least 3-4 times...haha
spy what?!?!?!
books on a particular shelf...
on a particular storey with a specific name (sort of series la)
yea LOL i shant disclose it here
though most know -.-
anyway whole day
i think i did quite a lot liao lor LOL
i completed the emath n amath tests! haha
then shuting did 1+ page of jian bao.
yepp then she used my ipod go youtube
but very lag la...
she watch kimbum videos la...
some advert with ga-eul.

then today went eunos area.
zp's korkor bk to sg again.
so we go there see him n help a bit.
yea. after lunch,
he told us a lot things.
about yin guo bao ying.
what u do now will result in.... etcetcetc
yepp very nice talk (:(:

he's gng back to kuching soon...
so long nvr see him
juz now i randomly saw a old photo of him
on my phone la. quite missed that time wor...
but he's enjoying life too so yea gd lor (:
zp miss him a lot too hor? haha.
think we'll be gng to kuching in nov/dec hols!
with zp and some aunts...=D
kinda looking forward to it =DD

hiiya~

2009-06-09T22:49:00.003+08:00

Wanted to post since few days ago
coz these few days quite a lot stuff
sat-wed all got go out lols
but then lazy la so haha.
now then post...but try summarise =P

last thurs. class bbq.
walked a long distance wif frens
to pasir ris park
bbq pit there.
then go rent rollerskates!
i first time play la so
they teach me.
i learn super slow la.
and caused janice n meixuan
to fall wif me few times lols
VERY SORRY!!!
I altogether fell 6-7 times lor.
and GREATGREAT THANKS
to ALL OF YOU
who TRIED to teach me
to no avail haha =D
well i managed to stand and...
walk la. not skate. walk.
but ya thanks ppl =D
shuting also though u didnt skate wif us.

shuting lead me ma after that
in the trainind area.
then i grab her hand damn tight la.
but she ddnt complain so i didnt noe
that hold too tight.
until afterwards. i also hold on to hongwen.
i used much lesser strength yet
she say 'ouch' a few times
so ya im qutie touched that shuting didnt say anything.
janice fell on her butt twice. meixuan once.
all thx to me. VERY SORRY PPL
thanksthanks for ur patience and guidance haha
more patience than my parents lor =D
haha thxthxthx =D

then hmm saturday. whr i go ar.
i cant rmb o.o oh ya
i didnt go anywhr!!!
but that night my mum's frens came over
after dinner for karaoke!
haha i listened to them for a while.
i sang a few songs also!! haha
quite fun lor =D=D
nicenice!! tmr aka wed aka 10/6/09
me gng kbox with char,shuting,mx,janice,carol,mrs lim!
dun think i will dare sing lor...
esp when got cher~~~aiya nvm la
go hear them. go hav fun. go laughlaugh =D=D

sunday we went to jianrong's house!
at his house play a while then went down to
the multi-purpose hall there playplay.
played big 2 and 3-card. then go playground.
the guys runrunrun lyk little kids lyk tt LOL =P
then at nite got steamboat then watch tv.
steamboat so nice =D=D wonderful =D haha
tv showing night at the museum 1 =D
not bad leh the show. lols

that whole day hor zp abnormal de haha
act lyk when he was young lyk tt -.-
sicksick haha =P

then monday...hmm...what i do.......................
woke up very late then ate a bit of bread.
then save stomach for lunch haha
coz we gng sakae for father's day lunch.
haha ate until so full again la~~~
but my parents didnt lyk it tt much lols.
they prefer the other jap restaurant better.
ri ben cun. we went there few times le.
whateva la....they very funny lor
coz we very full le ma then they go hide a temaki
and some of the dessert in the bag -.-
LOL but so funny la~then we sneak the food out.
lols coz cant take away de ma.
haha =P

then tues aka today...
got the solar car competition.
dun wan describe la so anyway.
we were damn happy that our car can reach the end.
and it was fast leh!!! aiya didnt win top 5 for speed
but got in semi finals (aka top 20)
and some in semifinals didnt move
think we got in top 10 leh!!! =D=D
damn happy liao la.
last yr's didnt move. lols...
and last yr we got 5th in design
this yr got 4th! LOL haha
great improvement lols
design + speed la =D

lols then tmr go kbox.
my mum very not happy abt it.
at first ok de lor.
but then....SUNTEC LEH
sianz why dun go nearer de
and the price also~~~~~~zzz
i also dun rly wan go de lor~
haiz. but all gng leh..........T.T

Yo!

2009-05-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went sku for CO performance!
last few performances with them le.. T.T
ytd was at...erm. near fengshan cc? lols
kinda near side gate. within walking distance.

yea. it was for dumpling festival.
waited there. then percussion started.
then guzheng. then plucked strings.
then finally. all of us (:
it was nice to play wif them...again (;

after tt we went back CO room.
waited there for the others to be rdy
then can go eat lunch n go out.
while waiting, me n jewel kept
drawing stuff on the back of sam's chair.
it was so funny haha =D

there was already lots of stuff huixian n bel
wrote le. they wrote abt fruits+sam of coz.
then ju wrote a bit abt them abit of her.
and a bit of superfamily.
in the end. the whole chair was so messy.
haha but very funny
coz jinjia was sitting juz beside us.
he wanted to see ma haha.
in the end after all the drawing,
he got see la. but he juz laughed.
aiya they used to it le la =P haha.
always feel so super lame wif my juniors haha.
it's nice to relax n be more childish
once in a while haha =D

then after tt. we went simei.
eighteen chefs. for lunch.
on the way to eighteen chefs.
ju was being very sick.
keep touch sam. LOL
then we were all running away from her.
haha =D

then in eighteen chefs.
eateateat. after tt. ju so disgusting LOL
go mix a lot things tgt.
with our help la haha
super disgusting mixture.
i think is spicy tomato+strawberry icecream+lemon tea
dunno got anything else anot.
haha then we make ju try a bit.
she say it tastes horrible LOL
of coz haha. after tt we played dare.
ju spin straw. bel tio.
then we think dare for her haha
so funny la. all sorts of weirdweird ones =P
in the end call her go find 5 strangers
and say 'hi' to them.
then she cheat. juz lyk walk past them while saying
some didnt rly notice lor. haha
and she only told 4
haha =D but nvm la =P

she managed to make us go pasir ris park after tt lols.
and call us to walk there...
lols DAMN HOT LEH THE WEATHER LOL
we lyk half dead la by the time we reached the beach.
then juz play the water a bit.
then after tt play sand.

quite fun leh. well not say fun.
juz...sorta relaxing in a diff way (:
make our own dirty swimming pool that
only ants can swim in. haha
after that dunno how wash legs la.
wanted walk barefoot to nearest toilet.
but then....all grass....a bit muddy.... T.T
then lucky rmb tt morning they gav us a towel each
so we used tt to clean our legs lor.
we threw it away. other than ju who brought it home still.

after tt walked back...to bus stop.
bel went off from ehub.
we go fairprice buy drink.
then ju went. me n sam walk the other side ma.
took 3 home lor.
yepp quite nice day la =D <3 my juniors.
dun get to go out wif them much leh...
well. we'll see...next time sure got chance (:(:

today!! lame day la.
nth much. physics was boring
only thinking of much i felt lyk sleeping...haha

after sku. me char n carol was
'discussing' about whether to stay bk today la.
in the end i say juz go see a while.
coz i dunno how they planning to do it ma.
yea so went...'for a while' haha
in the end. 2pm. char had to go..3rd lang ma.
then left me n carol.
but we stayed till 3+
haven eat lunch leh! mr tay also haven.
so carol joke. call him treat.
he say he dun mind leh!!
then we were thinking whr to go.
in the end we went changi airpot
SAKAE SUSHI!

i noe i very suaku la. but
it's my first time to sakae sia haha =P
it was teatime.
then got buffet la.
not too ex la. but added up to $60+ sia...
coz 3 ppl ma. and plus drinks la..
the food was fab haha.

towards the end. carol n I laughed lyk crazy la.
sth mr tay said la. then carol left her seat.
go take the bill (for what sia???!?!)
then walk a distance away and squatted down.
cant stop laughing ma
then stomach damn pain la.
i sit at my seat also keep laugh.
stomach cant take it la...
then mr tay was lyk.
she laugh laugh laugh why need take bill ar?
haha. i also dunno la. sotsot haha
lucky i stopped b4 carol.
stomach can rest.

we ordered so much food la.
then couldnt finish.
SUPER FULL CAN haha.
got dessert summore. mochi icecream
and some strawberry thing tt tasted lyk yoghurt
but is solid n the strawberry is almost intact.
soursour de. not bad if u lyk yoghurts =D
then mr tay sent us home!
thanks a lot sia!! =D

BANKRUPTCY

2009-05-23T20:20:00.002+08:00

Miss Foo Si Hui
is officially declared bankrupt.
LOLS CHOY!

ytd got book sale in sku ma.
then got sell eclipse n breaking dawn.
well i have breaking dawn le.
BUT... ECLIPSE!!
i wan complete the saga =D=D
i wan complete set =D=D
so i was considering whether to buy it.
but ex leh. well cheaper than b4 but...
$17.90........................
haiz. then that shuting hor.
keep call me buy la.
then tell me dumb benefits of
buying the book.
the easily swayed me.
bought it in the end
SOO REGRET bringing money out.
if not enuf money then i couldnt buy
but ytd had enuf...luck?
not gd thing leh...
now bankrupt liao la.
everytime save a bit then gone de~
haiz...need save agn~~
T.T

BUT AT LEAST
I NOW HAV ECLIPSE =D
haha. today started reading it agn!
currently at page 150.
i still love it.
i read the saga soo many times
still totally not sick of it yet lols.
it totally rocks =P

haiz always grumbling

2009-05-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

I'm always grumbling hor.
Ps la. But it's one way to vent frustration.
Bear with me ok haha (:

I'll skip the exams part la.
Boring stuff~lols~
go straight to the pt
u can dun read la.
juz wan get it out.
*plz skip this post (:*

so juz now afternoon ar.
i talking to my mum la
i told her mye not impt
she say impt coz contrbute to overall
which muz be gd for me to get scholarship.
then dad heard.
he say how can mye be not impt
muz get scholarship de leh
then i say:
i study also not for the scholarship de wad!
then he angry lor go scold me
he say ar.
I study of coz is for the scholarship la
if not study no use liao le lor
he say he provide for me ar
the scholarship makes it easier for him
(but the money doesnt go to him wad -.-)
then he scold me stupid to think tt way
say it's very stupid for me to think that
studying is not for scholarships.

why muz everything be about money la.
my parents always revolve arnd money de lor.
whole day $$$.
everyone only live life once leh.
and it's not a long life summore...
happiness more impt wad.
NOT money lor~~~
they think money makes them happy
fine la they can get as much as $ as they wan
i cant and dun wan to interfere.
BUT that's what THEY want.
NOT ME.
dun lyk them to put their ideals on me.
money doesnt make me tt happy.
there are lots of other stuff in the world.
things tt are more impt..

lols. anyway tt was juz now.
everytime i angry ar sure cry de.
but who cares la. they nvr notice.
so anyway cry a short while.
then felt much better le.
now so much better.
but still wan post here.
10 yrs down the road
come bk read all my posts. lols =D

karaoke

2009-05-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

Today got karaoke at home haha
Dad started la. he recently keep singing.
tt time he bought tt headphone is not for com
is for him to hear himself sing
he say he wan learn..lols so anyway
he sang a bit la
then after i sang a bit
then mum join us also
but she sang very little
then after tt dad put el songs
so mum go do her stuff lor
then after i sang el songs
then dinner so ya stopped la.
i cannot sing la. i noe.
but at home ma~nvm~
haha only place to rly sing lols.
and anyway my parents dun sing very well too.
dad actually not bad la juz tt
one thing both of them not gd is the
pai zi. lols always off rhythm de haha.

so fun la. quite some time didnt sing
the sku lor go put paper 1 all last week
then no one wan study liao haha =P
slackkkiiinnggg...haha
aiya tmr then study la.
readread can liao... =P

EXAMS

2009-05-15T22:06:00.003+08:00

2nd day of exam was wad ar...
hmm...hcl paper 2.
was ok la. hcl quite...fixed ma
so ya not tt much to worry abt...

3rd day...emaths paper 2
it was pretty easy la i think.
shuting say it was tough though...
dunno la. char also say easy
joscelin also say easy. jinmin also
so yea...shld be fine there.
at least managed to finish wad.
great achievement haha
ss didnt finish
and the next day de.
history and chem paper 2...
history also didnt finish...
it was quite tough lor.
i did 4.1 la of coz lols.
didnt study 2.1 at all.
2.2 also not much.
so yea only can do 4.1
then sbq...didnt finish
ques were simple but
the sources are....AHH horrible.
haiz nvm. im prepared to fail
combined humans this time...

that sunday. mother's day
i went Lot 1 to buy mother's day present
bought a bute hook massager =D
after tt i was so bankrupt la haha
spent over 20 dollars leh...
then after tt went meet zp n his fren
studied in library for a while then
walkwalk lor after tt went home.

mum sick tt day!!
tt morning ar. b4 i went out
saw mum a bit sick
lyk headache lyk tt.
but first time buy present for her leh
so i wanted to go ma...
a bit worried la...but still...
after i went home dad told me
mum felt very giddy and
she vomited then she call her fren
bring her go see doctor
then dad hurry home from work
felt so guilty sia. but actually
i dunno how to help lor even if im home
but still......shld i hav stayed or go buy present
she seemed quite happy wif the present
though she didnt say
coz at least, she didnt grumble...much
lols (:

okok back to my exams..
chemistry paper 2 was fine i suppose.
i slacked thru all my papers la.
didnt rly revised.
only read thru but mostly didnt finish reading...
=P damn slack rite lols
dun care la. too lazy recently.

Amaths paper 2. pretty ok la
at first i left 13 marks blank.
then after i do the rest then i went bk
in the end left 5 marks blank.
was fine la. but then duno those i did
was correct anot...
Bio was of coz better than last yr
when i scored 52marks(eoy)
but it was soso only lols.
juz try la. well i did slack thru revision ma...
studied la. but not much.

then thurs break.
spent at least 6 hrs on com leh!
lols. played a bit then watched naruto ma
then addicted cant stop lols =P
in the end only left so little time to study
almost 12 then sleep...
flipped thru txtbk only la...
today physics was HORRIBLE + TERRIBLE LA
haiz. sianz. last yr was bio this yr is physics.
hope get a B at least sia...T.T
combind humans horrible enuf leh~
amaths paper 1 was fine la thankfully.
though got 1 ques i wrong le...but the rest..
I HOPE IT'S NOT TOO BAD
dun wanna screw everything...
then today after exam,
went long john silver's wif joscelin for lunch
then she keep say abt her amaths papers
she got photo.....dunno wad memory la.
rmb the whole 2 papers lor haha
then she say minus lots of marks le
for paper 2 then she very scared wil fail
then still need study for music
her music exam tmr ma

then after tt we chatchatchat so long =P
heez reach home pretty late. abt 4
considering tt we about 1pm left sku haha
next week all paper one liao.
so even slacker haha.
but wed got bio n chem spa skill 3~~
sianz~

P.S. I added 2 quizzes at the side there.
the profile there.
one cannot appear but can click la. the other one
very obvious haha.
those who hav tried it on facebook
PLZ DO NOT DO AGAIN
it's for ppl who dun hav facebook =D

angry sia.

2009-05-06T15:54:00.001+08:00

Today first day of exam!!
ytd sms-ed lots ppl to sleep early
at about 10pm
in the end those who replied all
tell me they haven finished yet
so all not gonna sleep yet
and apparently i also haven haha
i sms them sleep but i ownself didnt lols
but ok la. i left one factor of ss for today.
so slept at abt 10.50 but lie awhile...
morning 5am woke up.
studied lor. then readreadread.
dad sent me go sku~~~~

i met yilin outside 4J classroom
think is 3E ar, was using our classroom
so we went canteen lor~
saw junyao there also.

studied awhile. then went the tables
outside canteen. concourse there.
ya studied little bit then after tt
went up hall liao lor.

el paper...ok la.
i very blur lor. nvr listen instructions
did vocab on same paper as summary and
left 2 lines btw each ques only lols.
in the end got time wad so recopied the
compre answers. tt time i haven even
realised abt summary muz separate thing la.
i juz copied my vocab to same paper as compre
and then cancel it off from summary de.
no time to copy summary so i left it.
in the end is muz separate de. LUCKILY.
haha. if gt time, i will blurblur copy over de lor
haha =P lucky~~haha

then after tt go staff room find czh
he not there. so i go canteen eat first.
then go find agn.
he passed me the chinese notes
then i go distribute.
but so diff find everybody la.
dispersed everywhr.
till now. still got 1 person didnt get
luckily only 1 lor. haha tt person suay la.
haha. =P

ss paper. haiz
wanted do on chap 3. Venice de =D
but then hor...
well. part a i can do actually.
but part 2. easier but i dun understand
one of the points they giv.
wad is 'aristocratic republic'???
haha blame my limited vocab.
so ya scared wrong so didnt risk it.
did on chap 2. globalisation.
quite easy. okok. nearer to very easy.
coz dun even need txtbk knowledge
since i didn rmb tt chap well.
juz crap lor. global warming wad.
who dunno? =P haha
aiya but hor. i spent too much time
choosing which 1 to write haha.
then more time dng the 2a.
by the time finish 2a ar
half hr gone -.- lols then i go do 1a.
TOUGH LA SBQ
sianz sia. crapped thru 1a. took loooong time.
then do 2b haha. think took ~15 mins
then do 1b. so tough can...zzz
anyhow la. lols. need 2 reliability i think
but i only did 1 then leave it and go do 1c.
haven even finish 1 para of 1c
then time's up le!! T.T
zzz
at least 11 marks gone can...think is 12 lor...
depends on hw they giv marks la...
i need high marks for seq.
if not sure fail la. oh my.
first time think abt...i could fail this...today.
i tot i will juz score low.
but fail leh...NOOO I DUN WAN FAIL!!
haiz no time ma....wad to do.
juz start tt time ar no urgency
then do too slowly liao le la.
shld write shorter n faster lor.
then maybe can finish 1c at least ma...
AHHH~~

tmr chinese. they say tt cher set de very tough
zzz. try lor. wad to do? lols
later read today tt hcl notes can le la.
nth much le wad...then study emaths~~

oh ya forgot write y i angry liao.
think some ppl will say i no right to be angry la
but im juz lyk tt la. ps la....
juz now dad come home ar
he say he went sim lim square.
then i was alert. there agn. sure bought things...

then he say he bought black ink.
he rly bought sth...but ink. fine. ok. orh.
then he say: and...this!
then i go seee. is headphone... -.-
wth. i tel him we already got headphone le wad
think got 2 summore lor.
then he say it's diff! this one wireless de!
WTH WHY U NEED WIRELESS HEADPHONE?
ur com right in front of u wad.
not lyk ur com in rm then u need bring
ur headphone go living room or go out listen rite?
SOOO WASTE MONEY CAN
always lyk tt de. complain say next time
scared not enuf money to use after he retire.
scared this scared tt.
then he still keep buy useless stuff home.
still a kid lor. so insensible. haiz.
honestly la. the headphone is useless.
and he's charging it ma
put it behind a clock.
call me dun tell mum he bought it -.-
i wont la. but dumb leh.
mum will DEFINITELY know when he use rite?
unless he's not gng to use it at all la.

and one more thing hor, he ar.
keep addin plugs sia.
u know the sockets on the walls how.
he keep buy those plugs whereby
u can plug at least 3 in de leh.
now my com there got 2 sockets ma.
1 of them is plugged in wif a long plug thing.
as in it's something long whereby u can plug ALOT
of plugs in de. can picture anot?
i suck at describing. ps
summore all the plugs filled leh!
2 of them ar is the plug 3 de leh.
so altogether tt socket provides for abt...
6 plugs. SO DANGEROUS CAN
later short circuit how.
got circuit breaker la but then
u will hav to keep climb up to on the
main switch lols. tt time happen twice le
i cant imagine wad will happen without circuit breaker..

anyway then the 2nd one hor.
he juz changed it la. now is connected wif
a 3-way plug... -.- again
and then one of the plug is connected to
another long thing...
haiz...2 sockets now total serve 11 plugs.
ahhhhh he seriously ar...
plug so many things for wad la.

anyone wondering why he got SO MANY
things to plug in?
well he LOVES buying rubbish home ma.
buy wad juz plug there
then leave there let it rot.
he bring home. he got use then ok wad
nth to angry abt
thing is he DOESNT
then he dun take out the plug summore.
leave it there. leave so many there
haiz. angry leh.
dun wan tok to him la.

juz now he ask me why today not happy
wad to say? say i hate it when he buy rubbish home?
it's the truth. but it's not nice to keep
telling the truth sometimes...trust me.
lols. well im sure he will get a scolding
from my mum if she finds out.
she wont find ut so soon maybe.
but she will. one day.
he has to use the headphone after all.
but she haven found out about the new hard diskS
he bought weeks ago. she doesnt take note.
she very oblivious to surroundings de la...
i can stand beside her drink water
and she nvr see de lor.
later ask me why nvr drink water...lols
well. kinda used to tt...
but dad one...i dun wan get used to his spending...
what a waste of money...

Study?

2009-05-01T20:42:00.002+08:00

Ytd had barbecue at cousin's house
also my neighbour la. 2 storeys above.
BBQ liao then they got karaoke.
I play com wif my cousin abit then
go hear the adults sing
i also sang =P 2 songs only la but still...
haha i suck at singing but it was fun
haha =D=D

Slept at 1 ytd.
Today woke up at 7.30am.
left home pretty early
reached bedok at about 9.05
then spent 15 mins looking for long john silvers
in the end call shuting ask her
hahaha bedok not my area la...

then took my own sweet time
sit there put my bag down etc
then go buy breakfast
saw some cheap combo
wanted buy but then the person say
public hols dun hav tt one -.-
in the end i buy egg n cheese.
so much sia.
2 big sandwich + 1 hashbrown + iced milo
i ate breakfast at home de leh
no appetite la....
so left about half a sandwich then giv th auntie liao
rly cant take it la.
eat until almost vomit sia. literally.

then started studying. tried la anyway.
10+ kev came. quite ps la haha.
i juz pretend nth happened.
said hi and continued dng my things =P heez
a while later. leyon came.
he still as chatty la so ya. talked a bit.
well hear him talk la =P
11+ lyk tt joel came. his photo look more lyk xinwei
than real person but...i think he looks quite nice actually
cant say very la but ya quite.
throughout the whole time ar, me n leyon toking
joel n kev watching videos or talking n laughing
also dunno wad they dng haha
then about 1pm, shuting came.
then still as noisy as ever. im glad.
but quite funny. coz when she come.
joel n kev juz nice quietened ma.
then i tok to shuting so nvr tok to leyon haha.

after tt, me n shuting tok more lor. leyon a bit also.
then still kev n joel la haha.
i nvr rly toked to the 2 of them lols.
we studied a bit only lor altogether.
kev ar studied a bit then over there drawing liao
but he drawing damn nice la! lols.

leyon brought his psp ma.
then joel brought his iPOD TOUCH! T.T
I MISS MINE!! kept eyeing his lor LOL
wanted to see wad games he hav la...
but in the end didnt ask. dun dare =P haha
then erm...about...3+ lyk tt
everybody sianz liao.
no one study mood sia.
i whole day do 3 maths ques only -.- haha
so ya went home la.
the guys go their frens' house i think.
i go take mrt wif shuting
coz she gng bugis.
she was inferrin a lot about today haha
but i think all not accurate de lor.
last time de inference also...
lols~~~
=P haha doubt she will go wif me agn la
but nvm. think i can deal wif it alone le.
i did spend quite some time wif 3 of them alone
before she came lor haha. but quietly la =P
heez anyway shld be fine la~
thx a lot shuting (:
i treat her drink leh hahaha =P

mye so near le sia
scary scary scary...
haiz...MUZ CHIONG
but confirm cant finish de la.
tooo much le lor.
put almost whole of o lvl syllabus leh
siao one...zzz...
JIAYOUUS PEEPS!! (:(:

Paper 1

2009-04-28T20:01:00.004+08:00

Today paper 1!
el...it was...ok. lols
left quite alot time after tt lor
amazing. this doesnt happen often haha
but alot ppl also left lots of time la...
i wrote abt the..
what u wan change abt urself n why de.
hcl. erm quite badly done.
i very de scared i off topic leh~
wrote the yan jiang gao aka speech bao zhang bao dao.
sianz sia. off topic=fail leh.
scary~~

then after sku.
ms chan come.
we copy finish skill 3 worksheet.
then she gave out test paper on electrochem.
scored so low...so sad.
DAMN CARELESS LA!
T.T nvr read ques properly
nvr rmb tests clearly...zzz
haiz. juz niice b4 only leh.
char get 27/30!! haiz.
kinda immune to her high scores la..
but i so sad la. for tt test ar.
i tried to be careful le leh.
but worse than b4! T.T haiz

after tt. went out for lunch lols.
meixuan n shuting keep bullying char HAHA.
they go pull out her rubber band ma
then she look quite mad LOL =P
coz hair messy ma.
anyway keep bully her la.
but the high EQ charlynn looked lyk
she enjoyed it -.-
and she juz cant keep her mouth shut so ya..
her bullying kinda come from herself. LOL

they wanted go to the italian restaurant
tt opened in bedok near library
but the food damn ex haha
so we went kfc instead.
then after eating, they toktoktok a lot.
abt last time stuff.
interesting to listen to but...not very nice situation to be in.
lols my past more boring n eventless
but it was still pretty fine la.
i suppose i prefer it tt way...haha

then they were saying charlynn very innocent
haha shuting say she can think everyone is gd
but i cannot haha
lols coz im not innocent?
is coz we understand more =P hahaha.
char too childish la~~LOL
but true la.some ppl are juz not very nice
it's nvr gd to judge by covers. (:

But i do noe tt there are ppl in the class
who dun lyk us. me la anyway.
i noe. but i guess i juz dun rly wan to bother abt it.
no pt la. they dun understand me lor.
what they think of me isnt rly me lor.
lyk im not a nerd.
IM A SLACKER LOL
ya la. my frens noe me better.
but i cant say VERY well either. lols.
I wan a bff haha. best fren 4eva
sometimes i juz rly envy those who hav 1.
don't u think it's rly great?

used to think i hav 1. but tt was in pri sku.
we used to be inseparable. (is this used this way?)
we tot we'll be gd frens 4eva.
but sec sku diff le. everyone make new frens.
everyone busy le.
though she's juz 3 storeys below me ar
we seldom meet. n we tok sooooo little.
only tok when we actually meet coincidentally downstairs.
haha. pathetic rite.
next closest to best friend is joscelin liao (:
but she also so gd lor.
she still quite close to her pri sku best fren.
so gd lor~ T.T

Then shuting has a bff. think is pri sku de too.
char close to her sis. yea...
mx i dunno la haha. =P
so nice to hav a bff lor. someone u can tok to abt.
ANYTHING. EVERYTHING.
lols. hard to come by. hard to find. hard to keep.

o ya. m i rly dominating? carol n char say de...
wad's definition of dominating??

heh-heh

2009-04-26T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hiies ppl!
Ytd went plaza sing bought things
and guess hu i saw?
lols nvm dun guess.
it's nth interesting.
juz a bit freaky for me.
u all 99.999% will say: 'oh.' or 'chey' haha.

today morning went sku meet char n mr lee
coz wan go rivervale mall buy solar car stuff.
then hor. i at bottom of hill tt time
char say they come downhill fetch me so i wait there
then w8w8 they nvr come
then char call agn say they outside the condo there
i saw a blur car turn into the small street there so
i walk quickly there la.
then when reach there the car gone.
i call char she say mr lee anyhow turn
and they were bk at the sku -.-
so they come down agn haha
in the end hor mr lee say he had to hurry home
so only bring us go mrt station to take taxi
haha. we could hav take bus go mrt there directly lor.
lols but anyway so me n char take taxi go lor
then we reached early ma
so go in the mall there seesee
we both hungry ma so heh
both bought food from old chang kee lor.
then go outside see.
10am le but shop not open yet! -.-
so went in mall walkwalk again.
we walk in n out a few times lor until 10.25 lyk tt
then we go cheers enjoy air con
finally the shop open at 10.35 -.-
diao-ed. so late lor.
looked arnd. the person ask us lots of things.
char so patiently answer haha.
i juz look arnd only la.
in the end spent $50.60 in there.
then go mall walk agn w8 char aunt fetch her
then i take mrt home.
but her aunt think will quite late.
so i go home wif char.
took lrt and then transfer to mrt.
then yea home.

after tt normal day again.
studied bio from midchapter1 to midchapter2
then stopped le =P me so slacker rite
keep procastinate lols. so chim word.
chimmest word ever used on this blog -.-
k nvm a littlelittle bit high la.
juz read ju's blog.
I LOVE THE PHOTOS!
so nice haha =D
but i look so ugly (meixuan: as usual la)
haha nvm la. my juniors all so chio (:(:

My day (:

2009-04-24T21:38:00.004+08:00

Today started out like........
*drum roll* A....
NORMAL DAY...
NOT!
lols ps very lame.

Actually it did start out pretty ok
until the bus 69 i took to sku
had an emergency brake and caused
everyone onboard to almost fell
except me who REALLY fell
I fell flat on my back can.
coz the others ar hav ppl beside them ma
then they fall on each other abit only.
little impact. I dunno why i fall onto empty space
but tt was wad happened so yea...
DAMN PS CAN!!
AHHHH what a horrible start to my day~~

Then skipskipskip~
I washed my skirt in sku -.-
spent more than half of hcl lesson in toilet lols!
Slacking...I hope i was...
Was busy. by the time i go bk class ar
whole skirt wet leh. damn sianz.
sit on a super wet skirt -.-

Then recess. then NAPFA!
Inclined pull up!
Boys did pull up first la. All not bad ma..
Only a few not very gd lyk...jeremie =P
then girls!
I think i did most le in class
or at least top few la.
Did 30 =P shld hav did one more then gt new record...
This is the only section whr i can do well
whr i could actually beat JANICE!
wow...lols. yea so forgive me for bragging =P
I dun hav the chance often...
After tt got retests ma
then i tried broad jump again.
of coz. failed. lols
but tried lyk about 20+ times after cher go away lor.
prac n prac.

Finally pass le but cher not there!
think i know how to jump le..
then call cher come then suddenly
160 CM!! WOW i was shocked!
My highest record ever!
Finally jump over my height! Heh.
Though not very high la...but still...=D
1st silver for napfa in my entire life leh~

then after tt went eat then go co!
No prac today but got presidential election ma.
Started quite late. so we juz fooled arnd lor.
They went up toktok la (the candidates)
then questions were asked. I wanted to ask de
a few times but then didnt dare haha
so didnt ask at all in the end =P=P

anyway my section de mostly vote guier.
i extra go vote qingying haha.
in the end. Charmaine got pres.
Guier for vice pres! Qingkang secretary.
Then after some dilly-dallying,
they announced the final com members
n their positions.

Sam is in charge of General Affairs namely
the rubbish and the key to CO room door lols.
Pretty much cleaner+ security guard. LOL
jkjk hahaha. she partner wif waimeng haha.
Her expression damn shocked la hahahaa.
GRATS SAMSAM!

Huixian is erhu SL!! =D=D=D
GRATS! Bring erhu to greater heights k? =D
You can do it! Don't worry too much! (:

After everything, we dismissed le.
but many stayed behind.
For farewell...the sad part.
Weiqian cried. ok quite a few cried.
i had to turn away to stop myself from tearing...
Almost cried a but didnt lor in the end.
Ju cried again haha. (:
Dun cry k ju. will still see u pretty often actually.
lyk during recesses (:
but sec 3s....diff recess leh......................
will go bk co find u all de! (:
Juz now hugged so many ppl la haha
esp ju ar hugged lyk 20+ times haha
keep say i haven hugged her everytime she see me
haha so funny la =D
then bel act cry LOL
coz i keep say she insensitive. no feeling haha
then she act lyk 15 mins still haven finish
loves acting hor? -.- haha

All my lovely juniors!!Muz miss me k !!
and thx everyone for the farewell cards! =D
LOVE YOU ALL! WILL MISS U ALL!! =D <3<3<3

Farewell..

2009-04-23T13:12:00.002+08:00

Wa getting a little emoemo recently
well A LITTLE BIT LA
it's not actually here yet ma so ya...
anyway it's coz farewell....................
tmr last day in CO leh!! T.T
presidential election...

SAM IN CO COM!! COOL
CONGRATS SAMSAM!! =D
Work hard k? Bring a gd future to CO (:
Hope you be in toptop positions =D=D

Juz now went library wif juniors ma
got duty SUPPOSEDLY
then the teacher say we step down le!!
need prepare for exams
wa stress...everything step down
remind me of myes,prelim n o lvls...
waaa sianzsianzsianz
stresssssss
and it made me realise we stepping down
from everything le except studies.
sad. other than probably classmates n books...
nth liao. well i will go bk co sometimes though.
suddenly my fav place ever. since this yr lols
^^

BIRTHDAY, SYF, NAPFA =D=D

2009-04-22T12:01:00.003+08:00

19 April MY BIRTHDAY
Went school for CO (:
saw ju and jazz's bigbig present on my chair.
Looks lyk a soft toy. Felt lyk one
ju call me cooperate so anyway
it's not a soft toy =P haha
it was a melody =D=D so cute!
THANKS A LOT TO MY DEAREST
JUNIOR + SENIOR!! (:

Also got present from a few others of coz
love all them lotslots!
weiling's 'ram' thing so nice!
veryvery nice!! (:(: thx!

Dora's shirt. Can fit in =D=D thx!
Joscelin's bear. SO cute =D thx!
Did I miss out anyone? lols
coz i writing this in sku so cant rmb very clearly
thx everyone! (:
esp char,shuting mx they all heh
i love the shoe n the marker =D
tricked mrs ganesan ytd!! heeezz

After co, me went for lunch at simei wif juniors
sam say she ordered coke but the person gib her sprite
haha then i tot they go buy coke.
in the end they bought a cake for me =D
thx =D love all u 4eva (:

20 April, SYF DAY!
SO excited la all of us...
ju 4+ almost 5 sms me say haven sleep!!!
waa not enuf sleep cannot leh!

erhu was the first section to change into syf costumes
coz they wan us get used to it...
not fair lor. everyone shld get used to it.
why only us? T.T

Skip.Skip.Skip.

Actual SYF! WAA i was lyk soo scareddddd....
soo nervous!
alot seniors/alumni came bk.
of coz jinjia didnt. he in army lols~
saw jazz! toked to her. she call us relaxrelax n jy (:

after we went up stage
i looked arnd. found jazz the saw her call us jy (:
then i breathed hard to calm down.
Then it started. I tot it went quite well!
Although there was quite a lot of noise b4 it
but once it started then not much le lor.

But after tt, a lot ppl cried!
make me so pessimistic leh
i had been confident de lor...
then got more n more scared.

Then after tt, we went bk sku
changed n removed makeup
n then hurried...well not rly la.
went SCH wait for results.
There a lot ppl le. Then we not allowed to go in de.
I sooo wanted to get in la!

Last yr le leh. n i loved the previous time
n i so scared n love our syf n everyone.
so i wan go in watch...MUZ!
almost cried la when cant go in...
but thankfully.
they let us in after tt
let us sit on top!!! =D=D

We typed all the sku names in hp.
then waited and waited.
sooo long b4 it actually started leh!
so scary. yujun cried b4 the announcement lor.
i almost did but didnt.

Then it started. so scary. so scary. so scary.
it went on n on. then.
di shi er. sheng gong hui zhong xue. anglican high school.
jin. GOLD!!! I screamed lyk crazy la. auto reaction.
then immediately started crying lols.
soooo super agitated.
and damn happy can...............
water tap cant close all the way till we left sch.
dora also cried. zhenyi also. ju also.
mandy also. i dunno hu else le.
anyway we were juz rly happy (:

then we went dinner.
ju treat us to dinner at simer eighteen chefs~~
thanks ju (: we all loved it! <3
they all first time go there. i 2nd time.
so i teach them order lor. coz there weirdweird lols
i took their order n ju's money went counter.
then we wait food come...
drinks came first.
very funny la. coz i help the waitor take one drink
wan help pass to them ma.
then i move it in then he also.
so i move it out then he also.
a few times then we laughed haha.
in the end i juz wait for him put le then i gib them lols!
he very friendly la very funny heez =P

then fish n ju de food came first.
then wanlin n mine. sam de last =D haha
after it came ar, sam put sooooooo much cheese! haha
i also put but not so much la...
the food was nice =D heez
huixian cant finish so i help her eat a bit lor.
the rest juz leave it le la. all full le
then icecream came! waitor collect our bowls ma.
he stacked all 5 tgt leh. so pro can.
huixian last to put ma. she scared scared
coz she nvr finish. but the waitor tot she scared he drop the bowls.
LOL then he say he trained very long de lols =D
haha then after eat finish liao then they wan draw.
so me n fish go in get markers.
then they drew all over the place lor LOL
they erased some of the other ppl de lor hahha
saw ahdance ppl de drawings too =D
so nice la.
we drew SO MUCH haha =D=D

then they wan giv tip haha.
waitor come out ma so fish pass to him
but he looked very awkward. call us giv counter.
then we dun dare. then keep hesitating then he
volunteered to help us bring the tip in haha
so funny la =P
then went home le lor.
it was a great day la. quite emo day. very fun though.
i will soooo miss all of my juniors... (:
MUZ RMB ME K!! <3<3

21 April NAPFA!
That day shuting so nervous abt run la.
haha quite funny =P heez
then after sku we were thinking abt how to get to east coast.
bus? or....wad? taxi?
lols in the end we took taxi la but shuting took mrs lim's car
with janice. so gd rite haha. free ride -.-
haha but she reached quite late la.
we super early can. then go there wait lor.
saw my juniors there too. =D
then after all came.
the sec3+sec4 boys started running le!

we stood at the side watch ma.
first person was vinson ong!
2nd i dunno hu. 3rd--joshua lee!
joseph dunno wad position but not far bk de.
joseph was next person i knew de. 1st guy in our class.
then more n more came.
everytime we saw our class de guys then we cheer haha
quite fun =P but think a bit stress them haha.

then sec 3 girls started running.
we got to starting point and got ready. =D
scary la. i was so tired. keep yawn non-stop haha.
then STARTED~!
jos ran wif me again (:
in front quite fine.
past meixuan and char. didnt see shuting.
left 1/4 lyk tt liao then past karen but then i was so tired.
my near-hip-thigh-area dunno why very pain la.
then i tt is stitch ma. then stop a while.
jos came pull me then continue run lor but rly cant take it la
then i stop twice agn i think. in the end
jos ownself run lor. i last part then chiong.
then she got 68th i 81th.
not bad sia. improved leh!
but timing didnt improve i think.
think still 13 min plus lyk last yr...
but nvm la. position sounds nicer le.
char 157.
meixuan n shuting 173 174! yi qi sheng, yi qi si!
LOL so funny can hahahaha
nice numberss hahahahaha!!

after the run ar, my hipthing there still so pain.
but i dun rly noe wad's there lor.
hip or thigh?? lols. anyway super pain la
esp when climb staircase. damn pain...

meixuan dad sent me n st n char go payalebar mrt.
we went mac eat icecream then go home.
today still aching and thigh rly aching though not a lot
but as in rly the thigh haha.
shuting so kua zhang la. soo muscleache lyk tt haha.
anyway tiring run it was............

Our day out (:

2009-04-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

Today moring got oral~~~
i wait at bus stop hor the suddenly someone call me
i saw a guy who juz got out of a car
he ask me whether i gng ahs anot
then he say the car driver hu is apparently his dad,
can drive me there lols he say his dad works in ahs
so i go seesee. OH is kopitiam uncle! lols~
yea so he sent me to sku heezzzz

then ar we supposed to meet in 1E classroom ma
but i dunno whr so juz stand at staircase on 2nd storey
n w8w8 for 4J ppl to appear. then saw janus,jeremie
yongchen n hongwen. so yea went classroom-seeking lor
but all dunno la so went bk downstairs agn -.-

got ppl foggin the sku. i dunno wad's tt called la
but anyway they were causing lots of fog in ahs haha
so we went to canteen to hide from fog then
the person went canteen so we go to the benches
in front of the sec 1 block lor. then got a lot 4J ppl at
the oppo bench le so the guys all went there.
then more n more ppl came la. after tt they found out
whr we supposed to go so yea went up~

then ORAL! wasnt nervous at all AT FIRST
then while we wait on stage in hall ar, i started
feeling...nervous. lols~dunno which cher to choose heh~
in the end i was last few to sit down so yea...not much choices
so in the end my examiner was NC Koh.
Reading was fine. Picture...i dunno actually.
I dun think i talked much but everyone also.
so shldnt be tt bad. but..i did stutter n hesitate quite a bit -.-
conversation~~~~~soso lor
when cher ask me tell her an incident when i was wrong
about sth ar, i looked dwn at the table for abt 5s lor -.-
haha dunno wad to say. then after i tt i looked up
n made up a lame story -.- haha
but it went fine. she looked entertained.
she actually smiled n laughed haha

after tt of coz, we discussed abt oral at concourse.
then me,shuting n char left tgt.
at the stadium there, they call me try on the shoe they bought me
o ya erm they passed the pair of shoes to me in the morning.
It was size 40. which is kinda big..i tried on ma.
can fit in quite a few fingers.
yea then we went down to sku gate ma
but it's locked -.- lols~~~~
saw yijun also. he climed over the gate.
haha but we dun wan la so went up AGN!
tiring sia. super hot weather. sweat lyk crazy lor.
super drenched by the time we finally left the sku...

after tt char went home. me went shuting house wif her
to change out of sku uni coz we gng out ma.
then her mum n her is tt type of will argue de lols
her mum lyk a bit fierce la but to visitors, she's nice haha
her bro came home soon. he very funny.
mischievous kid...
after shuting bathed, she put up a solo show haha
talked her mum into letting me change in
her parent's room de toilet haha.
yea so changed, got thigs ready and set off!!

coz shuting at first scared we will late ma so
i told leyon to meet a bit later.
in the end we early....
so ya waited for leyon lor.
agn, i wasnt nervous at first.
but got more n more scared haha.
but it turned out pretty well.
he came n say hi la n i said hi bk.
ok tt's lame anyway we went to tm after tt
due to shuting's request, we went yoshinoya
for lunch (: leyon pretty chatty so
it wasnt awkward thankfully.
im sooo glad it wasnt as bad as the other person.

anyway after eating, we went walkwalk-ing
haha window shopping la...
shuting wan buy slippers ma but she low budget
in the end she didnt buy.
we went tm,century square then T1.
saw lots of shops wif slippers but she didnt buy any
some super ex la namely those at T1 haha.

mid-shopping, we chatted a bit lor.
shuting n me crapped a bit also =P haha.
leyon looked kinda bored actually =P=P
ps la. it's kinda bored to shop wif 2 gals hor. haha =P
we got play arcade a while. nono
they played arcade a while. i didnt.
then got go seesee game stores also.
then erm in T1 for see 3 human dolls lols.
they got a spring thing lyk those on toys
whereby u turn to make them work.
a lot of ppl go turn then they lyk toys lyk tt
robotic robotic de. quite cool so fun.
but i think quite tiring lor. so sad for them haha.

yepp overall...it was fine.
other than the fact that leyon was pretty bored by us
heez =P it was better than i expected la
which wasnt much. haha =P

im feeling quite happy actually =D

2009-04-17T20:08:00.003+08:00

YO PEEPS!
ytd cried a short while only
then went sleep le, mood improved
a bit after crying. (: nvr think much. =D
then this morning in sku still emoemo
muz be leftover mood from ytd haha
but thx to meixuan,shuting n char's
secretive yet not rly secretive planning,
i felt better. esp after getting their present.
SO FUN! IS SHOCK MARKER TO PRANK PPL!
LOL i first to be pranked la well excluding themselves
but i not much reaction hahahahha
they were lyk sooo disappointed that i no reaction
LOL but i did jerk a LITTLE bit n said a long n short Ahh..
haha but anyway it was great (;

after tt, we went arnd tricking ppl in class heezzzz
lots got tricked. then tricked janus then weizong ma
weizong dropped the marker LOL
then it smehow spoiled
think connection came loose or sth haha
but weizong fixed it bk for me! THX A LOT!! =D=D=D=D
after tt brought the marker to CO
heh-heh SOO MUCH FUN! LOL

I tricked almost the whole of CO lor! haha
using 3 ways: =D=D
1) ask them sign on the bk of my bdae card wif the marker
then tell them press hard or hepl them press heeeeez
2) ask them help me test the ink
call them write on my hand. then i push LOL
3) ask them help me hold on to the marker first
then i press the tip hahahaah
SOO fun heez!

total got only 2 ppl scream: leejing n jewel =P
the rest sme got exclaim a bit la but not rly scream =P
some small reactions
huixian was the first co de i tried on
she beat me up LOL
(readers: you deserve it)
LOL haha well...if i dun use it, then wad's it for? =P
credit goes to hueva hu bought it for me...
*wink wink* who ar? hahaha
thx a lot sia shuting,meixuan,char!
i rly lyk the present a lot =D=D <3<3

juz now i tried on my dad LOL
he dropped the marker also. luckily on my table
not the floort -.- haha
then juz now he go take n trick my mum LOL
but my mum's reaction is abt as bad as belinda de -.-
which is no reaction. worse than me.
she shock ALOT of times then say : "only numb wad"
i was so diao-ed -.- isit tt little....
when i tried on her 2nd time hor, i got touch lor
rly got shock de leh -.-
she soo insensitive to electricity apparently....lols~

heh i shall put my prank marker to full use =D heh-heh~
o ya n thx to wenxin for the photo frame!
it's sooo cute!!! lyk a tv de =D
AND I LOVE THE PHOTO!!! SOOO NICENICENICE =D=D
THANKS A LOT!! =D

DAMN IT

2009-04-16T21:22:00.003+08:00

SHE SAY IF I DUN GIB IT TO HER NOW
SHE GNG TO FIND IT N WILL NOT
GIB ME BK SOON...MAYBE AFTER A YR
I HAD PLANNED TO GIB HER BK DE LOR

THEN SHE SAY
UNLESS I GO SAY SORRY N GO BEG HER FOR IT
SHE WONT GIB ME BK
LYK I WILL GO DO TT...
DO U THINK I STILL WAN GIB HER...

BUT ANYWAY I HANDED IT TO HER
JUST HANDED IT TO HER...
DAMN IT. IM LYK SO GONNA CRY LE
DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT
I DUN LYK HATING SOMEONE
ESP NOT MY MUM...
DAMN IT. IM NOT SCOLDING HER ANYWAY
IM SCOLDING MYSELF.
LYK WHY IS THE IPOD SO IMPT?

AND ANYWAY TO
MEIXUAN, SHUTING N CHAR
VERY SORRY TT U WONT GET TO PLAY MY IPOD LE
THX TO MY PRIDE...

SHE ACTUALLY I SAID I STOLE THE IPOD LEH
SAY I TAKE PPL'S THINGS WITHOUT PERMISSION
SO IS COZ STEAL
SAY NEXT TIME ANYTHING GET LOST
THEN SURE IS I TAKE DE
LYK WHAT THE HECK???!?!?!

THE IPOD IS MINE!!! WAD PPL'S THINGS
I TAKE BK MY OWN THING CALL STEAL AR
ANYTHING ELSE LOST AR NOT MY PROB LOR
I DUN STEAL OTHER PPL'S THINGS!
SO DAMN INSULTING...
STEAL...YA LA IM A THIEF LA
NEXT TIME EVEN 10CENTS ALSO CANNOT LET ME SEE
IN CASE I TAKE IT AWAY...
AH DAMN IT IM CRYING AGN
JUS AFTER I POSTED CALL U ALL DUN EMO
DUN CRY...ZZZ
SO LONG NVR CRY LE LOR
AHHHHHHHHHH
RETURN ME MY IPOD!!!

DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
WAD IPOD
I DUN HAV ONE
I NVR HAD ONE
I DUN WAN ONE
HU CARES ABT MUSIC
I DUN NEED TO LISTEN TO THEM
ON THE WAY TO SKU TO STAY AWAKE
I DUN NEED IT TO KEEP ME FROM BECOMING
CARSICK WHEN I GO SKU OR COME HOME FROM SKU
I DUN NEED IT!

............................................

found out...

2009-04-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

Ewk
my mum found out
tt my ipod taken le leh
now she standing beside me
scolding me...
haiz...
looks lyk tmr no ipod le la
damn it.
wont get it bk after long time liao
sianz...

dun think too much (; smile~

2009-04-16T20:16:00.000+08:00

Ju emo agn. It looks bad.
She looks soo sad. We all worried for her...

The closer ppl are to each other ar,
the more they will start feeling...scared
insecure, maybe. scared they will lose it one day.
then they will think alot. too much actually.

But seriously ar...thinking abt sth 24/7
worrying abt it...crying over it. getting emo over it
get very sad over it.
all there WONT help or change ANYTHING...
so might as well LEARN to take things in ur stride
TRY to let go a bit by a bit...
i last time also think a lot. lyk to emo by myself..
but now i kinda dun bother much le
dunno why also la but anyway
i was saying CHEER UP!
SMILE!! LIVE EVERYDAY AS A NEW DAY!
A NEW LEASE OF LIFE! =D
everyday is a blessing. happiness awaits all of us
if we are willing to take it (:
happiness avoid emo ppl u know.
coz u must be happy enuf to get happiness

ok nvm tt sounds crappy.
anyway juz dun think too much (:
or at least share wif ppl hu care =D
let them help...gib urself some comfort.
life will be easier that way (:
life is not meant to be full of sufferings.
even prisoners of war CAN live happily
if they know how to, that is.

i shall end the post wif a happier tone and a conclusion =D
TMR, PRESENTS WILL BE ROLLING IN~
lols! ok i shldnt be so happy...
ppl spent money...quite a waste coz it's for ppl lyk me
nt very worth it but still i lyk them (;
heez

hope saturday thing wont cancel sia...

lastly, remember to:
look into mirror, tell urself: IM HAPPY!!
and gib urself a huge wide grin
look as confident as u can. not juz try.
and lead ur life as happily n confidently.
discover the new n better you today! (:
(LOL sounds lyk an advert -.-)

hiies peeps~

2009-04-14T13:43:00.000+08:00

Managed to sneak my iPod out of
my mum's drawer ytd =D today bring to sku
haha dunno when then she realise sia...
later she angry agn -.- shall be careful...

last saturday juniors came my house
prac erhu ma =D was quite fun!
went long john silvers for lunch first in tm
bought lollipops for them =D
then went home...break time got eat jellies
my mum made. ORANGE flavoured wif mango inside
and also lime flavoured de tt jewel didnt try lols.
both soo nice =D after eating
then listen to bel n sam toktok
then finally go bk to prac...
took turns n tried diff ways.
they went home at 4+

yesterday co ar, ju emo agn~
sam say she emo since sat after they left!
dunno wad happened sia...
ju everytime sadsad dun wan tell us why de
but yea she was ok after a while...well better at least
then become sam emoing -.- lols my juniors~~
haiz cheer up ppl. i dun lyk leaving emo juniors..
u all all so emo ar we will worry even after we leave leh..
so yea cheer up k (: <3 u all!! ^^

zzz

2009-04-10T13:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday ar me coz
iPod jailbreak liao ma then
i wan dwnload games
then after off com i use ipod quite a while
then i go lie on my bed and
i fell asleep sia...then my mum woke me up
at abt 5+ scold me for sleeping wif my ipod
say radiation etc then say nvr on light when i use la
then she confiscate my ipod sia sianz

then nw my parents out la
so juz now i go hunt for my ipod
n i found it =D haha now continue downloading
but later shld put back anot?
or juz take it n hide it for myself? haha
dunno la...zzz any suggestions?
scared she scold agn sia very irritating la...
o ya i found twilight saga on ipod!!
downloading now! =D=D so wonderful!!

it's me agn =D

2009-04-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

Wanted to post lotslotslots of stuff de
but coz rly a lot haha i cant rmb wad to post le
so erm hmm...let's juz crap a bit =D

Juz tried jailbreaking my iPod touch
1st time failed but now dng 2nd time
looks lyk it's gonna be done soon.
PLEASE DO NOT FAIL!
i've been waiting for this...
Well it's restoring....hope it works.
Thx jeremie for ur help too (:

And abt the april fools thing.
apparently my whole clique knows
hu the person is and why le lols.
hu say de aR? hmm...
hinted mostly by mx la for char
shuting guess de very accurate guesses
well char a bit...nono VERY slow LOL

saturday ar, my juniors wan come my hse de.
namely sam,bel,ju and maybe wanlin n huixian
then got CO prac 9am-11am lols
so we eat lunch then come lor~~~
SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!
LET'S PRAC TOGETHER!!
too bad my mum at home sia
if not can go crazy a bit LOL
i wan take photos!! last few days wif juniors leh...
AHH I WILL SOOO MISS ALL OF THEM!! =(
haiz...nvm la will go bk seesee de =D
let's work hard for our GOLD k?
well if possible...gold wif honours la but...lols~ =P
GOLD is gd enuf =D=D JIAYOUUS!

i rmb wad i wan write then i add la
now end here first. cya (:

keep ur mouth shut hor =P=P=P

2009-04-05T20:48:00.001+08:00

Now I'm wondering whether I had did the rite thing
by telling meixuan abt it lols...
she dun spread can le la...OI MEIXUAN
HEARD ME? DUN SPREAD CAN LE lols...
our clique knows la so fine but other than tt...
nvm. doubt it will work wif meixuan's big mouth
and stubborn charac HAHA =P

and i dunno wad's wrong wif me la..
muz be pms lols =P
short tempered me popping out again -.-
sianz i dun lyk it. but i cant help it.

LET'S CONGRATULATE OUR NEW COUPLE! (:

2009-04-02T12:49:00.000+08:00

Meixuan confessed to Charlynn yesterday!
And Charlynn accepted her! HAHA!
Yepp so Meixuan will be the bridegroom and
Charlynn will be the bride (:
LET'S CONGRATULATE THEM!!
They're gonna get married soon =D=D
ok la juz being lame. it was a april fools day
and well char tried to fool bk la -.-

and thx the person mentioned ytd
to forgive me haha (:
i promise i wont do tt agn ^^

sorrrryyyy!!

2009-04-01T20:54:00.001+08:00

Hope ur reading this...
im sry.rly sorry.
didnt think it will be this bad on u.
sorry.. im so regretting it.
it was too much rite?
im feeling so terrible bad.
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
i dun mean it.
well maybe i did mean a little bit of it.
but i didnt mean to u know...
aiya...doubt u will read this soon -.-
juz wan tell ppl out there.
dun fool arnd wif serious things.
dun lyk me lyk tt...
regret isnt nice.
dun make the same mistake lyk me.
april fools is fun.
can trick others.
but careful wad u trick abt...
sry..

Meixuan: Prejudice

2009-03-31T14:16:00.000+08:00

My cousin has two daughters in primary school. His oldest daughter is second in level while his second daughter is only above average of her peers. My cousin often treats his older daughter better than his second daughter in small and subtle ways. He likes to praise his oldest daughter in front of our family while not saying anything about the grades of his second daughter. He is also more lenient in punishment towards his oldest daughter than second daughter. For example, when both sisters get into a fight he tends to scold the second daughter a wee bit more than his oldest daughter even though both are equally at fault. He is obviously bias towards his older daughter. As such, whenever I see him I tend to be less respectful as I am unable to respect a prejuiced father.

I strongly believe that as a parent he should be fair and unbiased. My father treats all three of us equally. My sister is in Dunman High while my brother is in Gifted Educational Programme (GEP). I am only in Anglican High and have the lowest grades among the three of us. However he is never biased and treats all of us equally. Sometimes my sister and brother get more attention from relatives because they have better grades than me but I do not really care about them as long as my parents are not prejuiced. But still to make me feel better, I think of them as ignorant backward fools.

SEL Reflection- Prejudices (:

2009-03-31T14:14:00.000+08:00

I have been the shortest girl in class since young.
Till now, I am still the shortest student in class, as everyone knows.
I remember vividly that my friends used to tease me very often,
such as when I was in Secondary 1.

I was in Class 1B'06 of Anglican High School.
I had a classmate named Godwin,
who loved to tease me and my friend who is quite fat.
Everytime he saw us, he would make fun of us.
It was not the first time I was teased because of my height.

As I grew up and matured over the years,
I started to take these in my stride and now,
I could not be bothered with the teasing anymore.
Furthermore, the teasing had decreased a lot.
Only my friends tease me nowadays.

Another incident of prejudice I remember is positive, fortunately.
When I was in Primary School, my Chinese Language was
relatively good in the class, especially when I was in Primary One.
My teacher was quite biased towards me.
We were given exercises to do during almost every lesson.
I was one of the first to finish the exercises
so the teacher told me to sit on the bench at the front of the classroom
and watch the other students. I was told to
take down names of students who were talking.
I was sensitive and I could tell that people disliked me
because of the bias shown towards me.
However, I did not mean it at all.
Till today, I still do not see why they were unhappy at me
since I was just doing what I should be doing.

From the above-mentioned incidents and
several other incidents of prejudice,
I have learnt that there are many types of people in the world
and some have characters that I do not understand or even disliked.
There were people, maybe a lot, that disliked me if not hate.
However, I should bother about anything they say and
I should not let anything they say affect me.
They can have their opinions about me.
I should just take in what they say and
change myself to become a better person.
If I think that what they said about me is not true,
then the more I should not be affected by it.

Founder's Day

2009-03-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

Today is AHS Founder's Day!
8.30am reached sku. my clique de all haven come yet
so yea sianz lols all so late de -.-
but after a while char came then meixuan
shuting quite late today lols we go assembly tt time
then saw her walk up lols~

it was damn hot la in parade square
everyone hiding from sun haha
all sweating lyk mad la...anyway after some toking
walkathon gng to start le then dr boon wan us do countdown
then until 1 le hor
she pull the pop thing then FAIL LOL
so funny can hahahaha then mr hoo help her pull
then pop! haha
then walkathon started
waited at staircase for my JUNIORS
then walkwalk tgt
SO FUN HAHA

during the walk we had fun lor~~
jewel they all sang a bit of CO songs
i asked eunice & weiling abt some names they given
according to the percy jackson series
quite diao la but a bit humourous
coz some charac very lame la
they make sam a MONSTER HAHA
then weiqian is Hades lor haha yea funny =P
aiya anyway it was fun haha

then after tt go bk sku liao. was given a bottle of drink
and an apple~~the drink was VERy gasey,fizzy
but quite thirst quenching
tasted lyk...H20?100 plus?kickapoo? haha dunno la
we went concourse sitsit
sam n bel n kiwi went sit parade square
then jewel they all go scream sam's name leh
SO FUNNY haha everyone staring la haha
then they joined us and we sat arnd there
called char and meixuan they all
they at staff room la o i left my juniors
go meet them go back classroom
then we decided to go hav lunch at Mac
although not hungry...
well i hav cca so need fill stomach till 5~~

i only ate strawberry sundae and a small fries lor
in the end coz rly not hungry ma~
then we went back sku la
go bk class. they played taptap agn.
i won meixuan in a lot of rnds lor~
they always brag at me coz always win me
but juz now i won HAHA so happy la~ =P
then after tt we went go hall for prize giving thing~~~

i slept for quite some time la while the ppl toking
a lot speeches. very long summore
sianz lor n me so super tired la
so yea nice nap i had =P
after tt hor prize giving
we screamed when char went up! haha
and also when mr hamdan went up take our incentives!
HAHA MONEY for A1s~!! cool haha
i think i can get 20 or 24. char get 28 or 32 leh~
so nice~dunno when cher will giv out haha

then after tt hor, shuting n meixuan ar
keep make 'act cute' faces at me can
SO DISGUSTING HAHA
then i keep hiding from them
dun wan see their faces haha
very e leh~~~haha tsk irritating =P hahaha

then after tt we went indoor sports hall
to watch sports spectacular
VERY COOL!! i love their performance la!
so nice can! coolcoolcool
table tennis first. not bad la haha some very pro =D

then wushu-- DAMN COOL
i think they damn pro la so nice =D=D

then badminton,netball,softball
ALL SO NICE HAHA
i so love the sports spectacular
last is basketball-- very nice also
their 'match' was DAMN funny
mainly bcoz one of the commentators is Xuanjie
haha his voice so funny la
and so obvious he reading from script can
1) his tone la 2) we could see him at one corner haha
holding script -.- lols! soo funny la
then the way he say ar is slowslow de haha
shuting say lyk lao ah pei LOL
then the referee is student act de very alike
then they very act la =D so funny haha
then finale all come in lor
yea and ya la ended then we went bk class take bags

then CO! didnt rly do much. go at almost 4 then 5 dismiss le
bel brought a soft toy froggie go sku!!
SO CUTE then i was being damn childish wif the frog haha
but quite fun la. well it's more fun when im childish
lols im happier when im childish
but im only childish when im wif my juniors lols~
heez so I LOVE MY JUNIORS =D=D

then after co i walked down hill wif them
took bus home wif sam,fish n kiwi also.
nice day (: heez~

hellos ppl (:

2009-03-26T19:59:00.000+08:00

Oh ya 2 things forgot post =D
Monday my new fridge arrived!!
haha it's quite huge...well compared to my old de la =P
old one was pretty small. had 2 doors
this hav 3 doors lols. (:

yesterday presented on Mas Selamat le
Cher say interesting topic haha
but then he,char n meixuan all gav same comments
-no eye contact
- monotone lols
well at least i made it thru without much stage fright..for once
hate having stage frights
but coz ytd i wasnt sure whether was my turn ma
so didnt think abt it tt much lor
hence didnt hav the time to start getting frightened haha
but i felt my hands tremble a bit lols
well it was fine =D=D

tmr founders' day~
o ya they planted 'cows' on the grass patch near parade square
tt patch is said to be ms cheong's land
i dunno why haha =D
well anyway founders' day...they put ribbons and plants in the corridors le
agn...always those stuff
dunno wil hav balloons anot..
tmr got walkathon!! no sku!! bt got cca!!
late sku!! 8.45 reach sku. cca till 5.30.

today gng to play~
then tmr do work...i hope lols.
still haven do poem sia
and got history hw
and then need do revision le
brought home chem tb and hist for hw

finished 1st bk of percy jackson series tt eunice lent me
2nd book finishing
wan finish by today so can return her tmr
it's not bad leh haha quite nice =D=D

sianz these few days few ppl on9
nobody play wif me lolssss~other than bel ytd haha

haha!

2009-03-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

Juz now played audi wif bellyyy!
so funny la =D=D

we played "Black Cat"
CAT SONG
then "Dance Fish"
FISH SONG
then "Liquor (sth)"
JUICE SONG
then "Hope Of Spring"
bel say spring got leaves n ant LOL
then "It's Raining"
WATER SONG= MY SONG
then "Revolution Of Action"
bel say action=heart -.- LOL
then "Romantic Cat"
BEL SONG AGAIN LOL

haha so fun =D

hi.

2009-03-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

Hi.hi.hi. zzz

today had a coughing streak during the
morning assembly lor lols cant stop sia
then popped a strepsils into my mouth
but still keep cough then borrowed carol's water
drank a bit but still didnt stop
then juz keep try to stop la then juz cough cough
until finally calm down a bit easier to restrain lols
very de irritating can lols...
then reading period also lyk tt leh
then class so quiet while i keep coughing
so i go toilet to cough finish first then go bk class
lols dun wan disturb their reading ma lols
lucky only morning keep cough la...
after tt nvr cough much le lols thankfullyyyy

after sku...no time for lunch de then shujun say
no one go 85 wif her so she didnt but instant noodles
for us lols so yea nvm la luckily after tt
zhenyi they all let us go eat till 3.15 lor =D
but so diao can..a lot ppl 3.30 then go CO room!
i shld hav juz dun care n go eat first lor...

CO was quite fun haha. huixian keep disturb me
so i keep gng 'i hate fishes' then i was telling her
i shall call my mum to cook 10 fishes today heez
haha then she sit at my seat while i sat at yuxuan seat
coz wenxin moved to the seat beside yuxuan
aiya so confusing anyway i btw wenxin & fish la lols

we quite noisy today lor and CO was pretty slack =P
after 3.30 then start but 4.30 dismiss le lols
mostly prac feng. chan ge only played once lor haha
halfway thru saw sam reading so go seesee

first sentence:
"I love you, Dina"
HAHAHA so funny
then i read tt out to her
then she also laugh haha
after 1 para then got:
"I love you, too."
HAHA lols very funny la
then i was lyk:
sam sam why reading r-rated bks
haha then she say not la only ily only~
haha anyway im a gd joke-teller so ya
the actual situation was a lot
funnier than the way i say it =P

today juju so emo~~
only tell fish wad happened
nvr tell us~she say can ask fish de
but fish dun wan tell me~~

after co dismiss ar ju started crying leh
so sad! then we all console her lor
w8 for her cry finish, giv her tissue etc
then after tt i went toilet wif her
saw sam n fish inside also
then we 4 over there camping haha
all without shoes summore
sitting on the toilet floor
having fun actually haha
made sam try deciphering msg-es
using numbers used to sms the msg
quite funny coz sam very slow haha

then ju cheered up a bit after
a LONG while haha (:
after toilet camp
we go bk co room outside there
then so funny la
we go knock the door
then bang the tables outside haha
damn funny can =D haha
then made so much noise la
after tt we go take 1 table n a few chairs
go block co room door! haha
but they could still open it la
it ws mandy haha =D
then after tt we put 2 tables outside lols~

then we go the door in the alley there
go in take our bags out first
preparing to zao if they come out
but we didnt get to leave totally
when lee jing opened the door quite..
successfully haha
but some chairs dropped onto the floor lols.
then we stood at the other end and took pics
of leejing n mandy putting bk the tables n chairs
haha humourous and fun =P quite evil haha

then they went in so we go bk there agn
fish n jewel suggested dng tt agn lols!!!
so we put 2 tables stacked up together
but quite easy open lor lols
this time is zhenyi then me n ju
who moved the tables go hide at side of alley
she saw then was lyk: so childish~! haha
then she say i 16 yrs old still lyk tt haha
but i not mastermind lor juz accomplice =P
haha then fish suggested tt we put an angle
tt means dun rly block the door directly
so when they open the door ar
it's lyk nth outside but when put further
then can tell got tables there haha
at least we wont block them much n can
go home le dun need worry they cant get out
haha =P yea
then ju more cheered up by then la

then we walked to main gate lor
ju's parents come fetch then me,sam,fish
walked down hill take mrt together
quite fun haha outside the gate ar
fish shouted at the cat which bel loves haha
she was shouting: TOO BAD BEL NOT HERE x3
haha so funny
then after they tried to trick me
with chan ge ma. very lame la lols
i didnt get tricked la but they say bel got tricked
haha sam say bel is plain dumb haha =P

then after tt i took pic of them
talking to a leaf each as if it's gen haha
also recorded a bit haha =D
then we took 293 home together lor
hope ju feeling better now le.. (:
SMILE JUWEEE~

juz now after dinner ar
my mum wan go dunno whr
with my aunt to see line dancing
then hor my dad sotsot la zzz
crazy de lor...........................
so say wad go le dun come liao
then say his fren's wife ar
go line dancing then in the end
had an affair with a guy there...
wth.
wth.
wth.
how can lyk tt say my mum la
then say until she so cheap can
zzzzzz damn spoil mood la
he say my mum always go coffee shop
with her frens go see the guys there..
wth can.......zzzzzz and there all uncles la
mum whr got so bad taste =P
but tt's beside the point
he's sooo super insulting my mum
damn it la.
crazy de
sometimes so nice sometimes lyk tt
rly damn mean la~~~

then my mum call me record 8pm show 4 her
then my dad call me dun -.- lols
then my mum hor so evil
go join my dad make me disappointed
go look me so fiercely n lyk scold me lyk tt
say if i dun record then i know...
so dun trust me...
im supporting her lor................................................................................................

P.S. o ya and im so TRYING not to
change myself to accomodate others lols...

emooo

2009-03-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

i realise i nvr rly emo much this yr lols
but still will think a lot la...today a bit more emo
but my frens ar all very...lols cant tok to them
abt these leh...how? lols dunno la~i shld juz
stop thinking so much
it soo doesnt help anything
but i wan to think...wan try to solve it
wan to get rid of it...for good lols
i dun lyk it to keep buggin my mind...
how?

i juz now WANTED to be emo
help me think things then shuting keep
sms-ing me then i lost my train of tots
now cant get it back...lost in Sahara Desert
or maybe the North Pole liao la~
anyway next time then think la -.-
it will come bk to its home soon...

MAS SELAMAT

2009-03-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

I have decided to present on Mas Selamat
instead of the Khomeini person le!! tt person
not interesting dE~~lols ahhhhhhhhh
haven do chem poem and ss ws!!
chem ws and phys ws left in sku!!!
HOW?!!?!!

Decided that i shall giv all my juniors presents
only at farewell party this yr end!! syf tt day
not giving yet coz dun think enuf time to
prepare all and haven save enuf money yet~~~

I LOVE MY JUNIORS

2009-03-20T09:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went tm coz tingting
wan buy a converse bag then after she buy
then we left tm to go expo.
mum n aunt wan go robinsons sale~
yea but quite sianz la lols we went food court
eateat and then went food fair first
then go robinsons de but then tingting dun wan shop
so i go food court wif her to w8 for our parents
bought carrot cake to eat but not very nice haha
then had to keep from my mum coz
scared she scold me for buying ma
coz b4 tt she was saying tt one so ex lols
then after they come bk they buy something to eat
then we go bk tm coz they wan go courts see fridge
so me n tingting walkwalk on our own first
then after tt left and went home lols
i wasnt feeling very well the whole day la
nose uncomfortable, throat also so sianz lor~~

then go home bathe le take temp
tt time was i think about 37.4 ba...
then after that rose to 38.2 then ate panadol
after tt ar i use iPod went see blogs of juniors =D
then i was so touched!! =D=D

thx juju and mandy for including me in the
seniors u will miss after sec 4s leave (:
will miss all of u too! i will go bk often de!!
and im sooo proud of my juniors esp erhu de
i can see tt all of u are putting in effort to jy (:
and u are all rly rly improving fast =D
JIAYOUUS! i dunno whether to look forward
to syf la...it will be great if we get gold or gold wif honours
but it would mean farewell leh...
how? 1 more mth only~exactly a mth from today..
april 20. syf. farewell. haiz

i wan buy presents for my wonderful juniors!!
but i dunno wad to buy leh...dunno wad u all lyk..
tell me can? giv me some suggestions?
u dun tell me i also will buy sth so might as well
tell me wad u lyk then i buy sth u'll lyk lols
belbel de easiest to settle. vivian also
coz one love stitch one love eeyore lols
the rest leh? tell me wad u all lyk!!! =D
I LOVE ALL MY JUNIORSS!!!
Juju, Belbel, Sam, Fish, Wenxin, Wanlin, Vivian,
Mandy, Shujun etcetc!! muz rmb us seniors k? (:

wad a bad day haha

2009-03-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday CO camp ma =D
went PAS see mirror while prac
then go classroom watch videos of some
performances of other skus for taifeng la
then went prac agn
then after lunch got games!! =D=D

Was quite fun =D lols well other than the fact
that our flag got wet in the FIRST game
thx to the two stupid guys who juz didnt wan
to cheer along wif us...make us lose lols
but the game was cool!! test IQ de haha
but our grp was DAMN slow hahahaha
super funny la coz they explain lyk 3-5 times
then we finally managed to finish it =P
then due to no cheering ar... we lost and got wet
...VERY super wet la haha
esp me coz i huggin the flag protecting it haha
since aim of game is to get dry flag at the end of it

then at the 2nd station also got pretty wet
and shujun got her hair washed by us hahahaha
poor her la...2 grps compete see hu make most foam
then we won haha =D=D heez we not bad rite
haha can go salon wash hair le hahaha jkjk =P

3rd station similar to dog n bone...
but not same lols coz 1 grp one person run out ma
then 1 person muz take the paper the other take bottle
then person wif paper muz run to the other grp
person with bottle muz wet the paper the other is holding
in the end all chiong for paper only haha
hueva take paper wins de lor haha coz easy to protect ma
then i scraped my toe lols against the floor
got a cut. quite a thick bit of skin tore la
b4 i tore it out ar it looked quite disgusting haha
but tore le look much better but very red lols
flesh ma...ya then i left the game lor
after that shujun and jolyn ran into each other
and fell lols shujun was unscathed but jolyn hurt
she scraped her knee and a lil bit of her toe n hand
then shujun was lyk suuppperr guilty haha
she kept apologising to jolyn lols
then she bring us go wash our wounds then put plaster lor...

4th station is to memorise a row of mahjong tiles
then 1 person from each grp put foot into pail and
try to take the mahjong tiles out then the rest arrange
first grp to get it right wins then we draw la so do 2nd rnd
then they won lor lols during the game ar
water keep spilling out of pail ma then my wound was hurting la
but then small thing la...it's just a toe no fuss...
anyway we got sprayed lyk crazy agn
me protected the flag sacrifising my clothes haha
very wet but fun and we managed to spray a bit bk at them
hahaha snatch their bottle spray back but to take flag
and do tt at same time not easy ma stilll....sweet revenge =D=D
hahahaha had fun =P

then all went back to parade square lor
all grps play a game today then in btw keep get sprayed
then we cannot move summore lols~~~
but still it was quite fun getting rly wet haha
our grp was winning de then i cut my SAME toe agn lols~
well my slipper lousy ma then when running
my feet will keep slip off the slipper at the side
so keep tio cut lor haha suay sia

then i left game then the 1st person in row move bk
then in the end i also dunno hu won
but i think not us lols then after tt got CHAOS HAHAHA
everybody spray water at EACH OTHER
the station masters aka seniors got sprayed most
OF COZ sweet revenge ma hahaha
well juniors also got quite a lot
those who were dry b4 tt all wet le
no one was left dry except a few of us
coz i resting my toe dun wan get it wet
and one more junior dunno why cannot get wet

in btw ar another junior injured!! lols
genevieve la. she cut her nail! toenail.
cut a bit..lil bleeding lols see! wad a bad day haha
then after tt some mahjong tiles drop into drain
then our hero hongwen went in to get them bk lols
quite funny haha coz everyone was surrounding her
watching her step into the drain and then bend down to take
hahaha but she tall la so wasnt much trouble
if is me ar i go in ok but come out will take some time
haha =P well overall it was fun heez
nice camp we had (:(:(:
hope got overnight one in june!
tt dr boon ar better let siaaa if we get gold or
even better, gold with honours ar
she BETTER let us!!! hmph
ms cheong esp ar...scared she dun let leh
overnight then fun wad...though showering very
troublesome la...but still last yr le leh
I WAN MY OVERNIGHT CAMP!!!

today prac agn combined self prac
lunch then sectionals self prac...
was quite fun amazingly heezz
sectionals self prac tt time ar some of us
from different sections combined by ourselves
to prac lols was fun =D got dizi, liuqin,erhu,sheng
then qingkang go take cello to try but
he dunno how to play much la haha

then after tt watched video of our camp then
went church carpack take photos lor
yea but many went home le~~~
the video was soso actually haha =P
last time camp de nicer...lyk more touching?
lols this time de quite plain coz more of juz simple
listing things we did in our camp and stuff
not much others lor but then wad else can there be?
haha i dunno la also dunno why last time de nicer...

anyway i wan re-emphasise my point...
I WAN OVERNIGHT CAMP!
co de!! u all wan ma?? =D=D

my arm~

2009-03-15T15:25:00.000+08:00

My right arm ar aching more than ytd sia
sooo pain!!! cant hold it straight la~
zzz my elbow T.T i didnt rly do much tt day
wad...rite? lols dun think hav la
juz some training the most i did was
probably jump lols after the training
play badminton a while only wad
rly nvr do much ma why my muscles
rioting sia lols T.T

freeee~~~

2009-03-14T16:00:00.000+08:00

Mum went malaysia with her frens! lols
went this morning will be home tmr (:

waa my muscles are achingggg
both joints on both hands...
shoulder and elbow...leg also!!
stomach also and my BACK!!
ahhh so pain sia ytd strained a bit over i think
did napfa training..but actually not a lot ma
too long nvr do le la...
and my standing broad jump!! oh gosh
sure gonna fail it...sianz
I WAN PASS MY NAPFA!

oh and realise wad i knew abt my on9 fren
few days ago was NOT TRUE lols
cheated apparently...but nvm
it's a gd thing it's not true...
i DUN WAN it to be true lols
=P watched 6 episodes of "heroes" today sia
wasted a lot of time...haven do work
got lots of storybooks to read also
revision as well...not touched yet lols
gotta force myself to work SOON
b4 and after my camp...

the pig is here (:

2009-03-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

I realise Im eating a lot sia even though
i supposed to cut down liao le lols...
sianz sia so fat le!! T.T haha

weekend bites supposed to hand in
after hols de so i didnt do...
then ytd suddenly say need hand in tmr~
so today chiong lor..need do until week 9 leh
i was still at week 5 but now at week 8 le
halfway thru...got my 2 lists le but haven
write the narrative yet lor. dun rly feel lyk writing
well...quite easy la the other weeks
but narrative...im not gd at it...
and then next one is speech!!!
worse still...lols summore as a Principal leh!
will hav to start writing le...

history presentation ar i think i miscounted
coz today is joseph then jac say hers is tmr
so mine is after hols haha~
then the pig here will of coz not do yet...
though im halfway thru le la.
hols quite a lot of work le leh then CO going
to have 3-day camp!!! no overnight la
but still....3 days gone le!! T.T
mostly practising only. quite sianz sia
and the worst thing is i doubt will have cher...
later all is qingkang conduct...lols
well taifeng needs prac la for the juniors
we ok la not too bad =P but then the juniors ar..
PLZ DOO TAIFENG LEH!!!
it's impt lor and it is tt diff if u follow music
so yea jiayouus CO!! and all other pa groups (:
jiayouus for syf!! =D=D

P.S. add on: i juz got to know some shocking news
about my on9 fren...oh my
im so super shocked...haiz...

Term 1 Assessment

2009-03-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

Today got back result slip for term 1 le~
it's not bad la lols better than xpected
coz didnt expect high ma lols

overall avg got A1 then L1R5 was 7.
but my el got B4 haha. as usual la~
then coz char went competition le ma
so i checked her slip for her lor
haiz...her results ar...so high lor
only her el not so nice only
but still is a B3 lor...the rest all A1
except hcl A2. so her L1R5 is 7 also
got 4 subjects above 90 marks de leh!
lols~im lyk broadcasting her results haha
anyway she so pro can...smart la~
first in class agn i think...
well get use to it la...lols smart is smart
nth i can do haha but i somehow
got motivated so go set my goals for
mye liao hahahahaha but aiya useless de la
not lyk i will rly bother lor...juz for fun de haha

haiz today muz prepare for history presentation!
SO SUPER DUPER SIANZ
sorry for repeating this so many times
haha but juz...im rather irritated by it... =P
haiyo i sure nervous agn la b4 go up...
zzz stupid stage fright la...
and will bore everyone early in the morning lor -.-
Ruhollah Musavi Khomeini...
anyone noes him? he might be ur fren or sth
lols...ewk so creepy if he is...coz he's dead
ee im freaking myself out -.-
aiya im gonna tok abt him on fri!
leader of Iran...last time lols...bad guy! =P

EMO PPL

2009-03-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

Why everyone so emo recently? T.T
namely jewel, shujun, bel, sam and jos
lols some not very la but a bitbit haha
why think so much? o.o lols
is lyk...the world IS complicated..tt's true
BUT thinking too much will make it seem
EVEN MORE complicated leh
then make urself stressed..
and emo...and unhappy..
for wad? -.- lols juz smile (:
Got any problems can share wif
ur frens and mememe haha
we'll all try to help if possible
or if not then at least a listening ear ma :)
better than keeping all to urself lols
and sometimes ar taking things
just as they are is much better
dun make life difficult for urself ^^

lyk juz now tok to jos at the pedestrian
crossing in front of ur block ma
(A LOT OF MOSQUITOES SIA!)
then we were lyk toking abt lots of stuff la
then jos was asking lyk:
why do we live and tt type of stuff la
i tot abt them b4...but ended some time ago
well...even if u know why we exist also no pt
wad will u do wif tt knowledge?
lols u at most will understand sth new ma
not very useful lols not necessary la
and cant find a definite answer de ma
got religious answers ba but which are real?
you wont know...all say theirs rl wad~
so why think so much? we live so we live

juz tt how since we live for some time then
will die liao hor then why work so hard?
why not juz live happily and enjoy ourselves?
lols i dunno la. for me, is coz parents push ma
i nvr ask them b4 coz dun wan make my ear suffer
lols i think they focus too much on $$ lols
happy can le lor actually ^^ need $$ la but
no need THAT much rite
enough for living and a bit more is fine wad~
haha ya la anyway lyk manymany ppl say
happiness brings u thru a day,
sorrow brings u thru a day too.
why choose sorrow over happiness?
of coz MUZ HAPPY MA
MUZ SMILE MORE DUN EMO!!

PPL LAX AND ENJOY LIFE
not easy la as kids coz we cant choose much nw
but juz as much as possible la
lyk things we can choose to be upset/happy abt
those we cant control......we cant control lols
so even more dun need think too much
let it be as it is ba ^^

haha wad's this post sia lyk some
psychological lecture from a non-professional person
sort of la actually haha =P
ok end with this: SMILE ALWAYS, BE HAPPY~~

OH YA I REALISE FRI GOT SKU!!
lols walkathon is after hols T.T
so i muz hurry do my history le!! sianz~~

(: :)

2009-03-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hi~

I know i very lag la but anyway
OUR SKU WON CHAMPIONSHIP
IN BOTH B'BOYS AND B'GIRLS
BASKETBALL IN EASTZONE!! =D
So proud of them sia..so pro!
That day, me,char,shuting and jos
watched last quarter of b'girls.
ahs vs chung cheng
excellent match la =D=D
so exciting!! haha very fun!!
We were screaming lyk crazy
outside the stadium haha coz inside
like packed sardines already lols
only jos didnt scream but anyway
SO NICE MATCH!!
very close match sia~keep tietietie de
in the end need extend match
cch girls quite violent la then gave our sku
quite a lot of free shots lor and our sku de
so pro! almost every free shot scored leh!!
then it ended wif 66:65! so cool la
the last point out sku team got
tt gave us our victory ar
is free shot summore leh!!
sooo close!!! then gt someone take
ahs flag run around the court
like putting salt on cch's wound haha
but still rly very happy tt our sku won
wanted so much to watch boys match
but cant la need eat lunch then go home
if not mum scold la~~
but boys de sure nicer...got 3-pointers
and more exciting de~~haha
but we won wif even larger gap so yea
gdgd =D=D haha they all so pro!!!!

tmr emaths test leh sianz~
studied a bit only. browsed thru
heymath files, did a few tys ques only
then slack lor haha =P aiya
dunno 4.1 will come out anot sia~
scared leh...coz i didnt rly study
only aga-aga rmb lor
y=1/x is butterfly
y=1/x^2 is volcano
y=x^3 is the curly wurly thing...
dunno how to describe la~
still got wad ar?? lols dunno le la

i forgot my history presentation is when le!
if rmb correctly then shld be this fri!
but i haven prepare!!! HOW??
dunno hu to do on sia!
wanted to do on the person who assassinated
abraham lincoln but a bit useless leh
quite rubbish la haha so still deciding for now
any suggestions? T.T lols
OH WAIT FRI NO SKU RITE??
SOMEONE ANSWER ME!!
FRI NO SKU RITE?!?!?!?!
WALKATHON AND CELEBRATION ONLY?
ISITISIT ISITISIT???
IF YES THEN I HOLS THEN CHIONG!!
coz this week rly very busy leh
emaths test then chem then chinese
then still got other stuff leh lyk cca...

i lyk my cca la but then ar this yr so busy
so quite looking forward to cca standdown
but for now juz wait for our gold/gold wif honours
to arrive =D then we can R.I.P hahahaha
no la is step down in peace haha.
then can concentrate on revision le!!
cant wait for our standard to increase
syf to end and our wonderful award to come
haiz........quick leh stupid time =P
nono clever time i noe u can go faster~~
jiayouuus....speed up~~

lols oh ya
on the appearance, lyk wad jos always say
me n my juniors very close
but actually tt's not true
coz they everything also dun wan tell me
haiz. juniors, i do care, u know! lols
jewel, bel, sam they all all dun tell me...
some things i do understand de ar...
u all dunno only lor =P and some things
u know we gone thru but still ar
well u got ur gd frens la =]
lols nvm ignore me, im juz grumbling agn
haha im juz a senior la hor. big deal~lols

shopping agn ^^

2009-03-01T19:25:00.000+08:00

HII =D
Yesterday went century square
ate wonderful dinner haha
then went shopshop a while
I WAN DRESS
but i look horrible in it
although i look horrible in anything
lols anyway my mum bought a shirt
then i saw cheryl in tm!!
then shujun in interchange!!
haha kinda funny lols

today tidied my room!!
coz my mum found the key to one
locked cupboard below my desk ma
then she take everything out
AND THE CUPBOARD GOES TO ME
now i got so much more space =D
suddenly from no space to extra space
haha first time i eva liked tidying my room
haha moved a lot of things here n dere =D
heez now i can lock my cupboard =D

lols haven studied for bio test yet!!
tmr muz chiong le la
physics also~~~lols sianz

the end--by the slacker

tempertempertemper

2009-02-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

This yr got very short temper sia.
lols tt time go temple hor the person
got lyk help see this yr's 'luck' and stuff
and yea bad temper-ed year haha
aiya not being superstitious la
but true lor...so easy flare up de...
but my parents also lor!
well all 3 bad temper...wow the house
SOOO peaceful~~
k nvm tt's so sarcastic

one day mum not happy
next day she ok le
dad not happy but then at least
they ownself angry de la~
me leh....squashed in btw ar
either side angry also i tio de~
sianz sia...then i cant do anything
at most keep quiet la then silently
scream to myself at nite lols
very irritating la...zzz
always think abt themselves de
*relax relax* why am i venting
here agn? -.- lols nvm forget it
shld get use to it by now...

a lot of people heard about the
30+ yr old teacher who is married
with children yet hav afffair wif a
pri/sec sku kid rite? lols
very exaggerating can....
so big age gap la!! how did they
fall in love lyk tt? =.= wad did they
see in each other sia? haha can be
mother and son liao la!!
then recently got another case is
a 13-yr-old boy become father!!
WOW lols! mother 15 only leh
but the girl a lot of sex partners la
so not sure whether tt guy is the father
but he's only 13!!!!!!! tsktsk...
one of their parents hor still
wan SELL their full story sia!
coz ppl wan ma then they wan SELL
not give or keep secret leh!
like parents, like children la
all bad examples siaa

this reminded me of a jap show
i watched b4 "majo no jouken"
about relationship btw 17 yr old guy
with his teacher who is 26 lols
quite nice show...quite cool
well they 9 yrs apart nia
not THAT bad haha =D
in the show, they even eloped la
hahahahaha but the guy SOO cute!
haha =D=D and cher so chio =D

found a lot of shows on 'mysoju' again!
and also some from 'douhao' magazine de
all nicenice but no time to watch la
mum dun let anyway lor sianz
BUT I WAN WATCH!!!!

HAPPY BDAE JEWEL!

2009-02-14T19:42:00.000+08:00

It's Valentines's Day!
Happy valentine's day to everyone!
May ur love blossom wif ur loved one
or may u find ur true love soon! =D

It's Jewel's bdae!!
Happy birthday meimei!! =D

Went out wif the juniors and
a few of my batch de ppl to celebrate =D
quite fun ba actually lols haha
went white sands first...
took neoprints and played the scoop thing
for quite some time...wasted lots of $$ =(
no one managed to get anything haha
then the stitch-lover belbel went to
more than words there to buy a stitch haha
she say it's her 6th stitch le....lols!
stitch is rly cute lor! =D
then we sang happy bdae song to jewel in there

after very long time then ate lunch at mac
after lunch hor, bel,sam and jewel went toilet
yujun and weiqian say wan me and mandy
a chemical reaction tt our senior told them abt
shant describe it haha coz i wan show it someday
hahahha but actually it's a trick la -.-
then jewel came back alone say
the other two looking in mirror haha
weiqian say they would hav to go bk agn
so dun need look so long haha

they came back la so we tried the trick on them
both tricked hahahhaa
but they took revenge and all of us were dirtied
so yea mass toilet trip haha
but was fun la =D

then went to...pasir ris park!
walked SOO long sia haha
i walked wif sam and bel
while the rest walked way behind lols...
after tt sam very bored and lyk very tired la
then emoemo de so left me and bel lor
while sam laggin behind lols
didnt spend much time at the beach
coz it was SUPERDUPER hot la
and dunno why got high tide so
not fun to play there....
so in the end we go e!hub lor~
then we 3 walked in front agn.
so hotttttttt T.T
go e!hub enjoy the wonderful aircon haha
the carpark there already super windy la
got shade le ma so nice heez

then we went to some shop in e!hub
bought some cold drinks to cool down
then after a while
me and bel went off together lor

overall was fun hahahaha =D
nice bonding time i had wif my juniors =D

lastly, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY AGAIN!!

long time no see =D

2009-02-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

Had wanted to post abt my new yr but too lazy to....
Wanted to post more regularly but too lazy to...
So yea anyway juz post a bit la =P

Today recess carol accompany me
go bookshop buy stuff
then we went dedicate song!
From: Si Hui, Carol Cheng
To: Charlynn, Shu ting, Meixuan from 4J
(not in right order...doesnt matter...)
Song: The Best Damn Thing
blahhh...
blahhh...
blahhh...
Message: You are the best damn things ever!
Frens 4eva!

SO NICE RITE HAHAHA
but then in the end the canteen too noisy
couldnt hear at all -.-
only hear the song
so i told them is dedicate for them de
so lame o ya the song list is stupid la
the dedication is for FRIENDSHIP WEEK
for goodness sake and the songs are
ALL love songs...(almost la anyway)
diao-ed can cant find friendship de song...

after sku shuting say wan watch movie
so yea...went lor
got she, me, mx, jee wah
watched "Inkheart" at e!hub
coz shuting got free ticket
then went white sands mall
popular there la
i bought paper and a few envelopes
then went other shops
bought a few presents
then yea settled valentine's day...almost
left a little more for 4J de hahaha =D
yepp first yr to giv valentine's day prezzies
and i spent so much -.- lols
aiya i shall be nice for once =P
though im going bankrupt already haha

heez happy friendship week to everyone!
do cherish and treasure ur frens!
every one of them...even enemies actually
coz they let u see the evil side of the world HAHA
anyway yea frens 4eva wif all frens reading this =D